Chapter 21
I saw Harvey walking home.
“Hi Eric! Er... read anything interesting in the library lately?” he asked nervously.
Did he overhear the argument at Pierre’s?
“No,” I said, trying to contain the agitation.
“Heh. Well, um... I’ll see you around then?” he chuckled, worried I might snap at him.
I softened.
“Yeah, see you later…”
And I headed to the Saloon, begging for some normalcy.
I stepped inside.
The usual crowd was there—Leah, Willy, and Clint at one table, while Pam and Shane were already halfway through their drinks.
I went to the counter where Gus was bartending.
“Welcome, Eric!” he said warmly.
“Hello…” I muttered, completely bogged down by the mess I’d made today.
Gus leaned closer.
“You uh… you okay? You seem on edge lately.”
“I’m… fine, ok?”
Gus didn’t look convinced.
“Let me guess,” he said carefully. “You were upset about Joja’s super deal?”
My stomach tightened instantly.
I could feel eyes turning toward me.
Even Pam and Shane were glancing over now.
Oh god.
Oh no.
“N-no. There’s no way,” I stammered.
Pam snorted loudly.
“Hahaha! What a liar!”
A few people shifted uncomfortably.
Pam leaned back in her chair, grinning at me over her mug.
“C’mon, farmer boy,” she said. “Whole town’s been talkin’. Heard you were yellin’ at Morris like he stole your crops.”
Shane smirked into his drink.
I felt my jaw tighten.
Gus shot Pam a warning look.
“Pam, maybe let’s not—”
But she waved him off.
“Oh please. Kid thinks he’s gonna save the town or something.”
That got a few uneasy chuckles.
Across the room, Emily wasn’t laughing.
She was staring at me.
Not amused.
Worried.
Gus rubbed the back of his neck.
“Eric…” he said slowly. “Look, I know you might be upset about Joja… but I feel like Lewis made a good call here. The Governor hasn’t been giving us much funding lately, and since Lewis made that deal, things have been getting better.”
I forced my shoulders to relax.
“Sure,” I grunted.
Gus continued carefully.
“I mean, Pierre has had a problem of price gouging. And I feel like he’s basically exploiting you. I won’t say Joja is any better, but at least they’ve got prices that make Pelican Town livable.”
Pam lifted her mug again.
“Damn right.”
My hands clenched.
“If it wasn’t for them, then—”
Pam cut me off.
“Then what?” she laughed. “You gonna lecture the whole valley about soda cans again?”
That did it.
Something inside me snapped.
“Yes! Of course!” I roared. “Pierre sees me as a slave, so Morris can go ahead and treat Shane, Sam, and ten million other workers as slaves too?! Just look at how many soda cans are in the streams now! I can barely go fishing without getting junk stuck on my hook!”
The room went dead silent.
Gus stiffened.
Everyone was staring.
“But of course their prices are cheaper!” I shouted. “Just sign the damn membership plan! Forget the fact it’s a trap to buy customers, shut down smaller businesses, and bleed the town dry!”
“E-Eric, please—” Gus begged.
Emily took a half-step forward.
“Eric… please… let’s just step outside…”
“What?!” I snapped. “What do you want me to say?!”
And then laughter cut through the silence.
Shane’s laughter.
He was laughing at me.
“What is it, Shane?” I snarled.
“Man… you talk such amazing stuff,” he chuckled darkly. “I’m genuinely stunned by your speech.”
Across the room, Emily was shaking. She’d probably faced this side of him before.
“Just get to the point!”
Shane sighed and leaned back in his chair.
“Alright. Here’s my question.”
He looked straight at me.
“I know you want to scream that capitalism is evil and corporations suck,” he said flatly. “But what exactly is your plan when you get rid of them?”
I flinched.
I never really thought of that.
Shane noticed instantly.
And his smile widened.
“Oh,” he laughed. “That’s right. You
don’t have one.”
His voice grew sharper.
“Let’s say you win. Let’s say Joja packs up tomorrow and leaves Pelican Town.”
He gestured lazily around the saloon.
“What happens next?”
Nobody spoke.
“Sam loses his job,” Shane continued. “I lose mine. Half the truck drivers that supply this place lose theirs. Morris disappears and takes all that corporate money with him.”
He leaned forward.
“You think Pierre suddenly becomes some kind of saint?” Shane scoffed. “That guy already jacks up prices whenever he can. You kick Joja out and he owns the entire valley overnight.”
Gus looked deeply uncomfortable.
“You want to know the funny part?” Shane continued. “You think you're fighting the system. But all you're really doing is handing the monopoly to a different guy.”
I felt my stomach twist.
“You hypocrite,” Shane muttered. “You stand there acting like some revolutionary hero, but you inherited a farm. You’ve got land. You’ve got options.”
His eyes hardened.
“The rest of us don’t.”
That did it.
I snapped.
“Really?!” I shouted. “Well what’s YOUR solution, Shane?! What do you do besides sit around and whine about how terrible life is?!”
“At least I’m not pretending things magically get better,” he shot back.
“Yeah? Because acting like life is pain all the time is so much better!”
Gus’s voice cracked.
“Please—please, not like this… I can’t have this place turn into another battleground.”
But I was already too far gone.
“I’ve been working myself to the bone to provide for this community!” I shouted. “And all I ever get is mockery! I can’t go anywhere without that horrible job breathing down my neck! I’m being suffocated here!”
And then Pam had to open her mouth.
“Oh come on,” she scoffed. “You got land from your granddaddy. Don’t start pretending you know what hard work looks like.”
Something inside me broke.
My body moved before I could think.
Shane reacted instantly and grabbed me from behind.
“Let GO of me, Shane!” I snarled.
“Oh no,” he shot back. “You’re not fighting anyone here.”
I twisted free—
And Shane reacted on pure reflex.
Bam.
A flash of motion.
A fist.
And suddenly I was on the floor.
The room went dead silent.
Shane froze, horror spreading across his face.
Leah rushed over.
“Y-you okay?” she stammered.
I pushed myself up slowly.
Shane looked away.
“You’re wasting your time here,” he muttered bitterly. “You shouldn’t have ever left your job.”
“Damn right I am,” I growled.
And I stormed out.
“Eric! Wait!” Emily called.
But I was already gone.
I stormed out into the soaking cold.
Behind me I heard a voice.
“Eric, please. Come back.”
It was Emily.
But I bolted.
“ERIC!”
I ran anyway.
The night air bit into my lungs as I sprinted down the road, boots slamming against the muddy path. Rain soaked through my clothes in seconds, turning the ground slick beneath my feet.
I didn’t stop.
I couldn’t.
My heart was pounding so hard it felt like it might burst out of my chest.
The sound of the saloon faded behind me.
All that remained was the rain.
And the echo of Shane’s voice in my head.
You inherited a farm. The rest of us don’t.
My breathing turned ragged.
The road blurred in front of me as I pushed past the last houses and into the dark stretch leading toward the forest.
The rain grew heavier.
Cold water ran down my face, mixing with tears I hadn’t even noticed forming.
I staggered slightly, catching myself on a tree as my lungs burned.
But I forced myself forward again.
Mud and loose stone crunched under my boots as I stumbled into the edge of the Cindersap Forest.
My legs were starting to shake now.
Adrenaline was fading.
Every breath felt like dragging knives through my chest.
I wiped my face with a trembling hand, trying to steady myself.
That’s when I saw a porch light flick on nearby.
The door to the ranch creaked open and Marnie stepped outside, squinting into the rain.
“Eric?” she called, confused. “Is everything alright?”
I couldn’t face her.
Not now.
Not like this.
So I pushed past the ranch and deeper along the forest path.
My boots slipped slightly on the wet ground.
I caught myself.
Kept going.
The path narrowed.
Rain dripped heavily from the tree branches overhead, turning the stones beneath my feet into slick patches of moss and mud.
My vision was starting to swim.
My legs felt numb.
Just keep moving.
One step.
Then another.
Then—
My boot landed on something soft and slick.
Moss.
My foot shot out from under me.
I crashed down hard onto my knees.
Pain exploded up my leg.
“AAH—!”
The cry tore out of my throat before I could stop it.
For a moment I couldn’t breathe.
Rain hammered against the ground around me as I hunched forward, clutching my leg, the pain pulsing through my knee.
Through the sheets of rain, I saw someone running toward me.
Leah.
She skidded to a stop beside me, soaked and breathless.
“Eric, what were you thinking?!” she snapped in panic. “You could have seriously hurt yourself!”
From farther up the path, Marnie’s voice floated over the rain.
“Is… is everything okay?”
Leah glanced back at her.
“Oh—no, we just had an argument at the saloon,” she called. “Eric sort of… snapped from stress.”
Marnie’s expression softened immediately.
“Ah… it must have been very rough for you, huh?”
I sat there in the mud, shaking, humiliated and exhausted.
“I… I feel like a mess.”
Leah exhaled sharply and ran a hand through her soaked hair.
“Eric, come on. I’ll take you to my place for a bit. You look terrible.”
Marnie stepped forward from the porch.
“I could at least give some boiled eggs for whatever salad you’re making,” she offered kindly. “I think Eric hasn’t eaten anything in a while.”
Leah gave her a small, grateful smile.
“Yeah. That’d help.”
Marnie nodded.
“Alright. I’ll get them. You get him inside.”
I groaned as Leah helped me shift my weight.
“Leah… I’m fine—”
“No, you’re not, Eric,” she said firmly. “Let’s go.”
She pulled my arm over her shoulder and helped me to my feet, steadying my shaking legs as we slowly made our way toward her cabin.
I collapsed on the couch. The cabin was warm and filled with the wooden sculptures Leah had carved. She draped a blanket around me and handed me a bowl of salad with boiled eggs.
“Here. Eat.”
“Leah… I’m fine.”
“Eric. Stop pretending you don’t need help. You look completely starved.”
“But I had an omelette this mor—”
“Just eat it. Please.”
I sighed and took the bowl.
The first bite hit my tongue and my body reacted before my brain could catch up. My hands trembled slightly.
God. Real food.
Tears stung my eyes.
Leah sat beside me.
“Eric… it feels like a lot is going on, but you’re not telling us anything. What’s happening with you? Why have you been so avoidant lately?”
I exhaled slowly.
Then I told her everything.
Everything.
Leah’s expression shifted—not disbelief, but quiet pain.
“Eric… that’s awful,” she whispered. “I had no idea you were carrying something like that.”
Rain tapped softly against the cabin windows.
She rubbed the back of her neck.
“I’m… not the best with this kind of thing,” she admitted quietly. “But I don’t want to just leave you like this.”
I nodded weakly.
She was trying.
“I haven’t really been too deep into politics,” she continued slowly. “I came here to start a new life. Away from all that clutter.”
I stared down at the bowl in my hands.
“But seeing you end up in this predicament… it just feels awful. I don’t think I can fix any of this,” she said, “but… I can tell you this much.”
She looked directly at me.
“I know what it’s like to deal with an awful environment. I lived in one for years.”
“Yeah…?” I murmured. “You mentioned it before.”
She nodded.
“And I hated it. I felt free when I finally left.”
Her voice trembled slightly.
“Even then… I had to deal with him.”
I blinked.
“Who?”
“My ex.”
She sighed and looked away.
“He still calls sometimes. Tries to convince me to come back. Every time I tell him I’m done. With the city. With him. With all of it.”
I nodded slowly.
Then she added quietly:
“His name’s Kel.”
My fork froze halfway to my mouth.
Kel.
For a moment I just stared at the salad.
That name…
I’d heard it before.
Break room chatter.
Coffee breaks.
Kel talking with Nancy.
Leah doesn’t understand what she’s throwing away…
My stomach tightened.
But it could just be a coincidence.
Kel wasn’t exactly a rare name.
And Leah was watching me now.
Concerned.
So I forced myself to relax.
“I feel like the biggest problem was that he didn’t value me,” she continued. “Not me. Just what I could earn.”
Her voice hardened slightly.
“I felt miserable. And nobody stepped in. I pretended nothing was wrong. Bottled it all up until everything exploded.”
She turned back to me.
“That’s why it hurts to see you doing the same thing.”
Her eyes softened.
“You’re carrying this massive burden, and you won’t let anyone help.”
I swallowed.
“But you can talk to me,” she said quietly. “Please. You don’t have to keep doing this alone.”
She smiled faintly.
“I meant it when I said I respect you, Eric. That’s why I can’t just watch you destroy yourself.”
A small smile finally crept onto my face.
“Thanks, Leah.”
“You’re welcome.”
We stood slowly.
“Oh—and also… Emily wants to talk to you. Do you want me to walk you there?”
My stomach twisted.
I wasn’t sure I deserved to see Emily after what happened.
Leah noticed immediately and nudged my elbow.
“Hey. Emily already understands,” she said softly. “She’s not afraid of you. She just wants to make sure you’re okay.”
She smirked a little.
“And… you should probably let her.”
I swallowed and nodded.
“Heh—you’re blushing now,” she teased. “Come on. She doesn’t bite.”
We stepped outside into the damp night.
Across the way, Marnie waved from her porch as we headed down the path toward Willow Lane.
I pushed open the door, still damp and exhausted—and froze.
Emily was standing there.
And Jodi.
“Eric
!” Emily rushed forward, her face blotched red from crying.
“Hey… I’m sorry, I—”
She didn’t let me finish. She threw her arms around me, warm and trembling.
“I… I was so scared,” she whispered. “I thought you’d run out and do something horrible.”
I hugged her back, weakly. Leah and Jodi stood nearby, both looking stricken.
“I… I’m sorry…” I managed. My voice cracked. Her warmth felt unreal against the cold that had settled into my bones.
Emily exhaled shakily, pulling back just enough to look into my eyes. For a moment it felt like we were about to kiss—but then she steadied herself, inhaling sharply.
“Okay… we need to talk. Eric.”
Her tone was gentle but firm.
Leah shifted nervously.
“Is this gonna be about… politics? Because if it is, you can count me out.”
Emily actually smiled a little.
“It’s okay, Leah. You’ve done enough tonight. You can go home.”
Leah nodded, giving me one last worried look before slipping out.
Emily set three cups of tea on the table. I wrapped my hands around mine, letting the heat sink in.
“Feels like I’ve cried more today than the rest of my life combined,” I muttered.
Emily and Jodi exchanged sympathetic looks.
“Actually,” Emily said softly, “I’ve been crying a lot too.”
I stiffened. Jodi looked surprised.
“R-really?” I asked.
Emily nodded.
“Yeah. But before, it was mostly frustration. Haley, Shane… being lonely…”
Her voice wavered. “But tonight? It was different.”
Oh god.
“I was crying for
you.”
My breath caught. Jodi looked away, eyes already glistening.
“I don’t know what it is,” Emily continued. “But ever since we met, something in me shifted. You listened to me. Not because you wanted something. Not because you needed a therapist. You just… cared.”
My stomach twisted. The air felt fragile.
“I think… I think I might be in love with you.”
The words crushed me. Tears spilled before I even realized I was crying. I covered my face.
“Why… why me?” I choked out.
Emily didn’t answer. She just watched me with this quiet, trembling tenderness.
“I’m just some guy,” I said. “I work until every bone feels broken. I’ve met kind people here, but… I don’t know why I kept thinking about you.”
Emily covered her face with her hands, both blushing and crying.
“I don’t know why either,” she whispered, “but I feel like I need you.”
It left the room in a stunned silence.
Jodi suddenly let out a shaky breath.
“This… this feels familiar,” she whispered, voice breaking.
We both turned to her.
“I remember the day I confessed to Kent.” Tears streamed down her face. “Back when we were teens. Childhood sweethearts. Best friends. And then George got his hands on him…”
Emily’s shoulders tensed.
“He meant well,” Jodi continued, “but all he taught Kent was fear. Hardness. Then the war came. I was pregnant with Sam, praying every day he'd survive. He wasn’t there when Sam was born. And when he finally came home… he looked like an empty shell of the boy I loved.”
She wiped her face with shaking fingers.
“But still, he tried. We had Vincent. I hoped things would get better.”
Her voice cracked.
“Then the war dragged on. And they forced him back. Again. The Ferngill–Gotoro war became so pointless it felt like they were fighting over dust. And I had to watch him get swallowed by it twice.”
Emily looked devastated.
“I tried to forget everything,” Jodi whispered. “I wanted to move on… I still do.”
She inhaled unsteadily, trying to hold herself together.
“Eric, I understand how you feel. I watched my husband do a job he hated. I don’t even like Joja Corp myself.”
My heart seized.
“But I need them, Eric.” Her voice trembled. “I can’t live like this. If I do… I’ll fall apart.”
She swallowed hard.
“And then I heard you were digging up artifacts. Dwarf items.”
She shuddered violently.
“I… I had a panic attack.”
My blood ran cold.
“W-what?”
“I remembered Kent’s stories,” she whispered. “How he described the Dwarves as metal demons. Ruthless. Unstoppable.”
She exhaled shakily. “Seeing that scroll… I panicked. I thought my past was waking up again.”
She looked at me with desperate honesty.
“I would never blame you. But I can’t support what you’re doing. I just want to move on. And it feels like you—and Penny—are dragging me back into the nightmare.”
Emily blinked.
“Penny? What did she do?”
Jodi’s expression twisted painfully.
“Since she saw that scroll… she changed. She sneaks into the library. Follows Gunther. She even taught Vincent things about the war. And I panicked. I don’t want him knowing what Kent lived through.”
Emily’s face fell.
“So, Eric lit a spark she’s now carrying.”
Jodi nodded weakly.
“I love Penny. Like a daughter. But she’s not the gentle girl I knew. Now she feels… dangerous. Like someone who wants to burn the world down.”
Emily rubbed her arm, eyes heavy with sadness.
“She deserves better. Maybe this is what she was always meant for.”
“I don’t know.” Jodi whispered. “I’m so scared. If this keeps going, my life might spiral apart again.”
Emily hugged her tightly.
“We’ll get through this. Even if the town falls… we’ll have each other.”
Two broken women, holding onto each other so they wouldn’t drown.
When Jodi finally pulled away, she looked at me with raw sincerity.
“If I leave Pelican Town… please don’t blame yourself. Sometimes life forces you into choices you hate.”
She rose slowly.
“Goodbye, Eric. Goodbye, Emily.”
And then she was gone.
I exhaled shakily.
“Guess I should head home.”
Emily’s expression tightened.
“Wait.”
Her voice was soft, almost careful.
“Why don’t you stay here tonight?”
I blinked at her.
“R-really? But… what about Haley?”
Emily glanced toward the hallway, then looked back at me.
“I’ll talk to her,” she said quietly. “You don’t need to worry about that right now.”
My throat tightened.
“I don’t want to cause problems between you two.”
“You’re not,” she said quickly. “Eric… tonight wasn’t normal.”
She stepped a little closer.
“You were shaking. You ran into the forest in the rain. Leah said you nearly hurt yourself.”
Her voice softened.
“I don’t want you going back to that farm alone like this.”
I stared at the floor.
“I’ve been alone before.”
“Yes,” Emily said gently. “But you don’t have to be tonight.”
The room fell quiet.
The rain outside had softened into a steady rhythm against the windows.
I rubbed the back of my neck.
“Where would I even sleep?”
Emily hesitated.
Then she answered honestly.
“In my bed.”
I nearly choked.
“You— you trust me that much?!”
“Shh!” she whispered urgently, glancing toward Haley’s door.
We stood frozen for a moment.
Then Emily spoke again, quieter now.
“Yes,” she said. “I trust you.”
She folded her arms nervously.
“And… I’m worried about you.”
That caught me off guard.
“I mean it,” she continued. “You’ve been carrying so much by yourself. The farm, the town, that awful job you escaped from… everything.”
Her eyes softened.
“You shouldn’t have to face nights like this alone.”
My chest tightened.
“I’m not exactly great company right now,” I muttered.
Emily smiled faintly.
“I don’t need you to be.”
She took a small step closer.
“Just… stay.”
I hesitated.
Images flashed through my mind.
Nancy laughing with Kel in the office break room.
The cold silence of my old apartment.
The endless hum of cubicle lights.
My voice came out hoarse.
“I’m not very good at trusting people after… everything.”
Emily nodded slowly.
“I know.”
She didn’t argue.
She didn’t push.
She simply said:
“Then let me earn it.”
That disarmed me completely.
After a moment I sighed.
“…Okay.”
Emily’s shoulders relaxed.
“Good.”
She clapped her hands softly.
“First things first. You’re soaked.”
She handed me a towel and pointed toward the bathroom.
“Go shower. I’ll find you something to wear.”
I stepped into the warm water, letting the heat wash away the rain and mud. For the first time that night, my breathing began to steady.
When I came back out, Emily handed me a loose shirt and soft pants.
“I made these a while ago,” she said shyly. “They were supposed to be for someone taller.”
I pulled them on.
They fit surprisingly well.
Emily clasped her hands together and smiled.
“Aww… you look so cute.”
Her cheeks turned pink immediately.
I laughed weakly.
“They’re… really comfy.”
“Good,” she said, clearly relieved.
The room fell quiet again.
Emily shifted her weight, suddenly nervous.
“So…”
She gestured toward the bed.
“Do you… want to sleep together?”
I froze.
Not because of what she said.
But because of how gently she said it.
Not flirtatious.
Not seductive.
Just… hopeful.
I swallowed.
“You’re sure?”
“Yes.”
“You’re not just doing this because you feel bad for me?”
Emily shook her head.
“No,” she said softly. “I’m doing this because I care about you.”
My chest tightened again.
After a long pause…
I nodded.
“…Okay.”
Emily smiled, relief washing over her face.
We climbed into bed.
For a moment neither of us spoke.
The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of a lamp and the rain tapping against the window.
Emily pulled the blanket up, then hesitated.
I noticed her fingers fidgeting with the edge of the fabric.
“…Is this weird?” she whispered.
I blinked.
“A little,” I admitted.
She laughed quietly, relieved.
“Okay. Good. I was worried it was just me.”
She shifted slightly, leaving a careful bit of space between us.
But after a few seconds, she gently reached over and took my hand.
Her grip was warm, but tentative—like she wasn’t completely sure if I’d pull away.
I didn’t.
Her shoulders relaxed.
“Goodnight, Eric,” she murmured.
“…Goodnight, Emily.”
Outside, the rain continued to fall.
But for the first time that night, the storm inside my head finally began to quiet.