Writing Spring 1: Return to the Valley

Chapter 12
Town Square was nearly empty by the time I got back.

Rain tended to do that.

The cobblestones shone dark under the grey evening light, and water ran in thin streams along the edges of the path. Pierre’s windows glowed faintly behind me. The Saloon had not fully come alive yet. Even the fountain looked tired, its surface broken by rain instead of coins.

I stopped at the bulletin board.

Mostly out of habit.

Mostly because Pierre had mentioned it.

Mostly because money was money, and the backpack still hung in my head like a price tag attached to the future.

A small note had been pinned near the center.

HELP WANTED

Looking for someone to bring me a Carp.

— Sam

Reward: 90g

Sam will be happy.

Sam.

The blond guy near the bushes.

The one who had been crouched by the stream like he was scouting enemy territory.

Nice timing.

I actually had a carp on me.

Gold-star, too.

For a second, the Joja part of my brain perked up.

Ninety gold.

Not much.

But not nothing.

Ninety gold was almost two pieces of hay. Almost a seed run. Almost one step closer to the backpack if enough little steps stacked together before my legs gave out.

Then I read the final line again.

Sam will be happy.

I stared at it longer than I meant to.

The board did not say Sam needed the carp. It didn’t say emergency. It didn’t say food shortage, research, festival prep, bait comparison, anything practical.

Just:

Sam will be happy.

Pelican Town, apparently, had an economy of mood.

I pulled the carp from my bag, wrapped it as best I could, and headed toward Jodi’s house.

The house stood near the square, warm behind its windows, ordinary in a way that made me pause before knocking. After Robin’s place, I was starting to distrust ordinary houses. From outside, they all looked simple: walls, roof, light, door.

Inside, every family seemed to have its own weather.

I knocked.

A few seconds passed.

Then footsteps.

The door opened, and a blond kid stared up at me with wide eyes.

He was small, maybe around Jas’s age, wearing pajamas that looked like they had been wrestled onto him against his will. His hair stuck up in the back. He looked from my face to the fish bundle in my hands and then back to my face.

“Are you the farmer?”

“I think so.”

“You think so?”

“I’m new at it.”

That answer seemed to satisfy him.

“Mom!” he shouted over his shoulder. “The farmer’s here and he has a fish!”

From somewhere inside, Jodi’s voice answered, “Vincent, don’t yell at the door!”

“I’m not yelling at the door! I’m yelling through the door!”

The boy turned back to me.

“Do you know my brother?”

“Sam?”

“Yeah.”

“I met him for about three seconds.”

“That sounds like Sam.”

Before I could ask what that meant, another voice called from deeper in the house.

“Vincent, who is it?”

A blond teenager appeared behind him, taller than I expected, with messy hair and the restless energy of someone who had been sitting still for too long and resented furniture for it.

He saw me.

Then the fish.

Then me again.

“Oh! Hey. You’re Eric, right?”

“Yeah. Sam?”

“That’s me.” He grinned, easy and bright. “New farmer. Cool.”

The grin was casual.

Maybe too casual.

Not fake exactly.

Just active.

Like something he was keeping in motion.

Vincent pointed at the fish.

“He brought your carp.”

Sam blinked.

“Oh, seriously?”

“I saw your request on the board.”

“No way. That was fast.”

“Rain day. Fishing day.”

“Nice.” Sam leaned against the doorframe. “I was gonna try to catch one myself, but then Mom started dinner, and Vincent said he wanted to help, which meant he mostly put his hands in everything.”

“I helped!”

“You tried to put cereal in the casserole.”

“It needed crunch.”

“It did not need crunch.”

Jodi appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a towel. She looked tired in the specific way mothers looked tired: not dramatic, not collapsing, just worn along the edges by a hundred small tasks nobody else counted.

“Oh! Eric.” Her face brightened. “Good evening.”

“Sorry if I’m intruding.”

“Not at all. We just finished dinner.”

The smell confirmed it: something warm, savory, and domestic drifting from the kitchen. For a moment, it pulled a memory loose — Mom at the stove, Eirika stealing pieces of carrot from the cutting board, Dad sitting too quietly at the table, Grandpa saying something designed to start an argument and pretending surprise when it worked.

I pushed the memory down.

“I saw Sam’s request for a carp,” I said, holding it up. “But, uh… from the smell, I’m guessing you already cooked something.”

Jodi laughed, a little embarrassed.

“Ah, yes. Perfect timing, huh?”

Sam winced.

“Sorry. I posted that earlier.”

Vincent looked scandalized.

“You wasted the farmer’s fish?”

“I didn’t waste it!”

“You made him walk in the rain with a fish.”

“That’s not wasting. That’s… community engagement.”

I looked at Sam.

“Did Pierre teach you that phrase?”

“No, but I’m stealing it now.”

Jodi gave him a look.

“Sam.”

“What? It’s useful.”

I found myself smiling.

Compared to Robin’s house, where the tension lived in closed doors and careful pauses, Jodi’s house wore its strain more openly. Dishes in the sink. A boy in pajamas at the door. Sam filling the room with jokes before silence could settle. Jodi watching both sons like she was counting them by instinct.

Two boys in the house.

One father absent.

Kent.

The name arrived before anyone said it.

Jodi noticed me looking at a framed photo near the hallway.

A man in uniform stood beside her, one hand resting on Sam’s shoulder. Vincent was much smaller in the picture, held against Jodi’s hip. Sam looked younger too, but already trying to grin like everything was fine.

“That’s Kent,” Jodi said softly.

“Your husband.”

“Yes.”

Sam’s grin thinned.

Only slightly.

Vincent looked at the photo and then away, as if the picture was too familiar to be interesting and too important to ignore.

“He’s coming home,” Vincent said.

Jodi’s hand tightened around the towel.

“Yes,” she said. “He is.”

Sam looked at the floor.

The room held that sentence carefully.

Not because anyone doubted it out loud.

Because everyone knew hope could become a rule in a house where someone was gone.

I thought of Grandpa’s activism. Gunther’s government files. Jodi saying Kent had heard of him through military circles. The war was not just history here.

It had a chair at the table.

I adjusted the fish in my hands.

“Should I still leave this?”

Jodi shook herself back into the present.

“Oh, honey, you don’t have to. Why don’t you keep it? Sell it to Willy or use it yourself. If Willy runs out sometime, I might ask you instead.”

“Ninety gold is ninety gold,” I said.

Sam gave me a sympathetic look.

“Backpack fund?”

“That obvious?”

“Pierre gets everyone with the backpack.”

“Backpack gets everyone,” Jodi corrected. “Pierre just sells it.”

Vincent looked at my bag.

“Is yours bad?”

“It’s small.”

“Why don’t you get a bigger one?”

“I’m trying.”

“How much is it?”

“Two thousand gold.”

Vincent’s eyes widened.

“That’s a lot of cookies.”

Sam nodded gravely.

“Economists fear his methods.”

Jodi tried not to smile.

I laughed, and the house warmed a little.

Sam leaned against the wall, studying me with a curiosity that was more careful than his grin.

“So you’re fishing for it?”

“Mostly. Crops take too long. Fishing pays immediately.”

“Smart.”

“Or desperate.”

“Same thing sometimes.”

That line came out too easily from him.

I looked at him.

For a second, the cheerful surface shifted.

Not gone.

Just thinner.

Sam shrugged like he had not said anything meaningful.

“I mean, I’m saving for band stuff, so I get it. Strings break. Gear costs money. Everything costs money.”

Jodi’s face flickered at that.

“Sam…”

“I know, I know. Not now.”

There it was.

Not a fight.

A path worn by almost-fights.

Sam’s cheer returned quickly, maybe too quickly.

“Anyway, keep the carp. I can post another request when I actually remember I asked for one.”

“That sounds inefficient.”

“Yeah, but it’s very me.”

“Do you post a lot of requests?”

“Depends what I’m trying to do. Fish, snacks, random stuff for band practice, things Sebastian refuses to help me find because apparently leaving his room is a constitutional crisis.”

I looked at him.

“You know Sebastian?”

Sam’s grin brightened.

“Yeah. He’s one of my best friends.”

That caught me more than it should have.

Sebastian, who appeared halfway up the basement stairs like daylight was a personal insult.

Sam, who seemed physically incapable of letting silence remain unbothered.

“You and Sebastian are friends?”

“What, because he looks like he was assembled from shadows and sarcasm?”

“I wasn’t going to say that.”

“You were thinking it.”

“I was thinking something adjacent.”

“Good. Sebastian would respect adjacent insults.”

I laughed.

Sam leaned against the wall more comfortably.

“He’s alright. He just hates being dragged into things.”

“People?”

“Mostly expectations.” Sam scratched the back of his head. “Sebastian doesn’t mind people as much as he minds being told what version of himself he’s supposed to perform in front of them.”

That was too precise.

I looked at him.

Sam noticed and immediately made a face.

“What?”

“That sounded thoughtful.”

“Don’t spread that around. I have a reputation.”

“As what?”

“The fun one.”

Vincent reappeared in the hallway.

“You’re not always fun.”

“Betrayal from my own blood.”

“You made me practice counting.”

“That was Mom.”

“You helped.”

“I was an accessory to education.”

Jodi pointed down the hall with the towel.

“Vincent. Bed.”

He vanished again, but slowly enough to remain part of the conversation.

Sam watched him go with an older-brother expression that was fond, irritated, and protective all at once.

“Penny says he’s doing better with numbers,” he said.

“Penny teaches him?”

“Yeah. Him and Jas.” Sam grinned. “Vincent says Penny is nice because she answers questions. Mom says Penny is a saint because she has not thrown him into the river.”

“Sam.”

“What? Lovingly.”

Jodi sighed.

I thought of Penny kneeling beside Vincent and Jas in the museum, making room for questions nobody else knew how to answer.

“She seems patient,” I said.

“She is.” Sam’s smile softened in a way I had not expected. “Quiet, but not boring. People get that wrong.”

“You know her well?”

“Kind of. Small town.” He shrugged. “She teaches Vincent, so she’s around. Sometimes she talks to Maru. Sometimes me, if I catch her when she’s not carrying books like she’s trying to protect them from weather.”

That sounded like Penny.

“She and Maru are friends?”

“Sort of. Maru’s busy with clinic stuff and science stuff. Penny’s busy with teaching and… well…”

Sam trailed off, his grin dimming.

Jodi looked at him.

“Sam...”

“I know.”

He stopped there.

I appreciated that more than if he had kept going.

Some names changed rooms.

Pam had.

Penny did too, apparently.

Sam noticed my expression and tilted his head.

“You’ve already met her?”

“At the museum. And the Saloon.”

“Oh.” His face changed with immediate understanding. “Ah.”

That was all.

Ah.

But it carried enough.

Jodi folded the towel tighter.

The house felt smaller for a second.

Then Sam, mercifully, moved the conversation before it could sit too long.

“Maru’s cool too. She fixes things. Sometimes machines. Sometimes clinic equipment. Sometimes people’s bad ideas before they explode.”

“I met her today.”

“Yeah?” Sam brightened. “She give you the geode speech?”

“Close. Clint speech.”

“Classic Maru. Practical. Smart. Makes you feel like the world is complicated but maybe manageable if you label enough wires.”

That was a surprisingly good description.

“You know a lot of people,” I said.

Sam blinked.

Then grinned.

“I live here.”

“Not everyone who lives somewhere understands it.”

His grin stayed, but his eyes sharpened slightly.

For the first time, I felt like I had said something that actually interested him.

“Yeah,” he said. “That’s true.”

Jodi watched us from near the kitchen, quiet now.

Sam pushed off the wall.

“Pelican Town’s small. You hear things. People think because I joke around, I don’t listen.” He shrugged. “That’s useful sometimes.”

Useful.

There was that word again.

“What do you hear?” I asked.

Sam’s eyebrows rose.

“That is a dangerous question from a guy who showed up with a carp.”

“I’m learning the local economy.”

“Of mood?”

Sam laughed.

Then his expression shifted, more thoughtful.

“You worked at Joja, right?”

The question landed harder than I expected.

“Yeah.”

“Thought so.”

“Do I smell like it?”

“No, that’s Shane.”

Jodi’s face tightened.

“Sam.”

“What? He wears the jacket everywhere.”

I went still.

Sam noticed.

“Oh. You’ve met Shane too.”

“Unfortunately.”

“That bad?”

“We had an argument.”

Sam whistled softly.

“Yeah. That tracks.”

“You know him?”

“From Joja. Not well. Enough.” He leaned back against the wall again. “He’s not always like he is at the Saloon.”

Maru had said almost the same thing.

The repetition did not comfort me.

“What’s he like at work?”

“Tired,” Sam said. “Cranky. Usually mad at Morris.”

“Morris?”

“Our manager.” Sam’s mouth twisted. “Smiles like a coupon.”

That was unfair.

It was also perfect.

“Shane fights with him?”

“Sometimes.” Sam thought about it. “Not heroically or anything. More like a guy trying to punch a wall made of paperwork.”

I hated how clearly I could picture that.

“Does Morris fight back?”

“Morris doesn’t fight. He redirects.” Sam lifted his voice into something smooth and hollow. “‘I understand your concern, but the policy exists to support storewide efficiency.’ Stuff like that.”

The Joja part of my brain recognized the cadence immediately.

My shoulders tightened.

Sam saw it.

“Yeah,” he said more quietly. “You know.”

“I know.”

Jodi looked between us, worry passing across her face.

Vincent peeked from the hallway again.

“What’s a Morris?”

Sam looked toward him.

“A cautionary tale with hair gel.”

“Sam.”

“What? Educational.”

Vincent considered this.

“Is he mean?”

Sam hesitated.

Then shrugged.

“He’s Joja.”

That answer did not satisfy Vincent, but it satisfied the adults in the room in exactly the wrong way.

Jodi pointed again.

“Bed.”

This time, Vincent retreated properly.

Sam waited until he was gone before continuing.

“Claire works there too,” he said.

“Claire?”

“Cashier. Quiet. Older than me. Gets stuck with the worst shifts a lot.”

“Worst how?”

“Late hours. Dead aisles. Barely any customers, which sounds easy until you spend four hours under fluorescent lights pretending facing shelves is a personality.” Sam’s expression sharpened. “Morris says slow shifts are good for productivity. Claire says slow shifts are how time goes to die.”

“I haven’t met her.”

“You probably will if you ever go in.” He looked at me, then winced slightly. “Unless you’re avoiding the place.”

“I am.”

“Fair.”

Jodi’s eyes softened.

“You don’t have to talk about work tonight, Sam.”

“I’m fine.”

The answer came too quickly.

Jodi heard it.

So did I.

Sam rubbed the back of his neck.

“Anyway. Claire’s alright. Keeps to herself. Morris likes employees who keep to themselves until he needs a brochure smile.”

That sounded familiar enough to make my jaw tighten.

“And Martin?” Jodi asked gently, changing the subject with the practiced care of a mother steering around a pothole.

Sam blinked.

“What about Martin?”

“You said Harvey mentioned him yesterday.”

“Oh, yeah.” Sam looked back at me. “Harvey’s nephew. He’s away at college in Zuzu City. Medical program, I think.”

“Harvey has a nephew?”

“Apparently. Martin comes up sometimes when Harvey is trying to sound casual and failing.”

Jodi smiled faintly.

“Harvey misses him.”

“Harvey misses him professionally,” Sam said. “Which means he says things like, ‘If Martin does decide to complete an internship here, it would be logistically convenient,’ while looking like someone offered him a puppy.”

I laughed.

That one slipped out before I could stop it.

Sam looked pleased.

“See? You get it.”

“I barely know Harvey.”

“You’ll get it more.”

“Is Martin coming back?”

“Maybe. Internship at the clinic eventually, if school doesn’t eat him alive first.” Sam shrugged. “Zuzu does that.”

Zuzu.

The city.

Joja.

Corporate offices.

Fluorescent rooms.

People disappearing into systems and coming back speaking in metrics.

Or not coming back at all.

I looked down at the carp in my hands.

“Small town, huh?”

Sam followed the thought somehow.

“Small town with long strings.”

That line sat there between us.

Jodi looked at him like she had heard something older than his age.

Then Sam seemed to realize the room had gone quiet and immediately ruined it on purpose.

“Anyway, that’s why you should absolutely give me the carp for free.”

I stared at him.

“Was this whole conversation a negotiation tactic?”

“Not whole. Maybe forty percent.”

“Sam.”

“What? I said maybe.”

Jodi shook her head, but she was smiling.

The house warmed again.

Vincent called from the hallway, “Can the farmer see my room now?”

“No,” Jodi and Sam said together.

A beat.

Then Sam added, “It’s raining. Room tours are weather-dependent.”

“Why?”

“Safety.”

“That’s not real.”

“It is in this house.”

Jodi closed her eyes.

“Vincent. Bed.”

“But he has fish!”

“That is not a reason.”

“It’s a good reason.”

Jodi crouched slightly, smoothing his hair when he shuffled back into sight.

“You can say hello properly another day.”

Vincent looked disappointed, then suspiciously thoughtful.

“Can I visit the farm?”

“Ask me when it isn’t raining and bedtime.”

“So yes?”

“So bedtime.”

He sighed with the tragic exhaustion of a man denied justice.

“Fine.”

He turned to me.

“Goodnight, farmer.”

“Goodnight, Vincent.”

He took three steps toward the hall, then turned back.

“Don’t let Sam waste your fish again.”

“I’ll try not to.”

“Hey,” Sam said.

Vincent disappeared down the hall, victorious.

Jodi watched him go, her expression soft and tired.

“He’s excited,” she said. “New people make the town feel bigger to him.”

“And to Sam?”

Sam looked at me.

“What?”

I hadn’t meant to say that out loud.

Jodi glanced between us.

Sam’s grin returned, but not fully.

“New people are cool,” he said. “This town gets kind of… same.”

Same.

The word carried more than boredom.

I thought of Sebastian downstairs, refusing to come up.

Sam was not like Sebastian.

Not on the surface.

Sebastian hid from the room.

Sam tried to become the room before anyone noticed what was missing.

Both made more sense than I wanted them to.

“Yeah,” I said. “I get that.”

Jodi folded the towel over one arm.

“Don’t worry about dropping in,” she said. “I don’t usually like strangers wandering in, but you seem trustworthy.”

“That’s a lot of trust for a guy holding a carp.”

“Maybe the carp vouched for you.”

Sam nodded.

“Gold-star character reference.”

I looked down at the fish.

“It has excellent judgment.”

Jodi smiled properly then.

Not the polite one from earlier.

A real one.

“Goodnight, Eric.”

“Goodnight, Jodi.”

“Night,” Sam said. “And hey — seriously, thanks for checking the board. Even if I messed up the timing.”

“No problem.”

“Catch you later?”

“Yeah. Catch you later.”

I stepped back into the rain with the carp still in my bag.

No reward.

No ninety gold.

No progress toward the backpack.

Technically, the stop had been inefficient.

But the word felt wrong now.

Behind me, Jodi’s house glowed through the rain: warm kitchen, two sons, one absent father, one dinner already finished, one fish request that had missed its moment.

Definitely a mom, I thought.

But not just that.

Jodi was a woman keeping a household shaped around someone missing. Sam was loud enough to make the absence seem less obvious. Vincent was young enough to believe coming home was simple because adults kept saying it would happen.

And her husband was still somewhere far away, held by the same conflict Grandpa had once stood against.

I had come for ninety gold.

I left with the carp.

And one more family I did not know how to carry yet.
 
Chapter 13
By the time I reached the Saloon, the rain had settled into a steady curtain over the town square.

The windows glowed warmly through it, blurred at the edges by water running down the glass. Inside, the room had already begun filling with evening noise: low conversation, the clink of mugs, Gus moving behind the bar, and the soft scrape of chairs across old wood.

I stepped inside with wet shoulders, sore arms, and the strange satisfaction of a man who had spent most of the day losing arguments to fish and still somehow made money doing it.

Willy spotted me first.

He was sitting near the bar with a woman I didn’t recognize and a man in a green jacket who looked too neat to be drinking anywhere this damp. Willy lifted one hand like we had known each other longer than two days.

“Eric!” he called. “Caught a largemouth yet?”

I couldn’t help smiling.

“Yep.”

Willy slapped the table.

“Hah! Fast learner.”

“Don’t get too excited. It nearly pulled me into the lake.”

“That’s how ye know it respected ye.”

“I’m not sure respect is supposed to involve attempted drowning.”

“Depends on the fish.”

The woman beside him laughed.

She had reddish hair, a practical jacket, and the look of someone who spent enough time outdoors that rain was more inconvenience than crisis. There was a smudge near her sleeve—not dirt exactly, maybe charcoal or wood dust—and her hands looked strong in the way Robin’s did, though less carpenter and more forest.

“I’m Leah,” she said. “You must be the new farmer.”

“That obvious?”

“In Pelican Town? Very.” Her smile was warm but observant. “People talk.”

“I’m learning that.”

“Don’t worry. Most of it’s harmless.”

Willy snorted into his drink.

Leah glanced at him.

“Most,” she repeated.

Gus offered me a seat near the counter.

“Eric,” he said, “you look like the rain won.”

“It did, but I got paid.”

“That’s the farmer spirit.”

“Fisherman spirit,” Willy corrected.

“Temporary fisherman spirit,” I said. “The farm is still technically the problem.”

Leah tilted her head.

“You picked a perfect time to move here, at least. Spring is beautiful.”

“That’s what people keep telling me.”

“You don’t sound convinced.”

“I am convinced it’s beautiful. I’m less convinced beauty makes the rocks easier to move.”

She smiled.

“That’s fair. Beauty doesn’t make work lighter. It just gives you something better to look at while you’re tired.”

I liked that.

It sounded like someone who had chosen the valley with open eyes.

“You from here?” I asked.

“No,” Leah said. “I moved here a while ago. Wanted space. Trees. Quiet. A place where making art didn’t feel like shouting over traffic.”

That sounded familiar enough to sting.

“Did it work?”

Her smile shifted.

“Some days.”

That answer felt honest.

The man beside her stepped forward then, clearing his throat politely.

“I don’t believe we’ve been introduced. Harvey.”

He offered a hand.

I shook it.

“Eric.”

“I’m the local physician,” he said. “I oversee medical check-ups, treatment, and general health concerns for Pelican Town and the surrounding area.”

His voice was careful, professional, but not cold. He had the posture of someone who had trained himself to seem reassuring even when tired.

Harvey.

The name landed differently than Leah’s had.

Maru’s voice returned with it.

Shane comes in sometimes. Less angry. More nervous. Afraid when Jas comes up.

I looked at Harvey again. Neat jacket. Careful posture. A man trained to notice symptoms without making people feel examined.

I wanted to ask him.

About Shane.

About Jas.

About whether fear counted as guilt if it never changed what someone did.

But the Saloon was not a clinic.

And Harvey’s kindness was not permission.

So I said nothing.

“Good to know,” I said instead. “I’ve already discovered farming has several ways to injure people.”

“Many,” Harvey said seriously. “Blisters, strains, dehydration, tool mishaps, seasonal allergies, questionable mushroom consumption—”

“Questionable mushroom consumption?” Leah asked.

“You would be surprised.”

Willy chuckled.

“Doctor’s seen things.”

“I have,” Harvey said, with a dignity that made it funnier. “And I hope not to see them from you too soon. Still, physical work can be rewarding if you pace yourself.”

“Well,” I said, “catching my first bass felt pretty rewarding.”

Willy leaned back proudly, as if he had personally negotiated the fish’s surrender.

“Told you, Harvey. The boy’s a natural.”

“I’ve been fishing for one day.”

“A natural with humility.”

“I lost three fish before breakfast.”

“Natural with room to grow.”

Gus laughed from behind the bar.

“You are improving quickly, Eric. Keep at it. The fishing derbies get competitive around here.”

Willy’s eyes lit up.

“Oh, I go every year. Festival of Ice, trout derby if the season’s right, any excuse to put a line in the water and remind the town who owns the lake.”

Leah raised an eyebrow.

“Owns the lake?”

“Spiritually.”

“Legally?” Harvey asked.

“Don’t ruin poetry with paperwork, doctor.”

Gus grinned.

“Let’s hope Eric doesn’t outfish you someday.”

Willy looked offended.

Then delighted.

“Let him try! A proper fisherman wants the next generation to get dangerous.”

That line stayed with me longer than I expected.

Dangerous.

Not as a threat.

As competence.

At Joja, being good at something mostly meant being handed more work until the skill became punishment. Here, Willy talked about improvement like it was something worth celebrating, even if it eventually challenged him.

That was new.

Or old.

Maybe that was the point.

“Besides,” Willy added, “if he gets good, he buys better gear.”

“There it is,” I said.

“Mentorship and commerce,” Gus said. “The Pelican Town way.”

“At least I admit it,” Willy said.

I thought of the fiberglass rod behind Willy’s counter. Better line. Bait. Faster bites. More fish. More money.

The calculation appeared in my head immediately.

Then the backpack appeared beside it.

Two thousand gold first.

Room before speed.

Willy seemed to read my face.

“Don’t go starin’ at the good rods yet,” he said.

“I didn’t say anything.”

“Ye had the look.”

“What look?”

“The look of a man about to spend money to make money before he has room to carry the money-making.”

Gus laughed.

Leah looked amused.

Harvey nodded like Willy had made a medical diagnosis.

“The backpack first,” I admitted.

“Good lad,” Willy said. “Better rod won’t help if ye run out of room before lunch.”

That settled it.

For now.

Emily came over with a tray tucked against one hip.

“Hey, Eric.”

“Hey, Emily.”

She smiled, and the room seemed to find another shade of warm.

“How’s your night?”

“Wet. Fishy. Accomplished.”

“That’s a strong combination.”

“I caught a largemouth bass and found a geode attached to it.”

Her eyes widened with immediate, delighted seriousness.

“A geode attached to a fish?”

“Technically tangled in the line, but I like your version better.”

Emily leaned closer, lowering her voice as if the geode had feelings.

“You know, I’ve heard rumors of ancient magical rings and powerful artifacts from forgotten civilizations. Sometimes things find their way to people for a reason.”

Pam snorted from her table.

“What, like goblins and dwarves? Kid stories.”

Emily turned toward her, entirely unbothered.

“Maybe.”

Pam lifted her glass.

“World’s got enough real trouble without inventin’ tiny underground people.”

“Doesn’t hurt to dream,” I said.

Emily looked back at me.

Her smile softened.

“No,” she said. “It doesn’t.”

I felt stupidly pleased by that.

Leah, meanwhile, was watching Emily with interest.

“Forgotten civilizations?” she said. “That would make a good painting.”

“Or a terrible excavation,” Harvey added.

“Depends who does the digging,” Gus said.

I thought of Gunther’s empty cases. The trilobite resting under museum light. His careful voice saying history became dangerous when people still benefited from forgetting it.

For once, I did not bring Grandpa into it.

The valley’s past was bigger than him.

That was starting to matter.

The Saloon door opened, and Clint stepped inside, shoulders hunched against the rain. He paused near the entrance, shook water from his sleeves, then looked toward the bar.

His eyes found Emily first.

Then, quickly, everyone else.

“Oh,” he said. “Hey.”

“Evening, Clint,” Gus called. “Eric found a geode.”

Clint’s attention snapped to me with visible relief, as if rocks were safer than people.

“You did?”

“Yeah. Found it stuck to a bass.”

“A bass and a geode?” Gus said. “That’s a first.”

Willy stroked his beard.

“Lake’s generous today.”

“Or confused,” Leah said.

Clint came a step closer.

“Bring it by tomorrow,” he said. “I’ll crack it open for you.”

“How much?”

“Twenty-five gold.”

I winced.

“Everything costs something.”

Clint looked apologetic.

“Tools, coal, shop overhead. Sorry.”

“No, that’s fair.”

And it was.

That was the irritating part.

Everyone here had prices because everyone here had needs. Willy bought fish. Pierre sold seeds. Robin built walls. Clint cracked geodes. Gus cooked cheap fish into meals. Harvey kept people alive and probably worried half of them wouldn’t pay enough to keep the clinic running.

Pelican Town was warm.

It was not free.

Clint glanced at the wrapped stone in my bag.

“Once the mines open again, you’ll find more.”

I looked at him.

“Again?”

He shifted.

“The entrance is still blocked. Boulder came down after the drilling accident.”

Willy grunted into his drink.

“Joja drills too close to old stone, then acts surprised when old stone answers.”

Gus gave him a look.

“Willy.”

“What? Stone’s got manners. Corporations don’t.”

Leah turned her glass slowly between her hands.

“Funny how expansion always seems to mean making somewhere else smaller.”

Harvey adjusted his glasses.

“The survey crews have caused enough injuries already. Mostly minor, thankfully, but still more than we used to see.”

“Work injuries?”

“Strains. Cuts. A few falls. Stress symptoms.” Harvey’s eyes moved briefly toward the door, then back to his drink. “Pressure travels through people faster than paperwork.”

That sounded like something a doctor learned after watching enough people pretend they were fine.

Clint looked down at his hands.

“Mines used to be steady work,” he said. “Not safe, exactly. But steady.”

His thumb dragged slowly along the edge of his glass.

“Ore comes up, people need tools repaired. Miners wear out pickaxes. Geodes come through the shop. Sometimes Marlon needs something fixed. Sometimes the carts need work. It all connects.”

He glanced toward the rain-dark window.

“Now the entrance is blocked, half the work’s waiting, and everybody keeps telling me they’re assessing it.”

There was something sharper beneath the last word.

“Who’s assessing it?” I asked.

Clint gave a tired shrug.

“Depends who I ask.”

“That’s reassuring.”

“It isn’t.”

Willy leaned forward.

“Joja had contractors crawlin’ all over the mountain before the slide.”

“I saw some of the equipment when I arrived,” I said.

“Survey work,” Clint muttered.

The way he said it made the words sound obscene.

I frowned.

“Wait.”

Everyone looked at me.

Not dramatically.

Enough.

“Morris manages the JojaMart.”

Clint’s mouth tightened.

“Yes.”

“So why is Morris involved with drilling near the mines?”

That sat there for a moment.

Leah looked toward Clint.

Harvey stopped moving his glass.

Willy smiled without humor.

“Good question, lad.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

I looked at Clint.

“You’re the blacksmith. You work with the mine. Did anybody ask you?”

A laugh escaped him.

Small.

Bitter.

“No.”

“Marlon?”

“Not that I know of.”

“Lewis?”

Clint looked toward Gus.

Gus suddenly became very interested in wiping down the counter.

That answered more than I wanted.

I rubbed one hand over my face.

“Okay. Maybe I’m missing something. Joja obviously owns the store. Maybe they have contracts around here. Fine. But exploratory drilling is not grocery management.”

Leah’s mouth twitched.

“That sentence probably belongs on a sign.”

“I used to work for Joja,” I continued. “Not field operations. Office stuff. But there were approval chains for everything. You couldn’t replace a broken printer without finding three people whose job was saying no to printers.”

Harvey gave a small laugh.

“So either Morris has a lot more authority than I thought, or somebody higher up approved this.”

“Or nobody bothered checking which one it was,” Clint said.

That shut me up.

The Saloon door opened.

Shane walked in with rain on his shoulders and Joja blue clinging to him like a bruise.

He stopped after two steps.

His eyes moved from Clint to me.

Then to Willy.

Then back to me.

“You people talking about Joja?”

“No,” Willy said.

Shane stared at him.

Willy took a drink.

“Terrible weather.”

Shane sighed and went to the bar.

Gus met him there.

“Rough shift?”

Shane gave a short laugh.

“Rough week.”

Gus set a glass down but did not fill it yet.

Shane noticed.

His mouth tightened.

“Morris is losing it.”

That got my attention.

I kept my eyes on my drink.

Willy went quiet.

Leah’s gaze sharpened.

Harvey looked at Shane with the careful stillness of a man trained not to startle wounded things.

“Expansion quotas,” Shane muttered. “Survey delays. Mine access. Deliveries backing up. Regional wants numbers, Morris wants miracles, and the rest of us get to pretend shelves organize themselves through positive thinking.”

Gus poured, slowly.

“Sounds like a lot.”

“It’s Joja,” Shane said. “A lot is the point.”

I hated that I understood exactly what he meant.

I hated more that he was right.

Shane picked up the glass but did not drink immediately.

“He keeps saying the valley is a growth market.”

Willy’s face darkened.

Leah said nothing, but her fingers tightened around her cup.

“A growth market,” I repeated before I could stop myself.

Shane’s eyes flicked toward me.

For one second, the room braced.

Then he looked away.

“Yeah,” he said. “That’s what they call places before they start cutting pieces off.”

Clint shifted beside me.

“Was the mine part of that?”

Shane looked at him.

“What?”

“The drilling.”

His voice was quieter than Willy’s had been.

Angrier too.

“I’ve spent weeks waiting for that entrance to reopen because Joja decided the mountain needed holes put in it. Was that Morris?”

Shane stared at his beer.

“Depends what you mean.”

“I mean did Morris order it?”

“No.”

Clint’s shoulders lowered slightly.

Then Shane added:

“Not exactly.”

They tightened again.

I turned toward him.

“What does ‘not exactly’ mean?”

Shane gave me an irritated look.

“It means Morris didn’t wake up one morning, buy a drill, and start chewing through the mountain himself.”

“Good. We’ve established that much.”

“Congratulations.”

“Shane.”

He looked away again.

For a moment, I thought that was the end of it.

Then he sighed.

“Regional’s been pushing development surveys out here for months. Land use, transportation, mineral access, expansion sites. Whatever they think might make money later.”

Clint’s jaw tightened.

“Mineral access.”

“Yeah.”

“Who approved the drilling?”

“Contractors did the work.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

Shane looked at him.

Something in his expression changed.

Not sympathy exactly.

Recognition.

“I don’t know.”

Clint laughed once.

No humor in it.

“Of course.”

“Morris had local discretion over some of it,” Shane continued. “Scheduling. Access. Logistics. Which surveys got priority. Maybe more. Nobody tells floor staff the exciting details.”

I frowned.

“Local discretion.”

“Yeah.”

“For a retail manager.”

“Regional manager.”

“He runs a grocery store.”

“He runs whatever Joja tells him he runs.”

That answer bothered me.

Because I understood it.

Joja loved authority that expanded exactly as far as the next problem.

Job descriptions were strict until ignoring them became profitable.

Then suddenly everyone was a team player.

“So was it legal?” I asked.

Shane looked at me.

Then laughed.

Actually laughed.

Short and ugly.

“You think they tell me?”

“You work there.”

“I stock frozen pizza.”

“Fair.”

He finally took a drink.

Then set the glass down.

“Probably legal enough.”

Clint stared at him.

“What does that mean?”

“It means they had surveys. Contractors. permits for something. Some development agreement nobody here read. Morris kept waving paperwork around whenever anyone complained.”

“That does not answer the question,” Harvey said.

Shane glanced at him.

“Welcome to Joja.”

I leaned back.

There it was.

Not yes.

Not no.

Paperwork.

Authority.

Discretion.

Enough separate pieces that everyone could claim somebody else had checked the whole thing.

“What happens now?” Leah asked.

Shane shrugged.

“Corporate’s been talking about restructuring.”

My stomach tightened slightly.

That word.

Of course.

“Restructuring how?” I asked.

Shane glanced toward me.

“You know how.”

Unfortunately, I did.

“Departments get merged. Reporting lines change. Somebody makes an org chart nobody understands. Half the managers spend two months pretending they always supported whatever the new thing is.”

“Exactly.”

He rolled the glass slowly between both hands.

“There’s been talk about tightening field protocol too. More approvals for contractors. Safety reviews. Written authorization. Regional sign-offs instead of letting local management improvise everything.”

Clint stared at him.

“After the mine collapsed.”

“The entrance collapsed.”

“You know what I mean.”

“Yeah.”

Clint looked down.

“That would’ve been useful before.”

Nobody argued.

Harvey removed his glasses and cleaned them slowly against his sleeve.

“Unfortunately,” he said, “safety procedures are often written in response to injuries rather than before them.”

“Rules show up after somebody gives them a reason,” Shane muttered.

Willy snorted.

“Stone gave ’em a reason.”

Gus sighed.

“Willy.”

“What? Better teacher than management.”

That got a faint smile out of Leah.

Even Clint’s mouth moved.

Barely.

I looked at Shane.

He was still turning the beer between his hands.

“You think stronger protocol would actually help?”

He shrugged.

“Maybe.”

“That optimistic?”

“No. Paperwork can stop stupid things.”

I raised an eyebrow.

Shane noticed.

“Sometimes.”

“There we go.”

“Don’t get excited.”

“I’m trying not to.”

He took another drink.

“Corporate doesn’t like surprises,” he said. “And Morris keeps making expensive ones.”

That sounded less like morality than accounting.

Probably because it was.

I thought back to Joja.

Safety training.

Compliance emails.

Incident reports.

Mandatory videos everyone mocked until something caught fire.

Joja could be absurdly serious about protocol when protocol protected Joja.

That did not necessarily protect people.

But sometimes the two interests overlapped.

Sometimes avoiding lawsuits meant fewer people got hurt.

Sometimes preventing a manager from improvising meant a mountain stayed where it was.

Not noble.

Still useful.

Pam, who had been quieter than usual, snorted from her table.

“Well, hell. If Morris is struggling, maybe there’s justice after all.”

Shane gave her a dead look.

“Morris struggling means everyone under him gets worse schedules.”

Pam lifted her glass.

“Then there’s no justice. Same as usual.”

Gus sighed.

“Pam.”

“What? I corrected myself.”

Leah laughed under her breath.

Even Shane’s mouth twitched.

Only for a second.

Then it was gone.

Clint looked at his hands again.

“If they reopen the mines, I’m checking the first ore that comes out.”

Shane looked toward him.

“Why?”

“Because somebody should.”

Simple.

That was Clint.

No speech.

No grand accusation.

Just a man whose work had been interrupted deciding he no longer trusted someone else to tell him the stone was safe.

“I’ll bring the geode tomorrow,” I said.

Clint nodded.

“Twenty-five gold.”

“Still hurts.”

“Sorry.”

“You really have to stop apologizing for charging money.”

“I’ll work on it.”

Emily passed behind us carrying two empty mugs.

“You say that every time.”

Clint froze.

I looked at him.

Emily smiled.

Not cruelly.

Not even teasing.

Just Emily.

Clint cleared his throat.

“I, uh…”

Harvey looked down at his drink.

Leah was suddenly very interested in the wall.

Willy had no such restraint.

“Careful, lad. Conversation’s dangerous.”

Clint glared at him.

Emily laughed and continued toward the bar.

Clint watched her for half a second.

Then caught himself.

“I’ll be at the shop tomorrow,” he said.

“For the geode.”

“Right.”

He moved toward his usual place at the edge of the room.

Not fleeing.

Technically.

Shane watched him go.

Then looked down at his own glass.

The beer was almost empty.

He lifted it.

Paused.

Set it down again.

Gus noticed.

So did I.

Shane drummed two fingers against the wood.

“…This weather’s making me really thirsty.”

Gus looked at the nearly empty glass.

“You've had one.”

Shane frowned.

“I know.”

He pushed it forward slightly.

“Another.”

Gus reached for it.

I should have stayed out of it.

I knew that.

Shane’s drinking was not my business.

His life was not another problem I had been assigned.

And after everything he had just explained about Joja pushing pressure downward until somebody had to absorb it, making some clever observation about the beer in front of him felt dangerously close to pretending I understood more than I did.

Then Shane rubbed both hands over his face.

Exhausted.

Joja blue.

Rain still drying along his shoulders.

I thought about Morris demanding miracles.

Regional demanding numbers.

Schedules getting worse whenever management failed.

Rules showing up after somebody gave them a reason.

Then I looked at the glass again.

“Is that how Joja handles everything?”

Shane turned slowly.

“What?”

I immediately regretted having a mouth.

“Wait until something goes wrong, then change the protocol.”

His eyes narrowed.

Gus stopped reaching for the glass.

“That supposed to mean something?”

“No.”

“Bull****.”

“Probably.”

Shane stared at me.

I stared back.

Then, because apparently self-preservation had left sometime around the largemouth bass, I glanced at his beer.

“You did already have one.”

The room went very quiet.

Not completely.

Pam muttered something to herself.

Rain tapped against the windows.

Somewhere behind me, Willy inhaled through his nose like a man witnessing somebody step onto thin ice and deciding not to warn him.

Shane looked down at the empty glass.

Then at me.

“You counting?”

“No.”

“Sounds like counting.”

“I noticed.”

“Stop noticing.”

“Alright.”

A beat passed.

“You’re still doing it.”

“Doing what?”

“Looking at the glass.”

I looked deliberately at the ceiling.

“Better?”

“No.”

“Hard to please.”

“**** off.”

There it was.

But the words came tired.

Almost automatic.

Not sharp enough to cut.

Shane pushed himself away from the bar.

For half a second, I expected him to take the second beer with him.

He didn’t.

He left the empty glass where it was and headed toward his corner.

No shouting.

No chair scraping.

No accusation.

Just one exhausted insult and retreat.

I looked at Gus.

Gus raised his eyebrows.

Take the win.

I exhaled.

“Well.”

Emily had stopped beside the bar.

She was trying not to smile.

“At least he didn’t yell,” I said.

Her mouth twitched.

“Eric.”

“What?”

“You were bothering him.”

“A little.”

“A little?”

“I’m calibrating.”

That did it.

Emily giggled.

Small.

Quick.

Almost surprised out of her.

“Baby steps,” I said.

From the corner, Shane raised one hand without looking at me.

Middle finger.

I nodded.

“See? Communication.”

Emily laughed harder.

Even Gus cracked a smile.

And for once, I let that be enough.

I did not need to decide what Shane’s drinking meant.

I did not need to understand every part of Joja’s drilling operation.

I did not need to know whether Morris had broken a law, bent a rule, exploited a loophole, or simply discovered that nobody in Pelican Town had enough authority to stop him before the mountain did.

Not tonight.

But I knew more than I had when I walked in.

Clint had lost work because of decisions nobody could clearly explain.

Harvey had treated people hurt by those decisions.

Morris was being squeezed by people above him and squeezing everyone below.

Shane knew exactly how that felt.

And somewhere above all of them, somebody was apparently preparing new procedures to make sure the same kind of mistake became harder to repeat.

Maybe that was progress.

Maybe it was just liability management with better stationery.

I knew Joja well enough not to confuse the two.

I stayed until the rain softened.

When I finally stepped outside, water still ran from the roofs, but the square had gone quiet.

The walk back to the farm was cold.

I kept thinking about the mountain.

Not the mine itself.

The paperwork around it.

Contracts.

Surveys.

Delegated authority.

People making decisions about stone they would never have to stand beneath.

At Joja, I had spent years assuming bureaucracy meant somebody, somewhere, knew what they were doing.

Pelican Town was teaching me something else.

Sometimes paperwork did not mean responsibility had been assigned.

Sometimes it meant responsibility had been divided into pieces small enough that nobody had to hold the whole thing.

By the time I reached the farm, the rain had softened to a steady whisper.

I emptied my bag beside the shipping bin: chub, carp, bullhead, forage, the damp proof that the day had actually happened.

Not as much as I wanted.

More than I had started with.

The geode I kept for Clint.

Tomorrow, twenty-five gold would disappear so he could break it open.

Fair enough.

The gold-star carp stayed too, mostly out of stubbornness. Sam’s request had missed its moment, but the fish still felt like it belonged to a story I hadn’t finished yet.

I closed the shipping bin.

Tomorrow, Lewis would pick it up.

Tomorrow, the numbers would move.

Maybe not enough for the backpack yet.

Closer.

I looked north.

The mountain was invisible through the rain.

Somewhere beyond it sat a mine nobody could enter because Joja had decided drilling near old stone was worth the risk.

And somewhere inside Joja, people were apparently deciding that next time, someone should probably sign another piece of paper first.

I laughed quietly.

“Progress.”

The word sounded different now.

I went inside.
 

Cuddlebug

Farmer
“Good to know,” I said instead. “I’ve already discovered farming has several ways to injure people.”

“Many,” Harvey said seriously. “Blisters, strains, dehydration, tool mishaps, seasonal allergies, questionable mushroom consumption—”

“Questionable mushroom consumption?” Leah asked.

“You would be surprised.”
😂😂😂:mushroom::mushroom::mushroom:😂😂😂
 
Chapter 14
I heard the rooster for once.

That was always a good sign.

Not because I liked the rooster.

I didn’t.

I had known the bird for only a few days and already considered him a loud, feathered landlord who collected rent in sleep.

But hearing him meant I had actually slept.

Not perfectly.

The farmhouse still creaked in ways that made old wood sound like it was reconsidering its life choices. The bed still belonged to some ancient school of mattress design based around punishment. And sometime in the night, the wind had scraped a branch against the window with enough persistence to make me consider negotiating with the tree.

Still.

I had slept.

No Joja dreams.

No Dobson barking my name across gray cubicles.

No Nancy’s messages lighting up the dark.

No phone buzzing beside my head like a tiny machine built specifically to ruin blood pressure.

Just sleep.

I sat up slowly, listening to the morning settle around me.

Birds outside.

Wind through the grass.

The faint shifting of the farmhouse.

Somewhere beyond the walls, the parsnips were probably sitting in the dirt, silently judging my watering technique.

I checked the old clock.

Morning.

Early enough to matter.

That was another thing I was learning about farm life.

The day started whether you were ready or not.

Joja had made mornings feel like an execution schedule.

The farm made them feel like a challenge.

Not gentler.

Just more honest.

I got dressed, stretched the soreness out of my shoulders, and turned on the television.

The screen crackled awake with its usual storm of static before settling into something that resembled a picture.

Weather first.

“It’s going to be a beautiful, sunny day tomorrow!”

I stared at the screen.

“Good. More watering.”

The words came out flat, but not miserable.

That was progress, probably.

Sunny meant work.

But it also meant growth.

Yesterday’s rain had given me time.

Tomorrow’s sun would demand payment for it.

Fair enough.

I changed channels.

Purple smoke curled across the screen.

The Fortune Teller stared solemnly into her crystal ball.

“The spirits are very happy today! They will do their best to shower everyone with good fortune.”

I leaned back.

“Nice.”

I still didn’t know whether I believed in spirits.

That felt like a dangerous sentence to say aloud in Pelican Town.

After fishing up geodes, digging a trilobite out of the sand, watching Emily talk about magical rings as casually as other people discussed weather, and hearing half the town become visibly uncomfortable whenever anyone mentioned the Wizard, my old categories had started feeling less reliable.

Maybe fortune was real here.

Maybe it wasn’t.

Either way, I would take all the help I could get.

I reached for the dial again.

The television flickered.

Instead of Livin’ Off the Land, the screen shifted to a clean blue studio.

KOZU 5.

A woman sat behind a curved desk beside an image of the Joja globe.

I stopped.

“In business news this morning,” she said, “Joja Corporation has confirmed a major leadership transition as longtime chief executive Ernesto Silva steps down following growing concerns surrounding the company’s regional expansion strategy.”

My hand remained on the dial.

Silva.

I knew the name.

Everyone who worked at Joja knew the name.

Not personally.

People at my level did not know chief executives personally.

We knew photographs.

Internal emails.

Quarterly addresses nobody watched unless management sent three reminders.

Silva had been the smiling face beside warehouse openings, new regional distribution centers, rural hiring campaigns, and promotional videos about bringing opportunity to communities supposedly left behind by modernization.

The screen changed.

Older footage showed Silva standing outside a Joja store I didn’t recognize.

Ribbon.

Employees in blue.

Local officials smiling beside him.

A banner behind them read:

INVESTING IN FERNGILL’S FUTURE

The anchor continued.

“Silva’s tenure was marked by aggressive expansion into rural and regional markets, including new retail locations, distribution partnerships, and infrastructure investments across the Republic.”

Aggressive expansion.

That was one way to say it.

I remembered internal emails celebrating new locations.

Untapped regional demand.

Community modernization.

Expanded market access.


The words had sounded good from a cubicle.

Most things did when nobody showed you the bill.

The footage changed again.

A different man appeared beside Silva at some corporate event.

Dark suit.

Controlled expression.

Nothing warm enough to mistake for charm.

“Darian Brown, formerly Joja’s Chief Operating Officer, has assumed the role of Chief Executive Officer following board approval earlier this month.”

Brown.

That name I knew too.

Less from motivational emails.

More from the kind of operational memos nobody wanted attached to their department.

Efficiency reviews.

Consolidation targets.

Compliance restructuring.

The documents that appeared three months before someone’s desk became empty.

I thought of Marv.

Mark.

Martin.

Whatever his name had been.

His cardboard box.

The framed picture of his children.

The way the office corrected itself around his disappearance before lunch.

The anchor kept speaking.

“Brown has announced a company-wide review of regional operations, with particular emphasis on underperforming branches, contractor oversight, redundant administrative functions, and the profitability of several expansion initiatives begun during the Silva administration.”

I stared at the television.

Underperforming branches.

Yesterday, Shane had said Morris wanted miracles.

Regional wanted numbers.

Expansion quotas.

Survey delays.

Mine access.

Deliveries backing up.

Apparently he hadn’t been exaggerating.

The program cut to Brown.

Not live.

A prepared statement.

Of course.

He stood behind a podium with the Joja logo behind him.

“Joja’s future depends not merely upon scale, but upon disciplined scale.”

I almost laughed.

That was a sentence only an executive could say without immediately being thrown out of a room.

Brown continued.

“Growth without clear accountability produces inefficiency. Regional operations must meet consistent standards of safety, reporting, authorization, and sustainable performance.”

Authorization.

That word landed.

I thought about Clint.

The blocked mine.

Joja contractors drilling near unstable stone.

Morris somehow having enough local discretion that nobody could explain where his authority began or ended.

Yesterday Shane had said there were rumors about tighter protocol.

Apparently that part was real too.

Brown continued speaking.

“Where existing structures fail those standards, they will be reviewed and, where necessary, consolidated.”

There it was.

Consolidated.

Joja loved that word.

People heard consolidated and imagined departments becoming cleaner.

Spreadsheets becoming shorter.

Buildings becoming more efficient.

Employees heard it and started checking whether cardboard boxes were available.

The anchor returned.

“Joja has declined to provide a total number of positions expected to be affected by the restructuring, though layoffs have already begun across several administrative and regional divisions.”

I stared at the screen.

Already begun.

Yeah.

I knew.

My old department had been missing four people before I left.

Dobson had called it an efficiency problem.

Olivia called it being understaffed.

Juno called it bull****.

Lisa usually didn’t call it anything.

She just quietly did the work of whoever disappeared.

I wondered how many of them were still there.

That thought came too fast.

I turned the volume down.

The anchor continued anyway, quieter now.

“Several labor organizations have criticized the restructuring, arguing that workers are being made to absorb the cost of Joja’s earlier expansion strategy. Company representatives maintain that stronger central oversight will improve employee safety and long-term stability.”

Safety.

Long-term stability.

Layoffs.

All in the same sentence.

Very Joja.

I should have turned it off.

Instead, I kept watching.

A map appeared.

Regional locations marked across the Republic.

Zuzu City.

Grampleton.

Several towns I didn’t recognize.

Then a cluster of smaller rural sites.

Pelican Town was too small to label individually.

That felt appropriate somehow.

A whole town reduced to a dot inside somebody else’s strategy.

The anchor said something about branches opened during the final phase of Silva’s countryside initiative receiving additional review.

I sat forward.

Countryside initiative.

Morris.

The JojaMart.

The mine surveys.

Growth market.

For the first time, the timing arranged itself properly.

Morris had not simply wandered into Pelican Town one morning and decided he wanted a grocery store.

He was part of something larger.

Silva had wanted Joja expanding into places exactly like this.

Small markets.

Limited competition.

Weak infrastructure.

Communities where one corporate store could become groceries, employment, distribution, logistics, and eventually something too large to remove cleanly.

Morris had arrived carrying that strategy.

And now the man who built the strategy was gone.

His replacement was reviewing it.

I stared at Brown’s photograph beside the Joja globe.

Yesterday Shane had said Morris was being squeezed for numbers.

Now I understood why.

If Brown was reviewing rural branches, Morris did not merely need Pelican Town to grow.

He needed Pelican Town to prove the whole expansion had been worth doing.

That was different.

Worse, probably.

Men under pressure did strange things when their careers depended on turning bad decisions into success stories.

I knew that too.

Dobson had spent years doing it.

The news moved on.

Something about shipping forecasts.

I changed channels.

Livin’ Off the Land appeared halfway through the opening jingle.

“For you folks living in Stardew Valley — check the southwest woods for spring onions!”

I looked toward the door.

“Already ahead of you.”

The southwest woods had given me onions, seeds, wet boots, and the humiliating experience of leaving a gold-star spring onion behind because my backpack had all the carrying capacity of a stubborn lunchbox.

The memory still hurt.

Not emotionally.

Economically.

Which might have been worse.

I turned the TV off.

The farmhouse became quiet.

Brown’s words remained anyway.

Disciplined scale.

Clear accountability.

Regional review.

Consolidation.


I looked at the old backpack hanging beside the door.

Then toward the farm.

Apparently everybody was thinking about capacity this morning.

Great.

I stepped outside.

The air had changed completely after the rain.

Everything looked scrubbed.

The grass shone.

Water clung to the fence posts.

The field smelled dark and alive, damp soil holding the memory of yesterday’s storm beneath a brightening sky.

I checked the crops.

Watered what needed it.

Pulled two weeds that had somehow developed territorial ambitions overnight.

By the time I finished, my shoulders had warmed and the news had stopped sounding like a television segment.

It had become a question.

What happened to Morris if Brown decided Pelican Town was one of Silva’s mistakes?

I knew one person who would have opinions.

Unfortunately, that person sold seeds.

And opinions.

Usually at different prices.

I gathered what I needed, checked the money I had saved, and headed toward town.
 
Chapter 15
Pierre’s bell rang when I stepped inside.

The shop smelled like dry wood, paper bags, fertilizer, and vegetables arranged with suspicious confidence.

Morning light came through the front windows, catching dust in the air and turning the whole store briefly golden.

Commerce apparently wanted to look holy if you squinted.

Pierre stood behind the counter reading a folded newspaper.

He looked up.

“Ah! Mr. Eric.”

Then he saw my expression.

His smile shifted.

“That usually means either something died or you have a question.”

“Neither.”

“Good.”

“Joja.”

His smile disappeared.

“Worse.”

I nodded toward the newspaper.

“You see the news?”

Pierre tapped the front page.

“Brown.”

“So yes.”

“Yes.”

He folded the paper carefully.

Too carefully.

“What do you make of it?” I asked.

Pierre looked at me.

Then behind me, toward the window.

JojaMart wasn’t visible from this angle.

It didn’t need to be.

“Joja is reviewing its rural expansion,” he said.

“You sound happy.”

“I am allowed some happiness.”

“I didn’t say you weren’t.”

“Good.”

He straightened the newspaper.

“Silva spent years putting those stores everywhere. Every little town with enough people to fill a checkout line suddenly became an untapped market.”

“You've been following this?”

Pierre looked almost offended.

“Mr. Eric, that corporation has been trying to destroy businesses like mine for years. I pay attention.”

Fair.

“What do you think Brown does?”

Pierre’s mouth twisted.

“If I knew what Joja executives planned before they did it, I would be considerably richer.”

“Helpful.”

“I try.”

Then his expression settled.

“Maybe they finally realized rural expansion costs more than putting up a blue sign and shipping discount cereal into the countryside.”

That sounded harsher than I expected.

Not because Pierre disliked Joja.

That part was obvious.

Because there was something close to vindication beneath it.

“So this is good for you.”

“Yes.”

The answer came immediately.

Then Pierre hesitated.

His eyes moved toward the window again.

“Yes,” he repeated, quieter.

I thought about Shane.

Morris struggling means everyone under him gets worse schedules.

“Good for who?”

Pierre looked back at me.

There it was.

The part neither of us liked.

“If Brown closes underperforming branches,” I said, “what happens to Shane?”

Pierre’s jaw tightened.

“Shane is not my employee.”

“No.”

“Neither is Sam.”

“I know.”

“Or Claire.”

I said nothing.

Pierre looked down at the newspaper.

The front page showed Brown beside a headline about restructuring.

“Do you think I want them unemployed?”

“No.”

“Because I don’t.”

“I know.”

“But Joja hiring people here is part of the problem.”

“Because it makes people dependent.”

Pierre shook his head.

“Because it makes criticism expensive.”

That was better.

Sharper.

More honest.

He leaned one hand against the counter.

“If Morris were simply some outsider trying to undercut me, this would be easy. People would choose sides. They would shop here or there. I would win or lose.”

His fingers tightened against the wood.

“But Shane works there. Sam works there. Claire works there. People have rent. Families. Bills. So every time Joja hurts this town, someone says we cannot push too hard because the workers will suffer.”

He looked toward the newspaper.

“And they are right.”

That last part cost him something.

I could hear it.

“So Brown cutting Joja back could help you.”

“Yes.”

“And hurt them.”

“Yes.”

“Great system.”

Pierre gave me a tired look.

“Welcome to retail.”

I laughed once.

Not because it was funny.

Because he sounded like Shane.

That bothered me.

“Yesterday Shane said Morris is under pressure,” I said.

Pierre’s eyebrows rose.

“You and Shane had a conversation?”

“Technically.”

“Voluntary?”

“Debatable.”

“What did he say?”

“Regional wants numbers. Morris wants miracles.”

Pierre snorted.

“That sounds about right.”

“He said Morris has been dealing with expansion quotas, survey problems, delayed deliveries. Mine access.”

That changed Pierre’s face.

“Mine access.”

“Yeah.”

His fingers stopped moving.

I remembered Clint.

The low anger in his voice.

Weeks of lost orders because somebody had drilled into the mountain and then apparently misplaced the person responsible.

“Brown also talked about tighter authorization and contractor oversight.”

Pierre stared at me.

“After the drilling.”

“That's what I thought.”

He set the newspaper down.

“Do you know who approved that?”

“No.”

“Lewis?”

“Don't know.”

“Morris?”

“Sort of.”

Pierre stared.

“That is not an answer.”

“That is almost exactly what I told Shane.”

“What did he say?”

“Regional authorized surveys. Contractors did the work. Morris had local discretion over scheduling and access. Nobody seems to know how much.”

Pierre blinked.

“He manages a supermarket.”

“That was also my reaction.”

Pierre pushed himself away from the counter and began pacing behind it.

That was new.

Usually his movements back there had purpose.

Register.

Shelves.

Inventory.

Customer.

Now he was just angry.

“Do you understand how insane that sounds?”

“Yes.”

“You cannot simply arrive in a town, sell groceries, and then start drilling into its mountain.”

“Apparently you can.”

“Legally?”

I shrugged.

“Apparently enough that nobody stopped them.”

Pierre stopped.

“That is not the same thing.”

“No.”

We looked at each other.

That was the problem.

Legal.

Approved.

Authorized.

Permitted.

Four words that sounded solid until you asked whose signature was under them.

Pierre crossed his arms.

“Clint must be furious.”

“He is.”

“Good.”

I stared.

Pierre corrected himself.

“Not good that he is suffering. Good that he is furious.”

“Better.”

“The mines matter to half the town.”

“I’m starting to figure that out.”

“Clint’s work. Marlon. Supply. Tools. Ore. People buying food before going up there. Travelers passing through.”

“Economic circulation.”

Pierre pointed at me.

“Yes.”

I smiled slightly.

“You liked that phrase.”

“It is an accurate phrase.”

“Still sounds like something Joja would say.”

Pierre looked offended.

“I knew economics before Joja existed.”

That was probably true.

He returned to the counter.

“So Brown wants tighter control.”

“That's what he says.”

“Maybe the man has some sense.”

“He’s laying people off.”

Pierre went quiet.

There it was again.

Every clean conclusion lasted about four seconds in Pelican Town.

I looked at Brown’s photograph.

“You know what's strange?”

“What?”

“Morris came here under Silva.”

Pierre nodded.

“Silva wanted rural expansion.”

“Yes.”

“And now Brown is reviewing rural expansion.”

“Yes.”

I leaned against the counter.

“So Morris built his whole branch under a strategy the new CEO might already think was a mistake.”

Pierre's expression changed.

Slowly.

He had not thought about it that way.

Neither had I until this morning.

“That would explain some things,” he said.

“Like?”

“The promotions.”

“What promotions?”

Pierre waved vaguely toward the square.

“Membership drives. Discounts. Flyers. Every week it’s something else. He acts like he needs to prove Pelican Town is about to become Joja’s greatest rural success.”

I thought of Shane saying growth market like the words tasted rotten.

“Maybe he does.”

Pierre looked toward the window.

For a moment, I saw something unexpected in him.

Not sympathy.

Never that.

Recognition.

A businessman recognizing another businessman who had backed himself into a corner.

Then it vanished.

“He still chose how he treated people,” Pierre said.

“Yes.”

“Pressure doesn’t absolve him.”

“No.”

Pierre nodded.

That seemed important to him.

It was important to me too.

Dobson had been under pressure.

Olivia had been under pressure.

I had been under pressure.

Pressure explained behavior.

It did not automatically forgive it.

Pierre tapped the newspaper.

“Your grandfather probably would have had opinions about all of this.”

I sighed.

“Of course.”

Pierre smiled faintly.

“Not necessarily the opinions you think.”

I looked at him.

“Peter, from what I’ve heard, didn’t believe local meant righteous by default.”

That landed harder than I expected.

Because it complicated him.

And Pierre.

And the whole town.

At Joja, the enemy had been easy to name because it wore a blue logo and filed everything into metrics.

Here, the systems had names.

Faces.

Families.

Rent.

Pride.

Debt.

A door opened somewhere beyond the aisles.

For half a second, I thought another customer had come in.

Then I saw blue through the window.

Shane crossed the street carrying a crate under one arm.

Shoulders hunched.

Joja jacket dark against the morning.

Pierre followed my gaze.

His mouth tightened.

“Shane works there,” I said.

“I am aware.”

“I met him at the Saloon.”

“Then you received the warm version.”

“That was warm?”

“For Shane? Probably.”

I watched Shane disappear around the corner.

Pierre looked down.

“Jodi’s oldest works for Morris too.”

“Sam.”

“Yes.”

The name felt different now.

Jodi’s son.

Vincent’s brother.

Kent’s son.

Working beneath Morris while Kent was somewhere across the sea and Jodi held the house together with both hands.

“Joja employs a lot of people here.”

Pierre’s jaw shifted.

“That is part of the problem.”

“Because it makes criticism expensive.”

His eyes lifted to mine.

“Very good.”

“I'm learning.”

At Joja, Dobson never needed people to like him.

He only needed them to need the schedule.

The paycheck.

The reference.

The approval.

Morris was not Dobson.

Not exactly.

I barely knew him.

But the shape felt familiar.

A man standing between people and what they needed.

Smiling while he did it.

My shoulders tightened.

Pierre noticed.

“Careful,” he said.

“With Morris?”

“With easy comparisons.”

His mouth twisted.

“They are satisfying. That is why they are dangerous.”

I hated that he was probably right.

Morris was not Dobson.

Brown was not Silva.

Pierre was not some noble opposite of Joja.

Shane was not merely a victim.

Nobody here seemed interested in remaining simple long enough for me to understand them.

The shop went quiet.

Seed packets lined the shelves in bright little rows.

Each one promised growth if placed in the correct dirt, under the correct weather, with enough water and patience.

Across town, Joja promised convenience.

Inside me, both promises became numbers.

Pierre sighed.

“Small towns do not get clean fights, Mr. Eric.”

I looked at him.

“If Joja were only bad, people would resist faster. If local shops were only good, people would support them more easily.”

He gestured around the store.

“But everyone has rent. Everyone has children. Everyone has winter coming. Everyone has something they cannot afford to lose.”

I thought of Jodi’s house.

Sam joking loudly enough to cover an empty chair.

Vincent counting cookies into money.

Kent somewhere far away.

Claire beneath fluorescent lights.

Shane at the Saloon explaining regional policy while drinking through the consequences.

Clint looking toward a mine nobody could enter.

“And everyone says things from where they’re standing,” I said.

Pierre studied me.

“That,” he said, “is also true.”

Then his expression changed.

Not dramatically.

Shopkeeper mode simply returned like a curtain being pulled open.

“Speaking of things you cannot afford to lose.”

I narrowed my eyes.

“What?”

Pierre pointed behind me.

The backpack.

It hung beside the counter.

Blue fabric.

Reinforced straps.

Brass buckles.

More pockets than my current bag could dream of.

A small sign beneath it read:

BACKPACK UPGRADE — 2,000g

I stared.

Pierre smiled.

“No.”

“You haven’t heard the sales pitch.”

“I have functioning eyes.”

“Then half my work is complete.”

“You planned this transition.”

“I have no idea what you mean.”

“You just used corporate collapse to sell me luggage.”

Pierre placed one hand over his chest.

“Mr. Eric, I would never.”

“You absolutely would.”

“Only locally.”

I laughed.

The tension loosened.

Not gone.

Just enough.

I stepped closer to the backpack.

Twenty-four slots.

Twice the room.

Two thousand gold.

The number sat beneath it neat and merciless.

I had spent days chasing that number.

Fish by fish.

Onion by onion.

Errand by errand.

Tiny gains stacked against a single purchase that would not plant crops, repair the cottage, answer questions about Grandpa, reopen the mine, or make Shane less likely to glare at me like I had personally invented conversation.

It was just a bag.

A very expensive bag.

I checked the money in my pocket.

Enough.

Barely comfortable enough.

Pierre watched my face.

“Every farmer has this moment.”

“The moment where they stare at a backpack and question every life decision that brought them here?”

“Usually, yes.”

I looked at him.

“You’re too honest for a salesman.”

“Only when honesty helps the sale.”

“At least that's honest too.”

He chuckled and lifted the backpack from the hook.

“Think of it less as a purchase and more as removing a constraint.”

I froze.

Pierre noticed.

“What?”

I stared at him.

“Removing a constraint.”

“Yes.”

“That is exactly the sort of phrase Joja uses.”

His expression changed.

Not offended.

Interested.

“How?”

“Capacity limitations. Operational friction. Bottlenecks. Throughput. Efficiency.”

Pierre looked at the backpack.

Then at me.

“I meant that you have a small bag.”

“I know.”

“And this is a bigger one.”

“I know.”

“And therefore you can carry more things.”

“I know.”

“Joja did not invent arithmetic.”

That stopped me.

Pierre set the backpack on the counter.

“Do you think corporations own every useful idea because they learned how to put unpleasant words around them?”

I frowned.

“No.”

“Good.”

He opened one of the compartments.

“More room means more crops. More forage. More fish. More mining haul once they reopen the mines. Fewer trips home. Less wasted time.”

The numbers started moving automatically.

More fish per trip.

More forage.

Longer mining runs.

Less time walking back to storage.

Higher daily output.

More income.

Faster upgrades.

Revenue.

Capacity.

Efficiency.

Return on investment.

My stomach tightened.

Joja had followed me again.

Not through Morris.

Not through Shane.

Not through Brown appearing on television.

Through arithmetic.

I stared at the backpack.

Pierre noticed.

“You’re doing something strange with your face.”

“Thinking.”

“Dangerous.”

“Apparently.”

I ran one hand over the reinforced strap.

“That's the problem.”

“What?”

“This makes sense.”

Pierre blinked.

“Yes.”

“Too much sense.”

“That usually helps when buying things.”

I exhaled.

“I spent years watching Joja turn every problem into capacity. More work. More output. More efficiency. Somebody leaves? Everybody else absorbs the workload. Department falls behind? Increase targets. System breaks? Optimize the system harder.”

Pierre listened.

Actually listened.

“And now I’m standing here thinking the same way about the farm.”

He leaned against the counter.

“Are you planning to fire yourself?”

“No.”

“Underpay yourself?”

“Technically already doing that.”

“Exploit your own labor?”

I stared.

Pierre winced.

“Bad example.”

“A little.”

He folded his arms.

“Mr. Eric, growing is not the same thing as exploitation.”

“No.”

“Efficiency is not automatically cruelty.”

“I know.”

“Capacity is not automatically greed.”

“I know.”

He paused.

“You don’t sound convinced.”

I looked at the backpack again.

Maybe because those words had been used around me so often that they carried the smell of fluorescent lights now.

But Pierre was right.

A hammer was not responsible for every broken thumb.

Arithmetic was not Joja.

Joja had simply taught me how easily arithmetic could become permission.

“Maybe numbers are survival,” I said.

Pierre nodded.

“They often are.”

“But they can also become the only thing you see.”

“That too.”

I looked at him.

That answer surprised me.

Pierre smiled slightly.

“You think small business owners don’t worry about that?”

I glanced around the shop.

Prices.

Seeds.

Inventory.

Produce.

Caroline somewhere upstairs.

Abigail somewhere beyond the door.

A family built above a register.

Right.

Pierre picked up the backpack.

“The question isn't whether you grow.”

He held it out to me.

“It is whether you remember what the growth is for.”

That landed harder than I wanted.

Brown appeared in my head.

Disciplined scale.

Morris trying to prove Pelican Town was a growth market.

Silva opening stores across the countryside because expansion itself had become evidence of success.

My old department losing workers while Dobson demanded higher productivity from whoever remained.

I looked down at the bag.

“That's annoyingly reasonable.”

“I have my moments.”

“How much?”

Pierre stared at me.

“Eric.”

“I know. Two thousand.”

“You have been staring at the sign for days.”

“I was hoping it changed out of pity.”

“It did not.”

“Worth trying.”

I counted the money onto the counter.

The loss hurt immediately.

Two thousand gold.

Gone.

Seeds I could have bought.

Tools I could have saved for.

Food.

Repairs.

Everything the farm still needed.

Pierre counted it once.

Then pushed the backpack toward me.

“There.”

I transferred everything from the old bag.

The difference was ridiculous.

My tools disappeared into compartments that still left empty space.

Actual empty space.

I stared inside.

“This feels illegal.”

Pierre laughed.

“Twenty-four slots.”

“I can carry civilization.”

“Please don't.”

I swung the new backpack over my shoulders.

The straps settled more comfortably than the old ones.

Lighter.

Even though technically nothing I owned weighed less.

Pierre picked up my old pack.

“You want this?”

“Keep it.”

“For what?”

“Evidence.”

“Evidence of what?”

“That I survived the starter pack.”

“I’ll mark the occasion.”

I adjusted the straps.

More space.

More opportunity.

More time away from the farm before needing to return.

More fish.

More ore.

More forage.

More everything.

There it was again.

The thrill.

And immediately behind it:

pressure.

Pierre must have seen something in my face.

“More room only helps if you fill it wisely.”

I looked at him.

“That sounded like advice.”

“It was.”

“Are you charging?”

“Not today.”

“Generous.”

“Effective.”

I started toward the door.

Then stopped.

“Pierre.”

“Yes?”

“You really think Brown pulling back from rural expansion helps Pelican Town?”

He didn't answer immediately.

That was why I believed what came next.

“I think Morris failing helps me.”

Honest.

Ugly.

“I think Joja having less control helps this town.”

He looked toward the window.

“And I think people losing their jobs hurts this town.”

His hand rested against the newspaper.

“All three can be true.”

I nodded.

“Yeah.”

“That is the irritating part.”

“I'm noticing.”

Pierre smiled faintly.

“Peter probably noticed too.”

I groaned.

“There it is.”

“Had to get one in before you left.”

“Contractual obligation?”

“Local tradition.”

I opened the door.

The bell rang overhead.

Outside, the sun had climbed high enough to warm the square.

I stepped onto the path.

The new backpack shifted against my shoulders.

For the first time since arriving, my bag was nearly empty and still had room left over.

It should have made me feel lighter.

In a way, it did.

I looked across town.

Toward the Saloon.

Toward Clint’s shop.

Toward the road leading north to the blocked mine.

JojaMart sat farther east, hidden beyond the buildings.

Morris was somewhere inside it.

Probably checking numbers.

Probably being asked why a rural branch opened under Ernesto Silva wasn’t growing fast enough under Darian Brown.

That almost made me feel sorry for him.

Almost.

Then I remembered Clint’s mine.

Shane’s schedules.

The drilling.

Pressure explained people.

It did not absolve them.

I adjusted the straps.

More room meant more opportunity.

More opportunity meant more pressure.

But pressure did not have to travel downward forever.

That was something Joja had taught me accidentally.

Someone could stop passing it along.

I looked toward the farm road.

Brown thought Joja needed disciplined scale.

Morris thought Pelican Town needed growth.

Pierre thought local businesses needed enough margin to survive.

I had just spent two thousand gold increasing my own capacity because I wanted to stay out longer, gather more, sell more, build faster.

Everybody wanted something to grow.

Maybe growth wasn't the question.

Maybe the question was what happened to everyone standing underneath it.

I started toward the farm.

Today, I had bought space.

Tomorrow, I would find things to put inside it.

That was supposed to mean I could carry more.

I was beginning to understand that it also meant deciding what was worth carrying at all.
 
Chapter 16
I had barely made it halfway across the square before a gridball bounced in front of me.

Not rolled.

Bounced.

Hard.

It hit the cobblestones once, shot sideways, and nearly took out a flowerpot before I caught it against my chest.

I stared at the ball.

Then toward the source.

Alex stood near the path outside his grandparents’ house, hands on his hips.

“Nice catch.”

“You almost killed a geranium.”

“It survived.”

“That doesn’t make the throw good.”

“It made the catch better.”

I looked down at the gridball.

Then back at him.

“That logic seems dangerous.”

He grinned.

Alex looked exactly like someone who had been awake for hours and enjoyed it.

That alone made me suspicious.

His jacket was open despite the morning chill, the varsity star bright against one side. His hair looked annoyingly deliberate. Not styled exactly. Just the kind of hair that somehow stayed where it was supposed to while mine had spent the last week developing political independence.

More irritatingly, he looked rested.

Actually rested.

I had spent the morning watering crops, thinking about Darian Brown dismantling Ernesto Silva’s expansion strategy, listening to Pierre explain economics, and handing over two thousand gold for a backpack.

Alex apparently woke up and threw things.

I held out the gridball.

“You always train in the middle of the street?”

“Not always.”

“That sounds like yes.”

He took it.

“Street’s mostly empty.”

“Until someone gets hit.”

“You caught it.”

“That was self-defense.”

“Still counts.”

He tossed the ball into the air and caught it one-handed.

Of course.

I adjusted the straps of my new backpack.

Alex noticed immediately.

“New bag?”

“Yeah.”

“Finally.”

I stared at him.

“Finally?”

“You looked like you were carrying your whole farm in a grocery sack.”

“It cost two thousand gold.”

His eyebrows rose.

“For a backpack?”

“Thank you. That was also my reaction.”

He whistled.

“Must be worth it.”

“That’s what Pierre says.”

“Pierre says everything he sells is worth it.”

“Also my reaction.”

Alex laughed.

Then his eyes moved past me.

The expression disappeared.

Not completely.

Enough.

I followed his gaze.

Shane was walking toward the eastern road.

Joja jacket.

Hands buried in his pockets.

Shoulders forward.

He looked tired even from a distance.

Not sleepy.

Compressed.

Like his body had learned to make itself smaller during work hours and forgotten to expand again afterward.

Alex glanced over.

“You’re late again.”

Shane didn’t stop.

“Mind your business.”

“Hard when you stomp through town like a thundercloud.”

Shane’s eyes flicked toward me.

Then away.

“What do you want?”

“Nothing,” I said.

“Good.”

He kept walking.

Alex watched him go and snorted.

“Guy’s always like that.”

I looked after Shane.

The blue jacket caught the sunlight for half a second before he turned down the road.

Yesterday, I would have agreed faster.

Maybe not completely.

Fast enough.

Now I heard Shane explaining expansion quotas.

Regional wants numbers.

Morris wants miracles.

Stronger protocol after somebody gives them a reason.

I thought about the beer he had left on the counter.

Not untouched.

Not finished either.

“JojaMart?” I asked.

“Yeah.” Alex bounced the gridball once and caught it. “Him. Sam. Claire. Martin too, when he’s around.”

I nodded.

“Anyone else?”

“Depends what you mean by works there.”

“That usually means employed.”

“Then no. But Andy and Susan are through there a lot.”

I frowned.

“Andy and Susan?”

“Farmers.”

That got my attention.

“Here?”

“Nah.”

Alex pointed vaguely west with the gridball.

“Andy’s got a place outside the valley. Susan too. Different farms.”

“They sell to Joja?”

“Supply contracts, I think.”

That was interesting.

I had spent the last few days thinking of JojaMart as a store.

That was stupid.

Of course it was more than a store.

Shelves did not fill themselves.

Produce had to come from somewhere.

Milk.

Eggs.

Grain.

Fruit.

Frozen food.

Half the things Morris sold cheaply enough to make Pierre furious had started as somebody else’s work.

“What do they grow?”

Alex shrugged.

“Andy does a lot of grain. Vegetables too, I think. Susan’s got more mixed stuff.”

“You know them?”

“Not really.”

He turned the gridball slowly between his palms.

“Andy comes through more. Complains every time.”

“About Morris?”

“About everything.”

I smiled.

“Does he like Joja?”

Alex gave me a look.

“I said he supplies them.”

“Fair.”

“Gramps talks to him sometimes when they run into each other.”

“At Joja?”

“Yeah.”

That surprised me.

Maybe Alex noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You did the face.”

“What face?”

“The judgment face.”

“I don’t have a judgment face.”

“You definitely do.”

“I was thinking.”

“Same face.”

I looked toward George and Evelyn’s house.

“George shops at Joja?”

“Sometimes.”

Alex said it like the question barely deserved answering.

“Cheaper.”

Right.

Of course.

That was the part Pierre could dislike as much as he wanted without making it disappear.

Cheaper mattered.

Especially when money was fixed.

Especially when mobility was limited.

Especially when walking across town for principles required a body willing to cooperate.

“Pierre probably loves that.”

Alex laughed.

“Pierre can tell Grandpa where to shop if he wants to die.”

“Noted.”

“And Granny still shops at Pierre’s sometimes. Depends what they need.”

There it was again.

No clean fight.

Apparently Pelican Town considered ideological consistency a luxury product.

Alex bounced the gridball again.

“You know, people act like Joja’s cursed or something.”

I looked at him.

“It isn’t?”

“No.”

“That sounded confident.”

“It’s a store.”

“That drills into mountains.”

He paused.

“Okay. That part was stupid.”

“Strong endorsement.”

“But you know what I mean.”

“I’m learning that sentence usually means I’m about to disagree.”

Alex rolled his eyes.

“Work sucks sometimes. Bosses suck. Customers suck. Doesn’t mean you get to be a jerk to everybody because your job’s bad.”

I looked toward the road where Shane had disappeared.

There it was.

Not cruelty.

Certainty.

The kind that came easily when problems still looked like things you could train through.

“Maybe,” I said.

Alex raised an eyebrow.

“You defending him?”

“No.”

“Sounded like it.”

“I’m saying places can do things to people.”

Alex shrugged.

“People do things to people too.”

That was also true.

Annoyingly.

I thought of Shane at the Saloon.

The corner table.

The beer.

The way his anger landed on everyone nearby.

Then Jas.

Not at me always.

The qualifier bothered me more every time I remembered it.

Not always.

Like harm became smaller if it missed you by a room.

“Yeah,” I said. “They do.”

Alex tossed the gridball from one hand to the other.

“Then what are we arguing about?”

“I don’t know.”

“Good talk.”

“Wait.”

He stopped.

“You really think that’s it?”

“That what’s it?”

“If someone treats people badly, the reason doesn’t matter?”

Alex frowned.

“I didn’t say it doesn’t matter.”

“Sounded like it.”

“Now you’re doing the thing.”

“What thing?”

“The annoying thing where you make what I said more complicated.”

“That might just be conversation.”

“Sounds exhausting.”

“It is.”

Alex tucked the gridball beneath one arm.

For a second, he looked toward Shane’s road again.

Then back to me.

“I get that people have problems.”

His voice had lost some of the teasing.

“I’m not stupid.”

“I didn’t say you were.”

“But everybody has something.”

He shrugged.

“Bad job. Bad family. Money. Whatever.”

The word family came and went quickly.

Too quickly to hold.

“That doesn’t mean everybody around you has to get hit by it.”

I said nothing.

The sentence landed harder than the conversation seemed to deserve.

Alex did not look upset.

Did not look vulnerable.

If anything, he looked irritated that the answer was not obvious.

“Places can mess you up,” he continued. “People can mess you up. Fine.”

He bounced the gridball.

Caught it.

“But at some point you still decide what you do next.”

I studied him.

“That's a lot of certainty.”

“You say that like it’s bad.”

“I don’t know yet.”

He grinned.

“That sounds terrible.”

“What?”

“Not knowing.”

“You prefer knowing?”

“Obviously.”

“Even when you don’t?”

The grin remained.

Barely.

“I know enough.”

Interesting.

I had heard that tone before.

Not from Alex.

From myself.

Whenever somebody asked whether I was tired.

Whether I could afford something.

Whether another trip into the mine was sensible.

Enough.

I had enough energy.

Enough food.

Enough time.

Enough information.

Enough control.

Enough was a flexible word when stopping felt worse.

Alex threw the gridball high.

It rotated cleanly against the sky.

He caught it against his chest without looking down.

“Anyway,” he said, “Shane’s Shane.”

“That clears everything up.”

“You’re welcome.”

He stepped backward, setting his feet.

Then he looked at me again.

His eyes moved over my shoulders.

Arms.

Posture.

Apparently I had become livestock at an auction.

“What?”

“You look terrible.”

“Thank you.”

“No, seriously.”

“That helps.”

“You always stand like that?”

“Like what?”

Alex exaggerated my posture.

Shoulders rounded.

Head slightly forward.

Arms hanging loose like both had independently resigned.

I stared.

“I do not stand like that.”

“You’re doing it right now.”

I straightened immediately.

His grin widened.

“See?”

“I hate you a little.”

“You’re welcome.”

He pointed at my arms.

“Farm work?”

“Mostly.”

“Mines too?”

“Some.”

“Fishing?”

“Yes.”

“Chopping trees?”

“Yes.”

“Then why do you look surprised that you’re tired?”

“I’m not surprised.”

“You look offended by it.”

That shut me up for half a second.

Alex nodded like he had won something.

“Exactly.”

“Don't get excited.”

“You need to train.”

I stared at him.

“I work all day.”

“That’s not training.”

“My spine disagrees.”

“Work is work. Training is training.”

“Very informative.”

“You want help or not?”

“I haven’t decided.”

Alex shifted the gridball beneath his arm.

“Farm work is repetitive. Same movements all the time. If you build strength around that, it gets easier.”

“That actually sounded intelligent.”

His expression flattened.

“I know things.”

“I’m adjusting.”

“Try faster.”

I smiled.

“Pierre just sold me a bigger backpack because apparently my problem was insufficient capacity.”

Alex nodded immediately.

“Smart.”

“You agree with Pierre?”

“About the bag.”

“Dangerous.”

“More room means fewer trips.”

“That's exactly what he said.”

“Because it's obvious.”

I adjusted the straps.

“More room also means I can stay out longer.”

“Yes.”

“Carry more.”

“Yes.”

“Do more.”

“Yes.”

“And your solution to the farm exhausting me is what?”

“Train harder.”

I stared at him.

Alex stared back.

“That's your answer to everything?”

He thought about it.

“Most things.”

I laughed.

“No, seriously.”

“So am I.”

“What if you’re exhausted?”

“Recover.”

“And then?”

“Train.”

“What if training made you exhausted?”

“Recover better.”

“And then?”

“Train.”

I rubbed my face.

“You've built a religion.”

“It works.”

“For what?”

He tossed the gridball again.

“Getting better.”

Simple.

Immediate.

He said it like those two words settled the matter.

Maybe for him, they did.

“Better at what?”

“Whatever you’re doing.”

“That seems suspiciously broad.”

Alex shrugged.

“You do something enough, you improve.”

“Not everything works that way.”

Most people would have argued.

Alex went quiet.

Only for a second.

Then he bounced the ball again.

“I know.”

There.

Small.

Almost nothing.

Then his certainty slid back into place.

“But enough things do.”

I looked at the gridball.

“How long have you played?”

“Since I was a kid.”

“Just for fun?”

Alex looked personally offended.

“No.”

“Sorry.”

“I’m going pro.”

He said it without smiling.

That was what caught me.

Not:

I want to.

Not:

Maybe.

Not:

If things work out.

I’m going pro.

A fact.

The same tone I used for weather after reading the forecast.

“Gridball?”

“Yeah.”

“I know what gridball is.”

“Wasn’t sure.”

“I lived in Zuzu City, not underground.”

“People in the city are weird.”

“Pelican Town has a Wizard.”

Alex considered that.

“Okay. Point.”

“You trying out somewhere?”

“Eventually.”

“Eventually where?”

“College first. Probably.”

“Probably?”

“Kinesiology. Sports science. Something useful.”

“You've got this planned.”

“Obviously.”

I waited.

Alex frowned.

“What?”

“How planned?”

“Enough.”

There was that word again.

I smiled.

“That sounds like not very planned.”

“It’s planned enough.”

“That’s what people say when they have a destination and no map.”

“You don’t need the whole map.”

“That is a terrifying sentence.”

“You need the next step.”

He shifted his stance.

Feet apart.

Shoulders loose.

Ball ready.

“Then the one after that.”

He tossed it.

Caught it.

“Then the one after that.”

I watched him.

There was something almost comforting about the simplicity.

Practice.

Improve.

Move forward.

A future broken into motions small enough to repeat.

I understood the attraction.

Maybe too well.

Farm work did the same thing to me.

Water this row.

Clear that tree.

Catch another fish.

Break another stone.

Earn enough for the backpack.

Then the tool.

Then the building.

Then whatever came after that.

A life reorganized into tasks.

Tasks were easier than uncertainty.

“What if you don’t make it?” I asked.

Alex missed the catch.

Not badly.

The gridball struck his fingertips, dropped, bounced once against the road.

He grabbed it immediately.

Too quickly.

“I will.”

“I’m not saying you won’t.”

“You kind of are.”

“I’m asking.”

He brushed dirt from the ball.

“Then I try again.”

“And if that doesn’t work?”

“Then I get better.”

“And if getting better isn’t enough?”

His jaw tightened.

There.

Tiny.

Then the grin came back.

“Man, you are depressing.”

“I’ve heard that.”

“A lot?”

“Recently.”

Alex threw the ball harder this time.

Caught it.

“Good thing I’m not.”

“Depressing?”

“Worried.”

That answer was also too fast.

I looked at him.

He noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You did the face again.”

“Thinking.”

“Stop.”

“Can't.”

“Train harder.”

I laughed.

Alex did too.

For a few seconds, the conversation became easier.

Then a dog barked from behind the house.

Alex turned immediately.

His whole posture changed.

Not alarmed.

Attentive.

Dusty bounded around the corner, tail moving fast enough to become structurally questionable.

“Hey!”

Alex crouched before the dog reached him.

Dusty nearly tackled him anyway.

Alex caught him around the shoulders, laughing as the dog shoved its face against his chest.

“Yeah, yeah. I know.”

Dusty barked.

Alex scratched behind his ears.

The confidence disappeared.

Not because Alex became uncertain.

Because he stopped performing anything at all.

He was just nineteen.

Young.

Happy.

A dog leaning into him like there was nowhere else in the world either of them needed to be.

Then George’s voice came from the open window.

“Boy!”

Alex closed his eyes.

“There it is.”

“What?”

“My fan club.”

“Alex!”

“I heard you!”

“If you heard me, answer!”

“I just did!”

George appeared partly through the window, visible from the shoulders up.

He looked at me.

Then Alex.

Then the gridball.

“You still wasting daylight?”

Alex stood.

“I’m training.”

“For what? Becoming professionally unemployed?”

Alex’s shoulders tightened.

Only slightly.

I looked between them.

George continued.

“Evelyn needs help moving those pots before she throws her back out.”

“I was going to.”

“You were throwing a ball.”

“For training.”

“Plants don't care.”

Alex sighed.

“I said I’ll do it.”

George grunted and disappeared from the window.

Dusty looked toward the house.

Then at Alex.

Alex threw one hand up.

“What?”

I tried not to smile.

Failed.

“Professional athlete.”

“Shut up.”

“Strong start.”

“He does that.”

“George?”

“Yeah.”

Alex picked up the gridball.

“He thinks anything that doesn’t hurt immediately isn’t work.”

“That sounds exhausting.”

“He’s old.”

“As opposed to famously cheerful young George?”

Alex laughed despite himself.

“Okay. Fair.”

He looked toward the house.

Something softened in his expression.

Not enough that he would have admitted it.

“Granny actually does need help with those pots.”

“So go help.”

“I am.”

He didn’t move.

I waited.

Alex looked toward the road leading out of town.

Not Joja this time.

Farther.

Past the valley.

The moment lasted perhaps two seconds.

Then he bounced the gridball again.

“You ever want to leave?”

The question surprised me.

“I just got here.”

“Not what I asked.”

I stared at him.

Apparently Alex was allowed to do that too.

“I left somewhere to come here.”

“That’s different.”

“Why?”

“Because this was where you were going.”

“That’s generally how leaving works.”

He rolled his eyes.

“You know what I mean.”

I did.

Maybe.

“You want out?”

Alex looked toward the road again.

“Nah.”

Too fast.

Then:

“Not like that.”

“Like what?”

“I don't hate Pelican Town.”

He looked irritated by the possibility.

“It’s fine.”

High praise.

“Granny’s here. Grandpa’s here. Haley.”

That last name came out differently.

Not romantic.

Not yet.

Just familiar enough to carry weight.

“Sam. Everyone.”

He tucked the gridball beneath his arm.

“But I’m not staying here forever.”

Certainty again.

“What if gridball takes you somewhere else?”

“That’s the plan.”

“You sound pretty comfortable leaving.”

Alex gave me a strange look.

“Why wouldn’t I?”

I almost said:

Because people stay behind.

Eirika appeared in my mind immediately.

Mom.

Dad.

Grandpa.

Different houses.

Different routines.

Years turning distance into habit.

I didn't say any of it.

Not to Alex.

Not yet.

Instead:

“Some people find it hard.”

He shrugged.

“You can leave and still come back.”

Simple.

Of course.

I almost envied him.

Maybe because he still believed distance behaved if you told it to.

Maybe because I once had too.

“Grandpa okay with you leaving?”

Alex snorted.

“He’d complain either way.”

“That sounds like George.”

“He thinks I should do something.”

“Gridball counts?”

“He thinks gridball is stupid.”

“Also sounds like George.”

“Yeah.”

Alex smiled.

Then added:

“But he hates quitters more.”

Something about the sentence changed him.

Not much.

His shoulders straightened.

I wondered how many times he had heard it.

Maybe enough that George no longer needed to be in the room.

“What about Evelyn?”

Alex’s expression softened immediately.

“Granny thinks I can do anything.”

“That sounds healthier.”

“It’s worse.”

I laughed.

“How?”

“You disappoint someone who thinks you’re an idiot, who cares?”

He spun the ball once in his hands.

“Disappoint Granny and you’re going to hell.”

That made me laugh harder.

Alex grinned.

Then the grin faded, just around the edges.

“She wants me to go, though.”

“Go where?”

“Anywhere.”

He shrugged.

“College. Gridball. City. Whatever.”

“That's surprisingly broad.”

“She says young people are supposed to leave sometimes.”

I thought about that.

“And you agree?”

“Yeah.”

Another answer too fast.

Then Alex looked at Dusty.

The dog had settled beside his leg.

His hand dropped automatically to Dusty’s head.

“I mean…”

He scratched behind one ear.

“I'm not going to live with my grandparents forever.”

There was nothing sad in the sentence.

Not openly.

Something underneath it anyway.

A future where leaving and loss sat close enough to share a border.

I knew better than to push.

We barely knew each other.

Maybe that was why the conversation had gone this far.

Strangers sometimes let things slip because they had not yet learned where you might use them.

Alex cleared his throat.

“Anyway.”

There it was.

Door closed.

“Anyway,” I agreed.

His confidence returned so quickly that if I hadn’t been looking for the seam, I might have believed there wasn't one.

He pointed at me.

“Your shoulders.”

“What about them?”

“Still bad.”

“I straightened.”

“Then stopped.”

I immediately corrected my posture.

Alex grinned.

“See?”

“I'm starting to think this is just bullying.”

“Free coaching.”

“Worth every gold.”

“Seriously. You keep working like that, you're going to wreck yourself.”

I stared at him.

“Was that concern?”

“No.”

“Sounded like concern.”

“Professional assessment.”

“You're not a professional.”

“Future professional.”

“Convenient.”

He picked up the gridball with both hands.

“Farm work is strength, endurance, mobility. You do all three badly enough, something breaks.”

“You really do know this stuff.”

Alex’s face changed.

Pride.

Not arrogance exactly.

Something cleaner.

“I told you.”

“Sports science?”

“Probably.”

There was that word again.

“Maybe you should actually study it.”

“I will.”

“You said probably.”

“For the major.”

“You've thought about the difference?”

He looked irritated.

“Yes.”

“Good.”

“Why do you sound surprised every time I know something?”

I opened my mouth.

Closed it.

Fair.

“That might be my problem.”

“It is.”

“Confident.”

“You should try it.”

I smiled.

“Just decide I'm confident?”

“Kind of.”

“That cannot possibly be how it works.”

“Why not?”

“Because emotions don't obey instructions.”

Alex bounced the ball once.

“Bodies do.”

That line stopped me.

He continued before I answered.

“Mostly.”

He set his feet.

“You stand like you're confident long enough, you stop thinking about it.”

“That sounds fake.”

“No.”

His answer came immediately.

“Fake is pretending you did something you didn't.”

He shifted his weight.

“Practice is doing something until you can.”

I looked at him.

Alex seemed surprised I had gone quiet.

“What?”

“That was annoyingly good.”

“I'm full of wisdom.”

“Let's not ruin it.”

He grinned.

But the line stayed with me.

Practice.

Doing something until you can.

Maybe confidence worked that way for Alex.

Not a natural resource.

A muscle.

Something exercised.

Something he had been building long enough that everyone else mistook it for bone.

He threw the gridball.

Higher this time.

The ball rose into the bright Spring sky.

For a second, it seemed to hang there.

Then it came down.

Alex caught it cleanly.

No hesitation.

No surprise.

Like the possibility of missing had never entered the calculation.

“See?” he said.

“See what?”

“Better.”

“You threw a ball.”

“And caught it.”

“You've been doing that the whole conversation.”

“Exactly.”

I laughed.

“That's your proof?”

“Reps.”

“Reps.”

“Do enough of them.”

“And everything works?”

“I didn’t say everything.”

That surprised me.

Alex tucked the ball beneath one arm.

“Just more than sitting around worrying.”

There it was again.

Action.

Always action.

Shane gets angry?

Choose better.

Farm hurts?

Train.

Gridball uncertain?

Practice.

Future distant?

Move toward it.

Fear?

Do something before anyone sees it.

Maybe I was inventing parts of him.

Probably.

I had known Alex for less time than some of my crops.

Still.

I recognized the shape.

Not because we were alike.

We weren't.

Alex turned his fear into motion.

I turned mine into work.

Maybe that was close enough.

George called from inside again.

“Alex!”

Alex sighed.

“Coming!”

“You should probably go.”

“Yeah.”

He started toward the house.

Then stopped.

Turned.

“If you want, I can show you some exercises.”

I raised an eyebrow.

“For the farm?”

“Yeah.”

“You charge?”

“No.”

“Suspicious.”

“Maybe I just don't want to watch you walk around like a dying scarecrow all Spring.”

“That sounds more believable.”

Alex grinned.

“Tomorrow morning?”

“I have crops.”

“After.”

“I might fish.”

“After.”

“I might go to the mines.”

He stared at me.

“Then definitely before.”

I laughed.

“I’ll think about it.”

“That means no.”

“That means I'll think about it.”

“Same thing.”

He tossed the gridball once more.

Caught it.

“Train harder, farmer.”

Then he jogged toward the house.

Dusty sprinted after him.

I watched Alex reach the porch, set the gridball carefully beside the steps, and disappear inside.

A moment later, he returned carrying two large flowerpots.

Evelyn followed behind him with a smaller one.

She said something I couldn't hear.

Alex laughed.

George shouted something from inside.

Alex shouted back.

Normal.

Or whatever normal looked like in a house where three generations had apparently learned affection through arguments.

I adjusted my backpack again.

Twenty-four slots.

Twice the capacity.

Pierre had sold me space.

Alex had offered strength.

Both of them treated improvement like the answer to an obvious question.

More room.

More muscle.

More practice.

More capability.

I understood the appeal.

That was the dangerous part.

At Joja, becoming capable had never made life lighter.

It had only taught management how much more I could carry.

The farm was different.

I wanted it to be different.

Still, I had bought the larger backpack.

Tomorrow I would fill it.

The day after that, I would probably find something else I could improve.

Alex wasn't wrong.

Getting stronger mattered.

Getting better mattered.

The question I couldn't shake was what happened after you became strong enough for everyone—including yourself—to expect more.

I looked toward George and Evelyn's house.

Through the open window, Alex moved one flowerpot, then another.

He returned outside for the gridball.

For half a second, he stood alone in the yard, ball held against his side.

Then he threw it high.

Caught it.

Again.

Higher.

Again.

Each repetition looked effortless from the road.

Maybe that was the trick.

Practice something long enough and people stopped seeing the practice.

They only saw confidence.

I started toward the farm.

Behind me, the gridball hit Alex’s hands again.

Clean.

Certain.

Already preparing for the next throw.
 
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Football? Not Gridball?
Check over this chapter, please, there're a few times, where you say Football instead of Gridball.

Pretty nice conversation with Alex, btw. Makes me wish he'd more of such talk in the game 🥰
Yeah, thanks for catching that. Honestly, the whole terminology is sort of confusing since what Alex is basically holding is a football, so I assumed football and gridball are the same.
But uh... they aren't.
It's weird.

But yeah, I'll just change it to gridball coming forward.
 

Cuddlebug

Farmer
Honestly, the whole terminology is sort of confusing since what Alex is basically holding is a football, so I assumed football and gridball are the same.
But uh... they aren't.
Totally agree, but to follow the game canon the football requested a name change to gridball, probably was to confuse the Russians 😉😇

I was quite confused, when I found out years ago, that Football isn't the same game as the german soccer, although in my logic for english it had to be the same, bc the word "Football" is the exact translation for our word "Fußball" ... 🤓
 
Totally agree, but to follow the game canon the football requested a name change to gridball, probably was to confuse the Russians 😉😇

I was quite confused, when I found out years ago, that Football isn't the same game as the german soccer, although in my logic for english it had to be the same, bc the word "Football" is the exact translation for our word "Fußball" ... 🤓
Yeah, I always wondered if the language barrier had something to do with it, but I decided to just save the headache and change everything lol.
 
Chapter 17
I spotted Penny beneath the big tree near the library.

She sat with her back against the trunk, knees folded to one side, a book open across her lap. Yellow shirt, brown skirt, reddish hair falling forward slightly as she read. The leaves above her moved in the breeze, scattering sunlight across the page in shifting patches.

For once, she did not look like she was hurrying somewhere.

Or apologizing for being seen.

She looked still.

That made me hesitate.

But curiosity won.

Or maybe guilt did.

Our first real interaction outside the museum had been Pam shouting across the Saloon and Penny turning red like she wanted to disappear into the floorboards. I had not caused that, exactly, but I had been standing close enough to become part of it.

I walked over carefully.

“What are you reading?”

Penny jumped slightly, one hand pressing the book flat as if it might escape.

“Oh—sorry!” she said quickly. “I was lost in thought.”

“I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“No, it’s fine. I scare easily when I’m reading.”

“That sounds dangerous for someone who reads under trees.”

A small smile appeared.

Only for a second.

But it counted.

“You’re Eric, right?”

“Yeah. New farmer, occasional fisherman, professional backpack haver as of this morning.”

Her eyes flicked to the new pack.

“Oh. You got it.”

“Finally.”

“That must help.”

“It does. It also makes me feel like I have no excuse to be inefficient now.”

Penny looked at me for a moment.

Then said, softly, “That sounds exhausting.”

I blinked.

Most people had laughed when I said things like that. Or offered advice. Or turned it into a joke.

Penny just understood the weight of the sentence.

“Yeah,” I said. “It can be.”

She looked down at the book again, fingers resting against the page.

“I suppose more room doesn’t always mean less to carry.”

That landed so cleanly I almost forgot why I had walked over.

“No,” I said. “Apparently not.”

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

The square moved around us in small sounds: distant footsteps, leaves whispering, Pierre’s door opening and closing, someone laughing faintly near the fountain. Pelican Town was not quiet, exactly. It just knew how to make noise without becoming a machine.

I shifted awkwardly.

“Also, I wanted to say sorry.”

Penny looked up.

“For what?”

“The Saloon. Yesterday. With Pam.”

Her face changed.

There it was.

The retreat.

Not dramatic. Just a little inward fold, like she had practiced making herself smaller before anyone could look too closely.

“You don’t have to apologize for that.”

“I know. But I still wanted to.”

“She didn’t mean anything by it.”

“I figured.”

“She just…” Penny’s fingers tightened on the edge of the book. “She gets loud.”

That was a gentle way to say it.

Too gentle, probably.

I sat on the grass a careful distance away, not close enough to crowd her.

“At Joja, people got loud too,” I said. “Usually for different reasons.”

Penny studied me.

“You worked for Joja, right?”

“Yeah.”

“The city office?”

I nodded.

“Not the mart here?”

“No. Corporate side. Cubicles, metrics, grey walls, the whole soul-removal package.”

She smiled faintly, then looked guilty for smiling.

“Sorry.”

“No, that was the correct response.”

Her shoulders loosened a little.

“That sounds awful.”

“It was.”

“Then why did you stay?”

The question was not sharp.

That made it harder.

I looked toward the road leading out of town.

“Because awful can become normal if it happens slowly enough.”

Penny went quiet.

The book rested open in her lap, forgotten for the moment.

“I understand that,” she said.

The words were almost too soft to hear.

I did not ask what she meant.

Not yet.

Instead, I nodded toward the book.

“So. What are you reading?”

She looked almost relieved by the shift.

“Oh. It’s about the Dwarves.”

“The Dwarves?”

“Supposedly, they lived in this region long before humans settled the valley. Or at least, that’s what some of the older books suggest.” She turned the book slightly so I could see the page. “The accounts are inconsistent. Some treat them like folklore. Some like an ancient civilization. Some like they never existed at all.”

My eyes widened.

Maybe Emily wasn’t so far off.

“Ancient magical rings, forgotten civilizations, fossils in the sand…” I said. “This place is starting to feel less like a town and more like a museum with houses.”

Penny brightened.

“You really think that?”

“After the last few days? Yeah.”

Most people became cautious around strange things.

Penny seemed to wake up.

Not loudly. Not like Emily, whose wonder filled a room with color.

Penny’s curiosity was quieter.

But it had heat.

“I’ve always thought there’s more here than people admit,” she said. “The library has gaps. The museum is almost empty. Gunther tries, but even he speaks like someone reading around missing pages.”

“That’s a good way to put it.”

“He does it, doesn’t he?”

“All the time.”

Penny’s mouth curved.

“I knew it.”

“Should I be worried that you sound excited?”

“A little.” She looked back at the book. “I don’t know. It’s just… we’re lucky to have a library here. Even if it’s small. Books make it easy to forget reality for a while.”

Reality.

The word carried more than it should have.

“Pam?” I asked before I could stop myself.

Penny’s expression dimmed.

I immediately regretted it.

“Sorry. That was too direct.”

“No,” she said. “It’s fine.”

It wasn’t.

But she answered anyway.

“My mother has good days and bad days.”

That sentence had been used a lot, I suspected.

Polite. Portable. Well-worn.

“And the Saloon?” I asked.

“Is where many of the bad days become visible.”

I looked toward the Saloon, though we couldn’t see it from the tree.

“I’m sorry.”

Penny gave a small, tired smile.

“You’d spend your whole life apologizing around here.”

That hurt because it sounded practiced too.

“Sometimes you just move on,” she added.

“Does that work?”

“No.”

The answer came so quickly that we both looked at each other.

Then she laughed.

A real laugh.

Small, surprised, but real.

I smiled.

“There it is.”

“What?”

“The honest answer.”

Penny looked down, embarrassed but not unhappy.

“I didn’t mean to say it like that.”

“I’m glad you did.”

The breeze shifted the leaves overhead.

She brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.

“Books help,” she said. “They let you enter a world that isn’t this one. Even if only for a little while.”

“Escapism.”

“Maybe.”

“Not always a bad thing.”

“No,” she said. “But people say it like it is.”

“Emily mentioned ancient rings yesterday,” I said. “Powerful artifacts from forgotten civilizations. Pam called them kid stories.”

Penny’s face tightened at Pam’s name, then softened again.

“Emily says things most people dismiss too quickly.”

“I noticed.”

“She’s odd,” Penny said, then quickly added, “I mean that kindly.”

“I know. She’s odd kindly.”

Penny smiled.

“That’s a good way to say it.”

“She doesn’t deserve how the Saloon treats her sometimes.”

“No.” Penny looked toward her book. “She doesn’t. Gus appreciates her, I think. But appreciation doesn’t always stop people from taking.”

That was sharper than I expected.

Was this the same timid girl from yesterday?

Maybe she had never been timid.

Maybe she had just been tired.

“That’s a very Penny sentence,” I said.

She blinked.

“A what?”

“Nothing. I’m still learning how people sound.”

“And how do I sound?”

Careful question.

Not flirtatious. Not defensive.

Genuinely curious, and maybe a little afraid of the answer.

I thought about it.

“You sound like someone who says soft things because hard things would make people stop listening.”

Penny went still.

For a second, I thought I had gone too far.

Then she looked back down at the book.

“That’s… not wrong.”

“I’m sorry.”

She looked at me again.

“For being right?”

“For saying it.”

Her smile returned faintly.

“You’d spend your whole life apologizing around here.”

I laughed softly.

“Fair.”

She closed the book halfway, keeping one finger between the pages.

“What about you?”

“What about me?”

“How do you sound?”

I opened my mouth.

Nothing came out.

That was unfairly difficult.

“I don’t know,” I admitted.

Penny considered me.

“Like someone trying not to sound tired.”

That landed.

Hard.

“Yeah,” I said. “That’s probably right.”

Her expression softened.

Not pity.

Recognition.

For a moment, the space beneath the tree felt strangely separate from the rest of the town.

No Pam shouting.

No Shane snapping.

No Pierre selling.

No Gunther dodging.

No Grandpa’s name pulling everyone into old grief.

Just a woman with a book and a farmer with a new backpack, both trying to figure out how much of themselves could be said aloud without making the day heavier.

Then Penny noticed the bulge in my bag.

“Is that a geode?”

“Yeah. I’ve got to bring it to Clint.”

“You found one already? I didn’t think you’d reached the mines yet.”

“I haven’t. Caught it fishing.”

Her eyebrows lifted.

“You caught a geode.”

“With a bass.”

“Pelican Town really does like you.”

“Or it’s trying to confuse me into staying.”

“That might be the same thing.”

I laughed.

She looked pleased that she had caused it.

Then she looked at the geode again, and something in her expression changed.

Not excitement exactly.

Recognition.

Like the world had just handed her a footnote she wanted to chase.

“Are you bringing it to Clint now?” she asked.

“That was the plan.”

“Oh.”

The word had weight.

Not much.

Enough.

I looked at her.

“Do you want to come?”

Penny’s eyes widened.

“I didn’t mean—”

“I know.”

“I only wondered what was inside.”

“Me too.”

She looked down at the book, then toward the blacksmith’s shop across the river, then back at me. For a moment, she seemed to be negotiating with some invisible rule about what she was allowed to ask for.

Then she closed the book carefully.

“I could come for a little while,” she said.

“Good.”

Her smile was small.

But real.

We started toward Clint’s shop together.

At first, we walked in the kind of quiet that happens when two people are suddenly aware they have agreed to share a path and are not sure how much conversation that requires.

Then Penny said, “I’ve never seen a geode opened.”

“Really?”

“No. Clint opens them for the museum sometimes, but usually Gunther just receives the minerals afterward.” She glanced at my backpack. “I mostly see the labeled version of things.”

“The finished answer.”

“Yes,” she said. “Exactly.”

I liked that.

Maybe too much.

“That must be frustrating.”

“It can be.” She held the book against her chest. “Answers are useful. But sometimes I want to see the part where someone figures out why the answer matters.”

We crossed the small bridge near the blacksmith’s shop.

The river moved beneath us, bright from the rain, carrying little flecks of sunlight between stones.

“That sounds like teaching,” I said.

Penny looked surprised.

Then thoughtful.

“Maybe it is.”

The blacksmith’s shop sat warm and smoky near the river, its windows fogged slightly from the heat inside. The moment we stepped in, the smell hit me: coal, metal, ash, sweat, and something mineral-sharp beneath it all.

After Pierre’s seed packets and Penny’s quiet tree shade, Clint’s shop felt heavier. Everything here had weight before he even touched it.

Clint looked up from the counter.

Then down at the geode in my hand.

Then at Penny.

His face did a complicated thing that might have been panic, politeness, and the regret of being perceived.

“You told me yesterday,” he said.

“Good morning to you too.”

Penny smiled politely.

“Good morning, Clint.”

“Morning,” he said, then looked back at the geode with obvious relief. “Give it here.”

I set the geode on the counter.

He picked it up, turned it once, then grunted.

“Twenty-five gold.”

“Right. Of course.”

“Tools cost money.”

“So does breathing here, apparently.”

He paused.

Then, unexpectedly, gave the smallest huff that might have been a laugh.

“Breathing’s free. The rest gets invoiced.”

Penny looked down quickly, hiding a smile.

That was probably the closest Clint came to charm.

I paid him.

He took the geode to the anvil, set it carefully, and lifted his hammer.

The motion changed him.

At the Saloon, Clint looked like a man apologizing for occupying space. Here, with metal and stone and heat around him, he became steadier.

Not confident exactly.

But placed.

Penny noticed too.

I could tell by the way her eyes followed his hands instead of his face.

The hammer came down.

Once.

Twice.

On the third strike, the geode cracked open with a sharp little snap.

Something yellow-brown and glassy caught the forge light.

Clint picked it out with tongs, rinsed it, then set it on the counter.

“Jagoite.”

I stared.

“Is that good?”

“It’s a mineral.”

“That didn’t answer me.”

“It’s uncommon enough.” He pushed it toward me. “Gunther’ll want it.”

Penny leaned in slightly.

“Jagoite,” she repeated, as if committing the shape of the word to memory.

Clint nodded once.

“Lead-silicate, I think. Gunther’ll know the full name.”

“Do you want it?” I asked.

Clint blinked, like no one had asked him that before.

“For the shop?”

“Sure.”

He looked at the mineral.

Then away.

“Nah. Museum’s better. People should know what they’re holding.”

The line surprised me.

It shouldn’t have.

Clint worked with things most people ignored until they broke, rusted, or turned out to be valuable. Tools. Ore. Geodes. Quiet men at the edges of rooms.

“You sound like Gunther,” I said.

His mouth tightened.

“No, I don’t.”

“Sorry.”

Penny glanced between us, amused but kind enough not to show too much of it.

Clint rubbed the back of his neck.

“I just crack them open. He tells people what they mean.”

There was more in that sentence than he seemed to realize.

Penny looked at the Jagoite.

Then at Clint.

“That still matters,” she said.

Clint went very still.

Not dramatically.

But enough.

Then he looked down at the counter.

“Bring more if you find them,” he said.

“I probably will.”

“Don’t spend all your money cracking rocks before you can afford seeds.”

“That sounded like concern.”

“It was shop advice.”

“Is there a difference?”

He looked at me.

Then, after a second:

“Sometimes.”

That was enough.

Outside, the air felt lighter after the heat of the forge.

Penny held her book against her chest, but her attention stayed on the Jagoite in my hand.

“He’s different there,” she said.

“Clint?”

“At the Saloon, he looks like he’s waiting to be corrected. Here, he knows where his hands go.”

I looked at her.

She seemed to realize she had said something sharp.

“I didn’t mean—”

“No,” I said. “That was exactly right.”

She relaxed a little.

“People are different in the places that make sense to them.”

“Does the library make sense to you?”

Penny looked toward the building at the edge of town.

“Yes,” she said.

Then, after a beat:

“And no.”

That answer stayed with me as we walked.

Gunther lit up the moment he saw the Jagoite.

Not the way Pierre lit up when a customer entered, or the way Willy lit up when fishing came up, or the way Emily lit up because the world had offered her another excuse to be delighted.

Gunther’s excitement was sharper.

Academic.

Hungry.

“Oh,” he said, taking the mineral carefully. “Jagoite.”

“I was told you’d want it.”

“Clint knows his minerals.” He turned it under the museum light. “A hexagonal-ditrigonal dipyramidal lead-silicate mineral.”

I stared at him.

“Man, I should’ve studied archaeology instead of computer science.”

Gunther looked over the top of his glasses.

“Mineralogy, technically.”

“Of course.”

Penny laughed softly beside me.

Gunther blinked, as if only then realizing she had come in with me.

“Miss Penny.”

“Hello, Gunther.”

His gaze moved from her to me, then to the mineral, and something like understanding passed over his face.

Not teasing.

Not intrusive.

Just noticing.

“And no,” he added, carrying the Jagoite toward the display cases. “Archaeology is only romantic until the grant paperwork begins.”

“Government work?”

His expression shifted.

Only a little.

But I was starting to recognize when people in Pelican Town changed around certain words.

“Endless red tape,” he said lightly.

Too lightly.

“Cataloguing requirements. Restricted access. Funding justifications. Historical review boards that prefer history to remain convenient.”

“That last one sounds less like paperwork.”

Gunther stopped by an empty case.

For a moment, he said nothing.

Then he set the Jagoite on a small cloth square beside the trilobite.

“Some histories are easier to preserve when nobody thinks they matter,” he said.

The words were quiet.

Then the curator returned.

“But minerals are safe enough.”

“Safe enough?” Penny asked.

Gunther looked at her.

There it was again.

That carefulness.

“Rocks rarely offend governments unless they are found in politically inconvenient places.”

Penny tilted her head.

“That was a joke, right?”

Gunther smiled faintly.

“Mostly.”

He opened the ledger.

I watched him write my name again.

Eric Keene.

Beside it:

Jagoite.

That was the second time my name had entered the museum’s records.

Third, if you counted the aquamarine I had fished up and donated earlier.

The collection was still mostly empty. Blank cases, bare shelves, labels waiting for names. But the little cluster of donations looked different now.

Trilobite.

Aquamarine.

Jagoite.

Not much.

Enough to prove the room had started.

Penny watched the pen move.

I noticed that too.

The way her eyes followed my name, then the artifact, then the case.

Not with envy.

Not exactly.

More like she was watching a door open and trying to decide whether she was allowed to step closer.

Gunther capped his pen.

“Thank you, Eric. Truly. Most people pass through the library without glancing at the cases.”

“Penny notices.”

His pen hand stilled.

Only for half a second.

“Yes,” he said. “Penny notices.”

The way he said it made me look at him.

Penny looked down.

“Is that a problem?” I asked.

“No,” Gunther said quickly.

Too quickly.

Then, with more care:

“Curiosity is never a problem.”

“That sounds like something people say right before curiosity becomes a problem.”

Penny’s mouth twitched.

Gunther sighed.

For once, he did not dodge entirely.

“Penny is intelligent. More than people realize. She reads closely, and she dislikes gaps.”

“Gaps?” I asked.

“In books,” Penny said softly. “In records. In explanations.”

Gunther looked at her.

For a second, neither of them spoke.

Then he nodded.

“Yes.”

Penny’s grip tightened around her book.

“That is a virtue,” Gunther said.

“And?” I asked.

“And virtues can become burdens when the world makes them expensive.”

I thought of Penny beneath the tree, saying books made it easy to forget reality.

I thought of her brightening at Dwarves.

I thought of her saying more room didn’t always mean less to carry.

“She was reading about Dwarves,” I said.

Gunther’s expression became very still.

There it was.

Not panic.

Not yet.

But the first outline of it.

Penny noticed.

Her eyes sharpened.

Only slightly.

But they sharpened.

“Is that bad?” she asked.

“It is complicated,” Gunther said.

“Everything here is complicated,” I said.

“Then you are acclimating.”

This time, Penny laughed.

Gunther almost did.

Almost.

“Dwarven accounts are difficult,” he said, choosing each word carefully. “Fragmentary. Politically sensitive in some contexts. Heavily filtered through human record-keeping in others.”

“Human record-keeping,” Penny repeated.

“That is not a compliment,” I guessed.

“No,” Gunther said. “Not always.”

Penny looked at the empty cases.

“Because systems preserve conflict while erasing context,” she said.

Gunther looked at her sharply.

My eyebrows lifted.

Penny flushed.

“I heard you say it before.”

“Ah.”

“You were right.”

Gunther did not seem to know what to do with that.

I liked seeing him caught off guard.

It made him feel less like a curator guarding doors and more like a man realizing someone had been watching the hinges.

Penny stepped closer to the display case, studying the trilobite, the aquamarine, and the Jagoite.

“Fish. Fossil. Mineral,” she said.

“Things pulled from water, sand, and stone,” Gunther added.

“And almost sold, ignored, or left unnamed,” I said.

They both looked at me.

“What?” I asked.

Penny smiled.

“That sounded like something you’d accuse me of saying.”

“Maybe I’m learning.”

Gunther’s expression softened.

“Perhaps that is how collections start,” he said. “Not with grand discoveries. With someone stopping long enough to ask what a thing is before deciding what it is worth.”

The room went quiet after that.

Not empty.

Quiet.

Penny looked at me then.

Really looked.

And for once, I didn’t feel like someone was seeing Grandpa first.

Or Joja.

Or the farm.

Or a problem.

She looked at me like I was simply there beside her, holding the same question.

That felt more dangerous than being misunderstood.

Because it felt better.

I adjusted my new backpack, suddenly aware of all the room inside it.

A lot of room.

But the day was already filling.

“I’ve got to drop off a carp,” I said.

“Sam’s request?” Penny asked.

“You really do read the board every morning.”

“It’s useful to know what people need.”

“Right.”

I hesitated.

The easy thing would have been to say goodbye and leave.

The easier thing, maybe, would have been never to have asked her to come at all.

Instead, I said, “Thanks for coming with me.”

Penny looked surprised.

Then pleased.

“I didn’t do anything.”

“You noticed things.”

Her expression changed.

A little.

Enough.

“So did you,” she said.

That should not have felt like a gift.

It did.

Gunther, mercifully, pretended to be very interested in arranging the Jagoite.

Penny held her book closer, but not like a shield this time.

More like something she had chosen to carry.

“I should get back to my reading,” she said.

“And I should get this carp to Sam before it becomes a historical artifact.”

“Gunther might take it.”

“I would not,” Gunther said.

Penny smiled.

“You considered it.”

“I did not.”

“You paused.”

“That was professional restraint.”

I laughed.

Penny did too.

So did Gunther, finally, though he tried to hide it behind a cough.

For a moment, the museum did not feel empty at all.

Then the moment passed, but not completely.

Some part of it stayed in the room with the trilobite, the aquamarine, and the Jagoite.

“See you soon, Penny,” I said.

Her smile was genuine this time.

Warm.

Still careful.

But real.

“See you, Eric.”

I left the museum with the carp still in my pack, my wallet lighter by twenty-five gold, and the strange feeling that my new life had begun with a rock and somehow become about responsibility.

The backpack had more space now.

The town seemed determined to fill it.

But for the first time, not all of what I was carrying felt heavy.
 
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Chapter 18
I was still thinking about Penny when I reached Jodi’s house.

Not in the dramatic way songs insisted people thought about each other.

More like she had left a sentence open in my head.

More room doesn’t always mean less to carry.

The new backpack sat better on my shoulders than the old one ever had. It had space now. Proper space. Room for fish, forage, minerals, errands, mistakes, and apparently every small emotional complication Pelican Town felt like handing me.

The carp shifted inside it, wrapped carefully enough that I hoped nobody would ask how long it had been there.

Penny knew this house.

Vincent. Sam. The board requests. The little circuits of need that moved through town before I even knew where to stand. She read the Help Wanted board most mornings because, as she had said, it was useful to know what people needed.

That sentence had stayed with me too.

Useful to know what people needed.

It sounded simple until you realized how many people in Pelican Town needed things they did not know how to ask for.

Sam’s music boomed from upstairs before I even knocked.

Not softly either.

The kind of loud that made the walls participate.

I stood on the porch and listened for a second, wondering if this counted as an active household or a small local earthquake.

Then I knocked.

The music dipped slightly.

A moment later, Jodi opened the door.

“Oh! Eric.” Her face brightened with immediate, practiced warmth. “Hello. Busy as always, I see.”

“Apparently it only takes a few days.”

She laughed softly and stepped aside.

“Come in. Sam will be thrilled you actually brought that fish.”

I stepped inside.

The house felt familiar now in a way it had no right to after only one visit. Warm kitchen. Shoes by the door. The photograph in the hallway. Jodi’s towel folded over one arm like she had been interrupted halfway through a task and would return to it the second kindness allowed.

From upstairs, a voice called, “Mom? Was that the door?”

“Sam, Eric is here with your carp!”

A thump.

Another thump.

Then hurried footsteps.

Sam appeared at the top of the stairs with a grin already on his face, hair messy, energy bright enough to compete with the music still humming from his room.

“No way. You actually got it?”

I lifted the wrapped fish.

“Gold-star carp. Apparently your board requests have excellent timing.”

Sam came down the stairs two at a time.

“I knew you were the man for the job!"

"Thanks."

A smaller face peeked around the hallway.

Vincent.

He looked from me to the fish with the intense seriousness of a child witnessing important business.

“Hey, farmer!" Vincent said cheerfully.

“Hey kid.” I said.

“You're nice! Jas said you'd be scary.”

The room paused.

Not a dramatic pause.

A household pause. The kind where everyone understood which adult problem had accidentally entered through a child’s mouth.

Jodi’s expression tightened with concern.

“Vincent…”

“What? She said her uncle called her a jerk.”

Sam winced.

I shifted the carp in my hands.

“Yeah, Shane says stuff when he’s in a bad mood.”

"Sounds like he's always in a bad mood." I said.

They all flinched at that comment.

"Sorry..." I said.

Sam took the carp from me before the conversation could wander somewhere worse.

“Seriously, thanks.”

“Still want it?”

“Absolutely. A request is a request.”

“You don’t have to pay me if the timing’s weird.”

Sam looked offended.

“Dude, just take the money.”

Jodi smiled at that, but there was a flicker of something behind it. Pride, maybe. Or worry. Sam wanted to be casual about money, but nobody in this house seemed casual about anything that cost something.

“Let him pay you,” she said gently. “He asked.”

So I took the ninety gold.

It was not much.

But after buying the backpack, not much mattered again.

Sam leaned against the counter while Jodi set the carp aside.

“So. Backpack achieved?”

“Yep."

“No way.” His grin widened. “Nice.”

“Now I have to make it pay for itself.”

"Yep, that's life."

I shrugged.

Vincent looked at my bag like it had become a sacred object.

“Can it hold more cookies now?”

I laughed.

“Technically, yes.”

Sam leaned closer to me and lowered his voice theatrically.

“The cookie economy is heavily regulated in this house.”

“By your Mom?”

“By Mom, hunger, and justice.”

Jodi lifted an eyebrow.

“You forgot bedtime.”

Vincent groaned.

The house laughed in pieces.

Not all at once.

Jodi first, soft and tired.

Then Sam, bright and easy.

Then Vincent, mostly because everyone else had.

I thought of Penny teaching him. Penny reading the board. Penny knowing the shape of this household from the angle of lessons, numbers, children’s questions, and whatever careful things adults did not say near her.

For a moment, I understood why she watched so closely.

This house was warm.

It was also held together by effort.

Sam’s music. Jodi’s towel. Vincent’s questions. Kent’s photograph watching quietly from the hall.

Everybody had a job.

Some of them had been assigned by absence.

Jodi seemed to notice me looking at the photo.

“Maybe join us for dinner sometime,” she said. “When you’re not running all over town.”

The invitation surprised me.

It should not have.

Jodi seemed like the kind of person who fed people because it was the most practical form of kindness she knew.

“I’ll think about it,” I said. “Thanks.”

Vincent pointed at me.

“Bring fish.”

“Vincent.”

“What? He has fish.”

“I’ll see what I can do,” I said.

Sam walked me to the door.

“Thanks again for the carp. And hey — don’t let Shane scare you off completely.”

“I won’t.”

“Good.” He paused. “But don’t let him bite your head off either.”

“Trying not to.”

“Good plan.”

I stepped outside.

Behind me, the house remained bright with noise: Jodi’s voice, Vincent asking something about dinner, Sam’s music rising again but softer this time.

I had arrived with a carp and left with ninety gold.

A successful errand, technically.

But the word felt too small.

This was the thing Pelican Town kept doing to me.

I would walk in carrying one item.

I would walk out carrying more than I knew how to name.
 
Chapter 19
I had barely stepped off Jodi’s porch when Emily peeked out from the house across the street.

“Eric!”

I stopped.

She stood half inside, half outside, blue hair catching the afternoon light, one hand braced against the doorframe like she had spotted me at exactly the right moment and decided the universe had arranged it.

“Good afternoon,” she said brightly.

“Good afternoon, Emily.”

“You have a moment?”

I glanced toward the road.

Fishing still waited.

The backpack had room now.

The day still had hours left in it, and part of me wanted to keep moving before the newly purchased space started feeling wasted.

Then Emily smiled.

Not the Saloon smile, exactly.

Softer.

Less public.

“Come in,” she said. “I’ll make tea.”

Before I could decide whether that was an invitation or an event already in progress, she reached out, took my hand, and pulled me gently through the doorway.

Her hand was warm.

That was the first thing I noticed.

The second was that I did not pull away.

Inside, the house surprised me.

It was bigger than I expected.

Much bigger.

Clean, airy, and full of color in a way that made Pierre’s shop look aggressively practical and the Saloon seem almost restrained. Fabric hung along one wall in bright overlapping patterns. Small decorations occupied shelves and window ledges. Dried flowers hung near the kitchen. A few polished stones caught the afternoon light beside the stairs.

The room felt lived in.

Beautiful, even.

Still—

there was something strange beneath it.

Too much space.

Too much quiet.

Penny’s sentence returned.

More room doesn’t always mean less to carry.

Apparently space had become the theme of my day.

“Wow,” I said. “This place is huge.”

Emily laughed as she headed toward the kitchen.

“I know. Too huge.”

“That sounded personal.”

“Oh, it is.”

She reached automatically for a cup someone had left near the couch.

Then another beside the stairs.

Both went into the sink.

She picked up a cardigan draped over the back of a chair, folded it, set it neatly on the armrest, then filled the kettle.

All while continuing the conversation.

I watched.

Emily noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“That was definitely something.”

“I was wondering whether you ever stop moving.”

She blinked.

Then looked down at the kettle like it had somehow betrayed her.

“I stop.”

“When?”

“Sleeping.”

“That feels like cheating.”

She laughed.

“I sit at the Saloon.”

“You work at the Saloon.”

“I sit sometimes while working.”

“Still cheating.”

Emily pointed toward the table.

“You sit.”

I obeyed.

The chair creaked softly beneath me.

Outside the window, the square looked almost ordinary. People moving between buildings. The fountain. Pierre’s awning. A cloud dragging a long shadow slowly across the road.

Inside, Emily opened a cabinet.

Then closed it.

Opened another.

“Hm.”

“What?”

“Tea.”

“You invited me in before checking whether you had tea?”

“I knew we had tea.”

“Confidence.”

“I just don’t know where Haley put it.”

A voice came from upstairs.

“I didn’t touch your weird tea!”

Emily looked toward the ceiling.

I did too.

There was a pause.

Then Emily called:

“I didn’t say you did!”

“You were thinking it!”

Emily looked at me.

I raised both hands.

“I am staying out of this.”

“Wise.”

She opened a third cabinet.

Found the tea.

“Aha!”

Upstairs:

“See?”

Emily shook her head.

“You could come down and say hello!”

“No!”

“Haley!”

“I’m busy!”

Emily sighed.

Not angrily.

Not quite.

There was a tired familiarity to it.

“She does that a lot?”

“Exists upstairs?”

“Shouts instead of coming downstairs.”

“Oh.”

Emily smiled.

“Yes.”

The kettle began to heat.

I looked toward the stairs.

“So that’s Haley.”

“That’s Haley.”

“I've seen her around.”

“She’s hard to miss.”

“I wasn't going to say that.”

“You were thinking it.”

“Apparently that runs in the family.”

Emily laughed.

Then footsteps crossed overhead.

Fast.

Deliberate.

A door opened.

More footsteps.

A moment later, Haley came down the stairs.

I recognized her immediately.

Blonde hair.

Perfectly arranged.

Clothes that somehow looked expensive even though I had no idea whether they were.

She reached the bottom stair before noticing me.

Stopped.

Her expression changed.

Not dramatically.

Just enough to make it clear that whatever she had expected to find downstairs, it had not been me.

“Oh.”

I lifted one hand.

“Hi.”

She looked at Emily.

Then at our cups.

Then at me again.

“Why is the farmer here?”

Emily turned from the kettle.

“His name is Eric.”

“I know his name.”

“That wasn't obvious.”

Haley rolled her eyes.

“I meant why is Eric here?”

“She invited me.”

“I can see that.”

“That seemed like the answer.”

Her eyes narrowed slightly.

Then moved over me.

Boots.

Work trousers.

Shirt that had survived several days of agricultural violence.

Hair that I had stopped pretending was under control.

She looked back at Emily.

“You let him sit on that chair?”

I looked down.

“What’s wrong with the chair?”

“Nothing.”

“That sounded ominous.”

“You’re covered in dirt.”

I checked my sleeve.

She was not entirely wrong.

“I farm.”

“I know.”

“That tends to involve dirt.”

Haley looked genuinely distressed by the concept.

Emily handed me the tea before I could continue.

“Haley.”

“What?”

“Be nice.”

“I am being nice.”

I looked at Emily.

“She has very high standards for herself.”

Haley’s mouth tightened.

For one second, I thought she might actually laugh.

She didn't.

Barely.

“What are you doing?” Emily asked her.

“Going out.”

“Where?”

“Does it matter?”

“To me?”

Emily considered.

“Not really.”

“Great.”

Haley grabbed a small bag from beside the entryway.

Emily glanced toward the stairs.

“Did you put your clothes away?”

Haley stopped.

There it was.

The reaction was almost impressive.

Her entire body became offended.

“I was going to.”

“When?”

“Later.”

“You said that yesterday.”

“I got busy.”

“You were reading magazines.”

“That counts as busy.”

Emily rested both hands on the counter.

“Haley.”

Haley turned.

“What?”

“Please.”

Something changed.

Small.

Not enough to call it guilt.

Enough to show the request landed.

Haley looked toward me.

Immediately, the softness disappeared.

“Why are you doing this while he’s here?”

Emily blinked.

“Doing what?”

“This.”

“Talking to you?”

“Making me look lazy.”

“I didn't say you were lazy.”

“You didn't have to.”

I suddenly became deeply fascinated by the tea.

This felt private.

Which meant, naturally, I had been placed directly in the middle of it.

Emily lowered her voice.

“You left clothes in the hall.”

“They're mine.”

“The hall isn't.”

Haley crossed her arms.

“I'll move them.”

“Thank you.”

“Later.”

Emily closed her eyes.

I took a drink.

Hot.

Very hot.

Excellent.

Burning my tongue was preferable to participating.

Haley noticed.

“You can say it.”

I looked up.

“Say what?”

“That I’m lazy.”

I glanced at Emily.

Emily shook her head almost imperceptibly.

Not don't answer.

More:

good luck.

“I don't know you.”

Haley blinked.

That clearly wasn't the answer she expected.

“You’ve heard things.”

“Probably.”

“Everyone talks.”

“That seems true here.”

“What did they say?”

“Haley.”

Emily's warning sharpened.

“What?” Haley demanded. “I want to know.”

I thought about it.

“Mostly that you're Haley.”

She stared at me.

“That means nothing.”

“It's what I have.”

“You're weird.”

“That one I've heard.”

Emily covered a smile with her cup.

Haley looked irritated that neither of us was cooperating properly.

Then she grabbed the abandoned cardigan from the chair.

“That isn't mine.”

Emily looked at it.

“Oh.”

She unfolded it.

Looked more closely.

“That one's mine.”

Haley stared.

Emily stared back.

I stared into the tea because watching two sisters realize they'd been arguing about the wrong sweater felt dangerously intimate.

Finally Haley said:

“Wow.”

“I made a mistake.”

“You accused me.”

“I asked if you'd put your clothes away.”

“Because you thought that was mine.”

“I still know your clothes are upstairs.”

“That’s not the point.”

Emily sighed.

“You're right.”

Haley paused.

That stopped her.

“You're saying I'm right?”

“Yes.”

“Are you sick?”

“Haley.”

“I just want this documented.”

I laughed.

Couldn't help it.

Haley looked at me.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You laughed.”

“I did.”

“At me?”

“At both of you.”

“That’s worse.”

Emily was laughing now too.

For a few seconds, Haley tried very hard to remain offended.

Then her mouth twitched.

Tiny.

Gone immediately.

Interesting.

Emily carried her cardigan upstairs.

Haley remained by the door, arms folded.

I drank tea.

She glanced at me again.

“What?”

I shook my head.

“Nothing.”

“You keep doing that.”

“Doing what?”

“Looking at people like you're trying to figure them out.”

I almost laughed again.

“That is an alarming accusation from someone I met three minutes ago.”

“I’ve seen you around.”

“That’s different.”

“Is it?”

Fair.

I set the cup down.

“Okay.”

Haley leaned slightly against the wall.

“Okay what?”

“What do you want me to say?”

“I don't know.”

“You asked.”

“I asked if you thought I was lazy.”

“You seem very invested in whether I think you're lazy.”

Her face tightened.

There.

Not anger first.

Something beneath it.

Then anger.

“I don't care what you think.”

“Then we're done.”

“That was rude.”

“You just told me you don't care what I think.”

“That doesn't mean you have to agree.”

I stared at her.

Haley stared back.

“I'm starting to understand Emily's life.”

She straightened.

“Oh, please.”

Footsteps came from upstairs.

Emily apparently heard that.

“I heard you!”

“I assumed.”

Haley glared toward the stairs.

Then looked back at me.

“You really want to know?”

I shrugged.

“You're the one who asked.”

She crossed her arms more tightly.

“I hate chores.”

“That seems normal.”

“Exactly.”

“That wasn't a moral judgment.”

“They're boring.”

“Also true.”

“And Emily cares about this house way more than I do.”

That was more interesting.

I looked around.

Fabric.

Flowers.

Polished stones.

Little arrangements.

A bowl of fruit positioned where afternoon light reached it.

“You don't like the house?”

“I didn't say that.”

“You said Emily cares about it more.”

“She does.”

“Why?”

Haley stared at me like I had asked why water was wet.

“Because Emily likes everything.”

From upstairs:

“I do not!”

Haley shouted back:

“You tried to rescue a moth!”

“It was trapped!”

“It was a moth!”

Emily came back downstairs carrying a small pile of clothing.

“Why are you telling Eric about the moth?”

“Because you're weird.”

“I know I'm weird.”

“That shouldn't be something you're proud of.”

Emily smiled.

“Why not?”

Haley looked away.

There it was again.

Something in the expression felt older than the argument.

Not jealousy exactly.

Something adjacent.

Emily moved toward the stairs again.

“Your clothes are on your bed.”

“Great.”

“Please put them away before you leave.”

Haley groaned.

“You’re doing it again.”

“Doing what?”

“Acting like any of this matters.”

The room quieted.

Emily stopped halfway toward the kitchen.

Haley seemed to realize she'd gone somewhere sharper than intended.

She didn't apologize.

Emily didn't look angry.

That was worse.

“What doesn't matter?” I asked.

Haley looked at me.

“The house.”

Emily said nothing.

Haley gestured around us.

“This.”

“The building?”

“This whole thing.”

“That's very specific.”

“You know what I mean.”

“I really don't.”

She exhaled sharply.

“Pelican Town.”

Oh.

There it was.

Emily started reorganizing the cups.

Not because they needed reorganizing.

Because apparently that was what she did when Haley said things she had heard too many times.

Haley continued.

“There’s nothing here.”

Emily’s hand stopped.

Haley saw it.

Kept going anyway.

“No stores. No nightlife. No fashion. No decent photography clubs. Everyone knows everyone. Everyone knows what you're doing. Everyone remembers everything.”

I thought about Grandpa.

The museum.

George.

Lewis.

That last one seemed objectively true.

Haley pushed away from the wall.

“You can't even change your hair without half the town acting like it means something.”

Emily touched her own blue hair.

“That one might be our fault.”

“This isn't funny.”

“I know.”

Haley looked toward the window.

A wagon rolled slowly past.

Someone waved.

Haley didn't wave back.

“I don't want to be here forever.”

The sentence came quieter.

Everything before it had been attitude.

That wasn't.

I watched her.

“You planning to leave?”

“Yes.”

Immediate.

“What for?”

She hesitated.

Just slightly.

“Somewhere better.”

“That isn't a destination.”

“I know.”

“You don't have one?”

“I have ideas.”

“What kind?”

“Cities.”

“Those are famously specific.”

“Would you stop?”

“Sorry.”

“No, you're not.”

“No.”

Emily put a cup into the cupboard.

“Haley wants to travel.”

Haley shot her a look.

“I can answer for myself.”

“I know.”

“Then let me.”

Emily lifted both hands.

“Okay.”

Haley looked back at me.

“Photography. Fashion maybe. I don't know.”

That last part was almost muttered.

“Something where people actually care how things look.”

I glanced around the house again.

“That seems unfair to Emily.”

Emily made a surprised noise.

Haley's eyes narrowed.

“What?”

“This place looks like somebody cares how things look.”

Emily's face brightened.

Haley seemed personally betrayed.

“That's not what I meant.”

“I know.”

“Then why say it?”

“Because it's true.”

She rolled her eyes.

But she looked around too.

For the first time since coming downstairs, she actually looked at the room instead of through it.

Her eyes paused on one of the fabric hangings.

Then the polished stones.

Then the flowers.

She knew where everything was.

Interesting.

“You decorated any of this?” I asked.

“No.”

Too fast.

Emily looked amused.

“Haley picked the curtains.”

Haley spun.

“Emily.”

“And the couch cushions.”

“Because the old ones were disgusting.”

“And she rearranged the photographs.”

“They looked terrible.”

“And you picked that lamp.”

“The old one made everyone look dead.”

I looked at Haley.

She glared at her sister.

Emily smiled serenely.

“Ninety-five percent.”

“Shut up.”

“Five percent.”

“That counts.”

“It does.”

Something changed in Emily's voice.

Not teasing anymore.

Warm.

“It does.”

Haley heard it.

Her expression shifted.

Then tightened again.

She looked toward me as though I'd witnessed something she hadn't meant to expose.

“So?”

“So what?”

“I’m still leaving.”

“I didn't say you weren't.”

“You're thinking something.”

“Apparently everyone in this house can read minds.”

“What are you thinking?”

I looked at the curtains.

The light passing through them made the room softer.

“That you don't seem as uninterested as you say.”

Haley's face hardened.

“I hate this town.”

“Maybe.”

“Not maybe.”

“Okay.”

“I do.”

“Sure.”

“You are incredibly annoying.”

“So I hear.”

Emily sat across from me with her tea.

Haley looked between us.

“This is exactly what I mean.”

“What?” Emily asked.

“You're comfortable here.”

Emily glanced around.

“At home?”

“At all of it.”

Haley waved toward the window.

“The town. The Saloon. Everyone knowing you. Everyone expecting you somewhere.”

Emily considered that.

“I like knowing people.”

“I know.”

“You don't.”

“No.”

“You like some people.”

“That's different.”

“How?”

“Because I chose them.”

The sentence landed.

Emily went still.

So did I.

Haley didn't seem to realize she'd said anything profound.

She grabbed her bag again.

“I don't hate everybody. I just hate being told this is supposed to be enough.”

There.

That was Haley.

Not:

I hate Pelican Town.

Not really.

I hate being told this has to be my entire world.

I understood that.

More than I wanted to.

“You know,” I said, “I used to feel that way about Zuzu.”

She looked at me.

“No, you didn't.”

“I lived there.”

“That doesn't mean anything.”

“I hated my job. My apartment. My commute. Half the people around me.”

“That sounds like you hated Joja.”

“Joja was a large percentage of the problem.”

“Exactly.”

“But there were days when the whole city felt like something I hadn't chosen anymore.”

Haley's expression changed.

Only slightly.

“You left.”

“Yeah.”

“And came here.”

“Yeah.”

She looked out the window again.

“I can't imagine doing that voluntarily.”

Emily laughed.

“Haley.”

“What?”

“That's rude.”

“He knows.”

“I do.”

Haley looked at me.

“Why?”

That question was different.

Not challenging.

Curious.

“Why what?”

“Why Pelican Town?”

I thought about the envelope.

Grandpa.

The farm.

The cubicle.

The first morning.

The weeds.

The impossible debt of inherited land.

“I ran out of better ideas.”

Haley stared.

Then laughed.

Actually laughed.

It surprised all three of us.

She covered her mouth almost immediately.

“Oh my god.”

“What?”

“You moved here because you failed at the city.”

“That is an aggressively uncharitable summary.”

“Is it wrong?”

“Not completely.”

Emily shook her head.

“Haley.”

“No, that's actually funny.”

“I'm glad my life improves your afternoon.”

“It does.”

She looked different when she laughed.

Younger.

Less polished.

Less like every sentence had to survive inspection before leaving her mouth.

Then it disappeared.

But I'd seen it.

“Still,” she said, “you chose to come here.”

“Sort of.”

“No. You did.”

I started to object.

Stopped.

Grandpa left the farm.

Joja made the city unbearable.

My family had already scattered.

None of that physically put me on the bus.

I had done that.

“Yeah,” I admitted.

Haley nodded.

“Exactly.”

Emily looked between us.

“I think you two are agreeing.”

“No,” Haley and I said together.

Emily laughed.

Haley looked offended.

Then she laughed too.

Smaller this time.

Emily took a sip of tea.

“You still need to put your clothes away.”

The laugh died instantly.

“Oh my god.”

I nearly choked.

Haley stared at her sister.

“You couldn't just let us have one normal moment?”

“That was normal.”

“This is why I don't help.”

Emily lowered her cup.

“What does that mean?”

Haley looked away.

There was the dangerous part.

She had said it as a joke.

But something real had escaped with it.

“What do you mean?” Emily asked again.

“Nothing.”

“Haley.”

“I said nothing.”

Emily waited.

Haley hated waiting.

I recognized that immediately.

Finally she exhaled.

“Because then it becomes my job.”

Emily frowned.

“What?”

Haley shifted the bag against her shoulder.

“If I do something once, then suddenly I'm supposed to do it all the time.”

“That is not true.”

“Yes, it is.”

“Putting your clothes away is already your job.”

“That’s not what I mean.”

“Then what do you mean?”

Haley looked toward me.

Then back at Emily.

“I don't know.”

This time the admission cost her something.

She looked angry at herself for saying it.

“I just…”

Her fingers tightened around the bag strap.

“Everybody acts like if I start doing things here, then that's it.”

Emily stared.

Haley continued before she could respond.

“Help with groceries. Clean the house. Work somewhere in town. Go to every stupid festival. Smile at everyone. Date someone here. Then suddenly you're forty and everyone says how nice it is that you never left.”

Silence.

Emily's expression softened.

Not pity.

Recognition.

Haley immediately hated that.

“Don't.”

“I didn't say anything.”

“You're making the face.”

“What face?”

“The Emily face.”

I looked down.

No chance I was entering that minefield.

Emily asked quietly:

“Do you think putting away laundry means you're staying here forever?”

Haley's face flushed.

“When you say it like that, it sounds stupid.”

“I didn't say it was stupid.”

“Yes, you did.”

“No.”

“With your voice.”

“My voice said exactly the words I said.”

“That’s worse.”

I rubbed my forehead.

“Sisters are exhausting.”

They both looked at me.

“Sorry.”

Haley's eyes narrowed.

“You said you had a sister.”

“Twin.”

“Where is she?”

Zuzu.

Probably.

The answer came slower than it should have.

“In the city.”

“You leave her there?”

Emily looked at Haley sharply.

But the question didn't hurt because Haley was cruel.

It hurt because she'd asked without knowing where the wound was.

“We don't talk much.”

“Oh.”

There.

Haley could have pushed.

She didn't.

Her expression changed enough that I knew she understood she'd stepped somewhere private.

“Sorry.”

Barely audible.

Still there.

I nodded.

“It's fine.”

It wasn't.

But this wasn't about Eirika.

Not today.

I looked at Haley.

“For what it's worth…”

She waited.

“Leaving laundry on the floor probably isn't going to keep you from becoming forty.”

Emily made a choking sound.

Haley stared.

Then:

“You suck.”

“I've heard.”

“I was being serious.”

“So am I.”

Her jaw tightened.

I continued before she could throw something.

“If you want to leave, leave.”

Emily looked at me.

Haley did too.

“But leaving dishes for Emily doesn't make you more free.”

That landed.

Hard.

Haley's eyes sharpened.

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me.”

“You don't live here.”

“No.”

“You've been here for ten minutes.”

“Closer to twenty.”

“That’s your defense?”

“No.”

Emily said carefully:

“Eric…”

“I’m not saying you have to like Pelican Town.”

Haley folded her arms.

“Good.”

“Or stay.”

“Good.”

“Or care about the house the same way Emily does.”

“Good.”

“But she still lives here too.”

Haley stopped.

Emily said nothing.

I immediately regretted being alive.

This was not my family.

Not my house.

Not my argument.

Still—

Haley was looking at me now.

Not angry exactly.

Evaluating.

“What are you saying?”

“That not wanting the life doesn't mean you get to make someone else maintain it for you until you find another one.”

Silence.

Complete.

I considered climbing out the window.

Then Emily said softly:

“He's not wrong.”

Haley turned.

The hurt arrived before the anger this time.

“You're taking his side?”

Emily's face fell.

“No.”

“You literally just did.”

“Haley, this isn't about sides.”

“Everything is about sides when somebody else is standing in your house telling you what's wrong with you.”

“That's fair,” I said.

Both sisters looked at me.

I swallowed.

“I should probably stop.”

“Yes,” Haley said.

“Agreed.”

Emily rubbed her forehead.

“I invited him in for tea.”

“You should've just made tea.”

“I did.”

“And now I'm getting judged by some guy who grows parsnips.”

“Mostly potatoes now.”

Haley stared at me.

“Eric.”

“Right. Stopping.”

For a few seconds, nobody spoke.

Haley looked toward the door.

Then upstairs.

Then back at Emily.

Her expression was difficult to read.

Finally:

“I'll put the clothes away.”

Emily blinked.

“You don't have to do it because—”

“Don't make it a thing.”

“Okay.”

“And I'm still going out.”

“Okay.”

“And I'm not washing the bathroom.”

“I didn't ask you to.”

“Good.”

Haley started upstairs.

Three steps up, she stopped.

Looked back at me.

“You really moved here because you hated your life?”

I considered correcting her.

Then didn't.

“Basically.”

She thought about that.

“And it's better here?”

The question caught me.

I looked around the house.

At Emily.

At Haley.

At the tea.

Through the window toward Jodi's house.

At the road toward the farm.

“Different.”

“That wasn't the question.”

“I don't know yet.”

That seemed to satisfy her more than yes would have.

She nodded once.

Then went upstairs.

Emily and I remained in the kitchen.

For several seconds, neither of us spoke.

Then:

“You're brave.”

I looked at her.

“That sounded like criticism.”

“It might be.”

“I wasn't trying to start something.”

“I know.”

“Did I?”

Emily considered.

“No.”

Then:

“Maybe.”

“Great.”

She took a drink of tea.

“You weren't completely wrong.”

“Dangerous phrase.”

“But Haley isn't lazy.”

“I didn't think she was.”

Emily raised an eyebrow.

“Not after meeting her.”

That made her smile.

“She can work incredibly hard.”

“At what she wants.”

“Exactly.”

Emily glanced upstairs.

“She spent six hours reorganizing photographs last week because she hated how they were arranged.”

I looked toward the ceiling.

“Six?”

“Six.”

“And dishes?”

Emily laughed.

“I have watched a plate sit beside her for two days.”

“That feels deliberate.”

“I think sometimes it is.”

There was no bitterness in the answer.

Not quite.

Weariness.

Love.

A little resentment.

All occupying the same space.

“Does she really hate it here that much?”

Emily's fingers rested around the cup.

“I think she hates feeling like she never got to decide.”

That made sense.

Too much.

“Did you?”

“Decide?”

“To stay.”

Emily looked around the house.

Longer than I expected.

“I don't know.”

Interesting.

She smiled faintly.

“I just never felt like leaving would make me more myself.”

Upstairs, a drawer opened.

Then closed.

Another.

Clothes being put away.

Emily heard it.

So did I.

Neither of us commented.

After a moment she said:

“Haley thinks I'm happy here because I'm easy to please.”

“Are you?”

Her eyes narrowed playfully.

“Careful.”

“I mean easy to please.”

“No.”

Good.

That answer came fast.

“I like Pelican Town,” she continued. “I like knowing people. I like the Saloon. I like this house even when it's too big.”

She looked toward the ceiling.

“And I like Haley even when she's impossible.”

“I can hear you!” Haley shouted.

Emily smiled.

“I know!”

There was a muffled response I couldn't make out.

Probably for the best.

Emily continued more quietly.

“But liking something doesn't mean you never wish parts of it were different.”

I thought of the farm.

Grandpa.

The town.

Maybe the sentence applied to more than places.

Emily finished her tea.

Mine had gone mostly untouched.

Hers was empty.

I looked at the kettle.

Then at her cup.

“You want more?”

Emily blinked.

“Oh.”

She looked down as though surprised to discover she'd finished it.

Then smiled.

“Yes, actually.”

I stood.

She looked even more surprised.

“What?”

“I can pour tea.”

“I know.”

“That sounded doubtful.”

“No, just…”

She moved aside.

I filled her cup.

Nothing dramatic.

Hot water.

Tea.

Steam.

Still, when I handed it to her, she took it with both hands.

“Thank you.”

“You made mine.”

“You're a guest.”

“Apparently.”

She smiled.

For a second, the room felt quieter.

Not empty.

Different.

Footsteps came downstairs again.

Haley appeared carrying the clothes she had apparently decided did not belong upstairs after all.

She walked past us without comment and placed two folded shirts into a small basket beside the laundry area.

Then she picked up a magazine.

Heading for the door again.

Emily looked at the basket.

Then Haley.

Haley immediately pointed at her.

“Don't.”

Emily pressed her lips together.

“I didn't say anything.”

“Your face did.”

I laughed into my tea.

Haley glared.

“Why are you still here?”

“Tea.”

“You drink slowly.”

“Apparently.”

She opened the door.

Sunlight poured into the room.

Someone stood at the end of the path.

Alex.

Gridball beneath one arm.

Of course.

“Haley!” he called.

Her entire face changed.

Not completely.

Enough.

The tension around her mouth loosened.

Her shoulders dropped.

Something bright crossed her expression before she remembered anyone was watching.

Alex lifted the gridball.

“You ready?”

Haley looked back at Emily.

“I’m going.”

Emily smiled.

“Have fun.”

“I will.”

Then Haley looked at me.

“You.”

“That sounds threatening.”

“Don't tell Alex about any of this.”

“About your clothes?”

“All of it.”

“I've forgotten everything.”

“You're lying.”

“Probably.”

She narrowed her eyes.

Then stepped outside.

Alex said something I couldn't hear.

Haley shoved his shoulder.

He laughed.

She took the gridball from him and threw it badly enough that Alex had to run several steps to catch it.

She laughed when he nearly missed.

Not the short laugh from earlier.

A full one.

Bright.

Unembarrassed.

For someone who had spent the last half hour telling me how little Pelican Town offered her, Haley suddenly looked completely alive.

Emily stood beside me in the doorway.

“She likes him.”

It wasn't a question.

Emily's smile turned mischievous.

“Don't tell her that.”

“I value my life.”

Alex tossed the ball back.

Haley caught it against her chest.

Barely.

Then accused him of throwing badly.

He disagreed loudly.

They started walking toward town.

I watched them go.

Haley claimed she hated Pelican Town.

Maybe she did. Parts of it.

But Alex belonged to Pelican Town too. So did Emily. So did the photographs Haley had spent six hours arranging.

You could hate what a place asked you to become and still love people who lived inside it.

Emily stepped back into the house.

“I should finish cleaning.”

I looked at her.

“Want help?”

She blinked.

Then smiled.

“No.”

I waited.

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Because I can.”

“I know.”

There was something deliberate in the answer.

That stopped me.

Emily picked up my empty cup.

“You already helped.”

“With what?”

She looked toward the road where Haley and Alex had disappeared.

Then back at me.

“Nothing.”

“That was suspicious.”

“Maybe.”

She smiled.

I stepped outside.

“Thanks for the tea.”

“Thanks for surviving Haley.”

“That feels dramatic.”

“You'll learn.”

I glanced toward the road again.

Haley was still arguing with Alex.

He threw the ball.

She missed.

He said something.

She punched his arm.

He laughed.

Haley looked back once toward the house.

Toward Emily.

Only for a second.

Then she turned away.

I started toward the farm.

Haley cared.

That seemed to be the problem.

Behind me, Emily's door remained open another moment, then closed.

Ahead, Haley's laughter carried faintly down the road.

Apparently Pelican Town had one more person pretending she wanted nothing from it.
 
Chapter 20
The backpack changed the shape of the day.

I could stay out longer now. Carry more. Lose less time running home to unload fish, forage, wood, stone, and whatever strange object the valley decided I needed to find.

Unfortunately, more space also meant the valley had more room to complicate my life.

By late afternoon, I ended up back near the mountain lake.

The air was cooler there. The trees leaned close around the water, their reflections shifting whenever the wind passed through. The blocked mine sat in the distance like a sealed mouth. Robin’s house glowed through the trees, warm and domestic from the outside.

I tried not to think too much about the basement beneath it.

I cast my line into the lake and waited.

Fishing had started to make more sense to me. Not because I was good yet. I wasn’t. But the rhythm had become familiar enough that my thoughts could drift between casts.

Cast.

Wait.

Watch the bobber.

Breathe.

That last part still felt new.

I caught a chub, then another carp, then nothing for long enough that the silence around the lake began to feel less empty and more occupied.

That was when I noticed Sebastian.

He stood near the edge of the pond, half-hidden beneath the shadow of a tree. Dark hair. Dark clothes. Shoulders slightly hunched against the world. He was holding a cigarette, the smoke curling upward beside his face before the wind pulled it apart.

I had seen him once already.

Barely.

Robin’s kitchen. A mug in his hand. A glance sharp enough to make a full conversation feel unnecessary. Good luck with the farm, he had said, then disappeared downstairs again before anyone could turn his presence into a family event.

Now he was outside.

That felt significant.

Or maybe I was already learning to overread this town.

I reeled in my empty line and hesitated.

I remembered Robin’s correction from the other day.

Not Shane.

Whatever that meant, it felt worth remembering before I opened my mouth.

I walked over slowly, making enough noise that I wouldn’t seem like I was sneaking up on him.

“Hey,” I said. “Sebastian, right?”

His eyes moved toward me without the rest of him following.

“You remembered.”

“You wished me luck with the farm.”

“That was a whole conversation?”

“In Pelican Town, I’m learning that counts.”

His mouth twitched.

Tiny.

But real.

“New farmer,” he said. “Cool.”

The word landed flat.

Not rude exactly.

More like he had placed a period at the end of the conversation and expected me to respect the punctuation.

I probably should have.

Instead, I stood there like an idiot.

“Your Mom mentioned you,” I said.

His eyes sharpened.

“Of course she did.”

“Not in a bad way.”

“That’s usually what people say before telling me something bad.”

“Fair.”

He looked back toward the water and took another drag from the cigarette.

The silence that followed was not comfortable, but it wasn’t hostile either.

That was already better than I expected.

I stood a little distance away, close enough to talk, far enough not to crowd him.

The smoke drifted between us.

“You fish?” I asked.

“Not really. I like watching the frogs, though.”

I smiled.

“Fair.”

He glanced at my rod.

“How's that going?”

“Better than yesterday. Worse than Willy.”

Sebastian’s mouth twitched again.

I counted it as progress.

For a moment, we watched the lake together.

Then he said, “Why’d you move here?”

The question came without warning.

Not soft.

Not harsh either.

Just direct.

I looked at him.

“My grandpa left me the farm.”

“Your grandpa?”

"Yep."

"What's his name again? Peter Keene?"

I blinked.

“How'd you know that?”

"Small town. People treat him like he's more myth than man."

“Do they?”

Sebastian looked at me then.

Really looked.

“Yeah. They just pretend they don’t when it gets inconvenient.”

That landed harder than I expected.

"He's been dead for years." I said. "I wouldn't even know that anyone would have known who he was."

"Lewis mentions him a lot too. Mom not so much."

"Yeah, your Mom admitted she came later that she doesn't really know Grandpa as well as the others."

"Well, that sounds like a lot of adults around here."

That made me laugh once.

Quietly.

Sebastian seemed a bit more interested from here on.

“So that’s why you came? Inheritance?”

“Partly.”

“And the other part?”

“My old job sucked.”

He looked back at the lake.

“That bad?”

“Joja Corp.”

Sebastian groaned immediately.

“Hell on earth.”

That was the first thing he said that felt fully alive.

I looked at him more closely.

“You work from home?”

“I'm a freelance programmer.”

“That sounds nice.”

“It usually is. Sometimes clients can be unpleasant though. And when it's not that, it's mostly my family wanting a 'real' job."

The wind moved gently across the water.

Sebastian watched the ripples for a moment, then said, “At least when you farm, work leaves evidence.”

I looked at him.

“What?”

He nodded toward my rod, then toward the fields beyond the trees.

“Fish. Crops. Cleared land. Stuff exists after you’re done.”

“That’s actually one of the parts I like.”

“Yeah. Programming isn’t always like that.” His mouth tightened. “Sometimes you spend six hours fixing a problem someone else created, and by the end everything looks exactly the same. Which means people assume nothing happened.”

“That sounds miserable.”

“It’s a living.”

He said it the way people said things when they were tired of explaining why they had not left.

I knew that tone.

The bobber dipped.

I jerked the rod too early.

Nothing.

Sebastian gave me a look.

“I said I was better than yesterday,” I muttered.

“Low bar?”

“Buried underground.”

He almost smiled again.

Almost.

Then his gaze drifted toward his house.

“Your Mom means well, by the way.”

“I know that.” His shoulders loosened a fraction. “I'm not even mad at her most of the time."

That made me curious.

"Then who are you mad at?"

Sebastian stiffened a bit.

"I'd rather not say."

I brushed the back of my neck.

"Fair."

That one hit.

I thought of Shane.

People assumed he was only cruel because cruelty was easier to understand than collapse.

Alex assumed bitterness was just weakness.

Jas is absorbing Shane’s version of me before meeting me.

Everyone in this town seemed to become someone else’s explanation before they got to speak.

I looked toward Robin’s house.

“It seems like your family makes it a big deal whenever you come upstairs.”

Sebastian went still.

Then he looked at me.

“You noticed that?”

“A little.”

He stared at me for a second, as if deciding whether the answer was a trap.

Then he looked back toward the lake.

“Sometimes I come up.”

“When?”

“When nobody makes it an event.”

That was the key, I realized.

Robin’s excitement. Demetrius’s analysis. Maru’s resignation.

They all made Sebastian’s presence into a thing.

A test.

A sign.

Proof of improvement or failure.

No wonder he stayed downstairs.

“I get that,” I said.

He gave me a skeptical glance.

“Do you?”

“Maybe not exactly.” I adjusted my grip on the fishing rod. “But I know what it’s like when people decide what your presence means before you enter the room.”

He did not answer right away.

The smoke thinned between us.

Then he said, quieter, “Yeah.”

That was enough.

I cast my line again, partly to give my hands something to do and partly because looking directly at him felt like it would break whatever fragile truce had formed.

The bobber landed with a soft plunk.

Sebastian watched it.

“You like farming?” he asked.

“I like parts of it.”

“Which parts?”

“The parts where work leaves evidence. Grass cleared. Seeds planted. Fish caught. Money earned.” I watched the bobber rock gently on the water. “Joja was all reports about reports. Nothing ever stayed done.”

He nodded slowly.

“That makes sense.”

“You like programming?”

“Sometimes.”

The bobber drifted.

For a while, neither of us said anything.

My line tugged suddenly.

This time, I reacted properly.

The fish fought hard, pulling left toward the rocks. I braced my feet, reeled steadily, and managed to bring it in without losing balance.

Another largemouth bass.

I held it up.

Sebastian looked at it.

“Congratulations.”

“That sounded sincere.”

“It was.”

“Barely.”

“Don’t push it.”

I grinned.

He looked away, but not fast enough to hide the tiny smile.

Then the back door of Robin’s house opened.

“Oh!” Robin’s voice carried across the damp air. “You two are talking.”

The effect was immediate.

Sebastian’s face closed.

Not angrily.

Worse.

Automatically.

Like shutters snapping into place.

Robin stopped near the steps, still holding a towel in one hand.

For one suspended second, no one moved.

Then she smiled, too hopeful to stop herself.

“This is nice.”

Sebastian sighed.

And just like that, the moment was gone.

“I’m leaving.”

Robin’s smile faltered.

“Oh, honey, I didn’t mean—”

“I know.”

The words were flat.

But not cruel.

He turned toward the path.

“See you,” he said, not looking directly at me.

“See you,” I said.

He walked off toward the road, hands in his pockets, shoulders up again.

Robin watched him go, the towel folding slowly in her hands.

The lake rippled behind us.

My bass flopped once in my hand, which ruined the mood slightly but not enough.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then Robin let out a small breath.

“That went better than I thought.”

I looked at her.

“He was talking to me until he realized it counted.”

Robin winced.

Not because I was accusing her.

Because she knew.

“Yeah,” she said softly. "Sounds about right."

I tucked the fish into my bag.

“I thought he’d be more irritable.”

“He can be.”

“He seemed guarded. But not hostile.”

Robin nodded, folding the towel again even though it didn’t need folding.

“He’s not a bad kid.”

“I didn’t think he was.”

“Some people do.”

I did not ask if she meant Demetrius.

The air already answered.

She looked back at the house.

From here, it still looked warm. Window light. Sawdust smell. Dinner somewhere inside. A family arranged under one roof.

But like the farm, like the museum, like the Saloon, like Jodi’s house, the shape from outside had lied by omission.

“I keep thinking if I can get him to come upstairs more,” Robin said, “or talk to people more, or join dinner without making it awkward…”

She stopped.

“Then what?”

She smiled sadly.

“Then maybe it means we’re fine.”

I didn’t know what to say.

Maybe there wasn’t anything.

Robin looked back at me, visibly pulling herself together.

“Anyway. Don’t take it personally if he disappears on you.”

“I won’t.”

“And Eric?”

“Yeah?”

“Thanks for not pushing him.”

I thought about that.

Had I pushed?

Maybe a little.

But not the way he was used to.

“I think he hates being made into proof of something,” I said.

Robin looked at me.

For a moment, she seemed genuinely startled.

Then her expression softened, making her look older.

“Yeah,” she said. “He does.”

The wind moved over the lake.

Somewhere down the path, Sebastian was already gone.

But the conversation he’d left behind stayed.

Shane made pain everyone else’s weather.

Sebastian built walls and hoped people would stop knocking.

Different strategies.

Same town.

I adjusted the new backpack on my shoulders.

More space.

That was what I had bought that morning.

But standing there by the mountain lake, with Robin trying not to look too sad and Sebastian’s cigarette smoke still faint in the air, I was starting to understand that space did not heal anyone by itself.

Sometimes it only showed you where the distance was.
 
Chapter 21
I woke up to the rooster cooing again.

At first, I hated that sound.

Not because it was unpleasant exactly, but because it was impossible to ignore. Back in Zuzu City, mornings arrived through alarms, traffic, pipes clanging in the walls, or someone shouting through the apartment hallway because the elevator was broken again. There was always some mechanical reminder that the day had started whether I was ready for it or not.

The rooster was different.

It didn’t care about schedules. It didn’t care about quarterly performance reviews, late buses, or whether I had gotten enough sleep to function like a person. It simply announced the morning because that was what mornings were for.

Somehow, that made it harder to resent.

I lay there for a few seconds, staring up at the ceiling while the light crept through the farmhouse window. The old boards groaned softly as the wind moved against the walls. Somewhere outside, leaves rustled in the breeze.

That sound was starting to feel like a ritual.

One of the few things in my life that had consistency.

Eventually, I dragged myself out of bed and checked the television.

The weather report came first.

“Partially cloudy with a light breeze. Expect lots of pollen!”

“Great,” I muttered. “Even the air is trying to kill me.”

Then the Fortune Teller appeared, staring into her crystal ball with the same dramatic intensity as always.

“The spirits are neutral today. This day is in your hands.”

Neutral.

Fine by me.

After the week I’d been having, neutral almost sounded generous.

I turned the television off and stood there for a moment, listening to the farmhouse settle around me. It still felt strange to wake up here. Strange that this place was mine. Strange that I could walk outside without passing three locked doors, a stained hallway carpet, and a neighbor pretending not to hear someone crying through the wall.

Here, there was only the creak of the floorboards beneath my feet.

The smell of old wood.

The quiet.

I stepped outside.

And nearly jumped out of my skin.

Marnie was standing in front of the porch.

Holding a tabby cat.

“Hello, Eric!” she called brightly, as if appearing unannounced on someone’s farm at sunrise with an animal in her arms was the most natural thing in the world. “Do you see this cat over here?”

I stared at her.

Then at the cat.

The tabby stared back.

It had dusty brown-and-grey fur, one ear slightly nicked at the edge, and the particular expression of an animal that had already decided it understood more about the world than I ever would. Its eyes were yellow-green and half-lidded, calm in the way only cats could be calm — not peaceful exactly, but certain.

The cat meowed as if on cue.

A small, rough little sound.

“I found him sitting outside the entrance to your farm,” Marnie said, gently adjusting her hold on him. “I think he’s a stray… poor little thing.”

“I—really?” I rubbed at my eyes, still trying to wake up properly. “I didn’t even notice.”

That made me feel worse than it should have.

A whole living creature had apparently wandered to my doorstep, and I had slept through it like a corpse.

The cat blinked up at me.

There was something old in his eyes.

Not old like tired. Not old like sick.

Old like he had been watching people come and go for a long time.

“I think he likes this place.” Marnie glanced past me toward the farmhouse, then toward the overgrown field stretching out behind it. “Don’t you think your farm could use a good cat?”

I opened my mouth.

Then closed it again.

Could the farm use a cat?

Probably.

Could I use a cat?

That was harder.

I had wanted one in the city once. Years ago, before Joja swallowed my schedule whole and before my apartment became less of a home and more of a place where I stored my exhaustion overnight.

There had been a cat adoption poster taped to the window of a pet store near my bus stop. Orange kittens. Black kittens. A grey one with huge eyes and one paw lifted like it was waving.

I remembered standing there longer than I meant to.

Then I remembered my lease.

No pets.

No exceptions.

My landlord hated animals.

Landlords always hated something.

Noise. Guests. Plants on balconies. Human joy.

I looked at the tabby again.

He looked unimpressed by my entire internal debate.

“Sure,” I said finally. “Why not?”

Marnie’s smile widened.

“Oh, wonderful! Have you thought of a name?”

The answer came faster than expected.

“I’ll call him Dudley.”

Marnie paused.

Not for long.

Just long enough that I noticed.

Then her face softened with recognition.

“Dudley…” she repeated. “Actually, your grandfather had a tabby cat named that too. Isn’t that something?”

My stomach tightened.

For a second, the morning seemed to go still around me.

The breeze moved through the grass. The rooster cooed somewhere behind the house. The cat shifted in Marnie’s arms and flicked his tail against her sleeve.

But I couldn’t stop looking at him.

Dudley.

I hadn’t thought about that name in years.

Not consciously.

It had simply come out of my mouth, as if some old drawer in my mind had opened by itself.

Grandpa’s cat had been half-myth to me when I was little. I remembered flashes more than anything clear: a striped tail vanishing under the porch, a warm body curled on a windowsill, Eirika whispering that Dudley could see ghosts because he always stared at corners where nothing was there.

Grandpa had laughed and said cats saw what they needed to see.

I didn’t remember choosing the name.

I remembered already knowing it.

“Yeah,” I said softly. “Weird.”

Marnie studied me for a moment, but if she noticed the way my voice changed, she was kind enough not to press.

Instead, she crouched and set the cat down carefully in the grass.

“Well, little Dudley,” she said, scratching under his chin, “be a good kitty for Eric, okay?”

Dudley accepted this blessing with royal indifference.

Then he walked past me, hopped onto the porch, slipped through the open farmhouse door, and disappeared inside like he owned the place.

I stared after him.

“Guess that settles it,” I said.

Marnie laughed.

“Cats have a way of deciding these things for us.”

“Apparently.”

She stood, brushing off her skirt.

“I think he’ll be good for you,” she said.

There was a gentleness in the way she said it that made me uncomfortable. Not because it was unwelcome, but because it sounded like she meant more than the cat.

I glanced toward the house again.

“Yeah,” I said. “Maybe.”

Marnie gave me one last warm smile before heading down the path toward the ranch.

I watched her go for a moment, then turned back toward the farmhouse.

Through the window, I could see Dudley sitting on the table.

Already.

“Hey!” I called. “That is absolutely not allowed.”

Dudley stared at me.

Then slowly sat down.

I sighed.

“Fine. We’ll negotiate later.”

For the first time that morning, I almost smiled.

Then I checked the mailbox.

A clean white envelope sat inside, stamped with the Joja seal.

Of course.

Because apparently the universe had decided I wasn’t allowed to have one peaceful thing without balancing it with corporate nonsense.

I unfolded the letter.

To our valued JojaMart customers:

Our team members have removed the landslide caused by our drilling operation.

I stopped reading for a second.

“The landslide caused by our drilling operation,” I repeated aloud.

At least they admitted that part.

I kept reading.

Our drilling operation is entirely legal pursuant to init. L61091, JojaCo Amendment.

Responsible stewardship of the local environment is our top priority!

The words sat there, polished and dead.

Legal.

Responsible.

Stewardship.

I knew that language.

I had typed that language.

Not those exact words, maybe, but close enough. I had spent years watching people take ugly things and wrap them in clean phrases until they sounded almost respectable.

Downsizing became restructuring.

Overwork became productivity alignment.

Wage theft became scheduling irregularities.

Environmental damage became operational impact.

A landslide became an inconvenience.

A drilling operation became legal.

“Responsible stewardship,” I muttered.

Sure.

And I’m the Queen of Zuzu City.

I folded the letter once.

Then again.

Then again, harder, until the crease nearly tore through the paper.

The worst part was that I could picture Morris approving it. Sitting behind that counter in his perfectly pressed Joja uniform, smiling like rules and morality were the same thing as long as the paperwork lined up.

I looked toward the northern path.

The landslide had blocked the mountain road since I arrived. I had gotten used to it being there, in the way people get used to anything that inconveniences them long enough. A barrier. A mess. One more thing in the Valley that everyone seemed to accept because no one had the power, money, or patience to challenge it.

Now Joja had cleared it.

Not because it was right.

Because it was useful.

That was always how Joja worked.

It broke something, waited until everyone adjusted to the damage, then took credit for removing part of the mess it caused.

I shoved the letter into my pocket and turned toward the field.

My parsnips were nearly ripe.

Not ready yet, but close. The leaves had filled out more overnight, green and healthy against the dark soil. Another day or two, maybe. That was good. I needed money badly, and parsnips were the first real proof that this farm could actually produce something other than exhaustion.

I crouched beside one of them and brushed a bit of dirt away from the base.

“Almost,” I murmured.

It was strange how much comfort there was in that.

Almost.

Not finished. Not solved.

But close.

Behind me, something clattered inside the farmhouse.

I looked toward the window.

Dudley had knocked one of my cups onto the floor and was now sitting beside the damage with an expression of complete moral innocence.

“One problem at a time,” I muttered.

The cat blinked.

The Joja letter crinkled in my pocket.

Somewhere north of town, the landslide was gone.

My parsnips were almost ready.

The mines already were.
 
Chapter 22
After watering what needed watering and checking the rest of the field, I headed toward town.

Pierre’s shop would still be closed for a while, but I had already learned that standing around waiting for one building to open was the fastest way to realize how empty my day could feel if I let it.

The bulletin board caught my eye when I reached the square.

A fresh note had been pinned there, the paper rough and slightly crooked.

Help Wanted — Parsnip

Could a local farmer deliver me a ripe parsnip?

— Linus

I stared at it.

Then let out a long sigh.

“Of course.”

My parsnips were close.

Painfully close.

The kind of close that made the request feel personal.

I imagined Linus writing the note carefully, maybe hesitating before putting it up. Asking for help probably wasn’t easy for him. Not from a town that already seemed to treat his existence like an inconvenience.

I thought about the way people talked around him.

Or didn’t talk about him at all.

“Sorry, Linus,” I muttered. “Tomorrow, maybe.”

I stepped back from the board and looked around the square.

Pierre’s was still locked. The clinic wasn’t open yet. The Saloon wouldn’t come alive until later. For a few minutes, Pelican Town seemed almost too quiet — like a stage before the actors arrived.

So I went inside Alex’s home.

The atmosphere hit me first.

Not the smell, though there was one — warm bread, old wood, medicinal ointment, and something floral that might have been dried lavender. Not the clutter either, though there was plenty of that: knitted blankets folded over the couch, old books stacked near the television, a cane resting against the wall, a half-finished puzzle on the table.

It was the feeling.

Old photographs.

Old furniture.

Old silence.

Old tension.

The house looked lived in but not relaxed. Every object seemed to have been placed somewhere years ago and then left there because moving it would mean admitting time had passed.

Framed pictures lined the walls: a younger Evelyn smiling beside a garden, Alex as a child holding a gridball too large for his arms, a younger George standing stiffly in a uniform I didn’t recognize.

I stared at that photo a second too long.

George noticed.

“Humph,” the old man grumbled from beside the television. “Irritating having to meet new people.”

I turned quickly.

He sat in a wheelchair with a blanket over his knees, his arms folded tightly across his chest. His face had the permanent scowl of someone who had decided long ago that the world was personally responsible for disappointing him.

“I think it’s neat,” I offered, trying to sound polite.

He narrowed his eyes.

“What’s neat?”

“Meeting new people.”

“Then you’re easily entertained.”

Right.

Another rotten apple for the collection.

“Name’s George,” he said. “Now buzz off.”

“George,” the woman near the kitchen scolded, “be nice.”

She hurried toward me with a smile so warm it almost made up for him.

Almost.

Her hair was soft and grey, tied neatly back, and she wore an apron dusted lightly with flour.

“Welcome, dear,” she said. “I’m Evelyn. You can call me Granny if you like.”

“Oh—uh, hi, Granny.”

The word felt strange in my mouth.

Not bad, exactly.

Just strange.

I hadn’t called anyone that in years. My own grandparents had never really been “Grandma” and “Grandpa” in the soft, storybook way people imagined. Grandpa Peter had always been Grandpa because the word felt earned. Warm. Heavy. Like a title and a home at the same time.

“Would you like to sit?” Evelyn asked. “I made tea earlier. It may still be warm.”

Before I could answer, the front door swung open.

“Yo, farmer guy!”

Alex.

Of course.

He stepped inside like he was entering a locker room instead of his grandparents’ house, already stretching one arm across his chest.

“Oh,” I said. “Hey.”

He pointed at me with complete seriousness.

“Can’t talk. Gotta do push-ups.”

I blinked.

“Right now?”

“One more every day,” he said, as if explaining military strategy. “That’s how you build discipline.”

Then he dropped to the floor.

Right there.

In the middle of the living room.

“One,” he grunted.

George snorted.

“Put your back into it.”

“I am!”

“Not enough.”

Alex pushed himself up again.

“Two.”

Evelyn gave me an apologetic smile, though she looked more amused than embarrassed.

“He’s very dedicated.”

“That’s one word for it,” I said.

“Three,” Alex said, louder this time, apparently offended by the lack of attention.

I stood there awkwardly while he finished whatever number he had assigned himself for the day. Once he was done, he jumped to his feet, brushed off his shirt, and headed straight for the door.

“Good talk, farmer guy.”

“We didn’t really—”

But he was already gone.

The door shut behind him.

For a moment, the house was quiet again.

Evelyn chuckled softly.

“Energetic, isn’t he?”

George muttered, “Back in my day, they’d force you into the army. No ifs or buts. Kids have it easy now.”

The warmth in Evelyn’s face dimmed.

“George,” she said gently. “That was a long time ago.”

His jaw tightened.

“Long time doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.”

“I know that.”

“No,” he said. “You know I came back. That isn’t the same.”

Evelyn’s hands went still against her apron.

The room changed.

Not dramatically. No shouting. No sudden movement.

Just a shift.

Like a floorboard creaking under too much weight.

I glanced between them, unsure whether I was supposed to leave or pretend I hadn’t heard anything.

George stared at the dark television.

“They don’t teach it right anymore,” he muttered. “All clean words now. Campaigns. Security actions. Mountain disputes. No noise. No smell. No boys screaming in tunnels because some officer thought a map meant understanding.”

Tunnels.

I looked back toward the photograph on the wall.

The uniform.

The stiff posture.

The eyes that looked too much like the old man sitting in front of me now.

Evelyn noticed my gaze and stepped slightly into my line of sight.

“George served when he was younger,” she said carefully. “He doesn’t always like to talk about it.”

“I talk about it fine,” George snapped. “People just don’t like hearing it.”

“That isn’t true.”

“It is true.” His fingers gripped the blanket over his knees. “They want the version with flags. Medals. Speeches. Brave men doing brave things for brave reasons.”

His voice dropped.

“That wasn’t what it was.”

I didn’t know what to say.

So, idiot that I was, I said the first harmless thing I could think of.

“What war?”

George turned his head slowly.

Evelyn closed her eyes.

For one awful second, I thought I had asked something obscene.

Then George laughed once.

Dry.

Bitter.

“What war,” he repeated. “Hear that, Evie? What war.”

“George…”

“No, no. That’s good. That’s perfect.” He looked at me again. “That’s what happens when people decide history is inconvenient. Kids grow up not even knowing what kind of blood they’re standing on.”

My stomach tightened.

“I didn’t mean—”

“Of course you didn’t. Nobody ever does.”

Evelyn stepped closer.

“George, please.”

He ignored her.

“You ever seen a Dwarf move?” he asked me.

I stared.

“A… Dwarf?”

The word felt wrong in the room.

Too old.

Too storybook.

Too small for the way Evelyn had gone pale.

George’s expression darkened.

“Fast,” he said. “That’s the first thing people never understand. Not lumbering little storybook miners. Fast. Low to the ground. Hard to see in smoke. Harder to hit in the dark.”

The room seemed to narrow around his voice.

“They knew the stone. Every turn. Every shaft. Every place sound carried wrong. We had uniforms, rifles, explosives, orders.”

He looked toward the photograph on the wall.

“They had the mountain.”

I thought of the mine entrance north of town.

The rocks blocking the path.

Joja’s clean white letter in my pocket, declaring the landslide removed and the drilling operation legal.

George’s voice had gone rougher now.

“Command said they were scattered. Primitive. Manageable.”

He spat the last word like it tasted rotten.

“Then they sent boys into tunnels the Dwarves had lived in longer than Ferngill had existed.”

Evelyn’s voice was barely above a whisper.

“George.”

His hands tightened around the blanket.

“I could’ve taken down more of them if they hadn’t pulled us back. If they’d given us proper explosives. If they’d listened before sending boys into places they didn’t understand.”

None of this aligned with anything anyone else had told me.

Not Lewis.

Not Gunther.

Not Marnie.

Not anyone.

The way people talked around certain subjects instead of through them suddenly felt less like caution and more like architecture.

“What happened?” I asked before I could stop myself.

George’s eyes snapped up.

For a second, the old anger came back so sharply I nearly stepped away.

“What always happens,” he said. “The people giving orders survived longer than the people following them.”

Evelyn moved then, not toward me, but toward George. She placed a hand on his shoulder, light but firm.

“That’s enough.”

For the first time since I walked in, George did not snap back immediately.

His mouth twitched.

His eyes dropped to the blanket.

For a moment, he looked less angry than exhausted.

Old anger had a way of disguising itself as strength.

I recognized that from my father.

“I’m sorry, dear,” Evelyn said to me, her voice tight but kind. “George gets carried away sometimes.”

“I do not.”

“You do.”

“I remember things.”

“I know.”

That stopped him again.

Evelyn looked down at him, and there was so much sadness in her face that I suddenly felt like I was standing in the middle of something private. Something old enough that I had no right to touch it.

“I know you remember,” she said softly.

George turned away.

The silence that followed was worse than the argument.

I shifted my weight.

“E-Er,” I said, my voice coming out thinner than I wanted. “I should, uh, get going.”

Evelyn looked back at me immediately, like she had remembered I was there and hated herself for forgetting.

“Oh, are you sure? I have some cookies cooling in the kitchen. You look like you could use something to eat.”

I probably could.

Actually, I definitely could.

But the room felt too heavy now. The photographs on the wall seemed to watch me. George’s words kept circling in my head.

The Dwarves.

The war.

Blood under your feet.

“No, that’s okay,” I said. “I don’t want to intrude.”

“You already did,” George barked.

“George.”

“What? He said he’s leaving.”

Evelyn gave me an apologetic look.

“Don’t mind him, dear.”

“I’m trying very hard not to.”

George grunted.

I moved toward the door.

Before I stepped out, I glanced once more at the photograph of young George in uniform.

He looked stiff.

Proud, maybe.

Or terrified.

It was hard to tell from a picture.

As I opened the door, Evelyn spoke again, quieter this time.

“Eric?”

I paused.

She smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes.

“Some stories are difficult because people tell them wrong,” she said. “And some are difficult because even the right version hurts.”

I stared at her.

George said nothing.

The television remained dark.

“I’ll… keep that in mind,” I said.

Then I left.

Outside, the air felt too bright.

Too normal.

The town square sat only a short walk away, peaceful as ever. Birds called from the trees. Someone laughed somewhere near the river. The whole Valley kept moving like nothing had changed.

But something had.

Or maybe nothing had changed, and I was only starting to notice what had always been there.

I walked away from the Mullners’ house confused.

Uneasy.

The Joja letter crinkled in my pocket.

Somewhere north of town, the mine road was open again.

And for the first time since I arrived in Pelican Town, the mountain did not feel like a place waiting to be explored.

It felt like a place that had survived being invaded.
 
Chapter 23
The mountain path felt different now that the landslide was gone.

For days, the northern road had ended in broken stone and corporate excuses. It had been annoying, sure, but also oddly comforting.

A boundary.

A reason not to think too much about what waited beyond it.

Now the path was open.

And I hated how much that made it feel like an invitation.

The air grew colder as I climbed. Not winter cold. Not even unpleasant. Just different from the lower valley. The trees thinned near the cliffside, their roots gripping the dirt like old fingers. Pebbles shifted under my boots. Somewhere in the distance, water moved over stone with a steady, hollow sound.

The mine entrance waited ahead.

It did not look impressive.

That was the first thing that bothered me.

Some part of me expected something dramatic. A ruined gate. Warning signs. Yellow tape. Maybe a Joja-branded apology board explaining how the company deeply regretted any inconvenience caused by ancient subterranean horrors.

Instead, there was just a dark opening in the mountain.

Wooden beams framed the mouth of it, weathered and splintering at the edges. Old boards sagged over stone. Rusted mine carts sat near the entrance, half-buried in weeds. The tracks disappeared into the black like someone had drawn a line into the earth and then thought better of following it.

The air smelled damp.

Cold rock.

Old wood.

Metal.

Something else too, faint enough that I almost convinced myself I imagined it.

Rot, maybe.

Or dust that had been waiting too long to move.

At the entrance stood an old man with an eyepatch.

He was staring down an elevator shaft like it might stare back.

I stopped a few steps away.

He did not turn immediately.

That made it worse.

Most people noticed when someone approached them. They looked up, smiled, frowned, waved, asked questions, pretended not to stare. Normal things.

This man listened first.

Only when my boot shifted against a loose stone did he glance over his shoulder.

“Oh,” he said. “A newcomer.”

His voice was rough, but not weak. There was age in it, sure, but not the soft kind. More like an old blade sharpened too many times and still holding an edge.

“I’m Eric,” I said.

He looked me over.

Not rudely.

Carefully.

Like he was measuring height, stance, breathing, whether I knew how to run.

Then his eye returned to the shaft.

“Peering down this old mine,” he said. “Been abandoned for decades.”

I looked past him.

The elevator cage sat behind a rusted gate, suspended over darkness. Its frame was old, but not useless. Someone had maintained it. Not well enough to make it comforting, but enough to make it worse.

Abandoned things were supposed to decay.

This place looked like someone had been keeping it barely alive.

“Decades?” I asked.

“That’s what I said.”

“But Gunther’s trying to piece together Ferngill history,” I said, glancing at the stone walls around the entrance. “Shouldn’t this place be important?”

The old man’s mouth twitched.

Not a smile.

Something older and less amused.

“It is.”

“Then why is it abandoned?”

“Because important places are often the first ones people agree not to touch.”

That stopped me.

The wind moved lightly through the trees behind us. Somewhere down in the shaft, something creaked.

I waited for him to explain.

He didn’t.

“That’s not ominous at all,” I said.

This time, he did smile.

Barely.

“No one qualified has stepped up,” he said. “Not in years. Not properly.”

“What about the town?”

“The town has bills. Crops. Children. Ghosts it prefers not to name.” He tapped his gloved fingers once against the hilt of the sword at his side. “People learn to walk around holes in the ground if walking around them lets dinner happen.”

I thought about George.

Dwarves in tunnels.

Boys sent into places they didn’t understand.

My mouth went dry.

“And the museum?” I asked. “Gunther must know something.”

“Gunther knows paper.”

That sounded harsher than I expected.

The old man seemed to realize it too, because his voice softened by a degree.

“Paper matters. More than most soldiers admit.” He looked into the mine. “But paper does not swing a blade when something comes out of the dark.”

I looked back at the entrance.

The dark inside seemed flat at first.

Empty.

Then my eyes adjusted and it became worse.

There was depth there.

Layers of it.

Stone walls. Broken planks. Tracks. A path leading inward. Enough shape to prove it was real, and not enough light to show where any of it ended.

“What about the Wizard?” the old man asked.

I blinked.

“The… Wizard?”

He watched me carefully.

Weighing something about me again.

“A man with his own agenda.”

I stared.

“You’re saying there’s an actual Wizard.”

“I’m saying he won’t help.”

“That wasn’t my question.”

“No,” he said. “It wasn’t.”

Great.

A censored war.

A reclusive Wizard.

Dwarves.

Rings and strange minerals.

A museum curator who flinched at old scrolls.

A corporation drilling into mountains and calling it stewardship.

Every new thing I learned made the world feel bigger.

And stranger.

And much less interested in explaining itself.

The old man turned away from the elevator at last. He stepped toward a small crate near the entrance and lifted the lid.

Inside were old weapons.

If they could even be called weapons.

A few cracked wooden clubs. A dagger with a chipped edge. A short sword whose blade had gone dull with rust.

He picked up the sword.

Then held it out to me.

I stared at it.

“What’s that for?”

He looked unimpressed.

“Swinging.”

“At what?”

“At whatever swings first.”

I did not take it right away.

The sword looked awful. The grip was worn smooth by hands that were not mine. The crossguard was nicked. Rust crawled along the blade in dark freckles. It did not look heroic. It did not look like something from a story.

It looked like a tool someone had used until it almost failed.

Which, somehow, made it more frightening.

All week, people had been giving me tools.

A hoe to turn soil.

A watering can to keep things alive.

An axe to clear dead wood.

A pickaxe to break stone.

Even the fishing rod Willy had given me was meant to draw food out of the water.

This was different.

This was the first thing anyone in Pelican Town had handed me that was meant to hurt something.

The old man must have noticed my hesitation.

“You ever held a blade before?”

“No.”

“Good.”

I looked up.

“Good?”

“Bad habits are harder to break than fear.”

“I feel like fear is pretty relevant here.”

“It is.” He pushed the sword slightly closer. “That’s why you listen to it.”

Slowly, I took it.

The weight surprised me.

Not because it was heavy exactly. It was lighter than the axe, lighter than the pickaxe, but it carried itself differently. The balance pulled my wrist forward. My fingers tightened around the grip before I meant them to.

The old man watched my hand.

“Not too tight.”

I loosened my grip.

“Too loose and it’ll fly from your hand. Too tight and your arm will tire before the thing in front of you does.”

“Comforting.”

“I’m not here to comfort you.”

“Clearly.”

He stepped back and folded his arms.

“Name’s Marlon,” he said. “I run the Adventurer’s Guild.”

I glanced toward the path behind him.

“There’s a guild?”

“East of here. Small building. Bigger purpose.”

“That sounds like something someone says before giving me a membership fee.”

“Prove yourself, and you’ll join our ranks.”

Something about the way he said that made the back of my neck prickle.

It was too practiced.

Not fake.

Practiced.

Like he had given the speech before.

Maybe many times.

Maybe to farmers, drifters, miners, soldiers, idiots with more confidence than sense.

Maybe to someone who had stood exactly where I stood now, holding this same rusty sword and pretending the dark did not bother them.

Someone who didn’t come back.

Marlon’s eye stayed on me.

“Do not mistake the upper levels for safety.”

“I thought this was abandoned.”

“It is.”

“Then what’s down there?”

“Things that got used to being left alone.”

The mine breathed cold air across my face.

At least, that was what it felt like.

Marlon stepped aside, clearing the way toward the entrance.

“Start small,” he said. “Go down a few floors. Break stones if you must. Watch the ground. Watch the walls. If you see anything moving that shouldn’t move, step back before you swing.”

“That’s the advice?”

“That is the advice that keeps you alive long enough for better advice to matter.”

I tried to laugh.

It came out wrong.

“There may be ore down there,” he continued. “Copper near the upper levels. Useful if you’re serious about repairing that farm.”

Of course.

There it was.

The hook.

Copper.

Bars.

Tool upgrades.

A furnace.

A way to stop spending half my morning watering crops until my arms shook. A way to make the farm work instead of merely survive.

Progress.

The mine offered danger, but it also offered solutions.

That seemed unfair.

I looked down at the sword again.

The rust caught the pale mountain light.

“I just need copper,” I said, mostly to myself.

Marlon’s eye narrowed slightly.

“No.”

I looked up.

“You need to come back.”

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

The sentence settled heavier than I wanted it to.

Come back.

Not win.

Not conquer.

Not prove myself.

Just return.

I wondered how many people had failed at that simple instruction.

My hand tightened around the sword again, though this time I remembered to loosen it.

“Eric,” I said.

Marlon tilted his head.

“My name. It’s Eric.”

“I know.”

That made me pause.

“You know?”

“Small town.”

Right.

Of course.

Small town.

Everyone knew everyone, except when they pretended not to. Everyone remembered Peter Keene’s grandson. Everyone remembered more than they said.

Marlon looked toward the mine.

“Then listen well, Eric. The first floors test impatience more than strength. If you rush, you bleed. If you panic, you get lost. If you think bravery means ignoring fear, you’ll die tired.”

I stared at him.

“Do all Adventurer’s Guild orientations sound like funeral speeches?”

“Only the honest ones.”

I should have turned around.

There was no shame in that.

Probably.

I could have gone back to the farm, checked on Dudley, waited for the parsnips, pretended I had only come here to look around. I could have returned tomorrow. Or the day after. Or never.

Instead, I looked at the mine.

Dark.

Cold.

Waiting.

My stomach twisted.

But underneath the fear was something worse.

Curiosity.

And beneath that, need.

The farm needed copper.

My tools needed upgrades.

The Community Center needed things I did not understand yet.

And some stubborn, stupid part of me believed accepting Grandpa’s gift meant facing whatever came with it.

I swallowed the feeling and nodded.

“I’ll do the job.”

Marlon studied me for one last moment.

Then he gave a short nod.

“Then try not to make it your last one.”

The elevator shaft creaked behind him.

I stepped past Marlon, rusty sword in hand, and walked into the mine.

The first few floors weren’t bad.

That was probably the most dangerous thing about them.

If the mine had tried to kill me immediately, I might have turned around. If something huge had come crawling out of the dark the second I stepped inside, I might have accepted the obvious conclusion that I had no business being underground with a rusty sword and a farmer’s understanding of violence.

Instead, the mine eased me in.

A few stones.

A few weeds pushing stubbornly through cracks in the floor.

A slime wobbling toward me with all the menace of a wet sack.

I almost laughed when I saw it.

Then it lunged.

Not fast enough to kill me, but fast enough to make me stumble backward and swing the sword more out of panic than skill. The blade struck with a dull, unpleasant sound, and the slime recoiled, quivering.

It came again.

I swung again.

This time the blade cut through it, and the creature collapsed into a sticky puddle that smoked faintly against the stone.

I stood there breathing harder than I wanted to admit.

“Okay,” I muttered. “That was disgusting.”

My hands were already slick.

Not with blood.

Something worse.

I wiped them on my pants and kept moving.

The rocks were easier to understand.

Rock did not lunge. Rock did not pretend to be harmless and then throw itself at your face. Rock simply existed, and if I hit it hard enough with my pickaxe, it broke.

That was comforting.

So I broke rocks.

Stone.

More stone.

A little copper ore.

Then more stone.

Every now and then, a crab disguised as a rock skittered out from under my pickaxe, sending me staggering backward while my heart tried to punch its way through my ribs. The first one nearly made me drop the sword. The second one earned a very undignified yelp. By the third, I had learned to jab first and swear second.

Annoying.

But manageable.

That was the trap.

The mine gave me just enough success to keep me thinking I was learning.

A slime here.

A stone crab there.

A few bits of copper tucked into the wall like a reward for persistence.

A ladder appearing under broken rock as if the place itself approved of me continuing.

Floor 2 became Floor 3.

Floor 3 became Floor 4.

By the time I reached the fifth floor, I had a small pile of copper ore, some geodes, and enough confidence to be stupid.

The elevator rumbled beside me when I found it — old machinery grinding awake after who knew how long. The sound should have bothered me.

Instead, it felt reassuring.

Proof that I had reached something.

A checkpoint.

A way back.

Floor 5.

Easy.

I leaned one hand against the wall and let out a breath.

Cold stone pressed against my palm.

Too cold.

I pulled my hand back.

For the first time, I noticed the air.

On the upper floors, it had been damp and stale, but ordinary enough. Unpleasant, sure, but in the way basements and old tunnels were unpleasant. The kind of air that made your throat scratch and your clothes cling.

But deeper down, it changed.

Not all at once.

Slowly.

The air seemed heavier, as if it had weight. My breathing sounded louder than it should have. Every exhale came back to me from the walls, not quite echoed, not quite repeated. The darkness beyond my lantern did not feel empty anymore.

It felt occupied.

Like the ground was breathing.

Like something was listening.

I stood still.

Drip.

Drip.

Stone settling somewhere in the dark.

Then silence.

I almost turned around.

Then my boot nudged a piece of copper ore on the ground.

Small.

Useful.

Real.

I picked it up.

That was all it took.

I kept going.

The mine rewarded me for it too.

That was the cruel part.

A glitter of quartz half-buried near a wall.

A topaz tucked between rocks.

A chunk of amethyst shining purple in the lantern light like something that had no business being trapped underground.

Every discovery made the fear easier to ignore.

Every swing of the pickaxe made the next one feel necessary.

Copper meant a furnace.

Copper meant bars.

Bars meant tool upgrades.

Tool upgrades meant less wasted time, less exhaustion, more control.

Progress had a sound down here.

Metal striking stone.

Rock splitting.

Ore clattering into my pack.

It was the same rhythm Joja had trained into me, just with dirt under my fingernails instead of fluorescent lights above my head.

Find the task.

Complete the task.

Move deeper.

Do not think too hard about why stopping feels impossible.

By Floor 7, my shoulders ached.

By Floor 8, my heartbeat had gone from steady to tight.

Not frantic yet.

Just compressed.

Like something had wrapped a wire around my chest and started twisting.

I checked the time.

12 PM.

I stared at my watch.

“What?”

That couldn’t be right.

It felt like I had only been underground for a little while. An hour, maybe. Two at most. But the hands told a different story.

I had been down here for hours.

The realization made the mine seem to shift around me.

Not physically.

Worse.

It shifted in my head.

The walls felt closer. The path behind me felt longer than it had been. I looked back toward the ladder I had come down from, but it was already half-swallowed by shadow.

“No big deal,” I muttered. “Just another couple floors.”

That was mistake number one.

The words sounded reasonable when I said them.

They usually do.

Just another floor.

Just another rock.

Just another piece of copper.

Just another chance to prove this wasn’t too much.

By Floor 9, the silence felt thick.

Not quiet.

Thick.

The kind of silence that pressed against the ears until every tiny sound became sharp enough to cut.

My breathing.

My boots scraping stone.

The faint shift of loose dirt somewhere nearby.

A skitter.

I froze.

Too fast to be a crab.

Too small to be a slime.

The sound stopped when I stopped.

I lifted the sword.

Nothing moved.

The lantern flickered.

I waited a few seconds longer, then forced myself forward.

That was when I saw the scratches.

At first, I thought they were cracks in the stone. Natural damage. Old supports settling. Something harmless enough to ignore.

Then I got closer.

They were too even.

Too deep.

Long gouges ran along the wall near the floor, then climbed upward in jagged streaks. Some crossed over each other. Others stopped suddenly, as if whatever had made them lost strength halfway through.

I touched one before I could talk myself out of it.

The groove was rough beneath my fingers.

Deep enough to catch a nail.

Something had clawed at the wall.

Not sideways.

Upward.

Toward the entrance.

My hand pulled back slowly.

For a moment, I pictured someone down here in the dark, dragging themselves toward the surface. Fingernails breaking against stone. Breath tearing in their throat. Something behind them.

Something patient.

I stepped away from the wall.

“Don’t do that,” I whispered to myself.

Don’t imagine.

Don’t think.

Move.

So I moved.

Because movement was easier than fear.

Because the deeper I went, the more I wanted to prove something.

To whom?

Marlon?

He probably expected me to quit after two floors.

My grandfather?

As if Grandpa had handed me the farm expecting me to crawl back to Zuzu City the first time the dirt got cold.

Myself?

Maybe.

Probably.

I had spent years feeling useless in ways I couldn’t measure. At Joja, failure was vague. Exhaustion was vague. Your soul could rot by inches and still no one would write it down unless it affected productivity.

Down here, everything had numbers.

Floor 9.

Copper collected.

Slimes killed.

Energy remaining.

Time left.

If I could just reach Floor 10, then the day meant something.

If I could reach Floor 10, then coming down here had not been stupid.

If I could reach Floor 10, then I was not just another city idiot holding a rusty sword in the dark.

The ground erupted beneath me.

I shouted and stumbled back as something burst from the dirt — long, fast, brown, a twisting shape with a gaping mouth and beady eyes. It snapped at my boot before vanishing back underground.

“What the—”

The dirt shifted again.

I swung too early.

The blade hit nothing but air.

The creature burst up beside me, slamming into my leg hard enough to nearly knock me sideways. Pain shot up my shin. I swung down, missed again, then threw myself back as it dove beneath the soil.

Duggy.

Some part of my brain supplied the name from somewhere — maybe a half-remembered conversation, maybe instinct, maybe panic dressing itself as knowledge.

The ground bulged.

This time I waited.

One second.

Two.

It burst up.

I swung with both hands.

The rusty blade struck with a sickening crunch, and the creature collapsed halfway out of the dirt, twitching once before going still.

I stood over it, breathing hard.

My arms shook.

Not badly.

Not yet.

But enough to notice.

“Okay,” I said, voice trembling. “Okay. We’re done with that.”

I should have left.

That was mistake number two.

Instead, I looked around for the ladder.

Nothing.

Only rocks.

A lot of rocks.

Too many.

My pickaxe felt heavier when I lifted it again. The first swing cracked stone. The second split it. The third made pain crawl up my wrists.

No ladder.

I moved to another rock.

Then another.

Stone broke.

Dust rose.

My breathing grew ragged.

A slime dragged itself out of the dark, and I turned on it too sharply, nearly losing my balance. I killed it, but the effort left my vision blurry at the edges.

Not enough food.

Not enough water.

Not enough sense.

“Come on,” I hissed, raising the pickaxe again. “Come on…”

The mine did not answer.

Only stone.

Only dust.

Only the skittering sound somewhere out of sight, circling the edges of my hearing.

I broke another rock.

Nothing.

Another.

Nothing.

Another.

Still nothing.

My thoughts narrowed.

There was no farm.

No Dudley.

No Joja letter in my pocket.

No morning.

No way back except the next rock.

I reached into my pack with shaking hands and pulled out the cherry bomb.

I had almost forgotten I had it.

A crude little thing, round and ugly, with a short fuse that suddenly looked much shorter than I wanted it to.

“Fine,” I muttered.

I set it near a cluster of stones.

Then stepped back.

Not far enough.

The fuse spat sparks.

For one terrible second, I thought it had gone out.

Then—

Boom.

The blast punched the air out of the tunnel.

Dust swallowed everything.

I coughed, stumbling backward as pebbles rained against the ground. My ears rang. The lantern flame flickered wildly, throwing shadows across the walls like moving limbs.

When the dust cleared, several rocks were gone.

The floor was scarred.

No ladder.

My pulse spiked.

“No.”

The word came out small.

Pathetic.

I staggered toward the cleared space anyway, searching the rubble like maybe the ladder was hiding under dust, like maybe if I looked harder, the mine would stop being cruel.

Nothing.

My hands were shaking now.

I checked the time again.

The numbers barely made sense at first.

Too late.

Far too late.

My chest tightened.

Another skitter sounded behind me.

I spun, sword raised.

Nothing.

“Okay,” I whispered. “Okay, okay, okay.”

Another bomb.

I grabbed it from my pack, nearly dropped it, cursed, set it near another cluster of rocks, and backed away farther this time.

The fuse hissed.

I squeezed my eyes shut right before it blew.

Boom.

Stone cracked.

Dust surged.

Something shrieked in the dark.

When I opened my eyes, the tunnel was a mess of rubble and smoke.

And there it was.

A ladder.

For a second, I just stared at it.

A stupid wooden ladder descending into a square of black.

I had never seen anything more beautiful.

I stumbled toward it.

Then stopped.

Down.

The ladder went down.

Floor 10.

The goal.

The proof.

The thing I had been chasing.

My whole body screamed at me to leave.

My brain, traitorous and exhausted, whispered one more.

I hated that voice.

I hated how familiar it sounded.

One more email.

One more shift.

One more report.

One more floor.

I climbed down.

The air changed immediately.

Colder.

Still.

The tenth floor opened around me, wider than the others. For a moment, I didn’t move. I just stood there at the base of the ladder with my sword in one hand and my pickaxe in the other, waiting for the mine to punish me for arriving.

Nothing came.

There was a chest nearby.

An old one.

Wood darkened by age, metal bands rusted at the corners. It looked absurdly placed, like something from a children’s adventure story dropped into a place that had no interest in being kind.

I approached carefully.

Inside was a pair of boots.

Leather.

Worn, but intact.

Stronger than mine.

I let out a laugh that sounded dangerously close to a sob.

“That’s it?”

Boots.

After all that.

Boots.

I took them anyway.

Of course I did.

Then the elevator doors groaned open nearby.

The sound hit me like salvation.

I limped toward it, every step heavier than the last. The cage rattled as I stepped inside, and for one awful second I imagined it dropping into the dark instead of rising out of it.

But it moved upward.

Slowly.

Grinding.

Shaking.

Alive.

I leaned against the wall, sword hanging loose in my hand, and closed my eyes.

When the elevator reached the entrance, the night air struck my face.

Night.

I looked up.

The sky beyond the trees was dark.

Not sunset dark.

Night dark.

I checked the time.

1:00 AM.

My stomach dropped.

“No.”

The word came out before I could stop it.

The farm suddenly felt impossibly far away.

I pushed myself out of the elevator and staggered past the mine entrance. Marlon was gone. Or maybe he was somewhere in the dark, watching. I didn’t look for him.

I ran.

Or tried to.

At first, it was almost a run. Then a lurch. Then something between stumbling and falling forward, my legs moving because stopping seemed more dangerous than pain.

The forest blurred around me.

Trees became shadows.

Rocks became obstacles I barely avoided.

The path down from the mountain twisted longer than it had any right to. Every turn looked wrong in the dark. Every sound behind me made my shoulders jerk.

My lungs burned.

My legs felt heavy as stone.

The pack on my back dragged at me with every step, full of copper, quartz, topaz, amethyst, stone, useless pride, and whatever part of me had decided reaching Floor 10 mattered more than reaching home.

By the time I reached the bus stop path, my vision had started to tilt.

The world narrowed to the road ahead.

One foot.

Then the other.

Again.

Again.

The farm came into view under moonlight.

The sight nearly broke me.

Home.

The word rose in my mind with such force that my throat tightened.

Not house.

Not property.

Not inheritance.

Home.

The farmhouse sat dark and quiet beneath the stars, its old walls silvered by moonlight. The field stretched out beside it, rows of half-grown parsnips barely visible in the gloom. Everything looked peaceful in a way that felt almost insulting.

Just a few more steps.

My boots dragged through the dirt.

Just make it to the door.

The porch blurred.

The railing doubled.

My hand reached for nothing.

Just—

My knees buckled.

The ground rushed up hard.

For a second, I didn’t feel pain.

Only cold.

Only the smell of dirt and grass.

Only the awful realization that I had made it all the way back and still failed to reach the door.

Something moved on the porch.

Dudley.

He sat above me, small and still, his tabby fur silvered by moonlight. His eyes were wide and glowing, fixed on me with that strange, old calm he had carried since morning.

Like he had been waiting.

Like he knew this would happen.

I tried to say his name.

Nothing came out.

Dudley’s tail flicked once.

The porch swayed.

The stars stretched into pale lines.

And the last thing I saw was that cat watching me from the farmhouse steps, eyes bright in the dark…

before everything went black.
 
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