God bless you and all positive energy/vibes for you. I feel youI live in Washington state and am happy with the rules and restrictions. Plus, I am over 60 and have COPD, so have been in my home far more than many and am still completely happy about it.
That said, I do worry about the economy, more for my children and grandchildren than myself. I also worry about the virus continuing to mutate and continuing to kill or at least leave many with health problems they would not have otherwise had.
I try to stay as positive as possible but sometimes it's hard.