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So this is a thread for me to just... rant.
So currently, it's been almost 3 weeks since I turned 19. My mind has been racing. I've been out of school for two years (tested out so I could try and work on a little game and a book, they aren't done yet), an adult for a year, and.. well.. me. I've been discovering who I am. I'm just human I realized. I'm not male, female, non-binary, straight, gay, or anything else. I'm just... human. And I am confident in that. Romantic relationships aren't my thing, but platonic relationships, most certainly. I'm... me. I've been trying out new ideas (or just restarting) for one of my many, many writing projects. I want to write a book, but I can't come up with the right structure for the story. Then I was going through my school records to find something and came across a project I did years and years ago were I had to make a planet, and so I used that as inspiration. I just started writing, letting the ideas flow. And I've nearly completed the second page. And for me, that's a big deal. I almost never can get past a paragraph, let alone two pages! And that game? I got some books and decided I'll start on a middle school level. I've gotten to just past the first level. It's a 2D platformer because that should be easy enough with just the right amount of challenge. I'm using SDV as an inspiration for the art style, but not totally. It looks like some sort of weird mix of SDV, Rainworld and Star Wars I guess? I don't know how to describe it. It's been fun, and as a single dev hard, but fun. It's a passion project and something I'm really only going to let family and close friends play since, well, I'm kinda ashamed about how much time it took for me to get past the first level. I used to be proficient in Python but now I barely know it.
Anyways that concludes right now's rant.
So currently, it's been almost 3 weeks since I turned 19. My mind has been racing. I've been out of school for two years (tested out so I could try and work on a little game and a book, they aren't done yet), an adult for a year, and.. well.. me. I've been discovering who I am. I'm just human I realized. I'm not male, female, non-binary, straight, gay, or anything else. I'm just... human. And I am confident in that. Romantic relationships aren't my thing, but platonic relationships, most certainly. I'm... me. I've been trying out new ideas (or just restarting) for one of my many, many writing projects. I want to write a book, but I can't come up with the right structure for the story. Then I was going through my school records to find something and came across a project I did years and years ago were I had to make a planet, and so I used that as inspiration. I just started writing, letting the ideas flow. And I've nearly completed the second page. And for me, that's a big deal. I almost never can get past a paragraph, let alone two pages! And that game? I got some books and decided I'll start on a middle school level. I've gotten to just past the first level. It's a 2D platformer because that should be easy enough with just the right amount of challenge. I'm using SDV as an inspiration for the art style, but not totally. It looks like some sort of weird mix of SDV, Rainworld and Star Wars I guess? I don't know how to describe it. It's been fun, and as a single dev hard, but fun. It's a passion project and something I'm really only going to let family and close friends play since, well, I'm kinda ashamed about how much time it took for me to get past the first level. I used to be proficient in Python but now I barely know it.
Anyways that concludes right now's rant.