im dumb

So like I accidentally trashed my axe without realizing a couple days ago in the game and when I try going back multiple days, it doesn’t let me. I only go back a day then go back to the future. How do I just go back multiple days?

So I'm already dumb at stardew valley example only now using sprinklers on year 11 but I have a big problem! I didn't know what journal scraps did till today and I've been throwing them away without using them and now I have none. Is it possible to reget these or have I lost them forever?