Chapter 13
I didn’t realize I was still holding three squash seeds until I nearly went back inside with them in my hand.
I swore under my breath and turned back, jamming them into the soil harder than I meant to.
The melons weren’t ready.
Of course they weren’t.
I stared at them longer than I should have, like they might change their minds if I just waited.
They didn’t.
“Great,” I muttered. “Perfect.”
No melons. No backup plan. No room for mistakes.
I could’ve used Speed-Gro. If I had the money. If Pierre didn’t price everything like he knew I didn’t.
I exhaled slowly, pressing the heel of my hand into my forehead.
I left Joja to get away from this.
Didn’t I?
“If I can’t even get crops right,” I said quietly, “how am I supposed to stand in front of everyone and pretend I know what I’m doing?”
The farm didn’t answer.
It never did.
Inside, the TV flickered to life.
“It's going to be clear and sunny tomorrow... perfect weather for the Luau! The event will take place on the beach, starting between 9:00 am and 2:00 pm. Don't be late!”
Of course.
Perfect weather for a public failure.
“Spirits are neutral today.”
“Yeah,” I muttered. “That tracks.”
The Queen of Sauce reran something I’d already seen.
“Baked Fish,” I said under my breath. “Still no kitchen.”
I shut it off before it could keep talking.
Watering took longer than it should have. It always did.
Back and forth. Refill. Back again.
By the time I finished, my arms ached and my shirt stuck to my back.
And it still wasn’t enough.
It never felt like enough.
The mailbox creaked open. A letter, of course.
Dear Eric,
Tomorrow we're all gathering at the beach for the annual Pelican Town Luau.
The highlight of the event is the communal potluck. Make sure you bring something good to contribute! The governor himself is attending the event, so make sure you're on your best behavior.
Come to the beach sometime between 9 AM and 2 PM.
—Mayor Lewis
I read it twice.
Then a third time.
Slowly.
Waiting for something to change.
It didn’t.
My grip tightened on the paper.
“That’s it?” I said, the words coming out sharper than I expected. “That’s all you’re going to say?”
No mention of the meeting.
No warning.
No plan.
Just… show up. Smile. Don’t embarrass the town.
“Lewis… what are you doing?” I asked, quieter now—but worse.
“You call a town hall meeting and don’t even tell people it’s happening?”
My voice rose again before I could stop it.
“You want us all in a room, talking about problems you won’t even name—and then what? Straight to the Luau like nothing’s wrong?”
I laughed once.
There was no humor in it.
“You don’t get to do that.”
The letter crumpled slightly in my hand.
“You don’t get to pretend everything’s fine just because the Governor’s watching.”
Silence.
Just the creak of the farmhouse. The faint buzz of summer outside.
I let out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding.
“I’m running out of time,” I said.
For a summer morning, it felt wrong.
Heavy. Stagnant.
Like something was already going bad—and everyone was just… waiting for it to show.
I checked the bulletin board on my way out.
Then the calendar.
Maru’s birthday.
Right.
I had something for that. A diamond. Spare—but not really. Nothing down there felt spare.
Still.
It would make her happy.
That had to count for something.
Robin was at the desk when I stepped inside. Maru and Demetrius were in the lab, bent over something I didn’t understand.
“Hey, Eric…” Robin said.
“Hey.”
She glanced toward the back room.
“You here for Maru?”
I nodded. “Yeah. I—uh… got her something.”
Before I could finish, Maru looked up.
“A diamond?” she said, already moving.
I hadn’t realized I’d said it out loud.
“W-What?! For me?!”
She rushed over, eyes wide, hands already reaching.
“It’s— it’s so beautiful. Thank you!”
She hugged me without hesitation.
I flinched.
Pain lanced through my side—sharp, immediate. I held it in.
“Careful,” Robin said gently. “He’s still healing.”
Maru pulled back, startled. “Oh! I’m sorry—I didn’t—”
“It’s fine,” I said quickly.
It wasn’t.
Robin smiled.
Demetrius didn’t.
He hadn’t moved.
Just… watching.
Not me.
The diamond.
Then Maru.
Then back to me.
A small frown settled on his face—not anger.
Assessment.
Maru turned the diamond in her hands, still glowing with it.
“You really didn’t have to go that far,” she said. “If you get iridium ore, you can just make a crystallarium and duplicate them.”
“I’m not there yet,” I said.
She nodded quickly, like she’d expected that.
“Oh! Penny likes these too,” she added. “Her birthday’s in Fall, so you’ve got time. Or you could do Poppies! Everyone hates them, but she loves them.”
Poppies.
The word sat wrong.
I didn’t say anything.
“Eric.”
Demetrius.
I hadn’t heard him move.
“Are you able to assist for a moment?” he asked. “I was going to send Maru out for additional soil samples, but I need someone to monitor the breaker.”
Robin’s expression tightened.
“Demetrius—” she started.
He didn’t look at her.
“I won’t be long.”
That wasn’t for me.
I nodded anyway.
Of course I did.
The lab felt smaller with the door half-closed behind me.
Demetrius didn’t look up.
“Thank you for the help.”
His voice was even. Controlled.
Familiar.
Too familiar.
I nodded.
Joja reflex.
“Maru’s a good kid,” he said.
Not to me.
Just… into the room.
“She’s my special little girl.”
Something in my shoulders locked.
I stayed quiet.
That felt like the right answer.
“I wouldn’t want anything interfering with her future,” he continued. “You understand.”
“I—yeah.”
“Good.”
A beat.
Then—
“I trust you, Eric.”
That should’ve felt better.
It didn’t.
“You know your boundaries.”
Behind me, a chair scraped.
Robin.
“Demetrius,” she said quietly.
He waved a hand, dismissive.
“I’m not accusing him of anything.”
He stepped closer.
Not aggressive.
Not quite.
Just enough.
“I don’t believe you’d ever behave recklessly,” he said.
Recklessly.
The word landed heavier than it should have.
He paused.
Something shifted.
A decision, maybe.
“Not everyone exercises that level of restraint,” he added.
Silence stretched.
“Especially individuals in positions of influence.”
Another pause.
Then—
“Like Harvey.”
Robin moved fast this time.
“Are we seriously doing this again?”
Demetrius finally looked at her.
“Since the Flower Festival, Maru has been spending time around him. Frequently. Without oversight. Sebastian as well.”
His tone didn’t rise.
That made it worse.
“Patterns like that don’t occur randomly.”
Robin’s voice dropped—cold, steady.
“You don’t get to talk about her like that.”
“She’s a child—”
“She is our daughter,” Robin snapped. “And he’s a doctor.”
“And that’s supposed to reassure me?” Demetrius shot back, irritation slipping through. “That authority alone prevents manipulation?”
“Stop.”
“You’re asking me to ignore variables that are clearly—”
“Stop.”
He didn’t.
“And I’m supposed to believe he wouldn’t take advantage of my—”
He cut himself off.
Too late.
“…our kid.”
Silence.
Thick. Immediate.
Robin stared at him.
Her hands were shaking now.
“What did you just say?”
Demetrius exhaled slowly.
Resetting.
Retreating.
“…This is no longer productive,” he said, already turning away, already reorganizing the samples like nothing had happened.
Like it could be undone.
Then, without looking at me:
“Eric. You should leave. This doesn’t concern you.”
That wasn’t a suggestion.
I moved for the door.
Too fast.
Like I’d been waiting for permission.
Robin caught my eye as I passed.
She smiled.
It didn’t reach anywhere near her eyes.
“See you at the Town Hall meeting, Eric.”
Outside, Maru nearly ran into me.
Still bright. Still smiling.
Still completely unaware.
“Thanks again for the gift!” she said, hurrying past me.
Into the house.
Into it.
I didn’t say anything.
I just stood there for a second.
Listening.
To nothing.
Oh god…
Maru.
I left before my thoughts could settle into anything I could understand.
Linus was already by the lake.
Of course he was.
Standing still. Watching the water like it had something to say.
“I have to be wary of strangers,” he said, before I even spoke.
“Most people don’t like a wild man.”
I hesitated.
“That… sucks.”
He smiled faintly.
Like I’d given the only answer there was.
Silence stretched.
I thought that was it.
Then—
“I saw what happened yesterday.”
My chest tightened.
Slowly.
“Did you?” I asked. “Because I don’t remember telling anyone.”
Linus didn’t look at me.
“The cavern trembled,” he said. “Magic leaves marks. Even when it’s cleaned up after.”
My stomach dropped.
Cleaned up.
“You mean—” I stopped. Tried again. “You mean when the Wizard—”
“When he intervened,” Linus said gently.
Not corrected.
Clarified.
The memory hit all at once.
The Dwarf.
The attack.
The way it didn’t hesitate.
And then—
The flash.
The pull.
Gone.
“They’ve reached another pact,” Linus continued.
Another.
The word stuck.
“After that?” I asked. “After what happened?”
Linus turned then.
His eyes weren’t surprised.
They weren’t curious.
Just… certain.
“Sometimes,” he said, “pacts are not agreements.”
A pause.
“They are what’s left when neither side wins.”
I didn’t like that.
I didn’t like any of it.
“He tried to kill me,” I said.
The words felt smaller out loud.
Linus nodded once.
“Yes.”
No comfort.
No denial.
Just acknowledgment.
“Sometimes,” he said softly, “there are no heroes or villains left in a story.”
His voice wavered—just slightly.
“Only survivors.”
A breath.
“And victims.”
The lake didn’t move.
Didn’t ripple.
Didn’t react.
“The shadowed tribes,” Linus went on, “linger where rage outlived reason.”
His gaze drifted—not to me.
Past me.
“Long after sentience became too heavy to carry.”
The sewer came to mind.
That voice.
Quiet.
Alone.
Still thinking.
Still… feeling.
“Surely,” Linus said, “among them, one still remembers how to want peace.”
I swallowed.
“Do they?” I asked.
Linus didn’t answer right away.
“The Wizard does what he can,” he said instead. “But even guardians grow tired.”
Another pause.
“Especially when peace must be forced.”
That word again.
Forced.
I opened my mouth.
There were too many questions.
None of them felt safe to ask.
Linus turned away before I could choose one.
Just… walked.
Like the conversation had ended long before I realized it had started.
The lake stayed still. Perfectly still.
For the first time…
Linus didn’t feel strange.
He felt like someone who had already seen how this ends.
The Shadow Tribes noticed me immediately.
They always did.
A brute lunged from the dark—too fast, too direct.
I reacted before I thought.
The crossbow kicked hard into my shoulder.
The first bolt went wide.
The second hit.
The third found his neck.
He collapsed in a heap of dim, dissolving matter. His club struck stone with a hollow crack.
I steadied the crossbow, jaw tight.
Still pulling left. Still overcompensating.
But better.
The air felt wrong.
Not just damp. Not just stale.
Disturbed.
The deeper I stepped in, the more it showed.
Stone walls blackened in jagged streaks—like something had burned without flame. Cracks split through the floor in unnatural patterns, not from time, but from force.
Magic.
Not the quiet kind.
The violent kind.
Linus’s voice lingered.
“Magic leaves marks.”
Two brutes stood near a cluster of broken crates. Slimes drifted lazily between them.
I didn’t rush or panic.
I adjusted my stance and waited.
One step forward.
Aim.
Fire—
The bolt punched through a slime mid-motion. It burst before it understood what happened.
The second brute turned.
Too slow.
I reached for the cherry bomb, lit it, tossed it behind the rocks, and ducked.
The blast tore through the space—light, heat, pressure—
When the smoke cleared, one brute was gone.
The other was on it’s knees.
It looked up at me.
Not attacking.
Not rushing.
Just… looking.
I raised the crossbow.
This time, my hands didn’t shake.
I fired.
Only after did I feel it.
The tremor.
Late.
Like my body was catching up to something my mind had already decided.
“What the hell…” I whispered. “What am I becoming?”
“There are only survivors.”
“And victims.”
A sound echoed deeper in the cavern.
Not movement. Not creatures.
Something… settling.
Like the cave itself remembering something violent.
I moved forward.
Carefully.
There were more signs now.
Deep gouges in the stone—too clean to be claws. Too uneven to be tools.
And scorch marks.
Not fire.
Something sharper.
More precise.
The Wizard.
The Dwarf.
I stopped near a collapsed section of wall.
Stone had been pushed outward.
Not broken.
Forced.
Like something had tried to escape—or been thrown.
“They’ve reached another pact.”
“After that?” I muttered.
It didn’t feel like peace.
It felt like exhaustion.
A druid stepped from the shadows.
I fired before he fully turned.
This time, the recoil didn’t throw me off.
The bolt struck center.
Cleaner. More efficient.
Essence hit the ground.
I didn’t flinch.
Two slimes moved in from the side.
I pivoted, adjusted—
One shot.
Then another.
Both gone.
Something inside me shifted.
Not louder. Quieter.
Another druid. Dead before he spoke.
Another brute. Down before he swung.
I wasn’t reacting anymore. I was anticipating.
I wasn’t fighting. I was clearing.
A brute rushed me from the side.
Too close for the crossbow.
I stepped in.
Drove it into his neck.
Fired.
The impact shattered him into fragments of dark light.
No blood. No resistance.
Nothing that felt… alive.
Emily’s voice surfaced, uninvited.
Every living being deserves respect.
“How?” I thought. “How do you respect something that exists to kill you?”
No answer came.
The cavern stretched ahead—quieter now.
They traded sentience for rage.
I reloaded, faster and smoother this time.
And I traded hesitation for survival.
Loot gathered without thought.
Essence. Ore. Bars.
Just… numbers.
Weight. Value.
I stepped over where something had been.
Didn’t look down.
Didn’t need to.
I didn’t feel like a farmer.
I felt like a trespasser.
A plunderer.
A colonizer.
I paused.
That word sat heavier than the rest.
Was this what it felt like?
The Elemental Wars?
Not chaos. Not glory.
Routine. Methodical. Empty. Necessary.
The Wizard wasn’t here. The Dwarf wasn’t here. Linus wasn’t here.
Only me.
Another slime lunged.
I switched weapons without thinking.
The Insect Head cut through it in one clean motion.
I exhaled slowly.
The crossbow was faster.
Cleaner. More efficient.
I didn’t trust that.
Efficiency made me feel less human.
Demetrius crossed my mind.
Observation without empathy.
Control without understanding.
Sebastian too.
Watching. Adapting. Learning.
Not chaotic, deliberate.
The elevator bell rang.
I stepped inside.
The door shut behind me with a soft, final sound.
The Obsidian Edge waited.
Dark. Heavy. Unapologetic.
I picked it up, turned it in my hands and felt the weight settle into something familiar.
“This feels like something Sebastian would appreciate,” I muttered.
The thought stayed longer than it should have.
When I left the mines, I didn’t look back.
I didn’t want to see what I’d done.
Or what I’d become good at.
Sebastian could be anywhere.
That was the problem.
Demetrius had patterns. Predictable routes. Controlled spaces. You could map him out if you paid attention.
Sebastian didn’t follow patterns.
He watched them.
Adjusted.
Moved around them.
I caught myself scanning the road as I passed Robin’s shop.
Corners. Sightlines. Open paths.
Clear exits.
I stopped.
“…What am I doing?”
The crossbow wasn’t in my hands anymore.
But something about it still was.
Demetrius’s voice replayed without warning.
“You know your boundaries.”
Robin’s—
“Stop.”
And underneath it—something quieter. Something worse.
“…my—our kid.”
I exhaled sharply and kept walking.
The Community Center came into view.
Empty. Still. Waiting.
That chair was still there.
The one Penny used to sit in.
For a second, I didn’t go inside.
Just stood there, watching it.
Like it might move. Like it might explain something.
She had looked… peaceful, back then.
Soft. Untouched.
That felt wrong now.
The bridge came back to me.
Before the Flower Festival.
Sam holding her.
Her leaning into him like it was easy.
Like it didn’t cost anything.
I had believed that.
That it was simple. That people were simple.
They weren’t.
Inside the Community Center, the air felt different.
Heavier.
Like the place remembered things.
Penny didn’t feel peaceful anymore.
She felt—unresolved.
The memory hit harder this time.
Her hands on my face.
The way she pulled me in.
Not careful. Not hesitant.
Desperate.
Like something breaking.
And then—Sebastian.
Standing there. Watching.
Not surprised. Not confused.
Just… taking it in.
My head throbbed.
In the mines, things were clearer.
Targets. Distance. Movement.
You reacted or you didn’t.
Here—I couldn’t tell what anything meant.
Who was I supposed to be?
The guy she kissed?
The one she ran from?
Or the one Sebastian was measuring?
I stepped further inside.
Slowly.
Like I was entering something I didn’t fully understand.
The bundle sat waiting.
Incomplete. Quiet.
I pulled out the Red Mushroom.
Turned it over in my hand.
In the mines, it would’ve been simple.
Use it. Sell it. Discard it.
Here—it felt like something else.
An offering. A transaction. A way to fix something I didn’t know how to fix.
I placed it into the Bulletin Bundle.
For a moment—nothing happened.
Then the faint shift.
That quiet, almost-living response.
I felt it in my chest.
The same way the cavern had felt.
After.
Not peaceful.
Settled.
Like something had been forced into place.
Linus’s voice surfaced again.
“Pacts are what’s left when neither side wins.”
I stared at the bundle longer than I should have.
Was this any different?
Give something.
Get something back.
Pretend it balances.
My grip tightened.
A noise behind me—
I turned too fast.
Nothing.
Still empty.
But the feeling didn’t leave.
Sebastian could be anywhere.
Watching.
Not interfering.
Just… learning.
I exhaled slowly.
Forced my shoulders to relax.
This wasn’t the mines.
No one was attacking.
No one was—
My hand brushed against something at my side.
The crossbow.
I froze.
I had walked all the way here with it.
Out in the open.
Visible.
My stomach dropped.
What the hell was I doing?
I pulled my jacket tighter, instinctively covering it.
Too late.
No one had seen.
Probably.
I stepped back.
Faster now.
I needed to put it away.
Needed distance.
From the mines. From this. From whatever I was starting to become.
I glanced once more at the chair.
It didn’t look peaceful anymore.
It looked like a place where something started—
and never finished.
I turned and left.
Maybe the Saloon would quiet my mind.
I didn’t believe that.
It didn’t help.
It didn’t even come close.
Only Gus was there.
“Eric! Good to see you,” he said, smiling in that careful way—like he’d decided to be cheerful instead of worried.
I stepped inside, slower than usual.
Listening.
Checking.
Corners. Door. Windows.
Clear.
My hand brushed against my side.
The crossbow.
Still there.
Still
visible, if anyone looked closely enough.
I pulled my jacket tighter without thinking.
“Why’s it empty?” I asked.
I already knew.
“Town Hall meeting,” Gus said. “Starting soon. Had to close early.”
His eyes flicked down to the ledger.
Didn’t stay on me long.
Still—
I shifted slightly, angling myself so the counter blocked his view.
“Last month wasn’t great,” he added.
I winced. “The Governor?”
“Half the problem,” Gus said. “The other half is Pam. She hasn’t paid her tab in weeks.”
That didn’t surprise me.
What did was what came next.
“She’s gotten worse,” Gus said. “Funny thing is—Shane’s gotten better. Used to be the other way around.”
I leaned against the counter, careful. Controlled.
“Did Shane… get a girlfriend?”
Gus nodded slowly.
“Looks like it. He doesn’t talk about it much, but… he’s calmer. Less angry.”
A pause.
“He comes in with her sometimes.”
I swallowed.
My grip tightened slightly against the counter.
“Penny was here once,” Gus added. “With Claire. They were laughing.”
He hesitated.
“It felt… strange.”
Strange. Yeah.
“Shane’s happy,” I said.
“Yeah,” Gus replied quietly. “And Pam’s somehow more miserable.”
Balance. Trade-offs.
Like the mines.
I exhaled slowly.
“Gus… what happened between Pam and Claire?”
He stiffened.
Just slightly.
“Well, Eric, she—”
The door slammed open.
Pam.
“Howdy, fellas!” she barked, loud enough to fill the empty room. “Ready for a party!”
She took two steps in—
Then stopped.
Her eyes moved.
Table to table.
Empty.
“Where the hell is everybody?” she demanded.
“Town Hall meeting,” Gus said.
Didn’t look up.
Pam scoffed.
“You gotta be kidding me.”
She threw her hands up.
“Why does anyone care about that damn festival? It’s gonna be a disaster anyway! Might as well drink and forget about it.”
Gus winced.
My hand brushed the crossbow again.
Reflex. Check.
Still there. Still hidden.
Pam turned slightly.
For a second—
I thought she noticed.
My shoulders tensed.
But her gaze passed over me.
Dismissed.
Something in me snapped into place.
Clear. Simple.
“Pam,” I said.
She turned back, irritated already.
“What?”
I didn’t raise my voice.
Didn’t need to.
“The Saloon’s losing money,” I said. “The town’s losing money. Lewis is drowning. The Governor doesn’t care.”
I gestured toward Gus.
“And he’s carrying more than he can afford.”
Gus shifted.
“Eric—”
I didn’t stop.
“You could make his life easier,” I continued, steady, “by paying your tab. Just enough to let him breathe.”
Silence.
Pam stared at me.
For a moment—I measured it.
Distance. Angle. Reaction time.
My stomach twisted.
What the hell was I doing?
Her face flushed. Hands clenched. Shaking.
“You telling me how to spend my money now?” she snapped.
“No,” I said calmly. “I’m telling you what it’s costing him.”
Another pause.
The room felt smaller.
Gus wasn’t looking at the ledger anymore.
He was looking at me.
Not worried. Watching.
Pam’s shoulders sagged.
Just slightly.
The fight left her faster than it should have.
“Fine,” she muttered.
She reached into her coat and slammed a pouch onto the counter.
The sound was louder than it needed to be.
Gus opened it.
Counted slowly.
A thousand gold.
Not enough. Not even close.
Pam didn’t wait. Didn’t ask. Didn’t care.
“Gotta go,” she said, already turning.
“To the meeting?” I asked.
She snorted.
“Why would I bother? Waste of time.”
The door slammed behind her.
My shoulders loosened slowly.
Gus exhaled.
Long. Tired.
“Thanks, Eric,” he said. “But… it barely dents it.”
I nodded.
Didn’t trust myself to say anything yet.
The room still felt tight.
Like something had almost happened.
I rubbed my face.
“What the hell is happening to this town?”
Gus closed the ledger.
“Same thing that always happens,” he said. “Some people start healing.”
A pause.
“Others get left behind.”
My hand brushed the crossbow again.
Still there. Still hidden. Not gone.
Gus grabbed his coat.
“Come on. Let’s not be late.”
I nodded and followed him to the door.
For a second—I hesitated.
Then stepped outside.
The Town Hall waited.
And for the first time—I wasn’t worried about what people would say.
I was worried about what I might.