Writing Spring 1: Return to the Valley

Gamer1234556

Planter
Chapter 12
Town Square was nearly empty by the time I got back.

Rain tended to do that.

The cobblestones shone dark under the grey evening light, and water ran in thin streams along the edges of the path. Pierre’s windows glowed faintly behind me. The Saloon had not fully come alive yet. Even the fountain looked tired, its surface broken by rain instead of coins.

I stopped at the bulletin board.

Mostly out of habit.

Mostly because Pierre had mentioned it.

Mostly because money was money, and the backpack still hung in my head like a price tag attached to the future.

A small note had been pinned near the center.

HELP WANTED

Looking for someone to bring me a Carp.

— Sam

Reward: 90g

Sam will be happy.

Sam.

The blond guy near the bushes.

The one who had been crouched by the stream like he was scouting enemy territory.

Nice timing.

I actually had a carp on me.

Gold-star, too.

For a second, the Joja part of my brain perked up.

Ninety gold.

Not much.

But not nothing.

Ninety gold was almost two pieces of hay. Almost a seed run. Almost one step closer to the backpack if enough little steps stacked together before my legs gave out.

Then I read the final line again.

Sam will be happy.

I stared at it longer than I meant to.

The board did not say Sam needed the carp. It didn’t say emergency. It didn’t say food shortage, research, festival prep, bait comparison, anything practical.

Just:

Sam will be happy.

Pelican Town, apparently, had an economy of mood.

I pulled the carp from my bag, wrapped it as best I could, and headed toward Jodi’s house.

The house stood near the square, warm behind its windows, ordinary in a way that made me pause before knocking. After Robin’s place, I was starting to distrust ordinary houses. From outside, they all looked simple: walls, roof, light, door.

Inside, every family seemed to have its own weather.

I knocked.

A few seconds passed.

Then footsteps.

The door opened, and a blond kid stared up at me with wide eyes.

He was small, maybe around Jas’s age, wearing pajamas that looked like they had been wrestled onto him against his will. His hair stuck up in the back. He looked from my face to the fish bundle in my hands and then back to my face.

“Are you the farmer?”

“I think so.”

“You think so?”

“I’m new at it.”

That answer seemed to satisfy him.

“Mom!” he shouted over his shoulder. “The farmer’s here and he has a fish!”

From somewhere inside, Jodi’s voice answered, “Vincent, don’t yell at the door!”

“I’m not yelling at the door! I’m yelling through the door!”

The boy turned back to me.

“Do you know my brother?”

“Sam?”

“Yeah.”

“I met him for about three seconds.”

“That sounds like Sam.”

Before I could ask what that meant, another voice called from deeper in the house.

“Vincent, who is it?”

A blond teenager appeared behind him, taller than I expected, with messy hair and the restless energy of someone who had been sitting still for too long and resented furniture for it.

He saw me.

Then the fish.

Then me again.

“Oh! Hey. You’re Eric, right?”

“Yeah. Sam?”

“That’s me.” He grinned, easy and bright. “New farmer. Cool.”

The grin was casual.

Maybe too casual.

Not fake exactly.

Just active.

Like something he was keeping in motion.

Vincent pointed at the fish.

“He brought your carp.”

Sam blinked.

“Oh, seriously?”

“I saw your request on the board.”

“No way. That was fast.”

“Rain day. Fishing day.”

“Nice.” Sam leaned against the doorframe. “I was gonna try to catch one myself, but then Mom started dinner, and Vincent said he wanted to help, which meant he mostly put his hands in everything.”

“I helped!”

“You tried to put cereal in the casserole.”

“It needed crunch.”

“It did not need crunch.”

Jodi appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a towel. She looked tired in the specific way mothers looked tired: not dramatic, not collapsing, just worn along the edges by a hundred small tasks nobody else counted.

“Oh! Eric.” Her face brightened. “Good evening.”

“Sorry if I’m intruding.”

“Not at all. We just finished dinner.”

The smell confirmed it: something warm, savory, and domestic drifting from the kitchen. For a moment, it pulled a memory loose — Mom at the stove, Eirika stealing pieces of carrot from the cutting board, Dad sitting too quietly at the table, Grandpa saying something designed to start an argument and pretending surprise when it worked.

I pushed the memory down.

“I saw Sam’s request for a carp,” I said, holding it up. “But, uh… from the smell, I’m guessing you already cooked something.”

Jodi laughed, a little embarrassed.

“Ah, yes. Perfect timing, huh?”

Sam winced.

“Sorry. I posted that earlier.”

Vincent looked scandalized.

“You wasted the farmer’s fish?”

“I didn’t waste it!”

“You made him walk in the rain with a fish.”

“That’s not wasting. That’s… community engagement.”

I looked at Sam.

“Did Pierre teach you that phrase?”

“No, but I’m stealing it now.”

Jodi gave him a look.

“Sam.”

“What? It’s useful.”

I found myself smiling.

Compared to Robin’s house, where the tension lived in closed doors and careful pauses, Jodi’s house wore its strain more openly. Dishes in the sink. A boy in pajamas at the door. Sam filling the room with jokes before silence could settle. Jodi watching both sons like she was counting them by instinct.

Two boys in the house.

One father absent.

Kent.

The name arrived before anyone said it.

Jodi noticed me looking at a framed photo near the hallway.

A man in uniform stood beside her, one hand resting on Sam’s shoulder. Vincent was much smaller in the picture, held against Jodi’s hip. Sam looked younger too, but already trying to grin like everything was fine.

“That’s Kent,” Jodi said softly.

“Your husband.”

“Yes.”

Sam’s grin thinned.

Only slightly.

Vincent looked at the photo and then away, as if the picture was too familiar to be interesting and too important to ignore.

“He’s coming home,” Vincent said.

Jodi’s hand tightened around the towel.

“Yes,” she said. “He is.”

Sam looked at the floor.

The room held that sentence carefully.

Not because anyone doubted it out loud.

Because everyone knew hope could become a rule in a house where someone was gone.

I thought of Grandpa’s activism. Gunther’s government files. Jodi saying Kent had heard of him through military circles. The war was not just history here.

It had a chair at the table.

I adjusted the fish in my hands.

“Should I still leave this?”

Jodi shook herself back into the present.

“Oh, honey, you don’t have to. Why don’t you keep it? Sell it to Willy or use it yourself. If Willy runs out sometime, I might ask you instead.”

“Ninety gold is ninety gold,” I said.

Sam gave me a sympathetic look.

“Backpack fund?”

“That obvious?”

“Pierre gets everyone with the backpack.”

“Backpack gets everyone,” Jodi corrected. “Pierre just sells it.”

Vincent looked at my bag.

“Is yours bad?”

“It’s small.”

“Why don’t you get a bigger one?”

“I’m trying.”

“How much is it?”

“Two thousand gold.”

Vincent’s eyes widened.

“That’s a lot of cookies.”

Sam nodded gravely.

“Economists fear his methods.”

Jodi tried not to smile.

I laughed, and the house warmed a little.

Sam leaned against the wall, studying me with a curiosity that was more careful than his grin.

“So you’re fishing for it?”

“Mostly. Crops take too long. Fishing pays immediately.”

“Smart.”

“Or desperate.”

“Same thing sometimes.”

That line came out too easily from him.

I looked at him.

For a second, the cheerful surface shifted.

Not gone.

Just thinner.

Sam shrugged like he had not said anything meaningful.

“I mean, I’m saving for band stuff, so I get it. Strings break. Gear costs money. Everything costs money.”

Jodi’s face flickered at that.

“Sam…”

“I know, I know. Not now.”

There it was.

Not a fight.

A path worn by almost-fights.

Sam’s cheer returned quickly, maybe too quickly.

“Anyway, keep the carp. I can post another request when I actually remember I asked for one.”

“That sounds inefficient.”

“Yeah, but it’s very me.”

“Do you post a lot of requests?”

“Depends what I’m trying to do. Fish, snacks, random stuff for band practice, things Sebastian refuses to help me find because apparently leaving his room is a constitutional crisis.”

I looked at him.

“You know Sebastian?”

Sam’s grin brightened.

“Yeah. He’s one of my best friends.”

That caught me more than it should have.

Sebastian, who appeared halfway up the basement stairs like daylight was a personal insult.

Sam, who seemed physically incapable of letting silence remain unbothered.

“You and Sebastian are friends?”

“What, because he looks like he was assembled from shadows and sarcasm?”

“I wasn’t going to say that.”

“You were thinking it.”

“I was thinking something adjacent.”

“Good. Sebastian would respect adjacent insults.”

I laughed.

Sam leaned against the wall more comfortably.

“He’s alright. He just hates being dragged into things.”

“People?”

“Mostly expectations.” Sam scratched the back of his head. “Sebastian doesn’t mind people as much as he minds being told what version of himself he’s supposed to perform in front of them.”

That was too precise.

I looked at him.

Sam noticed and immediately made a face.

“What?”

“That sounded thoughtful.”

“Don’t spread that around. I have a reputation.”

“As what?”

“The fun one.”

Vincent reappeared in the hallway.

“You’re not always fun.”

“Betrayal from my own blood.”

“You made me practice counting.”

“That was Mom.”

“You helped.”

“I was an accessory to education.”

Jodi pointed down the hall with the towel.

“Vincent. Bed.”

He vanished again, but slowly enough to remain part of the conversation.

Sam watched him go with an older-brother expression that was fond, irritated, and protective all at once.

“Penny says he’s doing better with numbers,” he said.

“Penny teaches him?”

“Yeah. Him and Jas.” Sam grinned. “Vincent says Penny is nice because she answers questions. Mom says Penny is a saint because she has not thrown him into the river.”

“Sam.”

“What? Lovingly.”

Jodi sighed.

I thought of Penny kneeling beside Vincent and Jas in the museum, making room for questions nobody else knew how to answer.

“She seems patient,” I said.

“She is.” Sam’s smile softened in a way I had not expected. “Quiet, but not boring. People get that wrong.”

“You know her well?”

“Kind of. Small town.” He shrugged. “She teaches Vincent, so she’s around. Sometimes she talks to Maru. Sometimes me, if I catch her when she’s not carrying books like she’s trying to protect them from weather.”

That sounded like Penny.

“She and Maru are friends?”

“Sort of. Maru’s busy with clinic stuff and science stuff. Penny’s busy with teaching and… well…”

Sam trailed off, his grin dimming.

Jodi looked at him.

“Sam...”

“I know.”

He stopped there.

I appreciated that more than if he had kept going.

Some names changed rooms.

Pam had.

Penny did too, apparently.

Sam noticed my expression and tilted his head.

“You’ve already met her?”

“At the museum. And the Saloon.”

“Oh.” His face changed with immediate understanding. “Ah.”

That was all.

Ah.

But it carried enough.

Jodi folded the towel tighter.

The house felt smaller for a second.

Then Sam, mercifully, moved the conversation before it could sit too long.

“Maru’s cool too. She fixes things. Sometimes machines. Sometimes clinic equipment. Sometimes people’s bad ideas before they explode.”

“I met her today.”

“Yeah?” Sam brightened. “She give you the geode speech?”

“Close. Clint speech.”

“Classic Maru. Practical. Smart. Makes you feel like the world is complicated but maybe manageable if you label enough wires.”

That was a surprisingly good description.

“You know a lot of people,” I said.

Sam blinked.

Then grinned.

“I live here.”

“Not everyone who lives somewhere understands it.”

His grin stayed, but his eyes sharpened slightly.

For the first time, I felt like I had said something that actually interested him.

“Yeah,” he said. “That’s true.”

Jodi watched us from near the kitchen, quiet now.

Sam pushed off the wall.

“Pelican Town’s small. You hear things. People think because I joke around, I don’t listen.” He shrugged. “That’s useful sometimes.”

Useful.

There was that word again.

“What do you hear?” I asked.

Sam’s eyebrows rose.

“That is a dangerous question from a guy who showed up with a carp.”

“I’m learning the local economy.”

“Of mood?”

Sam laughed.

Then his expression shifted, more thoughtful.

“You worked at Joja, right?”

The question landed harder than I expected.

“Yeah.”

“Thought so.”

“Do I smell like it?”

“No, that’s Shane.”

Jodi’s face tightened.

“Sam.”

“What? He wears the jacket everywhere.”

I went still.

Sam noticed.

“Oh. You’ve met Shane too.”

“Unfortunately.”

“That bad?”

“We had an argument.”

Sam whistled softly.

“Yeah. That tracks.”

“You know him?”

“From Joja. Not well. Enough.” He leaned back against the wall again. “He’s not always like he is at the Saloon.”

Maru had said almost the same thing.

The repetition did not comfort me.

“What’s he like at work?”

“Tired,” Sam said. “Cranky. Usually mad at Morris.”

“Morris?”

“Our manager.” Sam’s mouth twisted. “Smiles like a coupon.”

That was unfair.

It was also perfect.

“Shane fights with him?”

“Sometimes.” Sam thought about it. “Not heroically or anything. More like a guy trying to punch a wall made of paperwork.”

I hated how clearly I could picture that.

“Does Morris fight back?”

“Morris doesn’t fight. He redirects.” Sam lifted his voice into something smooth and hollow. “‘I understand your concern, but the policy exists to support storewide efficiency.’ Stuff like that.”

The Joja part of my brain recognized the cadence immediately.

My shoulders tightened.

Sam saw it.

“Yeah,” he said more quietly. “You know.”

“I know.”

Jodi looked between us, worry passing across her face.

Vincent peeked from the hallway again.

“What’s a Morris?”

Sam looked toward him.

“A cautionary tale with hair gel.”

“Sam.”

“What? Educational.”

Vincent considered this.

“Is he mean?”

Sam hesitated.

Then shrugged.

“He’s Joja.”

That answer did not satisfy Vincent, but it satisfied the adults in the room in exactly the wrong way.

Jodi pointed again.

“Bed.”

This time, Vincent retreated properly.

Sam waited until he was gone before continuing.

“Claire works there too,” he said.

“Claire?”

“Cashier. Quiet. Older than me. Gets stuck with the worst shifts a lot.”

“Worst how?”

“Late hours. Dead aisles. Barely any customers, which sounds easy until you spend four hours under fluorescent lights pretending facing shelves is a personality.” Sam’s expression sharpened. “Morris says slow shifts are good for productivity. Claire says slow shifts are how time goes to die.”

“I haven’t met her.”

“You probably will if you ever go in.” He looked at me, then winced slightly. “Unless you’re avoiding the place.”

“I am.”

“Fair.”

Jodi’s eyes softened.

“You don’t have to talk about work tonight, Sam.”

“I’m fine.”

The answer came too quickly.

Jodi heard it.

So did I.

Sam rubbed the back of his neck.

“Anyway. Claire’s alright. Keeps to herself. Morris likes employees who keep to themselves until he needs a brochure smile.”

That sounded familiar enough to make my jaw tighten.

“And Martin?” Jodi asked gently, changing the subject with the practiced care of a mother steering around a pothole.

Sam blinked.

“What about Martin?”

“You said Harvey mentioned him yesterday.”

“Oh, yeah.” Sam looked back at me. “Harvey’s nephew. He’s away at college in Zuzu City. Medical program, I think.”

“Harvey has a nephew?”

“Apparently. Martin comes up sometimes when Harvey is trying to sound casual and failing.”

Jodi smiled faintly.

“Harvey misses him.”

“Harvey misses him professionally,” Sam said. “Which means he says things like, ‘If Martin does decide to complete an internship here, it would be logistically convenient,’ while looking like someone offered him a puppy.”

I laughed.

That one slipped out before I could stop it.

Sam looked pleased.

“See? You get it.”

“I barely know Harvey.”

“You’ll get it more.”

“Is Martin coming back?”

“Maybe. Internship at the clinic eventually, if school doesn’t eat him alive first.” Sam shrugged. “Zuzu does that.”

Zuzu.

The city.

Joja.

Corporate offices.

Fluorescent rooms.

People disappearing into systems and coming back speaking in metrics.

Or not coming back at all.

I looked down at the carp in my hands.

“Small town, huh?”

Sam followed the thought somehow.

“Small town with long strings.”

That line sat there between us.

Jodi looked at him like she had heard something older than his age.

Then Sam seemed to realize the room had gone quiet and immediately ruined it on purpose.

“Anyway, that’s why you should absolutely give me the carp for free.”

I stared at him.

“Was this whole conversation a negotiation tactic?”

“Not whole. Maybe forty percent.”

“Sam.”

“What? I said maybe.”

Jodi shook her head, but she was smiling.

The house warmed again.

Vincent called from the hallway, “Can the farmer see my room now?”

“No,” Jodi and Sam said together.

A beat.

Then Sam added, “It’s raining. Room tours are weather-dependent.”

“Why?”

“Safety.”

“That’s not real.”

“It is in this house.”

Jodi closed her eyes.

“Vincent. Bed.”

“But he has fish!”

“That is not a reason.”

“It’s a good reason.”

Jodi crouched slightly, smoothing his hair when he shuffled back into sight.

“You can say hello properly another day.”

Vincent looked disappointed, then suspiciously thoughtful.

“Can I visit the farm?”

“Ask me when it isn’t raining and bedtime.”

“So yes?”

“So bedtime.”

He sighed with the tragic exhaustion of a man denied justice.

“Fine.”

He turned to me.

“Goodnight, farmer.”

“Goodnight, Vincent.”

He took three steps toward the hall, then turned back.

“Don’t let Sam waste your fish again.”

“I’ll try not to.”

“Hey,” Sam said.

Vincent disappeared down the hall, victorious.

Jodi watched him go, her expression soft and tired.

“He’s excited,” she said. “New people make the town feel bigger to him.”

“And to Sam?”

Sam looked at me.

“What?”

I hadn’t meant to say that out loud.

Jodi glanced between us.

Sam’s grin returned, but not fully.

“New people are cool,” he said. “This town gets kind of… same.”

Same.

The word carried more than boredom.

I thought of Sebastian downstairs, refusing to come up.

Sam was not like Sebastian.

Not on the surface.

Sebastian hid from the room.

Sam tried to become the room before anyone noticed what was missing.

Both made more sense than I wanted them to.

“Yeah,” I said. “I get that.”

Jodi folded the towel over one arm.

“Don’t worry about dropping in,” she said. “I don’t usually like strangers wandering in, but you seem trustworthy.”

“That’s a lot of trust for a guy holding a carp.”

“Maybe the carp vouched for you.”

Sam nodded.

“Gold-star character reference.”

I looked down at the fish.

“It has excellent judgment.”

Jodi smiled properly then.

Not the polite one from earlier.

A real one.

“Goodnight, Eric.”

“Goodnight, Jodi.”

“Night,” Sam said. “And hey — seriously, thanks for checking the board. Even if I messed up the timing.”

“No problem.”

“Catch you later?”

“Yeah. Catch you later.”

I stepped back into the rain with the carp still in my bag.

No reward.

No ninety gold.

No progress toward the backpack.

Technically, the stop had been inefficient.

But the word felt wrong now.

Behind me, Jodi’s house glowed through the rain: warm kitchen, two sons, one absent father, one dinner already finished, one fish request that had missed its moment.

Definitely a mom, I thought.

But not just that.

Jodi was a woman keeping a household shaped around someone missing. Sam was loud enough to make the absence seem less obvious. Vincent was young enough to believe coming home was simple because adults kept saying it would happen.

And her husband was still somewhere far away, held by the same conflict Grandpa had once stood against.

I had come for ninety gold.

I left with the carp.

And one more family I did not know how to carry yet.
 

Gamer1234556

Planter
Chapter 13
By the time I reached the Saloon, the rain had settled into a steady curtain over the town square.

The windows glowed warmly through it, blurred at the edges by water running down the glass. Inside, the room had already begun filling with evening noise: low conversation, the clink of mugs, Gus moving behind the bar, and the soft scrape of chairs across old wood.

I stepped inside with wet shoulders, sore arms, and the strange satisfaction of a man who had spent most of the day losing arguments to fish and still somehow made money doing it.

Willy spotted me first.

He was sitting near the bar with a woman I didn’t recognize and a man in a green jacket who looked too neat to be drinking anywhere this damp. Willy lifted one hand like we had known each other longer than two days.

“Eric!” he called. “Caught a largemouth yet?”

I couldn’t help smiling.

“Yep.”

Willy slapped the table.

“Hah! Fast learner.”

“Don’t get too excited. It nearly pulled me into the lake.”

“That’s how ye know it respected ye.”

“I’m not sure respect is supposed to involve attempted drowning.”

“Depends on the fish.”

The woman beside him laughed.

She had reddish hair, a practical jacket, and the look of someone who spent enough time outdoors that rain was more inconvenience than crisis. There was a smudge near her sleeve—not dirt exactly, maybe charcoal or wood dust—and her hands looked strong in the way Robin’s did, though less carpenter and more forest.

“I’m Leah,” she said. “You must be the new farmer.”

“That obvious?”

“In Pelican Town? Very.” Her smile was warm but observant. “People talk.”

“I’m learning that.”

“Don’t worry. Most of it’s harmless.”

Willy snorted into his drink.

Leah glanced at him.

“Most,” she repeated.

Gus offered me a seat near the counter.

“Eric,” he said, “you look like the rain won.”

“It did, but I got paid.”

“That’s the farmer spirit.”

“Fisherman spirit,” Willy corrected.

“Temporary fisherman spirit,” I said. “The farm is still technically the problem.”

Leah tilted her head.

“You picked a perfect time to move here, at least. Spring is beautiful.”

“That’s what people keep telling me.”

“You don’t sound convinced.”

“I am convinced it’s beautiful. I’m less convinced beauty makes the rocks easier to move.”

She smiled.

“That’s fair. Beauty doesn’t make work lighter. It just gives you something better to look at while you’re tired.”

I liked that.

It sounded like someone who had chosen the valley with open eyes.

“You from here?” I asked.

“No,” Leah said. “I moved here a while ago. Wanted space. Trees. Quiet. A place where making art didn’t feel like shouting over traffic.”

That sounded familiar enough to sting.

“Did it work?”

Her smile shifted.

“Some days.”

That answer felt honest.

The man beside her stepped forward then, clearing his throat politely.

“I don’t believe we’ve been introduced. Harvey.”

He offered a hand.

I shook it.

“Eric.”

“I’m the local physician,” he said. “I oversee medical check-ups, treatment, and general health concerns for Pelican Town and the surrounding area.”

His voice was careful, professional, but not cold. He had the posture of someone who had trained himself to seem reassuring even when tired.

Harvey.

The name landed differently than Leah’s had.

Maru’s voice returned with it.

Shane comes in sometimes. Less angry. More nervous. Afraid when Jas comes up.

I looked at Harvey again. Neat jacket. Careful posture. A man trained to notice symptoms without making people feel examined.

I wanted to ask him.

About Shane.

About Jas.

About whether fear counted as guilt if it never changed what someone did.

But the Saloon was not a clinic.

And Harvey’s kindness was not permission.

So I said nothing.

“Good to know,” I said instead. “I’ve already discovered farming has several ways to injure people.”

“Many,” Harvey said seriously. “Blisters, strains, dehydration, tool mishaps, seasonal allergies, questionable mushroom consumption—”

“Questionable mushroom consumption?” Leah asked.

“You would be surprised.”

Willy chuckled.

“Doctor’s seen things.”

“I have,” Harvey said, with a dignity that made it funnier. “And I hope not to see them from you too soon. Still, physical work can be rewarding if you pace yourself.”

“Well,” I said, “catching my first bass felt pretty rewarding.”

Willy leaned back proudly, as if he had personally negotiated the fish’s surrender.

“Told you, Harvey. The boy’s a natural.”

“I’ve been fishing for one day.”

“A natural with humility.”

“I lost three fish before breakfast.”

“Natural with room to grow.”

Gus laughed from behind the bar.

“You are improving quickly, Eric. Keep at it. The fishing derbies get competitive around here.”

Willy’s eyes lit up.

“Oh, I go every year. Festival of Ice, trout derby if the season’s right, any excuse to put a line in the water and remind the town who owns the lake.”

Leah raised an eyebrow.

“Owns the lake?”

“Spiritually.”

“Legally?” Harvey asked.

“Don’t ruin poetry with paperwork, doctor.”

Gus grinned.

“Let’s hope Eric doesn’t outfish you someday.”

Willy looked offended.

Then delighted.

“Let him try! A proper fisherman wants the next generation to get dangerous.”

That line stayed with me longer than I expected.

Dangerous.

Not as a threat.

As competence.

At Joja, being good at something mostly meant being handed more work until the skill became punishment. Here, Willy talked about improvement like it was something worth celebrating, even if it eventually challenged him.

That was new.

Or old.

Maybe that was the point.

“Besides,” Willy added, “if he gets good, he buys better gear.”

“There it is,” I said.

“Mentorship and commerce,” Gus said. “The Pelican Town way.”

“At least I admit it,” Willy said.

I thought of the fiberglass rod behind Willy’s counter. Better line. Bait. Faster bites. More fish. More money.

The calculation appeared in my head immediately.

Then the backpack appeared beside it.

Two thousand gold first.

Room before speed.

Willy seemed to read my face.

“Don’t go starin’ at the good rods yet,” he said.

“I didn’t say anything.”

“Ye had the look.”

“What look?”

“The look of a man about to spend money to make money before he has room to carry the money-making.”

Gus laughed.

Leah looked amused.

Harvey nodded like Willy had made a medical diagnosis.

“The backpack first,” I admitted.

“Good lad,” Willy said. “Better rod won’t help if ye run out of room before lunch.”

That settled it.

For now.

Emily came over with a tray tucked against one hip.

“Hey, Eric.”

“Hey, Emily.”

She smiled, and the room seemed to find another shade of warm.

“How’s your night?”

“Wet. Fishy. Accomplished.”

“That’s a strong combination.”

“I caught a largemouth bass and found a geode attached to it.”

Her eyes widened with immediate, delighted seriousness.

“A geode attached to a fish?”

“Technically tangled in the line, but I like your version better.”

Emily leaned closer, lowering her voice as if the geode had feelings.

“You know, I’ve heard rumors of ancient magical rings and powerful artifacts from forgotten civilizations. Sometimes things find their way to people for a reason.”

Pam snorted from her table.

“What, like goblins and dwarves? Kid stories.”

Emily turned toward her, entirely unbothered.

“Maybe.”

Pam lifted her glass.

“World’s got enough real trouble without inventin’ tiny underground people.”

“Doesn’t hurt to dream,” I said.

Emily looked back at me.

Her smile softened.

“No,” she said. “It doesn’t.”

I felt stupidly pleased by that.

Leah, meanwhile, was watching Emily with interest.

“Forgotten civilizations?” she said. “That would make a good painting.”

“Or a terrible excavation,” Harvey added.

“Depends who does the digging,” Gus said.

I thought of Gunther’s empty cases. The trilobite resting under museum light. His careful voice saying history became dangerous when people still benefited from forgetting it.

For once, I did not bring Grandpa into it.

The valley’s past was bigger than him.

That was starting to matter.

The Saloon door opened, and Clint stepped inside, shoulders hunched against the rain. He paused near the entrance, shook water from his sleeves, then looked toward the bar.

His eyes found Emily first.

Then, quickly, everyone else.

“Oh,” he said. “Hey.”

“Evening, Clint,” Gus called. “Eric found a geode.”

Clint’s attention snapped to me with visible relief, as if rocks were safer than people.

“You did?”

“Yeah. Found it stuck to a bass.”

“A bass and a geode?” Gus said. “That’s a first.”

Willy stroked his beard.

“Lake’s generous today.”

“Or confused,” Leah said.

Clint came a step closer.

“Bring it by tomorrow,” he said. “I’ll crack it open for you.”

“How much?”

“Twenty-five gold.”

I winced.

“Everything costs something.”

Clint looked apologetic.

“Tools, coal, shop overhead. Sorry.”

“No, that’s fair.”

And it was.

That was the irritating part.

Everyone here had prices because everyone here had needs. Willy bought fish. Pierre sold seeds. Robin built walls. Clint cracked geodes. Gus cooked cheap fish into meals. Harvey kept people alive and probably worried half of them wouldn’t pay enough to keep the clinic running.

Pelican Town was warm.

It was not free.

Clint glanced at the wrapped stone in my bag.

“Once the mines open again, you’ll find more.”

I looked at him.

“Again?”

He shifted.

“The entrance is still blocked. Boulder came down after the drilling accident.”

Willy grunted into his drink.

“Joja drills too close to old stone, then acts surprised when old stone answers.”

Gus gave him a look.

“Willy.”

“What? Stone’s got manners. Corporations don’t.”

Leah turned her glass slowly between her hands.

“Funny how expansion always seems to mean making somewhere else smaller.”

Harvey adjusted his glasses.

“The survey crews have caused enough injuries already. Mostly minor, thankfully, but still more than we used to see.”

“Work injuries?”

“Strains. Cuts. A few falls. Stress symptoms.” Harvey’s eyes moved briefly toward the door, then back to his drink. “Pressure travels through people faster than paperwork.”

That sounded like something a doctor learned after watching enough people pretend they were fine.

Clint looked down at his hands.

“Mines used to be steady work,” he said. “Not safe, exactly. But steady.”

His thumb dragged slowly along the edge of his glass.

“Ore comes up, people need tools repaired. Miners wear out pickaxes. Geodes come through the shop. Sometimes Marlon needs something fixed. Sometimes the carts need work. It all connects.”

He glanced toward the rain-dark window.

“Now the entrance is blocked, half the work’s waiting, and everybody keeps telling me they’re assessing it.”

There was something sharper beneath the last word.

“Who’s assessing it?” I asked.

Clint gave a tired shrug.

“Depends who I ask.”

“That’s reassuring.”

“It isn’t.”

Willy leaned forward.

“Joja had contractors crawlin’ all over the mountain before the slide.”

“I saw some of the equipment when I arrived,” I said.

“Survey work,” Clint muttered.

The way he said it made the words sound obscene.

I frowned.

“Wait.”

Everyone looked at me.

Not dramatically.

Enough.

“Morris manages the JojaMart.”

Clint’s mouth tightened.

“Yes.”

“So why is Morris involved with drilling near the mines?”

That sat there for a moment.

Leah looked toward Clint.

Harvey stopped moving his glass.

Willy smiled without humor.

“Good question, lad.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

I looked at Clint.

“You’re the blacksmith. You work with the mine. Did anybody ask you?”

A laugh escaped him.

Small.

Bitter.

“No.”

“Marlon?”

“Not that I know of.”

“Lewis?”

Clint looked toward Gus.

Gus suddenly became very interested in wiping down the counter.

That answered more than I wanted.

I rubbed one hand over my face.

“Okay. Maybe I’m missing something. Joja obviously owns the store. Maybe they have contracts around here. Fine. But exploratory drilling is not grocery management.”

Leah’s mouth twitched.

“That sentence probably belongs on a sign.”

“I used to work for Joja,” I continued. “Not field operations. Office stuff. But there were approval chains for everything. You couldn’t replace a broken printer without finding three people whose job was saying no to printers.”

Harvey gave a small laugh.

“So either Morris has a lot more authority than I thought, or somebody higher up approved this.”

“Or nobody bothered checking which one it was,” Clint said.

That shut me up.

The Saloon door opened.

Shane walked in with rain on his shoulders and Joja blue clinging to him like a bruise.

He stopped after two steps.

His eyes moved from Clint to me.

Then to Willy.

Then back to me.

“You people talking about Joja?”

“No,” Willy said.

Shane stared at him.

Willy took a drink.

“Terrible weather.”

Shane sighed and went to the bar.

Gus met him there.

“Rough shift?”

Shane gave a short laugh.

“Rough week.”

Gus set a glass down but did not fill it yet.

Shane noticed.

His mouth tightened.

“Morris is losing it.”

That got my attention.

I kept my eyes on my drink.

Willy went quiet.

Leah’s gaze sharpened.

Harvey looked at Shane with the careful stillness of a man trained not to startle wounded things.

“Expansion quotas,” Shane muttered. “Survey delays. Mine access. Deliveries backing up. Regional wants numbers, Morris wants miracles, and the rest of us get to pretend shelves organize themselves through positive thinking.”

Gus poured, slowly.

“Sounds like a lot.”

“It’s Joja,” Shane said. “A lot is the point.”

I hated that I understood exactly what he meant.

I hated more that he was right.

Shane picked up the glass but did not drink immediately.

“He keeps saying the valley is a growth market.”

Willy’s face darkened.

Leah said nothing, but her fingers tightened around her cup.

“A growth market,” I repeated before I could stop myself.

Shane’s eyes flicked toward me.

For one second, the room braced.

Then he looked away.

“Yeah,” he said. “That’s what they call places before they start cutting pieces off.”

Clint shifted beside me.

“Was the mine part of that?”

Shane looked at him.

“What?”

“The drilling.”

His voice was quieter than Willy’s had been.

Angrier too.

“I’ve spent weeks waiting for that entrance to reopen because Joja decided the mountain needed holes put in it. Was that Morris?”

Shane stared at his beer.

“Depends what you mean.”

“I mean did Morris order it?”

“No.”

Clint’s shoulders lowered slightly.

Then Shane added:

“Not exactly.”

They tightened again.

I turned toward him.

“What does ‘not exactly’ mean?”

Shane gave me an irritated look.

“It means Morris didn’t wake up one morning, buy a drill, and start chewing through the mountain himself.”

“Good. We’ve established that much.”

“Congratulations.”

“Shane.”

He looked away again.

For a moment, I thought that was the end of it.

Then he sighed.

“Regional’s been pushing development surveys out here for months. Land use, transportation, mineral access, expansion sites. Whatever they think might make money later.”

Clint’s jaw tightened.

“Mineral access.”

“Yeah.”

“Who approved the drilling?”

“Contractors did the work.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

Shane looked at him.

Something in his expression changed.

Not sympathy exactly.

Recognition.

“I don’t know.”

Clint laughed once.

No humor in it.

“Of course.”

“Morris had local discretion over some of it,” Shane continued. “Scheduling. Access. Logistics. Which surveys got priority. Maybe more. Nobody tells floor staff the exciting details.”

I frowned.

“Local discretion.”

“Yeah.”

“For a retail manager.”

“Regional manager.”

“He runs a grocery store.”

“He runs whatever Joja tells him he runs.”

That answer bothered me.

Because I understood it.

Joja loved authority that expanded exactly as far as the next problem.

Job descriptions were strict until ignoring them became profitable.

Then suddenly everyone was a team player.

“So was it legal?” I asked.

Shane looked at me.

Then laughed.

Actually laughed.

Short and ugly.

“You think they tell me?”

“You work there.”

“I stock frozen pizza.”

“Fair.”

He finally took a drink.

Then set the glass down.

“Probably legal enough.”

Clint stared at him.

“What does that mean?”

“It means they had surveys. Contractors. permits for something. Some development agreement nobody here read. Morris kept waving paperwork around whenever anyone complained.”

“That does not answer the question,” Harvey said.

Shane glanced at him.

“Welcome to Joja.”

I leaned back.

There it was.

Not yes.

Not no.

Paperwork.

Authority.

Discretion.

Enough separate pieces that everyone could claim somebody else had checked the whole thing.

“What happens now?” Leah asked.

Shane shrugged.

“Corporate’s been talking about restructuring.”

My stomach tightened slightly.

That word.

Of course.

“Restructuring how?” I asked.

Shane glanced toward me.

“You know how.”

Unfortunately, I did.

“Departments get merged. Reporting lines change. Somebody makes an org chart nobody understands. Half the managers spend two months pretending they always supported whatever the new thing is.”

“Exactly.”

He rolled the glass slowly between both hands.

“There’s been talk about tightening field protocol too. More approvals for contractors. Safety reviews. Written authorization. Regional sign-offs instead of letting local management improvise everything.”

Clint stared at him.

“After the mine collapsed.”

“The entrance collapsed.”

“You know what I mean.”

“Yeah.”

Clint looked down.

“That would’ve been useful before.”

Nobody argued.

Harvey removed his glasses and cleaned them slowly against his sleeve.

“Unfortunately,” he said, “safety procedures are often written in response to injuries rather than before them.”

“Rules show up after somebody gives them a reason,” Shane muttered.

Willy snorted.

“Stone gave ’em a reason.”

Gus sighed.

“Willy.”

“What? Better teacher than management.”

That got a faint smile out of Leah.

Even Clint’s mouth moved.

Barely.

I looked at Shane.

He was still turning the beer between his hands.

“You think stronger protocol would actually help?”

He shrugged.

“Maybe.”

“That optimistic?”

“No. Paperwork can stop stupid things.”

I raised an eyebrow.

Shane noticed.

“Sometimes.”

“There we go.”

“Don’t get excited.”

“I’m trying not to.”

He took another drink.

“Corporate doesn’t like surprises,” he said. “And Morris keeps making expensive ones.”

That sounded less like morality than accounting.

Probably because it was.

I thought back to Joja.

Safety training.

Compliance emails.

Incident reports.

Mandatory videos everyone mocked until something caught fire.

Joja could be absurdly serious about protocol when protocol protected Joja.

That did not necessarily protect people.

But sometimes the two interests overlapped.

Sometimes avoiding lawsuits meant fewer people got hurt.

Sometimes preventing a manager from improvising meant a mountain stayed where it was.

Not noble.

Still useful.

Pam, who had been quieter than usual, snorted from her table.

“Well, hell. If Morris is struggling, maybe there’s justice after all.”

Shane gave her a dead look.

“Morris struggling means everyone under him gets worse schedules.”

Pam lifted her glass.

“Then there’s no justice. Same as usual.”

Gus sighed.

“Pam.”

“What? I corrected myself.”

Leah laughed under her breath.

Even Shane’s mouth twitched.

Only for a second.

Then it was gone.

Clint looked at his hands again.

“If they reopen the mines, I’m checking the first ore that comes out.”

Shane looked toward him.

“Why?”

“Because somebody should.”

Simple.

That was Clint.

No speech.

No grand accusation.

Just a man whose work had been interrupted deciding he no longer trusted someone else to tell him the stone was safe.

“I’ll bring the geode tomorrow,” I said.

Clint nodded.

“Twenty-five gold.”

“Still hurts.”

“Sorry.”

“You really have to stop apologizing for charging money.”

“I’ll work on it.”

Emily passed behind us carrying two empty mugs.

“You say that every time.”

Clint froze.

I looked at him.

Emily smiled.

Not cruelly.

Not even teasing.

Just Emily.

Clint cleared his throat.

“I, uh…”

Harvey looked down at his drink.

Leah was suddenly very interested in the wall.

Willy had no such restraint.

“Careful, lad. Conversation’s dangerous.”

Clint glared at him.

Emily laughed and continued toward the bar.

Clint watched her for half a second.

Then caught himself.

“I’ll be at the shop tomorrow,” he said.

“For the geode.”

“Right.”

He moved toward his usual place at the edge of the room.

Not fleeing.

Technically.

Shane watched him go.

Then looked down at his own glass.

The beer was almost empty.

He lifted it.

Paused.

Set it down again.

Gus noticed.

So did I.

Shane drummed two fingers against the wood.

“…This weather’s making me really thirsty.”

Gus looked at the nearly empty glass.

“You've had one.”

Shane frowned.

“I know.”

He pushed it forward slightly.

“Another.”

Gus reached for it.

I should have stayed out of it.

I knew that.

Shane’s drinking was not my business.

His life was not another problem I had been assigned.

And after everything he had just explained about Joja pushing pressure downward until somebody had to absorb it, making some clever observation about the beer in front of him felt dangerously close to pretending I understood more than I did.

Then Shane rubbed both hands over his face.

Exhausted.

Joja blue.

Rain still drying along his shoulders.

I thought about Morris demanding miracles.

Regional demanding numbers.

Schedules getting worse whenever management failed.

Rules showing up after somebody gave them a reason.

Then I looked at the glass again.

“Is that how Joja handles everything?”

Shane turned slowly.

“What?”

I immediately regretted having a mouth.

“Wait until something goes wrong, then change the protocol.”

His eyes narrowed.

Gus stopped reaching for the glass.

“That supposed to mean something?”

“No.”

“Bull****.”

“Probably.”

Shane stared at me.

I stared back.

Then, because apparently self-preservation had left sometime around the largemouth bass, I glanced at his beer.

“You did already have one.”

The room went very quiet.

Not completely.

Pam muttered something to herself.

Rain tapped against the windows.

Somewhere behind me, Willy inhaled through his nose like a man witnessing somebody step onto thin ice and deciding not to warn him.

Shane looked down at the empty glass.

Then at me.

“You counting?”

“No.”

“Sounds like counting.”

“I noticed.”

“Stop noticing.”

“Alright.”

A beat passed.

“You’re still doing it.”

“Doing what?”

“Looking at the glass.”

I looked deliberately at the ceiling.

“Better?”

“No.”

“Hard to please.”

“**** off.”

There it was.

But the words came tired.

Almost automatic.

Not sharp enough to cut.

Shane pushed himself away from the bar.

For half a second, I expected him to take the second beer with him.

He didn’t.

He left the empty glass where it was and headed toward his corner.

No shouting.

No chair scraping.

No accusation.

Just one exhausted insult and retreat.

I looked at Gus.

Gus raised his eyebrows.

Take the win.

I exhaled.

“Well.”

Emily had stopped beside the bar.

She was trying not to smile.

“At least he didn’t yell,” I said.

Her mouth twitched.

“Eric.”

“What?”

“You were bothering him.”

“A little.”

“A little?”

“I’m calibrating.”

That did it.

Emily giggled.

Small.

Quick.

Almost surprised out of her.

“Baby steps,” I said.

From the corner, Shane raised one hand without looking at me.

Middle finger.

I nodded.

“See? Communication.”

Emily laughed harder.

Even Gus cracked a smile.

And for once, I let that be enough.

I did not need to decide what Shane’s drinking meant.

I did not need to understand every part of Joja’s drilling operation.

I did not need to know whether Morris had broken a law, bent a rule, exploited a loophole, or simply discovered that nobody in Pelican Town had enough authority to stop him before the mountain did.

Not tonight.

But I knew more than I had when I walked in.

Clint had lost work because of decisions nobody could clearly explain.

Harvey had treated people hurt by those decisions.

Morris was being squeezed by people above him and squeezing everyone below.

Shane knew exactly how that felt.

And somewhere above all of them, somebody was apparently preparing new procedures to make sure the same kind of mistake became harder to repeat.

Maybe that was progress.

Maybe it was just liability management with better stationery.

I knew Joja well enough not to confuse the two.

I stayed until the rain softened.

When I finally stepped outside, water still ran from the roofs, but the square had gone quiet.

The walk back to the farm was cold.

I kept thinking about the mountain.

Not the mine itself.

The paperwork around it.

Contracts.

Surveys.

Delegated authority.

People making decisions about stone they would never have to stand beneath.

At Joja, I had spent years assuming bureaucracy meant somebody, somewhere, knew what they were doing.

Pelican Town was teaching me something else.

Sometimes paperwork did not mean responsibility had been assigned.

Sometimes it meant responsibility had been divided into pieces small enough that nobody had to hold the whole thing.

By the time I reached the farm, the rain had softened to a steady whisper.

I emptied my bag beside the shipping bin: chub, carp, bullhead, forage, the damp proof that the day had actually happened.

Not as much as I wanted.

More than I had started with.

The geode I kept for Clint.

Tomorrow, twenty-five gold would disappear so he could break it open.

Fair enough.

The gold-star carp stayed too, mostly out of stubbornness. Sam’s request had missed its moment, but the fish still felt like it belonged to a story I hadn’t finished yet.

I closed the shipping bin.

Tomorrow, Lewis would pick it up.

Tomorrow, the numbers would move.

Maybe not enough for the backpack yet.

Closer.

I looked north.

The mountain was invisible through the rain.

Somewhere beyond it sat a mine nobody could enter because Joja had decided drilling near old stone was worth the risk.

And somewhere inside Joja, people were apparently deciding that next time, someone should probably sign another piece of paper first.

I laughed quietly.

“Progress.”

The word sounded different now.

I went inside.
 

Cuddlebug

Farmer
“Good to know,” I said instead. “I’ve already discovered farming has several ways to injure people.”

“Many,” Harvey said seriously. “Blisters, strains, dehydration, tool mishaps, seasonal allergies, questionable mushroom consumption—”

“Questionable mushroom consumption?” Leah asked.

“You would be surprised.”
😂😂😂:mushroom::mushroom::mushroom:😂😂😂
 

Gamer1234556

Planter
Chapter 14
I heard the rooster for once.

That was always a good sign.

Not because I liked the rooster.

I didn’t.

I had known the bird for only a few days and already considered him a loud, feathered landlord who collected rent in sleep.

But hearing him meant I had actually slept.

Not perfectly.

The farmhouse still creaked in ways that made old wood sound like it was reconsidering its life choices. The bed still belonged to some ancient school of mattress design based around punishment. And sometime in the night, the wind had scraped a branch against the window with enough persistence to make me consider negotiating with the tree.

Still.

I had slept.

No Joja dreams.

No Dobson barking my name across gray cubicles.

No Nancy’s messages lighting up the dark.

No phone buzzing beside my head like a tiny machine built specifically to ruin blood pressure.

Just sleep.

I sat up slowly, listening to the morning settle around me.

Birds outside.

Wind through the grass.

The faint shifting of the farmhouse.

Somewhere beyond the walls, the parsnips were probably sitting in the dirt, silently judging my watering technique.

I checked the old clock.

Morning.

Early enough to matter.

That was another thing I was learning about farm life.

The day started whether you were ready or not.

Joja had made mornings feel like an execution schedule.

The farm made them feel like a challenge.

Not gentler.

Just more honest.

I got dressed, stretched the soreness out of my shoulders, and turned on the television.

The screen crackled awake with its usual storm of static before settling into something that resembled a picture.

Weather first.

“It’s going to be a beautiful, sunny day tomorrow!”

I stared at the screen.

“Good. More watering.”

The words came out flat, but not miserable.

That was progress, probably.

Sunny meant work.

But it also meant growth.

Yesterday’s rain had given me time.

Tomorrow’s sun would demand payment for it.

Fair enough.

I changed channels.

Purple smoke curled across the screen.

The Fortune Teller stared solemnly into her crystal ball.

“The spirits are very happy today! They will do their best to shower everyone with good fortune.”

I leaned back.

“Nice.”

I still didn’t know whether I believed in spirits.

That felt like a dangerous sentence to say aloud in Pelican Town.

After fishing up geodes, digging a trilobite out of the sand, watching Emily talk about magical rings as casually as other people discussed weather, and hearing half the town become visibly uncomfortable whenever anyone mentioned the Wizard, my old categories had started feeling less reliable.

Maybe fortune was real here.

Maybe it wasn’t.

Either way, I would take all the help I could get.

I reached for the dial again.

The television flickered.

Instead of Livin’ Off the Land, the screen shifted to a clean blue studio.

KOZU 5.

A woman sat behind a curved desk beside an image of the Joja globe.

I stopped.

“In business news this morning,” she said, “Joja Corporation has confirmed a major leadership transition as longtime chief executive Ernesto Silva steps down following growing concerns surrounding the company’s regional expansion strategy.”

My hand remained on the dial.

Silva.

I knew the name.

Everyone who worked at Joja knew the name.

Not personally.

People at my level did not know chief executives personally.

We knew photographs.

Internal emails.

Quarterly addresses nobody watched unless management sent three reminders.

Silva had been the smiling face beside warehouse openings, new regional distribution centers, rural hiring campaigns, and promotional videos about bringing opportunity to communities supposedly left behind by modernization.

The screen changed.

Older footage showed Silva standing outside a Joja store I didn’t recognize.

Ribbon.

Employees in blue.

Local officials smiling beside him.

A banner behind them read:

INVESTING IN FERNGILL’S FUTURE

The anchor continued.

“Silva’s tenure was marked by aggressive expansion into rural and regional markets, including new retail locations, distribution partnerships, and infrastructure investments across the Republic.”

Aggressive expansion.

That was one way to say it.

I remembered internal emails celebrating new locations.

Untapped regional demand.

Community modernization.

Expanded market access.


The words had sounded good from a cubicle.

Most things did when nobody showed you the bill.

The footage changed again.

A different man appeared beside Silva at some corporate event.

Dark suit.

Controlled expression.

Nothing warm enough to mistake for charm.

“Darian Brown, formerly Joja’s Chief Operating Officer, has assumed the role of Chief Executive Officer following board approval earlier this month.”

Brown.

That name I knew too.

Less from motivational emails.

More from the kind of operational memos nobody wanted attached to their department.

Efficiency reviews.

Consolidation targets.

Compliance restructuring.

The documents that appeared three months before someone’s desk became empty.

I thought of Marv.

Mark.

Martin.

Whatever his name had been.

His cardboard box.

The framed picture of his children.

The way the office corrected itself around his disappearance before lunch.

The anchor kept speaking.

“Brown has announced a company-wide review of regional operations, with particular emphasis on underperforming branches, contractor oversight, redundant administrative functions, and the profitability of several expansion initiatives begun during the Silva administration.”

I stared at the television.

Underperforming branches.

Yesterday, Shane had said Morris wanted miracles.

Regional wanted numbers.

Expansion quotas.

Survey delays.

Mine access.

Deliveries backing up.

Apparently he hadn’t been exaggerating.

The program cut to Brown.

Not live.

A prepared statement.

Of course.

He stood behind a podium with the Joja logo behind him.

“Joja’s future depends not merely upon scale, but upon disciplined scale.”

I almost laughed.

That was a sentence only an executive could say without immediately being thrown out of a room.

Brown continued.

“Growth without clear accountability produces inefficiency. Regional operations must meet consistent standards of safety, reporting, authorization, and sustainable performance.”

Authorization.

That word landed.

I thought about Clint.

The blocked mine.

Joja contractors drilling near unstable stone.

Morris somehow having enough local discretion that nobody could explain where his authority began or ended.

Yesterday Shane had said there were rumors about tighter protocol.

Apparently that part was real too.

Brown continued speaking.

“Where existing structures fail those standards, they will be reviewed and, where necessary, consolidated.”

There it was.

Consolidated.

Joja loved that word.

People heard consolidated and imagined departments becoming cleaner.

Spreadsheets becoming shorter.

Buildings becoming more efficient.

Employees heard it and started checking whether cardboard boxes were available.

The anchor returned.

“Joja has declined to provide a total number of positions expected to be affected by the restructuring, though layoffs have already begun across several administrative and regional divisions.”

I stared at the screen.

Already begun.

Yeah.

I knew.

My old department had been missing four people before I left.

Dobson had called it an efficiency problem.

Olivia called it being understaffed.

Juno called it bull****.

Lisa usually didn’t call it anything.

She just quietly did the work of whoever disappeared.

I wondered how many of them were still there.

That thought came too fast.

I turned the volume down.

The anchor continued anyway, quieter now.

“Several labor organizations have criticized the restructuring, arguing that workers are being made to absorb the cost of Joja’s earlier expansion strategy. Company representatives maintain that stronger central oversight will improve employee safety and long-term stability.”

Safety.

Long-term stability.

Layoffs.

All in the same sentence.

Very Joja.

I should have turned it off.

Instead, I kept watching.

A map appeared.

Regional locations marked across the Republic.

Zuzu City.

Grampleton.

Several towns I didn’t recognize.

Then a cluster of smaller rural sites.

Pelican Town was too small to label individually.

That felt appropriate somehow.

A whole town reduced to a dot inside somebody else’s strategy.

The anchor said something about branches opened during the final phase of Silva’s countryside initiative receiving additional review.

I sat forward.

Countryside initiative.

Morris.

The JojaMart.

The mine surveys.

Growth market.

For the first time, the timing arranged itself properly.

Morris had not simply wandered into Pelican Town one morning and decided he wanted a grocery store.

He was part of something larger.

Silva had wanted Joja expanding into places exactly like this.

Small markets.

Limited competition.

Weak infrastructure.

Communities where one corporate store could become groceries, employment, distribution, logistics, and eventually something too large to remove cleanly.

Morris had arrived carrying that strategy.

And now the man who built the strategy was gone.

His replacement was reviewing it.

I stared at Brown’s photograph beside the Joja globe.

Yesterday Shane had said Morris was being squeezed for numbers.

Now I understood why.

If Brown was reviewing rural branches, Morris did not merely need Pelican Town to grow.

He needed Pelican Town to prove the whole expansion had been worth doing.

That was different.

Worse, probably.

Men under pressure did strange things when their careers depended on turning bad decisions into success stories.

I knew that too.

Dobson had spent years doing it.

The news moved on.

Something about shipping forecasts.

I changed channels.

Livin’ Off the Land appeared halfway through the opening jingle.

“For you folks living in Stardew Valley — check the southwest woods for spring onions!”

I looked toward the door.

“Already ahead of you.”

The southwest woods had given me onions, seeds, wet boots, and the humiliating experience of leaving a gold-star spring onion behind because my backpack had all the carrying capacity of a stubborn lunchbox.

The memory still hurt.

Not emotionally.

Economically.

Which might have been worse.

I turned the TV off.

The farmhouse became quiet.

Brown’s words remained anyway.

Disciplined scale.

Clear accountability.

Regional review.

Consolidation.


I looked at the old backpack hanging beside the door.

Then toward the farm.

Apparently everybody was thinking about capacity this morning.

Great.

I stepped outside.

The air had changed completely after the rain.

Everything looked scrubbed.

The grass shone.

Water clung to the fence posts.

The field smelled dark and alive, damp soil holding the memory of yesterday’s storm beneath a brightening sky.

I checked the crops.

Watered what needed it.

Pulled two weeds that had somehow developed territorial ambitions overnight.

By the time I finished, my shoulders had warmed and the news had stopped sounding like a television segment.

It had become a question.

What happened to Morris if Brown decided Pelican Town was one of Silva’s mistakes?

I knew one person who would have opinions.

Unfortunately, that person sold seeds.

And opinions.

Usually at different prices.

I gathered what I needed, checked the money I had saved, and headed toward town.
 

Gamer1234556

Planter
Chapter 15
Pierre’s bell rang when I stepped inside.

The shop smelled like dry wood, paper bags, fertilizer, and vegetables arranged with suspicious confidence.

Morning light came through the front windows, catching dust in the air and turning the whole store briefly golden.

Commerce apparently wanted to look holy if you squinted.

Pierre stood behind the counter reading a folded newspaper.

He looked up.

“Ah! Mr. Eric.”

Then he saw my expression.

His smile shifted.

“That usually means either something died or you have a question.”

“Neither.”

“Good.”

“Joja.”

His smile disappeared.

“Worse.”

I nodded toward the newspaper.

“You see the news?”

Pierre tapped the front page.

“Brown.”

“So yes.”

“Yes.”

He folded the paper carefully.

Too carefully.

“What do you make of it?” I asked.

Pierre looked at me.

Then behind me, toward the window.

JojaMart wasn’t visible from this angle.

It didn’t need to be.

“Joja is reviewing its rural expansion,” he said.

“You sound happy.”

“I am allowed some happiness.”

“I didn’t say you weren’t.”

“Good.”

He straightened the newspaper.

“Silva spent years putting those stores everywhere. Every little town with enough people to fill a checkout line suddenly became an untapped market.”

“You've been following this?”

Pierre looked almost offended.

“Mr. Eric, that corporation has been trying to destroy businesses like mine for years. I pay attention.”

Fair.

“What do you think Brown does?”

Pierre’s mouth twisted.

“If I knew what Joja executives planned before they did it, I would be considerably richer.”

“Helpful.”

“I try.”

Then his expression settled.

“Maybe they finally realized rural expansion costs more than putting up a blue sign and shipping discount cereal into the countryside.”

That sounded harsher than I expected.

Not because Pierre disliked Joja.

That part was obvious.

Because there was something close to vindication beneath it.

“So this is good for you.”

“Yes.”

The answer came immediately.

Then Pierre hesitated.

His eyes moved toward the window again.

“Yes,” he repeated, quieter.

I thought about Shane.

Morris struggling means everyone under him gets worse schedules.

“Good for who?”

Pierre looked back at me.

There it was.

The part neither of us liked.

“If Brown closes underperforming branches,” I said, “what happens to Shane?”

Pierre’s jaw tightened.

“Shane is not my employee.”

“No.”

“Neither is Sam.”

“I know.”

“Or Claire.”

I said nothing.

Pierre looked down at the newspaper.

The front page showed Brown beside a headline about restructuring.

“Do you think I want them unemployed?”

“No.”

“Because I don’t.”

“I know.”

“But Joja hiring people here is part of the problem.”

“Because it makes people dependent.”

Pierre shook his head.

“Because it makes criticism expensive.”

That was better.

Sharper.

More honest.

He leaned one hand against the counter.

“If Morris were simply some outsider trying to undercut me, this would be easy. People would choose sides. They would shop here or there. I would win or lose.”

His fingers tightened against the wood.

“But Shane works there. Sam works there. Claire works there. People have rent. Families. Bills. So every time Joja hurts this town, someone says we cannot push too hard because the workers will suffer.”

He looked toward the newspaper.

“And they are right.”

That last part cost him something.

I could hear it.

“So Brown cutting Joja back could help you.”

“Yes.”

“And hurt them.”

“Yes.”

“Great system.”

Pierre gave me a tired look.

“Welcome to retail.”

I laughed once.

Not because it was funny.

Because he sounded like Shane.

That bothered me.

“Yesterday Shane said Morris is under pressure,” I said.

Pierre’s eyebrows rose.

“You and Shane had a conversation?”

“Technically.”

“Voluntary?”

“Debatable.”

“What did he say?”

“Regional wants numbers. Morris wants miracles.”

Pierre snorted.

“That sounds about right.”

“He said Morris has been dealing with expansion quotas, survey problems, delayed deliveries. Mine access.”

That changed Pierre’s face.

“Mine access.”

“Yeah.”

His fingers stopped moving.

I remembered Clint.

The low anger in his voice.

Weeks of lost orders because somebody had drilled into the mountain and then apparently misplaced the person responsible.

“Brown also talked about tighter authorization and contractor oversight.”

Pierre stared at me.

“After the drilling.”

“That's what I thought.”

He set the newspaper down.

“Do you know who approved that?”

“No.”

“Lewis?”

“Don't know.”

“Morris?”

“Sort of.”

Pierre stared.

“That is not an answer.”

“That is almost exactly what I told Shane.”

“What did he say?”

“Regional authorized surveys. Contractors did the work. Morris had local discretion over scheduling and access. Nobody seems to know how much.”

Pierre blinked.

“He manages a supermarket.”

“That was also my reaction.”

Pierre pushed himself away from the counter and began pacing behind it.

That was new.

Usually his movements back there had purpose.

Register.

Shelves.

Inventory.

Customer.

Now he was just angry.

“Do you understand how insane that sounds?”

“Yes.”

“You cannot simply arrive in a town, sell groceries, and then start drilling into its mountain.”

“Apparently you can.”

“Legally?”

I shrugged.

“Apparently enough that nobody stopped them.”

Pierre stopped.

“That is not the same thing.”

“No.”

We looked at each other.

That was the problem.

Legal.

Approved.

Authorized.

Permitted.

Four words that sounded solid until you asked whose signature was under them.

Pierre crossed his arms.

“Clint must be furious.”

“He is.”

“Good.”

I stared.

Pierre corrected himself.

“Not good that he is suffering. Good that he is furious.”

“Better.”

“The mines matter to half the town.”

“I’m starting to figure that out.”

“Clint’s work. Marlon. Supply. Tools. Ore. People buying food before going up there. Travelers passing through.”

“Economic circulation.”

Pierre pointed at me.

“Yes.”

I smiled slightly.

“You liked that phrase.”

“It is an accurate phrase.”

“Still sounds like something Joja would say.”

Pierre looked offended.

“I knew economics before Joja existed.”

That was probably true.

He returned to the counter.

“So Brown wants tighter control.”

“That's what he says.”

“Maybe the man has some sense.”

“He’s laying people off.”

Pierre went quiet.

There it was again.

Every clean conclusion lasted about four seconds in Pelican Town.

I looked at Brown’s photograph.

“You know what's strange?”

“What?”

“Morris came here under Silva.”

Pierre nodded.

“Silva wanted rural expansion.”

“Yes.”

“And now Brown is reviewing rural expansion.”

“Yes.”

I leaned against the counter.

“So Morris built his whole branch under a strategy the new CEO might already think was a mistake.”

Pierre's expression changed.

Slowly.

He had not thought about it that way.

Neither had I until this morning.

“That would explain some things,” he said.

“Like?”

“The promotions.”

“What promotions?”

Pierre waved vaguely toward the square.

“Membership drives. Discounts. Flyers. Every week it’s something else. He acts like he needs to prove Pelican Town is about to become Joja’s greatest rural success.”

I thought of Shane saying growth market like the words tasted rotten.

“Maybe he does.”

Pierre looked toward the window.

For a moment, I saw something unexpected in him.

Not sympathy.

Never that.

Recognition.

A businessman recognizing another businessman who had backed himself into a corner.

Then it vanished.

“He still chose how he treated people,” Pierre said.

“Yes.”

“Pressure doesn’t absolve him.”

“No.”

Pierre nodded.

That seemed important to him.

It was important to me too.

Dobson had been under pressure.

Olivia had been under pressure.

I had been under pressure.

Pressure explained behavior.

It did not automatically forgive it.

Pierre tapped the newspaper.

“Your grandfather probably would have had opinions about all of this.”

I sighed.

“Of course.”

Pierre smiled faintly.

“Not necessarily the opinions you think.”

I looked at him.

“Peter, from what I’ve heard, didn’t believe local meant righteous by default.”

That landed harder than I expected.

Because it complicated him.

And Pierre.

And the whole town.

At Joja, the enemy had been easy to name because it wore a blue logo and filed everything into metrics.

Here, the systems had names.

Faces.

Families.

Rent.

Pride.

Debt.

A door opened somewhere beyond the aisles.

For half a second, I thought another customer had come in.

Then I saw blue through the window.

Shane crossed the street carrying a crate under one arm.

Shoulders hunched.

Joja jacket dark against the morning.

Pierre followed my gaze.

His mouth tightened.

“Shane works there,” I said.

“I am aware.”

“I met him at the Saloon.”

“Then you received the warm version.”

“That was warm?”

“For Shane? Probably.”

I watched Shane disappear around the corner.

Pierre looked down.

“Jodi’s oldest works for Morris too.”

“Sam.”

“Yes.”

The name felt different now.

Jodi’s son.

Vincent’s brother.

Kent’s son.

Working beneath Morris while Kent was somewhere across the sea and Jodi held the house together with both hands.

“Joja employs a lot of people here.”

Pierre’s jaw shifted.

“That is part of the problem.”

“Because it makes criticism expensive.”

His eyes lifted to mine.

“Very good.”

“I'm learning.”

At Joja, Dobson never needed people to like him.

He only needed them to need the schedule.

The paycheck.

The reference.

The approval.

Morris was not Dobson.

Not exactly.

I barely knew him.

But the shape felt familiar.

A man standing between people and what they needed.

Smiling while he did it.

My shoulders tightened.

Pierre noticed.

“Careful,” he said.

“With Morris?”

“With easy comparisons.”

His mouth twisted.

“They are satisfying. That is why they are dangerous.”

I hated that he was probably right.

Morris was not Dobson.

Brown was not Silva.

Pierre was not some noble opposite of Joja.

Shane was not merely a victim.

Nobody here seemed interested in remaining simple long enough for me to understand them.

The shop went quiet.

Seed packets lined the shelves in bright little rows.

Each one promised growth if placed in the correct dirt, under the correct weather, with enough water and patience.

Across town, Joja promised convenience.

Inside me, both promises became numbers.

Pierre sighed.

“Small towns do not get clean fights, Mr. Eric.”

I looked at him.

“If Joja were only bad, people would resist faster. If local shops were only good, people would support them more easily.”

He gestured around the store.

“But everyone has rent. Everyone has children. Everyone has winter coming. Everyone has something they cannot afford to lose.”

I thought of Jodi’s house.

Sam joking loudly enough to cover an empty chair.

Vincent counting cookies into money.

Kent somewhere far away.

Claire beneath fluorescent lights.

Shane at the Saloon explaining regional policy while drinking through the consequences.

Clint looking toward a mine nobody could enter.

“And everyone says things from where they’re standing,” I said.

Pierre studied me.

“That,” he said, “is also true.”

Then his expression changed.

Not dramatically.

Shopkeeper mode simply returned like a curtain being pulled open.

“Speaking of things you cannot afford to lose.”

I narrowed my eyes.

“What?”

Pierre pointed behind me.

The backpack.

It hung beside the counter.

Blue fabric.

Reinforced straps.

Brass buckles.

More pockets than my current bag could dream of.

A small sign beneath it read:

BACKPACK UPGRADE — 2,000g

I stared.

Pierre smiled.

“No.”

“You haven’t heard the sales pitch.”

“I have functioning eyes.”

“Then half my work is complete.”

“You planned this transition.”

“I have no idea what you mean.”

“You just used corporate collapse to sell me luggage.”

Pierre placed one hand over his chest.

“Mr. Eric, I would never.”

“You absolutely would.”

“Only locally.”

I laughed.

The tension loosened.

Not gone.

Just enough.

I stepped closer to the backpack.

Twenty-four slots.

Twice the room.

Two thousand gold.

The number sat beneath it neat and merciless.

I had spent days chasing that number.

Fish by fish.

Onion by onion.

Errand by errand.

Tiny gains stacked against a single purchase that would not plant crops, repair the cottage, answer questions about Grandpa, reopen the mine, or make Shane less likely to glare at me like I had personally invented conversation.

It was just a bag.

A very expensive bag.

I checked the money in my pocket.

Enough.

Barely comfortable enough.

Pierre watched my face.

“Every farmer has this moment.”

“The moment where they stare at a backpack and question every life decision that brought them here?”

“Usually, yes.”

I looked at him.

“You’re too honest for a salesman.”

“Only when honesty helps the sale.”

“At least that's honest too.”

He chuckled and lifted the backpack from the hook.

“Think of it less as a purchase and more as removing a constraint.”

I froze.

Pierre noticed.

“What?”

I stared at him.

“Removing a constraint.”

“Yes.”

“That is exactly the sort of phrase Joja uses.”

His expression changed.

Not offended.

Interested.

“How?”

“Capacity limitations. Operational friction. Bottlenecks. Throughput. Efficiency.”

Pierre looked at the backpack.

Then at me.

“I meant that you have a small bag.”

“I know.”

“And this is a bigger one.”

“I know.”

“And therefore you can carry more things.”

“I know.”

“Joja did not invent arithmetic.”

That stopped me.

Pierre set the backpack on the counter.

“Do you think corporations own every useful idea because they learned how to put unpleasant words around them?”

I frowned.

“No.”

“Good.”

He opened one of the compartments.

“More room means more crops. More forage. More fish. More mining haul once they reopen the mines. Fewer trips home. Less wasted time.”

The numbers started moving automatically.

More fish per trip.

More forage.

Longer mining runs.

Less time walking back to storage.

Higher daily output.

More income.

Faster upgrades.

Revenue.

Capacity.

Efficiency.

Return on investment.

My stomach tightened.

Joja had followed me again.

Not through Morris.

Not through Shane.

Not through Brown appearing on television.

Through arithmetic.

I stared at the backpack.

Pierre noticed.

“You’re doing something strange with your face.”

“Thinking.”

“Dangerous.”

“Apparently.”

I ran one hand over the reinforced strap.

“That's the problem.”

“What?”

“This makes sense.”

Pierre blinked.

“Yes.”

“Too much sense.”

“That usually helps when buying things.”

I exhaled.

“I spent years watching Joja turn every problem into capacity. More work. More output. More efficiency. Somebody leaves? Everybody else absorbs the workload. Department falls behind? Increase targets. System breaks? Optimize the system harder.”

Pierre listened.

Actually listened.

“And now I’m standing here thinking the same way about the farm.”

He leaned against the counter.

“Are you planning to fire yourself?”

“No.”

“Underpay yourself?”

“Technically already doing that.”

“Exploit your own labor?”

I stared.

Pierre winced.

“Bad example.”

“A little.”

He folded his arms.

“Mr. Eric, growing is not the same thing as exploitation.”

“No.”

“Efficiency is not automatically cruelty.”

“I know.”

“Capacity is not automatically greed.”

“I know.”

He paused.

“You don’t sound convinced.”

I looked at the backpack again.

Maybe because those words had been used around me so often that they carried the smell of fluorescent lights now.

But Pierre was right.

A hammer was not responsible for every broken thumb.

Arithmetic was not Joja.

Joja had simply taught me how easily arithmetic could become permission.

“Maybe numbers are survival,” I said.

Pierre nodded.

“They often are.”

“But they can also become the only thing you see.”

“That too.”

I looked at him.

That answer surprised me.

Pierre smiled slightly.

“You think small business owners don’t worry about that?”

I glanced around the shop.

Prices.

Seeds.

Inventory.

Produce.

Caroline somewhere upstairs.

Abigail somewhere beyond the door.

A family built above a register.

Right.

Pierre picked up the backpack.

“The question isn't whether you grow.”

He held it out to me.

“It is whether you remember what the growth is for.”

That landed harder than I wanted.

Brown appeared in my head.

Disciplined scale.

Morris trying to prove Pelican Town was a growth market.

Silva opening stores across the countryside because expansion itself had become evidence of success.

My old department losing workers while Dobson demanded higher productivity from whoever remained.

I looked down at the bag.

“That's annoyingly reasonable.”

“I have my moments.”

“How much?”

Pierre stared at me.

“Eric.”

“I know. Two thousand.”

“You have been staring at the sign for days.”

“I was hoping it changed out of pity.”

“It did not.”

“Worth trying.”

I counted the money onto the counter.

The loss hurt immediately.

Two thousand gold.

Gone.

Seeds I could have bought.

Tools I could have saved for.

Food.

Repairs.

Everything the farm still needed.

Pierre counted it once.

Then pushed the backpack toward me.

“There.”

I transferred everything from the old bag.

The difference was ridiculous.

My tools disappeared into compartments that still left empty space.

Actual empty space.

I stared inside.

“This feels illegal.”

Pierre laughed.

“Twenty-four slots.”

“I can carry civilization.”

“Please don't.”

I swung the new backpack over my shoulders.

The straps settled more comfortably than the old ones.

Lighter.

Even though technically nothing I owned weighed less.

Pierre picked up my old pack.

“You want this?”

“Keep it.”

“For what?”

“Evidence.”

“Evidence of what?”

“That I survived the starter pack.”

“I’ll mark the occasion.”

I adjusted the straps.

More space.

More opportunity.

More time away from the farm before needing to return.

More fish.

More ore.

More forage.

More everything.

There it was again.

The thrill.

And immediately behind it:

pressure.

Pierre must have seen something in my face.

“More room only helps if you fill it wisely.”

I looked at him.

“That sounded like advice.”

“It was.”

“Are you charging?”

“Not today.”

“Generous.”

“Effective.”

I started toward the door.

Then stopped.

“Pierre.”

“Yes?”

“You really think Brown pulling back from rural expansion helps Pelican Town?”

He didn't answer immediately.

That was why I believed what came next.

“I think Morris failing helps me.”

Honest.

Ugly.

“I think Joja having less control helps this town.”

He looked toward the window.

“And I think people losing their jobs hurts this town.”

His hand rested against the newspaper.

“All three can be true.”

I nodded.

“Yeah.”

“That is the irritating part.”

“I'm noticing.”

Pierre smiled faintly.

“Peter probably noticed too.”

I groaned.

“There it is.”

“Had to get one in before you left.”

“Contractual obligation?”

“Local tradition.”

I opened the door.

The bell rang overhead.

Outside, the sun had climbed high enough to warm the square.

I stepped onto the path.

The new backpack shifted against my shoulders.

For the first time since arriving, my bag was nearly empty and still had room left over.

It should have made me feel lighter.

In a way, it did.

I looked across town.

Toward the Saloon.

Toward Clint’s shop.

Toward the road leading north to the blocked mine.

JojaMart sat farther east, hidden beyond the buildings.

Morris was somewhere inside it.

Probably checking numbers.

Probably being asked why a rural branch opened under Ernesto Silva wasn’t growing fast enough under Darian Brown.

That almost made me feel sorry for him.

Almost.

Then I remembered Clint’s mine.

Shane’s schedules.

The drilling.

Pressure explained people.

It did not absolve them.

I adjusted the straps.

More room meant more opportunity.

More opportunity meant more pressure.

But pressure did not have to travel downward forever.

That was something Joja had taught me accidentally.

Someone could stop passing it along.

I looked toward the farm road.

Brown thought Joja needed disciplined scale.

Morris thought Pelican Town needed growth.

Pierre thought local businesses needed enough margin to survive.

I had just spent two thousand gold increasing my own capacity because I wanted to stay out longer, gather more, sell more, build faster.

Everybody wanted something to grow.

Maybe growth wasn't the question.

Maybe the question was what happened to everyone standing underneath it.

I started toward the farm.

Today, I had bought space.

Tomorrow, I would find things to put inside it.

That was supposed to mean I could carry more.

I was beginning to understand that it also meant deciding what was worth carrying at all.
 

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Planter
Chapter 16
I had barely made it halfway across the square before a gridball bounced in front of me.

Not rolled.

Bounced.

Hard.

It hit the cobblestones once, shot sideways, and nearly took out a flowerpot before I caught it against my chest.

I stared at the ball.

Then toward the source.

Alex stood near the path outside his grandparents’ house, hands on his hips.

“Nice catch.”

“You almost killed a geranium.”

“It survived.”

“That doesn’t make the throw good.”

“It made the catch better.”

I looked down at the gridball.

Then back at him.

“That logic seems dangerous.”

He grinned.

Alex looked exactly like someone who had been awake for hours and enjoyed it.

That alone made me suspicious.

His jacket was open despite the morning chill, the varsity star bright against one side. His hair looked annoyingly deliberate. Not styled exactly. Just the kind of hair that somehow stayed where it was supposed to while mine had spent the last week developing political independence.

More irritatingly, he looked rested.

Actually rested.

I had spent the morning watering crops, thinking about Darian Brown dismantling Ernesto Silva’s expansion strategy, listening to Pierre explain economics, and handing over two thousand gold for a backpack.

Alex apparently woke up and threw things.

I held out the gridball.

“You always train in the middle of the street?”

“Not always.”

“That sounds like yes.”

He took it.

“Street’s mostly empty.”

“Until someone gets hit.”

“You caught it.”

“That was self-defense.”

“Still counts.”

He tossed the ball into the air and caught it one-handed.

Of course.

I adjusted the straps of my new backpack.

Alex noticed immediately.

“New bag?”

“Yeah.”

“Finally.”

I stared at him.

“Finally?”

“You looked like you were carrying your whole farm in a grocery sack.”

“It cost two thousand gold.”

His eyebrows rose.

“For a backpack?”

“Thank you. That was also my reaction.”

He whistled.

“Must be worth it.”

“That’s what Pierre says.”

“Pierre says everything he sells is worth it.”

“Also my reaction.”

Alex laughed.

Then his eyes moved past me.

The expression disappeared.

Not completely.

Enough.

I followed his gaze.

Shane was walking toward the eastern road.

Joja jacket.

Hands buried in his pockets.

Shoulders forward.

He looked tired even from a distance.

Not sleepy.

Compressed.

Like his body had learned to make itself smaller during work hours and forgotten to expand again afterward.

Alex glanced over.

“You’re late again.”

Shane didn’t stop.

“Mind your business.”

“Hard when you stomp through town like a thundercloud.”

Shane’s eyes flicked toward me.

Then away.

“What do you want?”

“Nothing,” I said.

“Good.”

He kept walking.

Alex watched him go and snorted.

“Guy’s always like that.”

I looked after Shane.

The blue jacket caught the sunlight for half a second before he turned down the road.

Yesterday, I would have agreed faster.

Maybe not completely.

Fast enough.

Now I heard Shane explaining expansion quotas.

Regional wants numbers.

Morris wants miracles.

Stronger protocol after somebody gives them a reason.

I thought about the beer he had left on the counter.

Not untouched.

Not finished either.

“JojaMart?” I asked.

“Yeah.” Alex bounced the gridball once and caught it. “Him. Sam. Claire. Martin too, when he’s around.”

I nodded.

“Anyone else?”

“Depends what you mean by works there.”

“That usually means employed.”

“Then no. But Andy and Susan are through there a lot.”

I frowned.

“Andy and Susan?”

“Farmers.”

That got my attention.

“Here?”

“Nah.”

Alex pointed vaguely west with the gridball.

“Andy’s got a place outside the valley. Susan too. Different farms.”

“They sell to Joja?”

“Supply contracts, I think.”

That was interesting.

I had spent the last few days thinking of JojaMart as a store.

That was stupid.

Of course it was more than a store.

Shelves did not fill themselves.

Produce had to come from somewhere.

Milk.

Eggs.

Grain.

Fruit.

Frozen food.

Half the things Morris sold cheaply enough to make Pierre furious had started as somebody else’s work.

“What do they grow?”

Alex shrugged.

“Andy does a lot of grain. Vegetables too, I think. Susan’s got more mixed stuff.”

“You know them?”

“Not really.”

He turned the gridball slowly between his palms.

“Andy comes through more. Complains every time.”

“About Morris?”

“About everything.”

I smiled.

“Does he like Joja?”

Alex gave me a look.

“I said he supplies them.”

“Fair.”

“Gramps talks to him sometimes when they run into each other.”

“At Joja?”

“Yeah.”

That surprised me.

Maybe Alex noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You did the face.”

“What face?”

“The judgment face.”

“I don’t have a judgment face.”

“You definitely do.”

“I was thinking.”

“Same face.”

I looked toward George and Evelyn’s house.

“George shops at Joja?”

“Sometimes.”

Alex said it like the question barely deserved answering.

“Cheaper.”

Right.

Of course.

That was the part Pierre could dislike as much as he wanted without making it disappear.

Cheaper mattered.

Especially when money was fixed.

Especially when mobility was limited.

Especially when walking across town for principles required a body willing to cooperate.

“Pierre probably loves that.”

Alex laughed.

“Pierre can tell Grandpa where to shop if he wants to die.”

“Noted.”

“And Granny still shops at Pierre’s sometimes. Depends what they need.”

There it was again.

No clean fight.

Apparently Pelican Town considered ideological consistency a luxury product.

Alex bounced the gridball again.

“You know, people act like Joja’s cursed or something.”

I looked at him.

“It isn’t?”

“No.”

“That sounded confident.”

“It’s a store.”

“That drills into mountains.”

He paused.

“Okay. That part was stupid.”

“Strong endorsement.”

“But you know what I mean.”

“I’m learning that sentence usually means I’m about to disagree.”

Alex rolled his eyes.

“Work sucks sometimes. Bosses suck. Customers suck. Doesn’t mean you get to be a jerk to everybody because your job’s bad.”

I looked toward the road where Shane had disappeared.

There it was.

Not cruelty.

Certainty.

The kind that came easily when problems still looked like things you could train through.

“Maybe,” I said.

Alex raised an eyebrow.

“You defending him?”

“No.”

“Sounded like it.”

“I’m saying places can do things to people.”

Alex shrugged.

“People do things to people too.”

That was also true.

Annoyingly.

I thought of Shane at the Saloon.

The corner table.

The beer.

The way his anger landed on everyone nearby.

Then Jas.

Not at me always.

The qualifier bothered me more every time I remembered it.

Not always.

Like harm became smaller if it missed you by a room.

“Yeah,” I said. “They do.”

Alex tossed the gridball from one hand to the other.

“Then what are we arguing about?”

“I don’t know.”

“Good talk.”

“Wait.”

He stopped.

“You really think that’s it?”

“That what’s it?”

“If someone treats people badly, the reason doesn’t matter?”

Alex frowned.

“I didn’t say it doesn’t matter.”

“Sounded like it.”

“Now you’re doing the thing.”

“What thing?”

“The annoying thing where you make what I said more complicated.”

“That might just be conversation.”

“Sounds exhausting.”

“It is.”

Alex tucked the gridball beneath one arm.

For a second, he looked toward Shane’s road again.

Then back to me.

“I get that people have problems.”

His voice had lost some of the teasing.

“I’m not stupid.”

“I didn’t say you were.”

“But everybody has something.”

He shrugged.

“Bad job. Bad family. Money. Whatever.”

The word family came and went quickly.

Too quickly to hold.

“That doesn’t mean everybody around you has to get hit by it.”

I said nothing.

The sentence landed harder than the conversation seemed to deserve.

Alex did not look upset.

Did not look vulnerable.

If anything, he looked irritated that the answer was not obvious.

“Places can mess you up,” he continued. “People can mess you up. Fine.”

He bounced the gridball.

Caught it.

“But at some point you still decide what you do next.”

I studied him.

“That's a lot of certainty.”

“You say that like it’s bad.”

“I don’t know yet.”

He grinned.

“That sounds terrible.”

“What?”

“Not knowing.”

“You prefer knowing?”

“Obviously.”

“Even when you don’t?”

The grin remained.

Barely.

“I know enough.”

Interesting.

I had heard that tone before.

Not from Alex.

From myself.

Whenever somebody asked whether I was tired.

Whether I could afford something.

Whether another trip into the mine was sensible.

Enough.

I had enough energy.

Enough food.

Enough time.

Enough information.

Enough control.

Enough was a flexible word when stopping felt worse.

Alex threw the gridball high.

It rotated cleanly against the sky.

He caught it against his chest without looking down.

“Anyway,” he said, “Shane’s Shane.”

“That clears everything up.”

“You’re welcome.”

He stepped backward, setting his feet.

Then he looked at me again.

His eyes moved over my shoulders.

Arms.

Posture.

Apparently I had become livestock at an auction.

“What?”

“You look terrible.”

“Thank you.”

“No, seriously.”

“That helps.”

“You always stand like that?”

“Like what?”

Alex exaggerated my posture.

Shoulders rounded.

Head slightly forward.

Arms hanging loose like both had independently resigned.

I stared.

“I do not stand like that.”

“You’re doing it right now.”

I straightened immediately.

His grin widened.

“See?”

“I hate you a little.”

“You’re welcome.”

He pointed at my arms.

“Farm work?”

“Mostly.”

“Mines too?”

“Some.”

“Fishing?”

“Yes.”

“Chopping trees?”

“Yes.”

“Then why do you look surprised that you’re tired?”

“I’m not surprised.”

“You look offended by it.”

That shut me up for half a second.

Alex nodded like he had won something.

“Exactly.”

“Don't get excited.”

“You need to train.”

I stared at him.

“I work all day.”

“That’s not training.”

“My spine disagrees.”

“Work is work. Training is training.”

“Very informative.”

“You want help or not?”

“I haven’t decided.”

Alex shifted the gridball beneath his arm.

“Farm work is repetitive. Same movements all the time. If you build strength around that, it gets easier.”

“That actually sounded intelligent.”

His expression flattened.

“I know things.”

“I’m adjusting.”

“Try faster.”

I smiled.

“Pierre just sold me a bigger backpack because apparently my problem was insufficient capacity.”

Alex nodded immediately.

“Smart.”

“You agree with Pierre?”

“About the bag.”

“Dangerous.”

“More room means fewer trips.”

“That's exactly what he said.”

“Because it's obvious.”

I adjusted the straps.

“More room also means I can stay out longer.”

“Yes.”

“Carry more.”

“Yes.”

“Do more.”

“Yes.”

“And your solution to the farm exhausting me is what?”

“Train harder.”

I stared at him.

Alex stared back.

“That's your answer to everything?”

He thought about it.

“Most things.”

I laughed.

“No, seriously.”

“So am I.”

“What if you’re exhausted?”

“Recover.”

“And then?”

“Train.”

“What if training made you exhausted?”

“Recover better.”

“And then?”

“Train.”

I rubbed my face.

“You've built a religion.”

“It works.”

“For what?”

He tossed the gridball again.

“Getting better.”

Simple.

Immediate.

He said it like those two words settled the matter.

Maybe for him, they did.

“Better at what?”

“Whatever you’re doing.”

“That seems suspiciously broad.”

Alex shrugged.

“You do something enough, you improve.”

“Not everything works that way.”

Most people would have argued.

Alex went quiet.

Only for a second.

Then he bounced the ball again.

“I know.”

There.

Small.

Almost nothing.

Then his certainty slid back into place.

“But enough things do.”

I looked at the gridball.

“How long have you played?”

“Since I was a kid.”

“Just for fun?”

Alex looked personally offended.

“No.”

“Sorry.”

“I’m going pro.”

He said it without smiling.

That was what caught me.

Not:

I want to.

Not:

Maybe.

Not:

If things work out.

I’m going pro.

A fact.

The same tone I used for weather after reading the forecast.

“Gridball?”

“Yeah.”

“I know what gridball is.”

“Wasn’t sure.”

“I lived in Zuzu City, not underground.”

“People in the city are weird.”

“Pelican Town has a Wizard.”

Alex considered that.

“Okay. Point.”

“You trying out somewhere?”

“Eventually.”

“Eventually where?”

“College first. Probably.”

“Probably?”

“Kinesiology. Sports science. Something useful.”

“You've got this planned.”

“Obviously.”

I waited.

Alex frowned.

“What?”

“How planned?”

“Enough.”

There was that word again.

I smiled.

“That sounds like not very planned.”

“It’s planned enough.”

“That’s what people say when they have a destination and no map.”

“You don’t need the whole map.”

“That is a terrifying sentence.”

“You need the next step.”

He shifted his stance.

Feet apart.

Shoulders loose.

Ball ready.

“Then the one after that.”

He tossed it.

Caught it.

“Then the one after that.”

I watched him.

There was something almost comforting about the simplicity.

Practice.

Improve.

Move forward.

A future broken into motions small enough to repeat.

I understood the attraction.

Maybe too well.

Farm work did the same thing to me.

Water this row.

Clear that tree.

Catch another fish.

Break another stone.

Earn enough for the backpack.

Then the tool.

Then the building.

Then whatever came after that.

A life reorganized into tasks.

Tasks were easier than uncertainty.

“What if you don’t make it?” I asked.

Alex missed the catch.

Not badly.

The gridball struck his fingertips, dropped, bounced once against the road.

He grabbed it immediately.

Too quickly.

“I will.”

“I’m not saying you won’t.”

“You kind of are.”

“I’m asking.”

He brushed dirt from the ball.

“Then I try again.”

“And if that doesn’t work?”

“Then I get better.”

“And if getting better isn’t enough?”

His jaw tightened.

There.

Tiny.

Then the grin came back.

“Man, you are depressing.”

“I’ve heard that.”

“A lot?”

“Recently.”

Alex threw the ball harder this time.

Caught it.

“Good thing I’m not.”

“Depressing?”

“Worried.”

That answer was also too fast.

I looked at him.

He noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You did the face again.”

“Thinking.”

“Stop.”

“Can't.”

“Train harder.”

I laughed.

Alex did too.

For a few seconds, the conversation became easier.

Then a dog barked from behind the house.

Alex turned immediately.

His whole posture changed.

Not alarmed.

Attentive.

Dusty bounded around the corner, tail moving fast enough to become structurally questionable.

“Hey!”

Alex crouched before the dog reached him.

Dusty nearly tackled him anyway.

Alex caught him around the shoulders, laughing as the dog shoved its face against his chest.

“Yeah, yeah. I know.”

Dusty barked.

Alex scratched behind his ears.

The confidence disappeared.

Not because Alex became uncertain.

Because he stopped performing anything at all.

He was just nineteen.

Young.

Happy.

A dog leaning into him like there was nowhere else in the world either of them needed to be.

Then George’s voice came from the open window.

“Boy!”

Alex closed his eyes.

“There it is.”

“What?”

“My fan club.”

“Alex!”

“I heard you!”

“If you heard me, answer!”

“I just did!”

George appeared partly through the window, visible from the shoulders up.

He looked at me.

Then Alex.

Then the gridball.

“You still wasting daylight?”

Alex stood.

“I’m training.”

“For what? Becoming professionally unemployed?”

Alex’s shoulders tightened.

Only slightly.

I looked between them.

George continued.

“Evelyn needs help moving those pots before she throws her back out.”

“I was going to.”

“You were throwing a ball.”

“For training.”

“Plants don't care.”

Alex sighed.

“I said I’ll do it.”

George grunted and disappeared from the window.

Dusty looked toward the house.

Then at Alex.

Alex threw one hand up.

“What?”

I tried not to smile.

Failed.

“Professional athlete.”

“Shut up.”

“Strong start.”

“He does that.”

“George?”

“Yeah.”

Alex picked up the gridball.

“He thinks anything that doesn’t hurt immediately isn’t work.”

“That sounds exhausting.”

“He’s old.”

“As opposed to famously cheerful young George?”

Alex laughed despite himself.

“Okay. Fair.”

He looked toward the house.

Something softened in his expression.

Not enough that he would have admitted it.

“Granny actually does need help with those pots.”

“So go help.”

“I am.”

He didn’t move.

I waited.

Alex looked toward the road leading out of town.

Not Joja this time.

Farther.

Past the valley.

The moment lasted perhaps two seconds.

Then he bounced the gridball again.

“You ever want to leave?”

The question surprised me.

“I just got here.”

“Not what I asked.”

I stared at him.

Apparently Alex was allowed to do that too.

“I left somewhere to come here.”

“That’s different.”

“Why?”

“Because this was where you were going.”

“That’s generally how leaving works.”

He rolled his eyes.

“You know what I mean.”

I did.

Maybe.

“You want out?”

Alex looked toward the road again.

“Nah.”

Too fast.

Then:

“Not like that.”

“Like what?”

“I don't hate Pelican Town.”

He looked irritated by the possibility.

“It’s fine.”

High praise.

“Granny’s here. Grandpa’s here. Haley.”

That last name came out differently.

Not romantic.

Not yet.

Just familiar enough to carry weight.

“Sam. Everyone.”

He tucked the gridball beneath his arm.

“But I’m not staying here forever.”

Certainty again.

“What if gridball takes you somewhere else?”

“That’s the plan.”

“You sound pretty comfortable leaving.”

Alex gave me a strange look.

“Why wouldn’t I?”

I almost said:

Because people stay behind.

Eirika appeared in my mind immediately.

Mom.

Dad.

Grandpa.

Different houses.

Different routines.

Years turning distance into habit.

I didn't say any of it.

Not to Alex.

Not yet.

Instead:

“Some people find it hard.”

He shrugged.

“You can leave and still come back.”

Simple.

Of course.

I almost envied him.

Maybe because he still believed distance behaved if you told it to.

Maybe because I once had too.

“Grandpa okay with you leaving?”

Alex snorted.

“He’d complain either way.”

“That sounds like George.”

“He thinks I should do something.”

“Gridball counts?”

“He thinks gridball is stupid.”

“Also sounds like George.”

“Yeah.”

Alex smiled.

Then added:

“But he hates quitters more.”

Something about the sentence changed him.

Not much.

His shoulders straightened.

I wondered how many times he had heard it.

Maybe enough that George no longer needed to be in the room.

“What about Evelyn?”

Alex’s expression softened immediately.

“Granny thinks I can do anything.”

“That sounds healthier.”

“It’s worse.”

I laughed.

“How?”

“You disappoint someone who thinks you’re an idiot, who cares?”

He spun the ball once in his hands.

“Disappoint Granny and you’re going to hell.”

That made me laugh harder.

Alex grinned.

Then the grin faded, just around the edges.

“She wants me to go, though.”

“Go where?”

“Anywhere.”

He shrugged.

“College. Gridball. City. Whatever.”

“That's surprisingly broad.”

“She says young people are supposed to leave sometimes.”

I thought about that.

“And you agree?”

“Yeah.”

Another answer too fast.

Then Alex looked at Dusty.

The dog had settled beside his leg.

His hand dropped automatically to Dusty’s head.

“I mean…”

He scratched behind one ear.

“I'm not going to live with my grandparents forever.”

There was nothing sad in the sentence.

Not openly.

Something underneath it anyway.

A future where leaving and loss sat close enough to share a border.

I knew better than to push.

We barely knew each other.

Maybe that was why the conversation had gone this far.

Strangers sometimes let things slip because they had not yet learned where you might use them.

Alex cleared his throat.

“Anyway.”

There it was.

Door closed.

“Anyway,” I agreed.

His confidence returned so quickly that if I hadn’t been looking for the seam, I might have believed there wasn't one.

He pointed at me.

“Your shoulders.”

“What about them?”

“Still bad.”

“I straightened.”

“Then stopped.”

I immediately corrected my posture.

Alex grinned.

“See?”

“I'm starting to think this is just bullying.”

“Free coaching.”

“Worth every gold.”

“Seriously. You keep working like that, you're going to wreck yourself.”

I stared at him.

“Was that concern?”

“No.”

“Sounded like concern.”

“Professional assessment.”

“You're not a professional.”

“Future professional.”

“Convenient.”

He picked up the gridball with both hands.

“Farm work is strength, endurance, mobility. You do all three badly enough, something breaks.”

“You really do know this stuff.”

Alex’s face changed.

Pride.

Not arrogance exactly.

Something cleaner.

“I told you.”

“Sports science?”

“Probably.”

There was that word again.

“Maybe you should actually study it.”

“I will.”

“You said probably.”

“For the major.”

“You've thought about the difference?”

He looked irritated.

“Yes.”

“Good.”

“Why do you sound surprised every time I know something?”

I opened my mouth.

Closed it.

Fair.

“That might be my problem.”

“It is.”

“Confident.”

“You should try it.”

I smiled.

“Just decide I'm confident?”

“Kind of.”

“That cannot possibly be how it works.”

“Why not?”

“Because emotions don't obey instructions.”

Alex bounced the ball once.

“Bodies do.”

That line stopped me.

He continued before I answered.

“Mostly.”

He set his feet.

“You stand like you're confident long enough, you stop thinking about it.”

“That sounds fake.”

“No.”

His answer came immediately.

“Fake is pretending you did something you didn't.”

He shifted his weight.

“Practice is doing something until you can.”

I looked at him.

Alex seemed surprised I had gone quiet.

“What?”

“That was annoyingly good.”

“I'm full of wisdom.”

“Let's not ruin it.”

He grinned.

But the line stayed with me.

Practice.

Doing something until you can.

Maybe confidence worked that way for Alex.

Not a natural resource.

A muscle.

Something exercised.

Something he had been building long enough that everyone else mistook it for bone.

He threw the gridball.

Higher this time.

The ball rose into the bright Spring sky.

For a second, it seemed to hang there.

Then it came down.

Alex caught it cleanly.

No hesitation.

No surprise.

Like the possibility of missing had never entered the calculation.

“See?” he said.

“See what?”

“Better.”

“You threw a ball.”

“And caught it.”

“You've been doing that the whole conversation.”

“Exactly.”

I laughed.

“That's your proof?”

“Reps.”

“Reps.”

“Do enough of them.”

“And everything works?”

“I didn’t say everything.”

That surprised me.

Alex tucked the ball beneath one arm.

“Just more than sitting around worrying.”

There it was again.

Action.

Always action.

Shane gets angry?

Choose better.

Farm hurts?

Train.

Gridball uncertain?

Practice.

Future distant?

Move toward it.

Fear?

Do something before anyone sees it.

Maybe I was inventing parts of him.

Probably.

I had known Alex for less time than some of my crops.

Still.

I recognized the shape.

Not because we were alike.

We weren't.

Alex turned his fear into motion.

I turned mine into work.

Maybe that was close enough.

George called from inside again.

“Alex!”

Alex sighed.

“Coming!”

“You should probably go.”

“Yeah.”

He started toward the house.

Then stopped.

Turned.

“If you want, I can show you some exercises.”

I raised an eyebrow.

“For the farm?”

“Yeah.”

“You charge?”

“No.”

“Suspicious.”

“Maybe I just don't want to watch you walk around like a dying scarecrow all Spring.”

“That sounds more believable.”

Alex grinned.

“Tomorrow morning?”

“I have crops.”

“After.”

“I might fish.”

“After.”

“I might go to the mines.”

He stared at me.

“Then definitely before.”

I laughed.

“I’ll think about it.”

“That means no.”

“That means I'll think about it.”

“Same thing.”

He tossed the gridball once more.

Caught it.

“Train harder, farmer.”

Then he jogged toward the house.

Dusty sprinted after him.

I watched Alex reach the porch, set the gridball carefully beside the steps, and disappear inside.

A moment later, he returned carrying two large flowerpots.

Evelyn followed behind him with a smaller one.

She said something I couldn't hear.

Alex laughed.

George shouted something from inside.

Alex shouted back.

Normal.

Or whatever normal looked like in a house where three generations had apparently learned affection through arguments.

I adjusted my backpack again.

Twenty-four slots.

Twice the capacity.

Pierre had sold me space.

Alex had offered strength.

Both of them treated improvement like the answer to an obvious question.

More room.

More muscle.

More practice.

More capability.

I understood the appeal.

That was the dangerous part.

At Joja, becoming capable had never made life lighter.

It had only taught management how much more I could carry.

The farm was different.

I wanted it to be different.

Still, I had bought the larger backpack.

Tomorrow I would fill it.

The day after that, I would probably find something else I could improve.

Alex wasn't wrong.

Getting stronger mattered.

Getting better mattered.

The question I couldn't shake was what happened after you became strong enough for everyone—including yourself—to expect more.

I looked toward George and Evelyn's house.

Through the open window, Alex moved one flowerpot, then another.

He returned outside for the gridball.

For half a second, he stood alone in the yard, ball held against his side.

Then he threw it high.

Caught it.

Again.

Higher.

Again.

Each repetition looked effortless from the road.

Maybe that was the trick.

Practice something long enough and people stopped seeing the practice.

They only saw confidence.

I started toward the farm.

Behind me, the gridball hit Alex’s hands again.

Clean.

Certain.

Already preparing for the next throw.
 
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Gamer1234556

Planter
Football? Not Gridball?
Check over this chapter, please, there're a few times, where you say Football instead of Gridball.

Pretty nice conversation with Alex, btw. Makes me wish he'd more of such talk in the game 🥰
Yeah, thanks for catching that. Honestly, the whole terminology is sort of confusing since what Alex is basically holding is a football, so I assumed football and gridball are the same.
But uh... they aren't.
It's weird.

But yeah, I'll just change it to gridball coming forward.
 

Cuddlebug

Farmer
Honestly, the whole terminology is sort of confusing since what Alex is basically holding is a football, so I assumed football and gridball are the same.
But uh... they aren't.
Totally agree, but to follow the game canon the football requested a name change to gridball, probably was to confuse the Russians 😉😇

I was quite confused, when I found out years ago, that Football isn't the same game as the german soccer, although in my logic for english it had to be the same, bc the word "Football" is the exact translation for our word "Fußball" ... 🤓
 

Gamer1234556

Planter
Totally agree, but to follow the game canon the football requested a name change to gridball, probably was to confuse the Russians 😉😇

I was quite confused, when I found out years ago, that Football isn't the same game as the german soccer, although in my logic for english it had to be the same, bc the word "Football" is the exact translation for our word "Fußball" ... 🤓
Yeah, I always wondered if the language barrier had something to do with it, but I decided to just save the headache and change everything lol.
 

Gamer1234556

Planter
Chapter 17
I spotted Penny beneath the big tree near the library.

She sat with her back against the trunk, knees folded to one side, a book open across her lap. Yellow shirt, brown skirt, reddish hair falling forward slightly as she read. The leaves above her moved in the breeze, scattering sunlight across the page in shifting patches.

For once, she did not look like she was hurrying somewhere.

Or apologizing for being seen.

She looked still.

That made me hesitate.

But curiosity won.

Or maybe guilt did.

Our first real interaction outside the museum had been Pam shouting across the Saloon and Penny turning red like she wanted to disappear into the floorboards. I had not caused that, exactly, but I had been standing close enough to become part of it.

I walked over carefully.

“What are you reading?”

Penny jumped slightly, one hand pressing the book flat as if it might escape.

“Oh—sorry!” she said quickly. “I was lost in thought.”

“I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“No, it’s fine. I scare easily when I’m reading.”

“That sounds dangerous for someone who reads under trees.”

A small smile appeared.

Only for a second.

But it counted.

“You’re Eric, right?”

“Yeah. New farmer, occasional fisherman, professional backpack haver as of this morning.”

Her eyes flicked to the new pack.

“Oh. You got it.”

“Finally.”

“That must help.”

“It does. It also makes me feel like I have no excuse to be inefficient now.”

Penny looked at me for a moment.

Then said, softly, “That sounds exhausting.”

I blinked.

Most people had laughed when I said things like that. Or offered advice. Or turned it into a joke.

Penny just understood the weight of the sentence.

“Yeah,” I said. “It can be.”

She looked down at the book again, fingers resting against the page.

“I suppose more room doesn’t always mean less to carry.”

That landed so cleanly I almost forgot why I had walked over.

“No,” I said. “Apparently not.”

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

The square moved around us in small sounds: distant footsteps, leaves whispering, Pierre’s door opening and closing, someone laughing faintly near the fountain. Pelican Town was not quiet, exactly. It just knew how to make noise without becoming a machine.

I shifted awkwardly.

“Also, I wanted to say sorry.”

Penny looked up.

“For what?”

“The Saloon. Yesterday. With Pam.”

Her face changed.

There it was.

The retreat.

Not dramatic. Just a little inward fold, like she had practiced making herself smaller before anyone could look too closely.

“You don’t have to apologize for that.”

“I know. But I still wanted to.”

“She didn’t mean anything by it.”

“I figured.”

“She just…” Penny’s fingers tightened on the edge of the book. “She gets loud.”

That was a gentle way to say it.

Too gentle, probably.

I sat on the grass a careful distance away, not close enough to crowd her.

“At Joja, people got loud too,” I said. “Usually for different reasons.”

Penny studied me.

“You worked for Joja, right?”

“Yeah.”

“The city office?”

I nodded.

“Not the mart here?”

“No. Corporate side. Cubicles, metrics, grey walls, the whole soul-removal package.”

She smiled faintly, then looked guilty for smiling.

“Sorry.”

“No, that was the correct response.”

Her shoulders loosened a little.

“That sounds awful.”

“It was.”

“Then why did you stay?”

The question was not sharp.

That made it harder.

I looked toward the road leading out of town.

“Because awful can become normal if it happens slowly enough.”

Penny went quiet.

The book rested open in her lap, forgotten for the moment.

“I understand that,” she said.

The words were almost too soft to hear.

I did not ask what she meant.

Not yet.

Instead, I nodded toward the book.

“So. What are you reading?”

She looked almost relieved by the shift.

“Oh. It’s about the Dwarves.”

“The Dwarves?”

“Supposedly, they lived in this region long before humans settled the valley. Or at least, that’s what some of the older books suggest.” She turned the book slightly so I could see the page. “The accounts are inconsistent. Some treat them like folklore. Some like an ancient civilization. Some like they never existed at all.”

My eyes widened.

Maybe Emily wasn’t so far off.

“Ancient magical rings, forgotten civilizations, fossils in the sand…” I said. “This place is starting to feel less like a town and more like a museum with houses.”

Penny brightened.

“You really think that?”

“After the last few days? Yeah.”

Most people became cautious around strange things.

Penny seemed to wake up.

Not loudly. Not like Emily, whose wonder filled a room with color.

Penny’s curiosity was quieter.

But it had heat.

“I’ve always thought there’s more here than people admit,” she said. “The library has gaps. The museum is almost empty. Gunther tries, but even he speaks like someone reading around missing pages.”

“That’s a good way to put it.”

“He does it, doesn’t he?”

“All the time.”

Penny’s mouth curved.

“I knew it.”

“Should I be worried that you sound excited?”

“A little.” She looked back at the book. “I don’t know. It’s just… we’re lucky to have a library here. Even if it’s small. Books make it easy to forget reality for a while.”

Reality.

The word carried more than it should have.

“Pam?” I asked before I could stop myself.

Penny’s expression dimmed.

I immediately regretted it.

“Sorry. That was too direct.”

“No,” she said. “It’s fine.”

It wasn’t.

But she answered anyway.

“My mother has good days and bad days.”

That sentence had been used a lot, I suspected.

Polite. Portable. Well-worn.

“And the Saloon?” I asked.

“Is where many of the bad days become visible.”

I looked toward the Saloon, though we couldn’t see it from the tree.

“I’m sorry.”

Penny gave a small, tired smile.

“You’d spend your whole life apologizing around here.”

That hurt because it sounded practiced too.

“Sometimes you just move on,” she added.

“Does that work?”

“No.”

The answer came so quickly that we both looked at each other.

Then she laughed.

A real laugh.

Small, surprised, but real.

I smiled.

“There it is.”

“What?”

“The honest answer.”

Penny looked down, embarrassed but not unhappy.

“I didn’t mean to say it like that.”

“I’m glad you did.”

The breeze shifted the leaves overhead.

She brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.

“Books help,” she said. “They let you enter a world that isn’t this one. Even if only for a little while.”

“Escapism.”

“Maybe.”

“Not always a bad thing.”

“No,” she said. “But people say it like it is.”

“Emily mentioned ancient rings yesterday,” I said. “Powerful artifacts from forgotten civilizations. Pam called them kid stories.”

Penny’s face tightened at Pam’s name, then softened again.

“Emily says things most people dismiss too quickly.”

“I noticed.”

“She’s odd,” Penny said, then quickly added, “I mean that kindly.”

“I know. She’s odd kindly.”

Penny smiled.

“That’s a good way to say it.”

“She doesn’t deserve how the Saloon treats her sometimes.”

“No.” Penny looked toward her book. “She doesn’t. Gus appreciates her, I think. But appreciation doesn’t always stop people from taking.”

That was sharper than I expected.

Was this the same timid girl from yesterday?

Maybe she had never been timid.

Maybe she had just been tired.

“That’s a very Penny sentence,” I said.

She blinked.

“A what?”

“Nothing. I’m still learning how people sound.”

“And how do I sound?”

Careful question.

Not flirtatious. Not defensive.

Genuinely curious, and maybe a little afraid of the answer.

I thought about it.

“You sound like someone who says soft things because hard things would make people stop listening.”

Penny went still.

For a second, I thought I had gone too far.

Then she looked back down at the book.

“That’s… not wrong.”

“I’m sorry.”

She looked at me again.

“For being right?”

“For saying it.”

Her smile returned faintly.

“You’d spend your whole life apologizing around here.”

I laughed softly.

“Fair.”

She closed the book halfway, keeping one finger between the pages.

“What about you?”

“What about me?”

“How do you sound?”

I opened my mouth.

Nothing came out.

That was unfairly difficult.

“I don’t know,” I admitted.

Penny considered me.

“Like someone trying not to sound tired.”

That landed.

Hard.

“Yeah,” I said. “That’s probably right.”

Her expression softened.

Not pity.

Recognition.

For a moment, the space beneath the tree felt strangely separate from the rest of the town.

No Pam shouting.

No Shane snapping.

No Pierre selling.

No Gunther dodging.

No Grandpa’s name pulling everyone into old grief.

Just a woman with a book and a farmer with a new backpack, both trying to figure out how much of themselves could be said aloud without making the day heavier.

Then Penny noticed the bulge in my bag.

“Is that a geode?”

“Yeah. I’ve got to bring it to Clint.”

“You found one already? I didn’t think you’d reached the mines yet.”

“I haven’t. Caught it fishing.”

Her eyebrows lifted.

“You caught a geode.”

“With a bass.”

“Pelican Town really does like you.”

“Or it’s trying to confuse me into staying.”

“That might be the same thing.”

I laughed.

She looked pleased that she had caused it.

Then she looked at the geode again, and something in her expression changed.

Not excitement exactly.

Recognition.

Like the world had just handed her a footnote she wanted to chase.

“Are you bringing it to Clint now?” she asked.

“That was the plan.”

“Oh.”

The word had weight.

Not much.

Enough.

I looked at her.

“Do you want to come?”

Penny’s eyes widened.

“I didn’t mean—”

“I know.”

“I only wondered what was inside.”

“Me too.”

She looked down at the book, then toward the blacksmith’s shop across the river, then back at me. For a moment, she seemed to be negotiating with some invisible rule about what she was allowed to ask for.

Then she closed the book carefully.

“I could come for a little while,” she said.

“Good.”

Her smile was small.

But real.

We started toward Clint’s shop together.

At first, we walked in the kind of quiet that happens when two people are suddenly aware they have agreed to share a path and are not sure how much conversation that requires.

Then Penny said, “I’ve never seen a geode opened.”

“Really?”

“No. Clint opens them for the museum sometimes, but usually Gunther just receives the minerals afterward.” She glanced at my backpack. “I mostly see the labeled version of things.”

“The finished answer.”

“Yes,” she said. “Exactly.”

I liked that.

Maybe too much.

“That must be frustrating.”

“It can be.” She held the book against her chest. “Answers are useful. But sometimes I want to see the part where someone figures out why the answer matters.”

We crossed the small bridge near the blacksmith’s shop.

The river moved beneath us, bright from the rain, carrying little flecks of sunlight between stones.

“That sounds like teaching,” I said.

Penny looked surprised.

Then thoughtful.

“Maybe it is.”

The blacksmith’s shop sat warm and smoky near the river, its windows fogged slightly from the heat inside. The moment we stepped in, the smell hit me: coal, metal, ash, sweat, and something mineral-sharp beneath it all.

After Pierre’s seed packets and Penny’s quiet tree shade, Clint’s shop felt heavier. Everything here had weight before he even touched it.

Clint looked up from the counter.

Then down at the geode in my hand.

Then at Penny.

His face did a complicated thing that might have been panic, politeness, and the regret of being perceived.

“You told me yesterday,” he said.

“Good morning to you too.”

Penny smiled politely.

“Good morning, Clint.”

“Morning,” he said, then looked back at the geode with obvious relief. “Give it here.”

I set the geode on the counter.

He picked it up, turned it once, then grunted.

“Twenty-five gold.”

“Right. Of course.”

“Tools cost money.”

“So does breathing here, apparently.”

He paused.

Then, unexpectedly, gave the smallest huff that might have been a laugh.

“Breathing’s free. The rest gets invoiced.”

Penny looked down quickly, hiding a smile.

That was probably the closest Clint came to charm.

I paid him.

He took the geode to the anvil, set it carefully, and lifted his hammer.

The motion changed him.

At the Saloon, Clint looked like a man apologizing for occupying space. Here, with metal and stone and heat around him, he became steadier.

Not confident exactly.

But placed.

Penny noticed too.

I could tell by the way her eyes followed his hands instead of his face.

The hammer came down.

Once.

Twice.

On the third strike, the geode cracked open with a sharp little snap.

Something yellow-brown and glassy caught the forge light.

Clint picked it out with tongs, rinsed it, then set it on the counter.

“Jagoite.”

I stared.

“Is that good?”

“It’s a mineral.”

“That didn’t answer me.”

“It’s uncommon enough.” He pushed it toward me. “Gunther’ll want it.”

Penny leaned in slightly.

“Jagoite,” she repeated, as if committing the shape of the word to memory.

Clint nodded once.

“Lead-silicate, I think. Gunther’ll know the full name.”

“Do you want it?” I asked.

Clint blinked, like no one had asked him that before.

“For the shop?”

“Sure.”

He looked at the mineral.

Then away.

“Nah. Museum’s better. People should know what they’re holding.”

The line surprised me.

It shouldn’t have.

Clint worked with things most people ignored until they broke, rusted, or turned out to be valuable. Tools. Ore. Geodes. Quiet men at the edges of rooms.

“You sound like Gunther,” I said.

His mouth tightened.

“No, I don’t.”

“Sorry.”

Penny glanced between us, amused but kind enough not to show too much of it.

Clint rubbed the back of his neck.

“I just crack them open. He tells people what they mean.”

There was more in that sentence than he seemed to realize.

Penny looked at the Jagoite.

Then at Clint.

“That still matters,” she said.

Clint went very still.

Not dramatically.

But enough.

Then he looked down at the counter.

“Bring more if you find them,” he said.

“I probably will.”

“Don’t spend all your money cracking rocks before you can afford seeds.”

“That sounded like concern.”

“It was shop advice.”

“Is there a difference?”

He looked at me.

Then, after a second:

“Sometimes.”

That was enough.

Outside, the air felt lighter after the heat of the forge.

Penny held her book against her chest, but her attention stayed on the Jagoite in my hand.

“He’s different there,” she said.

“Clint?”

“At the Saloon, he looks like he’s waiting to be corrected. Here, he knows where his hands go.”

I looked at her.

She seemed to realize she had said something sharp.

“I didn’t mean—”

“No,” I said. “That was exactly right.”

She relaxed a little.

“People are different in the places that make sense to them.”

“Does the library make sense to you?”

Penny looked toward the building at the edge of town.

“Yes,” she said.

Then, after a beat:

“And no.”

That answer stayed with me as we walked.

Gunther lit up the moment he saw the Jagoite.

Not the way Pierre lit up when a customer entered, or the way Willy lit up when fishing came up, or the way Emily lit up because the world had offered her another excuse to be delighted.

Gunther’s excitement was sharper.

Academic.

Hungry.

“Oh,” he said, taking the mineral carefully. “Jagoite.”

“I was told you’d want it.”

“Clint knows his minerals.” He turned it under the museum light. “A hexagonal-ditrigonal dipyramidal lead-silicate mineral.”

I stared at him.

“Man, I should’ve studied archaeology instead of computer science.”

Gunther looked over the top of his glasses.

“Mineralogy, technically.”

“Of course.”

Penny laughed softly beside me.

Gunther blinked, as if only then realizing she had come in with me.

“Miss Penny.”

“Hello, Gunther.”

His gaze moved from her to me, then to the mineral, and something like understanding passed over his face.

Not teasing.

Not intrusive.

Just noticing.

“And no,” he added, carrying the Jagoite toward the display cases. “Archaeology is only romantic until the grant paperwork begins.”

“Government work?”

His expression shifted.

Only a little.

But I was starting to recognize when people in Pelican Town changed around certain words.

“Endless red tape,” he said lightly.

Too lightly.

“Cataloguing requirements. Restricted access. Funding justifications. Historical review boards that prefer history to remain convenient.”

“That last one sounds less like paperwork.”

Gunther stopped by an empty case.

For a moment, he said nothing.

Then he set the Jagoite on a small cloth square beside the trilobite.

“Some histories are easier to preserve when nobody thinks they matter,” he said.

The words were quiet.

Then the curator returned.

“But minerals are safe enough.”

“Safe enough?” Penny asked.

Gunther looked at her.

There it was again.

That carefulness.

“Rocks rarely offend governments unless they are found in politically inconvenient places.”

Penny tilted her head.

“That was a joke, right?”

Gunther smiled faintly.

“Mostly.”

He opened the ledger.

I watched him write my name again.

Eric Keene.

Beside it:

Jagoite.

That was the second time my name had entered the museum’s records.

Third, if you counted the aquamarine I had fished up and donated earlier.

The collection was still mostly empty. Blank cases, bare shelves, labels waiting for names. But the little cluster of donations looked different now.

Trilobite.

Aquamarine.

Jagoite.

Not much.

Enough to prove the room had started.

Penny watched the pen move.

I noticed that too.

The way her eyes followed my name, then the artifact, then the case.

Not with envy.

Not exactly.

More like she was watching a door open and trying to decide whether she was allowed to step closer.

Gunther capped his pen.

“Thank you, Eric. Truly. Most people pass through the library without glancing at the cases.”

“Penny notices.”

His pen hand stilled.

Only for half a second.

“Yes,” he said. “Penny notices.”

The way he said it made me look at him.

Penny looked down.

“Is that a problem?” I asked.

“No,” Gunther said quickly.

Too quickly.

Then, with more care:

“Curiosity is never a problem.”

“That sounds like something people say right before curiosity becomes a problem.”

Penny’s mouth twitched.

Gunther sighed.

For once, he did not dodge entirely.

“Penny is intelligent. More than people realize. She reads closely, and she dislikes gaps.”

“Gaps?” I asked.

“In books,” Penny said softly. “In records. In explanations.”

Gunther looked at her.

For a second, neither of them spoke.

Then he nodded.

“Yes.”

Penny’s grip tightened around her book.

“That is a virtue,” Gunther said.

“And?” I asked.

“And virtues can become burdens when the world makes them expensive.”

I thought of Penny beneath the tree, saying books made it easy to forget reality.

I thought of her brightening at Dwarves.

I thought of her saying more room didn’t always mean less to carry.

“She was reading about Dwarves,” I said.

Gunther’s expression became very still.

There it was.

Not panic.

Not yet.

But the first outline of it.

Penny noticed.

Her eyes sharpened.

Only slightly.

But they sharpened.

“Is that bad?” she asked.

“It is complicated,” Gunther said.

“Everything here is complicated,” I said.

“Then you are acclimating.”

This time, Penny laughed.

Gunther almost did.

Almost.

“Dwarven accounts are difficult,” he said, choosing each word carefully. “Fragmentary. Politically sensitive in some contexts. Heavily filtered through human record-keeping in others.”

“Human record-keeping,” Penny repeated.

“That is not a compliment,” I guessed.

“No,” Gunther said. “Not always.”

Penny looked at the empty cases.

“Because systems preserve conflict while erasing context,” she said.

Gunther looked at her sharply.

My eyebrows lifted.

Penny flushed.

“I heard you say it before.”

“Ah.”

“You were right.”

Gunther did not seem to know what to do with that.

I liked seeing him caught off guard.

It made him feel less like a curator guarding doors and more like a man realizing someone had been watching the hinges.

Penny stepped closer to the display case, studying the trilobite, the aquamarine, and the Jagoite.

“Fish. Fossil. Mineral,” she said.

“Things pulled from water, sand, and stone,” Gunther added.

“And almost sold, ignored, or left unnamed,” I said.

They both looked at me.

“What?” I asked.

Penny smiled.

“That sounded like something you’d accuse me of saying.”

“Maybe I’m learning.”

Gunther’s expression softened.

“Perhaps that is how collections start,” he said. “Not with grand discoveries. With someone stopping long enough to ask what a thing is before deciding what it is worth.”

The room went quiet after that.

Not empty.

Quiet.

Penny looked at me then.

Really looked.

And for once, I didn’t feel like someone was seeing Grandpa first.

Or Joja.

Or the farm.

Or a problem.

She looked at me like I was simply there beside her, holding the same question.

That felt more dangerous than being misunderstood.

Because it felt better.

I adjusted my new backpack, suddenly aware of all the room inside it.

A lot of room.

But the day was already filling.

“I’ve got to drop off a carp,” I said.

“Sam’s request?” Penny asked.

“You really do read the board every morning.”

“It’s useful to know what people need.”

“Right.”

I hesitated.

The easy thing would have been to say goodbye and leave.

The easier thing, maybe, would have been never to have asked her to come at all.

Instead, I said, “Thanks for coming with me.”

Penny looked surprised.

Then pleased.

“I didn’t do anything.”

“You noticed things.”

Her expression changed.

A little.

Enough.

“So did you,” she said.

That should not have felt like a gift.

It did.

Gunther, mercifully, pretended to be very interested in arranging the Jagoite.

Penny held her book closer, but not like a shield this time.

More like something she had chosen to carry.

“I should get back to my reading,” she said.

“And I should get this carp to Sam before it becomes a historical artifact.”

“Gunther might take it.”

“I would not,” Gunther said.

Penny smiled.

“You considered it.”

“I did not.”

“You paused.”

“That was professional restraint.”

I laughed.

Penny did too.

So did Gunther, finally, though he tried to hide it behind a cough.

For a moment, the museum did not feel empty at all.

Then the moment passed, but not completely.

Some part of it stayed in the room with the trilobite, the aquamarine, and the Jagoite.

“See you soon, Penny,” I said.

Her smile was genuine this time.

Warm.

Still careful.

But real.

“See you, Eric.”

I left the museum with the carp still in my pack, my wallet lighter by twenty-five gold, and the strange feeling that my new life had begun with a rock and somehow become about responsibility.

The backpack had more space now.

The town seemed determined to fill it.

But for the first time, not all of what I was carrying felt heavy.
 
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Planter
Chapter 18
I was still thinking about Penny when I reached Jodi’s house.

Not in the dramatic way songs insisted people thought about each other.

More like she had left a sentence open in my head.

More room doesn’t always mean less to carry.

The new backpack sat better on my shoulders than the old one ever had. It had space now. Proper space. Room for fish, forage, minerals, errands, mistakes, and apparently every small emotional complication Pelican Town felt like handing me.

The carp shifted inside it, wrapped carefully enough that I hoped nobody would ask how long it had been there.

Penny knew this house.

Vincent. Sam. The board requests. The little circuits of need that moved through town before I even knew where to stand. She read the Help Wanted board most mornings because, as she had said, it was useful to know what people needed.

That sentence had stayed with me too.

Useful to know what people needed.

It sounded simple until you realized how many people in Pelican Town needed things they did not know how to ask for.

Sam’s music boomed from upstairs before I even knocked.

Not softly either.

The kind of loud that made the walls participate.

I stood on the porch and listened for a second, wondering if this counted as an active household or a small local earthquake.

Then I knocked.

The music dipped slightly.

A moment later, Jodi opened the door.

“Oh! Eric.” Her face brightened with immediate, practiced warmth. “Hello. Busy as always, I see.”

“Apparently it only takes a few days.”

She laughed softly and stepped aside.

“Come in. Sam will be thrilled you actually brought that fish.”

I stepped inside.

The house felt familiar now in a way it had no right to after only one visit. Warm kitchen. Shoes by the door. The photograph in the hallway. Jodi’s towel folded over one arm like she had been interrupted halfway through a task and would return to it the second kindness allowed.

From upstairs, a voice called, “Mom? Was that the door?”

“Sam, Eric is here with your carp!”

A thump.

Another thump.

Then hurried footsteps.

Sam appeared at the top of the stairs with a grin already on his face, hair messy, energy bright enough to compete with the music still humming from his room.

“No way. You actually got it?”

I lifted the wrapped fish.

“Gold-star carp. Apparently your board requests have excellent timing.”

Sam came down the stairs two at a time.

“I knew you were the man for the job!"

"Thanks."

A smaller face peeked around the hallway.

Vincent.

He looked from me to the fish with the intense seriousness of a child witnessing important business.

“Hey, farmer!" Vincent said cheerfully.

“Hey kid.” I said.

“You're nice! Jas said you'd be scary.”

The room paused.

Not a dramatic pause.

A household pause. The kind where everyone understood which adult problem had accidentally entered through a child’s mouth.

Jodi’s expression tightened with concern.

“Vincent…”

“What? She said her uncle called her a jerk.”

Sam winced.

I shifted the carp in my hands.

“Yeah, Shane says stuff when he’s in a bad mood.”

"Sounds like he's always in a bad mood." I said.

They all flinched at that comment.

"Sorry..." I said.

Sam took the carp from me before the conversation could wander somewhere worse.

“Seriously, thanks.”

“Still want it?”

“Absolutely. A request is a request.”

“You don’t have to pay me if the timing’s weird.”

Sam looked offended.

“Dude, just take the money.”

Jodi smiled at that, but there was a flicker of something behind it. Pride, maybe. Or worry. Sam wanted to be casual about money, but nobody in this house seemed casual about anything that cost something.

“Let him pay you,” she said gently. “He asked.”

So I took the ninety gold.

It was not much.

But after buying the backpack, not much mattered again.

Sam leaned against the counter while Jodi set the carp aside.

“So. Backpack achieved?”

“Yep."

“No way.” His grin widened. “Nice.”

“Now I have to make it pay for itself.”

"Yep, that's life."

I shrugged.

Vincent looked at my bag like it had become a sacred object.

“Can it hold more cookies now?”

I laughed.

“Technically, yes.”

Sam leaned closer to me and lowered his voice theatrically.

“The cookie economy is heavily regulated in this house.”

“By your Mom?”

“By Mom, hunger, and justice.”

Jodi lifted an eyebrow.

“You forgot bedtime.”

Vincent groaned.

The house laughed in pieces.

Not all at once.

Jodi first, soft and tired.

Then Sam, bright and easy.

Then Vincent, mostly because everyone else had.

I thought of Penny teaching him. Penny reading the board. Penny knowing the shape of this household from the angle of lessons, numbers, children’s questions, and whatever careful things adults did not say near her.

For a moment, I understood why she watched so closely.

This house was warm.

It was also held together by effort.

Sam’s music. Jodi’s towel. Vincent’s questions. Kent’s photograph watching quietly from the hall.

Everybody had a job.

Some of them had been assigned by absence.

Jodi seemed to notice me looking at the photo.

“Maybe join us for dinner sometime,” she said. “When you’re not running all over town.”

The invitation surprised me.

It should not have.

Jodi seemed like the kind of person who fed people because it was the most practical form of kindness she knew.

“I’ll think about it,” I said. “Thanks.”

Vincent pointed at me.

“Bring fish.”

“Vincent.”

“What? He has fish.”

“I’ll see what I can do,” I said.

Sam walked me to the door.

“Thanks again for the carp. And hey — don’t let Shane scare you off completely.”

“I won’t.”

“Good.” He paused. “But don’t let him bite your head off either.”

“Trying not to.”

“Good plan.”

I stepped outside.

Behind me, the house remained bright with noise: Jodi’s voice, Vincent asking something about dinner, Sam’s music rising again but softer this time.

I had arrived with a carp and left with ninety gold.

A successful errand, technically.

But the word felt too small.

This was the thing Pelican Town kept doing to me.

I would walk in carrying one item.

I would walk out carrying more than I knew how to name.
 
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