Writing Book 1: Spring, Year 1

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Sodbuster
Chapter 25.5 – Penny
The bench outside the Saloon was colder than it looked.

I sat there longer than I meant to, hands folded in my lap, staring at the worn boards beneath my shoes.

The town felt different at night—quieter, but not calmer. Like it was holding its breath.

Eric’s warning still lingered in the back of my mind.

I’d just be worried.

I told myself I wasn’t doing anything wrong.

The bookseller looked up the moment I stepped off the road.

Not when I reached the cart.
Not when I spoke.

When I stepped onto the grass.

As if he had been watching the road the entire time.

“Well now,” Marcello said warmly, folding his hands together. “If it isn’t Pelican Town’s brightest mind.”

I slowed, stopping a few feet from the cart.

“You know who I am?”

Marcello chuckled softly.

“My dear, in a town this small, curiosity travels faster than gossip.”

His eyes flicked toward the museum hill for the briefest moment.

“I don’t want flattery,” I said quietly. “I want answers.”

His smile didn’t fade—but something behind it sharpened.

“Dangerous things, those,” he said. “They tend to cost more.”

I met his eyes.

“I don’t have much money.”

“Oh, I know,” he replied lightly. “You’d be surprised how much I know.”

That should’ve been my warning.

Instead, I asked the question anyway.

“The Dwarves,” I said. “The early settlements. Before the mines collapsed. Before the records stop.”

Marcello tilted his head, studying me like a puzzle he already knew how to solve.

“Gunther wouldn’t give you what you’re looking for,” he said.

“And that is why I am here.” I shot back.

For a moment he simply watched me, fingers tapping lightly against the wooden edge of the cart.

Then he crouched and reached beneath it.

When he stood again, he was holding a thin book wrapped in faded cloth.

The fabric was worn soft with age, its edges fraying like something that had been handled many times… and hidden just as often.

He set it carefully on the cart between us.

The cover beneath the cloth was plain.
No title. No author.

Just age.

“This,” Marcello said, resting a hand lightly on the bundle, “isn’t official history.”

His eyes met mine again.

“It was never meant to be.”

My throat tightened.

“Why show it to me?”

Marcello’s smile returned, softer now.

“Because you’re not asking for power,” he said. “You’re asking for truth.”

He pushed the book toward me.

I hesitated before taking it.

The cloth felt dry and brittle beneath my fingers. When I lifted it, the weight surprised me—far heavier than something so thin should have been.

For a moment I simply held it there.

Like the past itself had been placed in my hands.

“How much?” I asked.

Marcello waved a hand dismissively.

“A thousand gold.”

My heart skipped.

“That’s—”

“Cheap,” he finished. “Consider it a personal interest.”

I stared down at the book.

Gunther’s face flashed through my mind—his careful kindness, his quiet refusals. The way he always stood between the past and anyone who wanted to dig too deep.

This was exactly the kind of thing he would have hidden.

Exactly the kind of thing he would have warned me about.

My fingers tightened around the cloth.

“I’ll take it,” I said.

Marcello smiled.

Not triumphant.

Not greedy.

Just… satisfied.

Gunther noticed immediately.

He always did.

“You’re distracted,” he said gently the next morning, setting down a box of donated artifacts. “Did something happen?”

I swallowed. “I’ve been… reading.”

That was all it took.

His eyes fell to the book on the table.

The color drained from his face.

“Where did you get that?” he asked.

I didn’t answer fast enough.

His voice hardened. “Penny.”

“People deserve to know,” I said, the words tumbling out faster than I could stop them. “The records stop abruptly. Entire civilizations don’t just vanish. Someone decided what was allowed to survive.”

Gunther closed his eyes.

“You went to Marcello.”

“So, you do know what he has,” I snapped. “You just chose not to share it.”

“That’s because some truths don’t bring justice,” he said quietly. “They bring consequences.”

“For whom?” I demanded. “The people in power? Or the ones who were erased?”

He looked at me then—not angry, not disappointed.

Afraid.

“That knowledge gets people hurt,” he said. “It always has.”

I clenched the book tighter.

“Then let it hurt,” I said. “I’m tired of silence being treated like mercy.”

The room felt smaller after that.

Gunther didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t take the book from me.

That somehow made it worse.

“I trusted you,” he said.

The words struck harder than any accusation.

“I still trust you,” I replied, my voice shaking. “But I won’t stop.”

For a long moment, neither of us moved.

Then Gunther turned away.

“Be careful, Penny,” he said softly. “Once you open certain doors… they don’t close again.”

I watched him walk back into the archives.

And for the first time, I wondered if uncovering the truth would cost me the only mentor I’d ever had.

I left the Library shortly after, heading back toward the trailer park.

The air had cooled by then, the town settling into its usual quiet.

As I passed through the square, I noticed someone stepping out of Emily’s house.

It was Eric.

For a moment I considered calling out to him. There were things I wanted to ask—about the mines, about the bookseller, about the way everyone in town seemed to avoid certain questions.

But it was late.

And Mom had been alone all evening.

So I kept walking.

The trailer park lights buzzed faintly when I arrived. I spotted Mom sitting on the bench outside, slumped back with her arms crossed.

“So, you’re back,” Mom grunted when she saw me. “Went to the library again?”

“I didn’t have much to do there,” I said.

It wasn’t exactly a lie.

But I wasn’t about to tell her about Marcello.

Mom shifted in her seat.

“Emily and Shane fought,” she said. “Again.”

I blinked. “Really?”

Mom shrugged.

“Yeah. Kid finally snapped, looks like. Honestly? I’m surprised it took this long.”

I hesitated.

“I never thought Emily would lose her temper,” I said. “She’s usually so sweet.”

Mom snorted.

“Sweet doesn’t mean stupid. And that guy…” She shook her head. “Well, he’s her dance partner, ain’t he? We all know how that’s gonna go.”

Something about that made my chest tighten.

Emily deserved better than someone who treated her like that.

“Didn’t Eric offer to take Shane’s place?” I asked quietly.

“Too late for that,” Mom replied. “Besides, it was Marnie’s idea in the first place.”

I sighed.

Even if Emily wasn’t dancing with Eric… it still felt wrong imagining her dancing with Shane.

Jas had once mentioned that Shane called Eric a jerk.

For a while, I had felt sorry for Shane. Life clearly hadn’t been kind to him.

But hearing that—hearing how casually he insulted someone who had done nothing but help the town—

It made something inside me… fade.

“Hey,” Mom said suddenly, nudging my shoulder. “Look on the bright side.”

I looked at her.

“At least you’re dancing with Sam,” she said.

I nodded slowly.

“Sam…”

Mom chuckled. “Yeah. Nice kid.”

My mind drifted for a moment.

I remembered the day Sam came over and saw the trailer the way it really was—cluttered, dishes piled up, clothes everywhere. We’d spent half the afternoon cleaning it together.

Then Mom had come home.

She hadn’t taken it well.

Sam had tried to defend me.

That only made things worse.

I shifted my weight.

“Are you… still mad about that?” I asked quietly.

Mom looked at me for a moment.

Then she smiled.

It wasn’t her usual loud, joking grin. Just a small one.

“You know,” she said slowly, “I might get mad sometimes… but you’re still my kid.”

Her voice softened.

“And I’m still your mom.”

She shrugged.

“Couldn’t stay mad at you even if I tried.”

Something in my chest loosened.

I felt my eyes sting a little.

“Thanks… Mom.”

She gave me a lopsided smile.

“Yeah, yeah. Don’t get all sappy on me.”

I laughed softly.

“Good night.”

“Night, Penny.”

The trailer was quiet after Mom went to bed.

I lingered by the door for a moment, listening to the low hum of the park lights outside. The air smelled faintly of dust and old wood, the same way it always had.

Home.

I set the book down carefully on the small table beside my bed.

The cloth wrapping looked even older under the dim lamp light. The edges were worn thin, like too many hands had touched it over the years. Too many people curious about the same questions I had asked tonight.

Questions Gunther didn’t want answered.

Questions Marcello seemed more than happy to sell.

I traced my finger lightly along the edge of the cover.

Gunther had looked so worried when he saw it.

Not angry.

Not disappointed.

Afraid.

I’d never seen him look like that before.

For a moment I wondered if he was right—if some things really were better left buried.

But the thought didn’t last.

History didn’t disappear on its own.

Someone always decided what was remembered… and what wasn’t.

I exhaled slowly and pushed the book a little farther back on the table.

Tomorrow I would read it.

Tomorrow I would decide what to do with whatever I found inside.

Tonight, I just needed quiet.

My thoughts drifted to the Flower Dance.

It felt strange how quickly the town had moved on from the argument at the saloon. Everyone was already talking about decorations, music, and who would be dancing with who.

I was dancing with Sam.

I smiled a little at that.

Sam was kind. Easy to talk to. The kind of person who tried to make things better instead of pretending they weren’t broken.

He’d proven that once already.

Then my thoughts wandered to Eric.

I’d seen him leaving Emily’s house tonight.

For a moment I had almost called out to him.

But something about the way he walked—quiet, thoughtful, like he was carrying too many worries at once—made me stop.

Eric seemed to attract trouble the way storms followed mountains.

Not because he caused it.

Because he refused to ignore it.

I wasn’t sure if that was admirable… or dangerous.

Emily’s face came to mind next.

Sweet, patient Emily.

And yet somehow she was still dancing with Shane.

That part never quite made sense to me.

Emily always tried to see the best in people.

Sometimes I wondered if that made the rest of us look better than we really were.

The trailer creaked softly as the wind brushed against the siding.

I glanced toward the other room where Mom had gone to sleep.

We fought a lot.

Everyone in town knew that.

Sometimes it felt like every conversation between us turned into an argument waiting to happen.

But tonight had been different.

Not perfect.

Just… different.

Mom had smiled.

A real one.

I wrapped my arms loosely around myself and leaned back against the wall.

For all the shouting and frustration and messy days between us…

She was still my mom.

And I loved her.

I always would.

Maybe things wouldn’t get easier overnight.

Maybe the questions about the past would only make life in Pelican Town more complicated.

Maybe the Flower Dance would end in awkward silence and forced smiles.

But for the first time that evening, the worry in my chest loosened a little.

Tomorrow would come soon enough.

For now, all I could do was hope the people I cared about—Mom, Emily, Eric… even Sam—

would find their way through whatever came next.

And hope that the truth I was chasing wouldn’t break everything apart before we did.

Then I blew out the lamp.

And the trailer finally went quiet.
 

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Sodbuster
Chapter 26
I woke to the sound of rain tapping steadily against the roof.

Dudley stirred the moment I swung my legs out of bed, padding over with an impatient meow that could only mean one thing. I filled his bowl, scratched behind his ears, and watched him eat like he’d personally hunted the food himself.

The routine helped. It always did.

I tucked the five iron bars I’d smelted the night before into the chest by the wall. The mines could wait today. Stone and shadows had been filling my head for days, and I could feel the strain settling into my shoulders.

I turned on the TV more out of habit than curiosity.

Weather: Clear and sunny tomorrow.

Good. One less thing to worry about.

Fortune Teller: The spirits are annoyed today.

Figures.

“Livin’ Off the Land” crackled to life, the host rambling about fishing—distance from shore, weather, timing, patience. I muted it halfway through. I already knew the advice. What stuck was the reminder itself.

I hadn’t gone fishing in a while.

Too much time underground. Too much noise. Maybe water and open sky would do me some good.

Outside, the farm was soaked in silver-gray light. Rain darkened the soil and flattened the grass, making everything look calmer than it ever felt.

Robin was already hard at work near the silo frame, hammer rising and falling in steady rhythm.

“Morning, Robin!” I called.

“Morning, Eric!” she replied without missing a beat.

“Doesn’t the rain slow you down?”

She laughed. “You kidding? I’ve built half my projects in worse weather than this. Rain’s just part of the job.”

I watched for a moment—wood taking shape, structure rising where there’d been nothing before. It felt reassuring in a way I hadn’t expected.

Spring was running out. That thought followed me as I headed toward town.

I debated my options as I walked. Wild seeds were a gamble, but reliable crops meant steady gold. Predictable outcomes sounded better than risks right now.

Parsnips. Kale. Simple. Familiar.

Back on the farm, I spent the morning chopping wood until my arms burned. With my pickaxe out of commission, it felt good to do something straightforward—no monsters, no pressure, just the crack of wood splitting under my axe.

I turned sap into fertilizer, seeds into field snacks, energy into motion. Work without thinking. Thinking had become… complicated.

By the time I reached the square, the rain had thinned to a drizzle.

I checked the calendar and felt my stomach tighten.

Last week of Spring.

The Flower Dance. Marcello’s visit. Pierre’s birthday. Emily’s birthday.

And then—just like that—the season would be over.

The Help Wanted board caught my eye.

Help Wanted
Hey! Will someone say ‘Hi’ to everyone in town for me? I want to spread a message of peace & goodwill today!
—Emily

Emily.

I stood there longer than I meant to.

After everything lately, the idea of talking to everyone felt exhausting. But the thought of ignoring her—of pretending I hadn’t seen it—felt worse.

“…Alright,” I muttered. “I’ll try.”

Pierre was leaning on the counter when I stepped inside, staring out the window at the rain.

“Most people stay indoors on days like this,” he grumbled. “Not good for business.”

“Well,” I said, setting my bag down, “lucky for you I don’t.”

He perked up immediately. “Oh! What’ll it be?”

“Twenty parsnip seeds. Fifteen kale.”

He rang them up with practiced efficiency, sliding the packets across the counter. As I turned to leave, he hesitated—like there was something else he wanted to say—but then he just sighed and went back to rearranging stock.

The town was full of moments like that lately.

Back on the farm, I worked until the rows were neat and the soil packed down. Parsnips on the left. Kale to the right. Fertilizer pressed in, scarecrow standing watch like a silent promise.

Order helped. Even when the rest of the world felt uneven, the farm made sense.

By the time I finished, the sky was darkening. I nearly missed the worms wriggling between the stones near the path—noticed them only after I’d already stepped past.

Too distracted. Again.

I checked the time.

Almost six.

I wiped the dirt from my hands and headed toward the Saloon. Maybe I could knock out a few greetings tonight—for Emily, if nothing else.

As I reached the door, I saw Willy step inside just ahead of me.

I took a breath… and followed.

The Saloon was louder than I’d ever seen it.

Not rowdy—just full. Voices overlapping, glasses clinking, Gus moving constantly behind the bar like he was holding the whole place together by motion alone.

I started with the table near the center.

Leah sat with a drink cupped between her hands, sketchbook tucked beside her.
Harvey was mid-sentence, explaining something about pollen counts and seasonal fatigue.
Willy laughed louder than necessary, nodding even when he stopped listening.
Lewis was taking time off from his usual mayor activities.

Lewis noticed me first.

“Eric,” he said, smiling. “Good to see you out tonight.”

“Yeah,” I replied. “Figured I should… say hi.”

“Well, you picked a good night,” Harvey said. “Town’s lively for once.”

“Fishing’s been good these days,” Willy added. “That always helps morale.”

Lewis nodded. “People need routines. Keeps things steady.”

Steady.
That word again.

“Weather seems real rough today.” I chimed in.

“Ugh. Tell me about it my boy! I could have caught some Eel with the rain, but they’re super stubborn now!” Wily bellowed.

“Probably not a good idea to fish in the cold regardless, the wind pressure and damp air makes it easy to get sick.” Harvey cautioned.

“Bah! Any day is a good day for fishing!”

I changed the subject.

“I picked up a few extra spring crops—nothing fancy, just parsnips and kale.” I politely said. “Figured I could squeeze a little more out of the season.”

Leah nodded. “Makes sense. You don’t get many second chances this late in spring.”

I nodded.

“A generous profit, alongside my second and last Strawberry harvest. The extra cash could be useful for upgrading my tools at Clint’s.”

Leah finished her wine, and perked up, remembering about what she was going to ask.

“Ah! How’s Robin doing?” Leah asked.

“She’s fine. I asked if the weather is bothering her, but she didn’t seem phased at all.”

Lewis chuckled softly. “She’s stubborn like that. Weather never seems to slow her down.”

I thought of her hammering away under the gray sky, building something solid while the rest of us stayed dry and talked around things that mattered.

The conversation hovered there—safe, practical, harmless.

“Er, gotta go.” I said, “I have someone else to talk to.”

“See you Eric!” Leah called out.

Pam spotted me immediately.

“Hey! Farmer!” she called, sloshing her drink. “You still alive after the mines?”

Gus appeared out of nowhere. “Pam.”

“What? I’m just asking!”

“I’m fine,” I said quickly. “In fact, I haven’t been there for a while.”

Shane snorted into his glass. “Yeah, totally.”

“No, seriously. My pickaxe is getting an upgrade. I won’t be mining for a while.”

Gus laughed.

“Well, at least you aren’t overworking yourself now.”

Emily looked at me then—really looked. Her smile flickered, not gone, just… uncertain.

“Hey,” she said softly.

“Hey.”

I could feel Shane growling down my neck.

“You uh… you excited for the flower dance?” I asked.

But Emily said nothing.

I could feel the awkwardness permeating through the rest of the Saloon.

Pam broke it by laughing too loud.

“Hey Gus! Gimme another round!”

Gus sighed but poured anyway.

I drifted away before the moment could turn into something else. The fight between Shane and Emily was still fresh in my mind, and I didn’t want to instigate.

Near the back, Sam lined up a pool shot while Abigail leaned over the table, offering completely unhelpful advice. Sebastian stood off to the side, nursing a Joja Cola like it was stronger than it looked.

Sam waved.
“Eric! You’re terrible at pool, right?”

“Never played,” I said.

“Perfect! You’re in.”

Sebastian groaned. “Don’t drag him into this.”

Abigail smirked. “Too late.”

For a few minutes, it almost worked.
Laughter. Missed shots. Sam complaining about the table being crooked.

But even there—between jokes and neon lights—I felt it.
The sense that everyone was carefully choosing where not to look.

Then Sebastian spoke.

“You come to the Saloon a lot,” he said. “I almost always see you when I’m here.”

I shifted my weight.
“Well… yeah.”

“You drink?”

Sam and Abigail snorted.

“No.”

“Probably doesn’t eat either,” Sam added. “Mom said she had to tell him to stay for eat something. Thought he’d blow away.”

“Geez,” Abigail said, laughing a little too late. “What do the mines even do to people?”

Sebastian’s eyes flicked toward me.
“Well, as long as you don’t go too deep,” he said. “You’d be fine.”
A pause.
“Eric probably doesn’t have that luxury.”

I said nothing.

Sebastian didn’t press right away. He let the silence sit.

“So,” he continued, casual. “You come here to talk to people. But the regulars are Pam, Shane, and Clint.”
He glanced at me sideways.
“I doubt you’re here for them.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked.

That was when Sebastian smiled.

“You like Emily.”

The words landed heavier than they should have.
My hands went still.

“Uh—no. We’re just friends.”

“Hmph. Sure,” Sebastian said. “Technically she’s Shane’s ‘girlfriend’—if you can even call it that. I don’t think either of them agreed to it.”
He tilted his head.
“Still. They’re paired for the Flower Dance.”

The room felt tighter.

Sebastian took another sip of his Joja Cola, watching my reaction like he was testing a hypothesis.

“Well,” he said quietly, amused.
“Maybe the Flower Festival will be interesting this year after all.”

That was when I left.

When I finally stepped outside, the rain had stopped.

The quiet felt louder than the Saloon ever had.

The path back to the farm was slick with rain, the dirt dark and soft beneath my boots. Clouds still hung low, but the worst of the storm had passed. The air smelled like wet grass and turned soil.

Behind me, the muffled hum of the Saloon faded quickly.

I walked slower than usual.

Nothing remarkable had happened today. No monsters. No cave-ins. No narrow escapes in the mines.

Just rain. Woodcutting. Conversations that didn’t lead anywhere.

And somehow… the day still felt full.

I thought about Robin hammering away at the silo frame in the rain like the weather didn’t matter.

About Leah quietly sketching while Harvey talked about pollen.

About Willy laughing too loudly at something no one had really said.

Small things.

The kind of things I’d been walking past without noticing for days.

Staying out of the mines had changed the rhythm of everything. The day hadn’t been carved into strict blocks of preparation and survival. There had been space between things.

Space to stop.

Space to listen.

The Saloon had been crowded, messy, full of half-finished conversations and people talking over each other.

Alive.

For once, I didn’t feel like a ghost drifting through everyone else’s routines.

Then Sebastian’s voice crept back into my thoughts.

You come here to talk to people.

I hadn’t realized he was paying that much attention.

Sebastian didn’t say much, but when he did… it landed a little too close to the truth.

And the way he’d watched my reaction after mentioning Emily—

Like he’d already figured out the answer before asking the question.

I exhaled slowly.

He was sharper than most people gave him credit for.

My thoughts drifted back to Emily anyway.

The way she’d looked at me tonight—like she was listening for something I hadn’t said yet. Like she could hear the tension under the words even when I tried to keep them light.

Maybe Sebastian noticed it too.

Maybe everyone did.

Or maybe they were all just careful about where they looked.

The farmhouse came into view at the edge of the field, its windows glowing faintly through the mist.

By the time I reached the door, my shoulders felt loose in a way they hadn’t for days.

Not rested.

Just… lighter.

The mines would still be there tomorrow.

The questions would still be waiting.

But tonight I’d chosen something else.

And for once, that choice felt like it had been mine.

I stepped inside, shut the door against the damp night, and let the quiet settle around me.
 

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Sodbuster
Chapter 27
I could hear the Rooster Coo in the bright morning.

I think my pickaxe should be ready by now.

I checked the TV

Weather:

It's going to be clear and sunny tomorrow ... perfect weather for the Flower Dance! The event will take place in the forest, starting between 9:00 am and 2:00 pm. Don't be late!

Right… the Flower Festival…

Apparently the Spirits are happy today, allowing for some good luck. I don’t feel lucky.

I got mail from Lewis:

Dear Eric,

Tomorrow we're all getting together for the Flower Dance.
If you can find a partner, you might even want to participate in the dance yourself!
There's a little clearing beyond the forest west of town where we hold the dance. Arrive between 9 AM and 2 PM if you're interested.

-Mayor Lewis


I thought back to Emily.

It would have been great if we got the chance to dance together, but I guess her hands were tied…

I saw that my Silo was ready, and that Robin already left home. I just went to water my plants and headed to Town Square.

The rest of my day was just me trying to haphazardly talk to whomever I could find, attempting to finish the request Emily made for me.

If it wasn’t for that, this day would have been far more productive for me.

Pierre’s Shop was having an Aerobics class, with Caroline musing over whether or no she should wear something special for today. Abigail was moaning over wearing a white dress for the Flower Dance.

Abigail in general doesn’t seem like she enjoys dancing at all.

George was grumbling, heading over to Harvey’s for his doctor’s appointment.

I saw Jodi and Emily head over to the Aerobics class.

“Hey Eric!” Emily called. “How is my Help Wanted task going?”

“Er, I finished greeting more than a half people here…” I said nervously.

Jodi laughed.

“Must be a tough task when there is so many people!”

“I am sure that Eric can do it though!” Emily cheered.

“Uh… yeah.”

And I left them to it.

Haley was complaining about Emily’s cooking, talking about her ‘squirrel loaf’.

Sam was moaning over work, wishing that the Flower Festival was today so that he could skip it.

I then went to the beach, picking up some seafood loot like clams and mussels, spotting Elliot and talking to him for a bit. I saw that the bridge could easily be built, but I felt like I had no time as of now.

That’s when I noticed them.

Penny was sitting on the bridge, legs drawn in close, watching the water below. Sam stood beside her, facing outward, hands hooked into his jacket pockets. They were close enough that neither of them seemed aware of it anymore.

They both looked up when they noticed me.

“Oh—hey, Eric,” Penny said quickly. Penny straightened slightly, like she hadn’t realized how close she’d been standing to Sam. “You excited for tomorrow?”

“I guess,” I said. The word came out flatter than I meant it to.

She tilted her head. “You don’t sound it.”

I hesitated. “Just… things didn’t line up the way I thought they might.”

Her fingers tightened briefly in the fabric of her skirt. She nodded, like she understood more than I’d said.

“That happens,” she murmured.

Sam shifted beside her, glancing between us.

“You dancing?” I asked, mostly to fill the space.

Penny’s answer came after a beat. “Yeah.”

She stood, closing the small distance between herself and Sam without looking at him. His arm moved almost instinctively, resting at her back. The gesture felt practiced—and recent.

“Oh,” I said. “I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

Penny flushed. “You didn’t. We were just—talking.”

“Yeah,” Sam added. “Just talking.”

The silence that followed said otherwise.

I nodded and took a step back. “Well. I should get going.”

Penny smiled, apologetic. Sam watched me like he wanted to say something and didn’t know how.

I left them there on the bridge, the sound of the water filling in behind me.

By the time I headed home, the sun was already dipping lower, the day slipping away faster than I expected.

Tomorrow would be full of music and color and people finding their places.

I wasn’t sure yet where mine was supposed to be.

I headed back to Pierre’s shop, hoping I hadn’t missed them.

Pierre spotted me immediately and grinned like he’d been waiting for it.

“Why hello there, Eric! I wonder what brings you here?”

“Shut up, Pierre,” I groaned, already moving past him toward the back room.

Unfortunately, I was too late.

The music had stopped, and the room smelled faintly of sweat and something floral Caroline must’ve brought to mask it. Robin, Emily, Jodi, Caroline, and Marnie stood in a loose circle now, stretching sore arms and laughing like they’d survived something together.

“Jodi, I still can’t believe you did fifty reps with those dumbbells,” Caroline said, shaking her head in disbelief.

“Don’t remind me,” Jodi replied, flexing experimentally. “My arms feel like gelatin.”

“At least I’ll sleep tonight,” Marnie said with a nervous chuckle. “That’s something.”

Robin noticed me then.

“Eric?” she said, eyebrows lifting. “What brings you here?”

Every pair of eyes turned my way at once.

I shifted my weight. “Uh… just doing a favor.”

Emily laughed softly. “He’s helping me out with a little request.”

That earned a round of knowing smiles.

“Well, that’s nice,” Jodi said warmly. “Always good to see people helping each other out.”

I nodded, relieved when the attention drifted away again.

Emily stepped closer. “I was heading to the Saloon,” she said casually. “Want to walk over together?”

The question was simple. Still, it caught me off guard.

“Yeah,” I said after a moment. “Sure.”

The Saloon was quieter than it had been the night before.

Pam occupied her usual stool, already a drink in. Gus wiped down the counter, humming under his breath. Shane sat hunched at the far end, staring into his glass like it might offer answers if he waited long enough.

When we walked in together, Shane looked up.

Something in his expression tightened.

He didn’t say anything—just nodded once, then looked away again. I knew he was supposed to be dancing with Emily tomorrow. Watching him now, slumped and hollowed out, it was hard to imagine that meant anything to him.

Or that it felt like a victory.

I took a seat a little ways down the bar while Emily slid onto a stool across from Gus.

“Hey, Gus,” she said brightly. “How’s the evening treating you?”

“Quiet,” he replied with a smile. “But quiet’s not always bad.”

Pam snorted into her glass. “Speak for yourself.”

Emily laughed, and the sound cut through the room more cleanly than the music ever did.

For a few minutes, conversation stayed light—festival preparations, the weather finally clearing, whether tomorrow would be too hot or just right. I listened more than I spoke, letting the noise wash over me.

Emily glanced my way once or twice, smiling like she wanted to include me without putting me on the spot. I appreciated that more than she probably realized.

Shane didn’t look up again.

Eventually, Pam called for another drink, Gus obliged, and Emily checked the time.

“I should probably head out,” she said, sliding off the stool. “Big day tomorrow.”

“Yeah,” I said. “Same.”

She hesitated, like she might say something else—then didn’t.

“Good night, Eric,” she said instead.

“Good night.”

The walk back was quiet, the town settling into itself as lights blinked off one by one.

I replayed the day as I went—the half-finished conversations, the way people laughed a little louder than necessary, the way Emily moved through rooms like she was trying to hold everyone together without realizing it.

Staying out of the mines again had changed things. Not dramatically. Just enough to notice.

I’d talked to more people today than I had in days, maybe weeks. None of it had been deep, but it felt… connected. Like I’d been standing in the same current as everyone else instead of watching from the bank.

The bridge came back to mind.

The way Penny had been sitting there, quiet as always. The way Sam had stood beside her without thinking about it, like the space between them had already been decided.

I hadn’t known they were spending time together like that.

For some reason I’d just… assumed she was single.

The realization wasn’t unpleasant. Just surprising. Like discovering a door in a house I’d already walked through a dozen times.

Maybe that said more about me than it did about her.

Penny had always been polite, thoughtful, careful with her words. But that didn’t mean I understood what she was thinking when she wasn’t around me. Watching her with Sam made that suddenly obvious.

There were probably parts of her life I hadn’t even seen yet.

The thought lingered as I walked.

Tomorrow everyone would be paired off at the Flower Dance.

Sam and Penny.

Emily and Shane.

The image felt strange when I lined it up like that.

Because somehow, over the past few days, things had started shifting.

Penny seemed comfortable beside Sam.

And Emily…

Emily had been the one asking me to walk with her. Talking easily. Laughing. Making space for me in rooms where I normally would have drifted to the edge.

Meanwhile Shane sat at the bar tonight like none of it mattered.

Like he’d already stepped out of something the rest of us were still standing in.

The farmhouse came into view, lights low and steady.

I felt tired when I stepped inside but not worn down.

Tomorrow would be loud. Tomorrow would be full.

Tonight, at least, I let myself sit with the quiet—and with the strange feeling that the town had shifted slightly without anyone saying a word.
 

Cuddlebug

Farmer
Chapter 27
I could hear the Rooster Coo in the bright morning.

I think my pickaxe should be ready by now.

I checked the TV

Weather:

It's going to be clear and sunny tomorrow ... perfect weather for the Flower Dance! The event will take place in the forest, starting between 9:00 am and 2:00 pm. Don't be late!

Right… the Flower Festival…

Apparently the Spirits are happy today, allowing for some good luck. I don’t feel lucky.

I got mail from Lewis:

Dear Eric,

Tomorrow we're all getting together for the Flower Dance.
If you can find a partner, you might even want to participate in the dance yourself!
There's a little clearing beyond the forest west of town where we hold the dance. Arrive between 9 AM and 2 PM if you're interested.

-Mayor Lewis


I thought back to Emily.

It would have been great if we got the chance to dance together, but I guess her hands were tied…

I saw that my Silo was ready, and that Robin already left home. I just went to water my plants and headed to Town Square.

The rest of my day was just me trying to haphazardly talk to whomever I could find, attempting to finish the request Emily made for me.

If it wasn’t for that, this day would have been far more productive for me.

Pierre’s Shop was having an Aerobics class, with Caroline musing over whether or no she should wear something special for today. Abigail was moaning over wearing a white dress for the Flower Dance.

Abigail in general doesn’t seem like she enjoys dancing at all.

George was grumbling, heading over to Harvey’s for his doctor’s appointment.

I saw Jodi and Emily head over to the Aerobics class.

“Hey Eric!” Emily called. “How is my Help Wanted task going?”

“Er, I finished greeting more than a half people here…” I said nervously.

Jodi laughed.

“Must be a tough task when there is so many people!”

“I am sure that Eric can do it though!” Emily cheered.

“Uh… yeah.”

And I left them to it.

Haley was complaining about Emily’s cooking, talking about her ‘squirrel loaf’.

Sam was moaning over work, wishing that the Flower Festival was today so that he could skip it.

I then went to the beach, picking up some seafood loot like clams and mussels, spotting Elliot and talking to him for a bit. I saw that the bridge could easily be built, but I felt like I had no time as of now.

That’s when I noticed them.

Penny was sitting on the bridge, legs drawn in close, watching the water below. Sam stood beside her, facing outward, hands hooked into his jacket pockets. They were close enough that neither of them seemed aware of it anymore.

They both looked up when they noticed me.

“Oh—hey, Eric,” Penny said quickly. Penny straightened slightly, like she hadn’t realized how close she’d been standing to Sam. “You excited for tomorrow?”

“I guess,” I said. The word came out flatter than I meant it to.

She tilted her head. “You don’t sound it.”

I hesitated. “Just… things didn’t line up the way I thought they might.”

Her fingers tightened briefly in the fabric of her skirt. She nodded, like she understood more than I’d said.

“That happens,” she murmured.

Sam shifted beside her, glancing between us.

“You dancing?” I asked, mostly to fill the space.

Penny’s answer came after a beat. “Yeah.”

She stood, closing the small distance between herself and Sam without looking at him. His arm moved almost instinctively, resting at her back. The gesture felt practiced—and recent.

“Oh,” I said. “I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

Penny flushed. “You didn’t. We were just—talking.”

“Yeah,” Sam added. “Just talking.”

The silence that followed said otherwise.

I nodded and took a step back. “Well. I should get going.”

Penny smiled, apologetic. Sam watched me like he wanted to say something and didn’t know how.

I left them there on the bridge, the sound of the water filling in behind me.

By the time I headed home, the sun was already dipping lower, the day slipping away faster than I expected.

Tomorrow would be full of music and color and people finding their places.

I wasn’t sure yet where mine was supposed to be.

I headed back to Pierre’s shop, hoping I hadn’t missed them.

Pierre spotted me immediately and grinned like he’d been waiting for it.

“Why hello there, Eric! I wonder what brings you here?”

“Shut up, Pierre,” I groaned, already moving past him toward the back room.

Unfortunately, I was too late.

The music had stopped, and the room smelled faintly of sweat and something floral Caroline must’ve brought to mask it. Robin, Emily, Jodi, Caroline, and Marnie stood in a loose circle now, stretching sore arms and laughing like they’d survived something together.

“Jodi, I still can’t believe you did fifty reps with those dumbbells,” Caroline said, shaking her head in disbelief.

“Don’t remind me,” Jodi replied, flexing experimentally. “My arms feel like gelatin.”

“At least I’ll sleep tonight,” Marnie said with a nervous chuckle. “That’s something.”

Robin noticed me then.

“Eric?” she said, eyebrows lifting. “What brings you here?”

Every pair of eyes turned my way at once.

I shifted my weight. “Uh… just doing a favor.”

Emily laughed softly. “He’s helping me out with a little request.”

That earned a round of knowing smiles.

“Well, that’s nice,” Jodi said warmly. “Always good to see people helping each other out.”

I nodded, relieved when the attention drifted away again.

Emily stepped closer. “I was heading to the Saloon,” she said casually. “Want to walk over together?”

The question was simple. Still, it caught me off guard.

“Yeah,” I said after a moment. “Sure.”

The Saloon was quieter than it had been the night before.

Pam occupied her usual stool, already a drink in. Gus wiped down the counter, humming under his breath. Shane sat hunched at the far end, staring into his glass like it might offer answers if he waited long enough.

When we walked in together, Shane looked up.

Something in his expression tightened.

He didn’t say anything—just nodded once, then looked away again. I knew he was supposed to be dancing with Emily tomorrow. Watching him now, slumped and hollowed out, it was hard to imagine that meant anything to him.

Or that it felt like a victory.

I took a seat a little ways down the bar while Emily slid onto a stool across from Gus.

“Hey, Gus,” she said brightly. “How’s the evening treating you?”

“Quiet,” he replied with a smile. “But quiet’s not always bad.”

Pam snorted into her glass. “Speak for yourself.”

Emily laughed, and the sound cut through the room more cleanly than the music ever did.

For a few minutes, conversation stayed light—festival preparations, the weather finally clearing, whether tomorrow would be too hot or just right. I listened more than I spoke, letting the noise wash over me.

Emily glanced my way once or twice, smiling like she wanted to include me without putting me on the spot. I appreciated that more than she probably realized.

Shane didn’t look up again.

Eventually, Pam called for another drink, Gus obliged, and Emily checked the time.

“I should probably head out,” she said, sliding off the stool. “Big day tomorrow.”

“Yeah,” I said. “Same.”

She hesitated, like she might say something else—then didn’t.

“Good night, Eric,” she said instead.

“Good night.”

The walk back was quiet, the town settling into itself as lights blinked off one by one.

I replayed the day as I went—the half-finished conversations, the way people laughed a little louder than necessary, the way Emily moved through rooms like she was trying to hold everyone together without realizing it.

Staying out of the mines again had changed things. Not dramatically. Just enough to notice.

I’d talked to more people today than I had in days, maybe weeks. None of it had been deep, but it felt… connected. Like I’d been standing in the same current as everyone else instead of watching from the bank.

The bridge came back to mind.

The way Penny had been sitting there, quiet as always. The way Sam had stood beside her without thinking about it, like the space between them had already been decided.

I hadn’t known they were spending time together like that.

For some reason I’d just… assumed she was single.

The realization wasn’t unpleasant. Just surprising. Like discovering a door in a house I’d already walked through a dozen times.

Maybe that said more about me than it did about her.

Penny had always been polite, thoughtful, careful with her words. But that didn’t mean I understood what she was thinking when she wasn’t around me. Watching her with Sam made that suddenly obvious.

There were probably parts of her life I hadn’t even seen yet.

The thought lingered as I walked.

Tomorrow everyone would be paired off at the Flower Dance.

Sam and Penny.

Emily and Shane.

The image felt strange when I lined it up like that.

Because somehow, over the past few days, things had started shifting.

Penny seemed comfortable beside Sam.

And Emily…

Emily had been the one asking me to walk with her. Talking easily. Laughing. Making space for me in rooms where I normally would have drifted to the edge.

Meanwhile Shane sat at the bar tonight like none of it mattered.

Like he’d already stepped out of something the rest of us were still standing in.

The farmhouse came into view, lights low and steady.

I felt tired when I stepped inside but not worn down.

Tomorrow would be loud. Tomorrow would be full.

Tonight, at least, I let myself sit with the quiet—and with the strange feeling that the town had shifted slightly without anyone saying a word.
It's funny—when you hit on someone in the game, it always feels like you're interrupting something, except with Emily and Shane. With them, you're only bothering Clint at most...
 

Gamer1234556

Sodbuster
It's funny—when you hit on someone in the game, it always feels like you're interrupting something, except with Emily and Shane. With them, you're only bothering Clint at most...
Lol, that's actually part of why I chose to write this novel. Originally, it was because I noticed that Emily, Penny and Shane were actually the three characters I got the most hearts for. I started it as a romance triangle between the farmer, Emily, and Penny, but then I expanded it further and eventually decided to turn it into this novel.
 

Cuddlebug

Farmer
Lol, that's actually part of why I chose to write this novel. Originally, it was because I noticed that Emily, Penny and Shane were actually the three characters I got the most hearts for. I started it as a romance triangle between the farmer, Emily, and Penny, but then I expanded it further and eventually decided to turn it into this novel.
Oh no, don't tell me this is going to be just another silly SDV Love Story... 😱 😉

No, no, no, just kidding, go on, please 🙏 With all this dark mystery background a little romance will probably light it up a bit 🥰
 

Gamer1234556

Sodbuster
Chapter 27.5 – Penny
Sam was already at the bridge when I arrived, staring out over the water like he was waiting for something to surface.

I sat beside him, close enough that our shoulders almost touched.

“I thought you had work today,” I said.

He shrugged. “Morris said I had it off. Guess I got lucky.”

I smiled. “That’s one way to put it. Less time in Joja is always good.”

“Yeah,” he said, then added after a beat, “I was kind of hoping the dance would be earlier. Skip the whole shift.”

I laughed—then stopped when I realized how tight my smile felt.

“Oh. Right. The dance.”

He glanced at me. “We’re… still doing that. Right?”

“Yes,” I said quickly. Too quickly. “Of course.”

Silence settled between us, broken only by the water moving under the bridge.

“There’s something I wanted to say,” I blurted. “About before. With the dwarf scrolls. And your dad.”

Sam exhaled slowly. “Penny, I told you—I’m not mad anymore.”

“I know, but—”

“I was just… surprised,” he said. “Caught off guard. It felt like everything from before just came rushing back.” He frowned. “I hate that it still does that.”

“I hope he’s safe,” I said softly.

“Me too.” His jaw tightened. “I hate this war. I hate that people argue about it like it’s a game.”

The edge in his voice startled me.

He noticed immediately. “Sorry. I didn’t mean—”

“It’s okay,” I said, even though my heart was still racing. “I understand.”

He nodded, but his gaze drifted away again.

Then his shoulders stiffened.

I followed his line of sight and saw someone approaching from town.

It was Eric.

Sam straightened, suddenly quieter. The conversation shifted—to the weather, to tomorrow, to nothing that mattered. I answered automatically, aware of the space beside me, of how it suddenly felt exposed.

Eric left as quickly as he came. He seemed really upset about tomorrow but didn’t really want to say anything outright.

I wondered if Emily had something to do with it.

Soon after, Sam’s arm rested lightly against my back. I didn’t move it away.

“What do you think of him?” Sam asked suddenly.

The question caught me off guard.

“I… I don’t know,” I said. That was the safest answer I had.

Sam was quiet for a moment. “I don’t dislike him,” he said, like he was correcting himself. “It’s just… things feel different now. Like stuff that used to stay buried doesn’t anymore.”

I stared down at my hands.

“And you’ve changed,” he added, softer. “I don’t mean that in a bad way. I just—sometimes I don’t know where I fit in it.”

My first instinct was to deny it. To say I’d always been this way.

The words stuck.

Maybe I had changed. Or maybe I’d just stopped pretending I hadn’t wanted more all along.

Sam sighed, then gave a small, crooked smile. “Sorry. That sounded heavier than I meant.”

“It’s okay,” I said again. “Really.”

He hesitated. “Do you want to come over for a bit?”

I nodded, and we walked to Sam’s house. I didn’t realize that we were holding hands on the way there.

Vincent greeted us at the door, already deep into one of Sam’s games.

“Hey, Miss Penny!” he said brightly.

Sam groaned. “Hey! That’s my save!”

“I didn’t mess it up!” Vincent protested, darting away.

I laughed before I could stop myself.

Sam rolled his eyes. “Kids.”

“I like them,” I said. “They’re honest.”

He gave me a look but didn’t argue.

We sat in his room while he talked about music and games and practicing more—things he cared about, things that made him lighter. I listened, content just being there.

At some point, I leaned my head against his shoulder.

He stiffened. “Penny, you’re—”

“Sorry,” I said immediately.

“No—wait.” His voice softened. “It’s fine. I just… wasn’t ready.”

Neither of us moved after that.

Jodi called us for dinner. She insisted I stay. I did.

The meal was simple. Loud. Warm. Vincent complained. Jodi fussed. Sam barely spoke.

I watched them and felt something ache—not envy, exactly. Longing, maybe.

When I stood to leave, Sam followed me to the door.

“You don’t have to go,” he said.

“I know,” I replied. “But I should.”

He hugged me, tentative at first, then tighter.

“You can come here anytime,” he said.

I turned toward him. For a moment, it felt like we were about to say something neither of us could take back.

“Sam—”

“Sam, what are you doing?” Vincent’s voice cut in.

I pulled away too quickly.

“Good night,” I said, already moving.

I rushed back to the trailer; he night air was cool by the time I reached it.

Mom was slumped in her seat, snoring loudly.

I quickly went to my room, hoping not to wake her up.

Tomorrow was the Flower Dance.

I told myself I was overthinking everything. That it was just nerves. Just anticipation.

Still, when I lay down, I stared at the ceiling longer than usual, listening to the quiet.

I wondered why wanting more felt so much like doing something wrong.

I felt like I was stuck between Sam and Eric.

Both were kind, strong and earnest.

But I felt like I needed to choose one over the other.

“Is it… right for me to be happy?” I asked myself.

No answer.

I shifted to my side, hoping to sleep.

I hoped that by tomorrow, I would find the answer.
 

Gamer1234556

Sodbuster
Chapter 28 – Flower Festival
I woke up to bright light spilling through my window.

Perfect weather for the Flower Festival.

Too perfect.

I checked the TV out of habit. Nothing special—just the usual forecasts and empty chatter. Even that felt… distant.

Outside, everything was already in bloom.

Parsnips. Kale. Strawberries.

I moved through the routine automatically—watering, cutting hay, clearing a few stones from the path. The kind of work that usually cleared my head.

It didn’t.

My thoughts kept circling back.

To yesterday.
To Shane.
To Emily.

I paused, resting the pickaxe against my shoulder.

I couldn’t remember the last time a festival made me feel like this.

Irritated.

On edge.

Worried.

About her.

By the time the clock neared nine, I’d already done more work than I needed to.

Just… killing time.

Avoiding something.

I set the tools down and headed toward the forest.

The path was clear now.

I wasn’t.

I first saw Pierre at his shop. Guess he couldn’t help but do some more business during events.

He tried to advertise his Rarecrow, but I walked past him.

I could see Emily standing nearby, with Clint not far away. I approached Clint first.

“I wonder if Emily would dance with me?” he asked.

I felt irritation crawl up my spine.

“Clint… she is literally right there.”

I pointed at her. Emily immediately noticed, looking puzzled. Clint flinched.

“H-hey! I know she’s dancing with Shane—!”

“Just go already!” I snapped. “Stop standing around and ask her!”

Clint stumbled forward and asked her. And, well, the answer was exactly what you’d expect.

“T-thanks for the push, Eric… but, uh, I’m just going to go to the front…” Clint sobbed, walking toward where Lewis was standing.

I felt exasperated—but that wasn’t the end of it. Emily approached me, an annoyed look on her face.

“Eric… what was that for?”

I sighed.

“Hey, you know Clint’s a coward. I just wanted to give him some support.”

Emily wasn’t having it.

“You forced him to approach me because you knew I would say no! You wanted him to fail!”

I was dumbfounded.

“Wanted him to fail? I just hate how he stands there like—!”

Then I noticed someone giggling off to the side. Caroline.

“Seeing you two fight is just so funny…”

Emily and I looked at her with a mixture of pain and embarrassment.

“Er… I could explain…” Emily started, but I cut her off.

“No, the fault’s mine. I wanted to give Clint a confidence boost, but it backfired.”

“Oh—!” Caroline coughed through her laughter. “Poor Clint… if only he’d asked sooner…”

“Yeah,” I growled. “Instead, she has to dance with him.”

I glanced over at Shane, who was eating far too much at the table nearby. He barely seemed interested in the event at all.

“Eric…” Emily cautioned.

“What?!” I snapped. “You don’t want this, and nobody else does! That’s just—!”

“Well…” Caroline hesitated, “at least Emily dancing with someone. I really wish Pierre would stop with the workaholic nonsense and actually enjoy this event.”

“H-hey! Come on now! I’m clearly doing something really important!” Pierre stammered at the counter.

Caroline and Emily giggled, but I was done. I left, not willing to put up with any more of it.

I spotted Penny, Maru, and Harvey talking together. All three of them looked unusually nervous.

“Oh! Hey, Eric!” Maru called out. “Are you participating in the flower dance?”

I groaned.

“No…”

“Hey, what’s wrong?” she asked. “You seem oddly sad.”

“Probably dealing with heartbreak…” Harvey said quietly.

Penny looked surprised at first, but it didn’t take her long to figure out who I was thinking about. She leaned in and whispered something to Maru.

“O-oh!” Maru stammered, blushing slightly. She looked back at me. “Well, uh… at least there’s next year. You might not always dance with the one you like, but that doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy this year.”

I looked away.

“Yeah… I just feel bad, though.”

Maru glanced down.

“You know… I wasn’t really looking forward to this either. I don’t mind dancing, but I still feel super stilted. The old-timers liked our dance, though.”

Harvey chuckled uneasily.

“Well… just asking you out felt like a workout on its own.”

Maru groaned.

“Oh, please. You only did that because you couldn’t think of anyone else.”

Harvey stiffened.

“H-hey! Don’t remind me! It’s a good thing your mother was in a good mood! If your father heard about it, he would have—”

“Shut up!” Maru hissed. “He’s literally right there!”

Penny and I giggled.

“You know, Eric…” Penny said gently, “I would have danced with you… but I ended up choosing Sam.”

I sighed.

“Guess you two have a lot of history.”

Penny blushed, remembering yesterday—when I’d seen Sam holding her on the bridge.

“H-hey, it’s really not like that! That whole thing yesterday was just a coincidence!”

I chuckled, and Penny relaxed a little before finishing her thought.

“But hey… don’t feel too bad. The flower dance isn’t even strictly romantic. It’s just for fun.”

I smiled faintly.

“Thanks… I feel a bit better now.”

Penny and Maru smiled back.

I spotted Robin, Demetrius, Jodi, and Caroline chatting together and decided to join them.

“Ahh… the air smells so sweet with all these flowers,” Robin said cheerfully.

“These dances go back a long way,” Demetrius added. “Old traditions.”

“Are you going to be dancing today, Eric?” Jodi asked with a small smile.

I hesitated, but Caroline answered for me. “Emily’s dancing with Shane… so no.”

Jodi’s expression softened. “Oh… I’m sorry.”

“Well…” I forced a shrug. “I just hope she’s happy.”

That was a lie.

Jodi nodded gently. “There’s always next year.” She paused, then brightened. “Speaking of that—Kent should be coming home when his contract ends.”

“Really?” I asked.

“It’s been a long time,” Caroline said. “It’ll be good to have him back.”

Jodi’s smile wavered. “I just hope this war ends soon.”

For a moment, no one spoke.

Robin clapped her hands lightly, breaking the silence. “Alright, that’s enough of that. Hey, Demetrius—dance with me.”

“Er… I don’t—” he started.

“Oh, come on,” she said, already pulling him along.

Jodi and Caroline laughed softly as he stumbled into place.

I slipped away while they were still smiling.

The adults seemed to be enjoying it.

But I wasn’t.

The dining table was crowded with the usual saloon crowd.

Shane was… still eating nonstop, of course. I walked over, trying not to make a scene.

“Man, this wine is really good,” Abigail said, shaking her glass.

“Hey, Abby,” Sebastian muttered, “maybe don’t get drunk before the dance.”

“Oh, come on,” she groaned. “I never get to do this.”

Sam laughed, but it didn’t quite land. His eyes flicked between everyone like he was already bracing for something.

Then Shane leaned in.

“Who even cares about this stupid dance?” he said, mouth half full. “I’m just here for the food.”

I glanced toward Emily. Even from a distance, I could see her expression tighten.

“Wow,” I muttered. “Real classy, Shane.”

Sam straightened immediately.

“Hey—so, uh—flowers are actually pretty great, right?” he said quickly. “Like, I mean—I like them.”

Sebastian snorted. “You’re allergic to half of them.”

“Not the point!” Sam shot back.

“Too late for that.” Abigail chuckled. “Seb probably hates this festival more than me.”

“Man,” Shane added, looking at Sebastian. “you’re making me look positive.”

Something in my chest tightened.

“You’re the last person who gets to talk about being positive,” I snapped at Shane. “You lash out at anyone who even tries to talk to you.”

Shane looked at me properly now.

“Oh, come on,” he said. “You’re just jealous I’m dancing with Emily.”

A few of them laughed.

I didn’t.

“Jealous?” I stepped forward before I could stop myself. “You can barely stand half the time, and you’re the one out there with her?”

The table went quiet.

Sam stood up.

“Eric—”

“What?” I snapped. “He doesn’t even care! He’s just going to—”

“Eric.”

Sam’s voice was sharper now.

I ignored him.

“And you’re treating her like she’s—”

“Eric, stop.”

That did it.

I turned on him. “This doesn’t involve you.”

“I know,” Sam said, holding his ground. “But I’m not letting you turn this into something worse.”

For a second, nobody moved.

Even Shane looked thrown off.

Sam didn’t back down.

“I get it,” he said, quieter now. “I really do. But this isn’t helping her. And it’s not helping you.”

That hit harder than anything Shane said.

The tension snapped.

“…Fine,” I muttered.

I stepped back, the anger still there—just… contained.

Sam didn’t relax until I turned away.

I left before it could start again.

I walked away from the others, but the feeling didn’t leave.

It sat there—heavy, sour.

Sam’s words.
Shane’s smirk.

I told myself to drop it.

I didn’t.

I drifted toward the others—Gus, Pam, Willy, Elliott, and Leah—hoping the noise would drown it out.

“Now this is the life… huh, kid?” Pam slurred. “Sweet wine, fresh air… wine…”

I forced a faint smile.

“Let’s just hope nobody repeats last year,” Gus muttered.

Pam scoffed. “Hey! That was a one-time thing!”

“Mm,” Gus said, unconvinced.

Willy chuckled. “Would’ve been a fine day for fishin’.”

Their voices blurred together.

I wasn’t really listening.

I kept glancing back.

Toward Shane.

Still eating. Still drinking.

Like nothing mattered.

Elliott and Leah joined us.

“I wore my best shirt,” Elliott said proudly. “A rare occasion demands it.”

Leah rolled her eyes. “He’s trying to impress me.”

A few laughs.

I didn’t join in.

Leah noticed.

“You okay?” she asked. “You seem… off.”

“I’m fine,” I said too quickly.

She hesitated. “You’re not dancing, right?”

“No.”

A pause.

“Oh… right,” she said carefully. “Emily’s with someone else.”

“Ah,” Elliott cut in, “the quiet tragedy of unspoken—”

“Elliott, don’t,” Leah snapped.

Silence settled again.

Leah glanced past me, toward Shane.

“I mean… he’s rough around the edges,” she said slowly, “but maybe he’s—”

A wet, choking sound cut through the air.

Then—

Something hitting the ground.

We all turned.

Shane was hunched over, retching into the grass.

The smell hit a second later.

Nobody moved at first.

Then—

“Oh no…” Abigail whispered.

Sebastian groaned. “Yeah. Saw that coming.”

Sam looked between them, panicked. “Why didn’t anyone stop him?”

“I tried,” Sebastian snapped. “He nearly took my head off last time!”

Leah’s expression hardened.

“…I was about to defend you,” she muttered. “Guess that was a mistake.”

I didn’t say anything.

I just watched.

Watched him fall apart.

Watched it happen exactly the way I thought it would.

“…Yeah.” I said under my breath.

And then—

She was there.

Emily stepped forward, her expression unreadable for a moment.

Then it broke.

“Emily… I—I didn’t mean to—” Shane slurred.

“No, Shane.”

Her voice was calm.

Too calm.

“I think I’ve had enough.”

The words landed harder than shouting ever could.

“I don’t want to do this dance anymore.”

She turned and walked away.

“Emily—wait!” Shane called after her, stumbling forward.

Marnie rushed in, catching him before he could fall again, guiding him away.

No one laughed this time.

No one said anything.

I didn’t think.

I just ran.

It turned out she hadn’t gone far. I found her behind a tree, sobbing quietly.

“Emily… are you okay?” I asked, the words feeling useless the moment they left my mouth.

She looked up at me—eyes red, mascara streaked down her cheeks.

“I just…” she choked. “I gave him so many chances. So. Many. Chances. And he wasted every single one.”

I didn’t answer right away.

There wasn’t anything to say that wouldn’t sound hollow.

“This whole relationship has been horrible for me,” she went on. “I wanted to believe I could make it work, but I just… I can’t do this anymore.”

I stepped closer and pulled her into a hug.

For once, she didn’t try to hold herself together.

“You don’t have to go through this alone,” I said quietly. “I’m here.”

She clung to that, her breathing uneven at first, then slowly steadying.

For a moment, everything else—the festival, the noise, Shane—felt far away.

Then it came back.

“But what about Marnie?” she asked, her voice smaller now.

“I think we can talk to her,” I said. “She probably already knows. She’s seen how bad it’s gotten.”

Emily nodded faintly.

She pulled back, wiping her eyes, trying to compose herself.

We started walking again, slower this time.

Her arm slipped through mine.

I hesitated.

Sam’s voice echoed in my head.

This isn’t helping her. And it’s not helping you.

“Emily…” I said.

“Yeah?”

I exhaled.

“I’m sorry. For earlier.”

She glanced at me but didn’t interrupt.

“I told myself I was standing up for you,” I continued. “But I wasn’t. I was angry. And I let that get the better of me.”

Emily was quiet for a moment.

Then she gave a small, tired smile.

“You were trying,” she said gently. “Even if it didn’t come out the right way.”

I wasn’t sure I deserved that.

Still… I nodded.

We kept walking.

When we returned, the atmosphere had changed.

People stood in small clusters, talking in low voices. Others were already leaving. The decorations—so carefully arranged—were being taken down.

“What happened?” I asked.

Lewis sighed.

“Well… when it was decided Emily would sit this dance out, Haley objected. She refused to dance as well.” He paused. “Then others followed. At that point… we had no choice but to cancel.”

I glanced toward Emily.

Her expression fell.

“I… I tried so hard…”

Lewis shook his head. “No. This isn’t on you. I should have stepped in sooner.”

Before she could respond, Marnie approached, her eyes red.

“How is he?” Lewis asked quietly.

“He’ll be fine,” she said. “Just needs rest.”

Then she turned to Emily.

“I’m so sorry. I never thought it would end like this.”

Emily stepped forward and hugged her.

“You did everything you could,” she said softly. “I just… shouldn’t have forced it this long.”

Marnie nodded but didn’t look convinced.

I looked around.

Flowers were being gathered up, petals crushed into the dirt as people moved too quickly to care. The music had stopped. No one tried to restart it.

Festivals weren’t supposed to end like this.

Across the clearing, I spotted Sam sitting alone on a bench, shoulders slumped.

Penny and Maru approached him, hesitant.

He didn’t look up.

For a moment, I just watched.

He had one chance to enjoy this—one moment where things could feel normal.

And it was gone.

Because of Shane.

Because of Haley.

Because of me.

The thought lingered longer than I expected.

Emily stood beside me, quiet now. Not crying—just… tired.

“I’m sorry,” she said suddenly.

I turned to her. “For what?”

“For ruining everything.”

“You didn’t ruin anything,” I said.

But even as I said it, I wasn’t sure it mattered.

Lewis passed by, directing people with a strained smile. Gus hauled tables back toward the saloon. Haley stood off to the side, arms crossed, staring at the ground like she was daring someone to blame her.

Shane was nowhere.

Spring was supposed to be hopeful.

That’s what everyone said.

I walked Emily back toward town. We didn’t talk much.

At the crossroads, she stopped.

“I think I need some time,” she said.

“I understand.”

She hesitated, then hugged me—brief, careful.

“Thank you. For being there.”

Before I could respond, she was already gone.

I stood there for a while, listening to the river, watching the last of the villagers disappear.

The festival grounds emptied behind me.

What was supposed to bring everyone together… didn’t.

Sam tried.

Emily tried.

And somehow, it still fell apart.

As I finally turned back toward the farm, one thought stayed with me:

Spring hadn’t fixed anything.

It had just made it impossible to ignore.
 
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